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Bought a steak and some tea. Dealing with bitches and all the associated bullshit that comes with them. Might watch a movie but not sure which one yet. Browsing Yea Forums, getting high, drinking later on. Should be a nifty day off.

Helium tank and an air mask hooked up to it. Put on the mask and turn on the canister. Duct tape the the shit to your head if you think you might pussy out last minute. It's supposed to be a painless way to off yourself l, won't cause collateral damage if you open a window, and if the room has enough helium in it when you're discovered, the person who screams in anguish at the site of your corpse will have a funny voice. You wont be there to laugh about it though, or anything ever again because you're a tremendous faggot. Get a therapist and figure your shit out or quit teaching and get busy dying. Staying in limbo isnt doing shit for you.

Any tips/advice for a 23 year old? Seems a lot of negativity in this thread, how do I not be miserable later in life?

day off today...house is spotless from yesterday's chores so today i will chill with an afternoon beer, read, tunes, vidya for a bit then head over to my parent's house for freed food and scotch in the vening. come home, drink more, blast music, get high and watch a movie

Get your ass on welfare immediately and take up smoking weed. Suicide is a sacrifice to Satan and thats what the jews who put you in this situation want. Stick around for the civil war.

33, just told my 22yo female boss who's also the big boss' nephew that I don't like closing the restaurant with her. I might be fucked but it looks like she was sad about it, not angry

>day off today...house is spotless from yesterday's chores so today i will chill with an afternoon beer, read, tunes, vidya for a bit then head over to my parent's house for freed food and scotch in the vening. come home, drink more, blast music, get high and watch a movie
oh, lady friend came over last night so i don't have to deal with any bitches today. other than my doggo

Not going to elaborate too much, I've been here long enough to know how well user can find someone. Sorry.
100% going to quit once this school year wraps up.
Sorry bud, you probably don't want me on your side.
She's the big bosses nephew?

Advice? Stay off your fucking phone, grow a personality and get life experiences. We 30+s seem surly cause you fucks are ruining the world and our lives. Knock it off.

Turned 33 2 days ago.
>doing one of my online college classes, seated one in a couple hours
>dealing with the dog my wife decided to adopt, dog has separation anxiety, destroyed blinds after breaking out of kennel
>printing parts for my next 3D printer while wife is at work
>might get sex tonight, exactly how she wants it, I don't choose anything, can't even say no without causing a fight, story of my sex life for years
Could be better, could be worse.

How the fuck do you figure 20 year old kids are ruining the world? We've slowly descended into the shitter for the past 60 years because of the greedy short sighted retards that came before us so it's insane to blame this situation on todays youth. They were born into a backwards system that wants them to be dumb obedient slaves and not question anything.

>She's the big bosses nephew?
Niece, I'm dumb

lol...your wife chooses what? how u do it? greentext plox

she's sad cause she wants the d

He's right though.

>she lays on her back, missionary
>sometimes doggy
>every other day exactly, unless SHE is in pain or something
>"foreplay" is making out of a few seconds, I might be able to grab boob

>nothing with her on top
>nothing with her doing any work
>no oral either way
>oh, and I'm not supposed to masturbate

She blames it on trying to get pregnant. I wouldn't be opposed to getting strict during her fertile times (she has the sticks to check), but all the time sucks.

that user speaks the truth.

>Dubs checked
I can relate to some of that but no oral, no jerking off. B/ro divorce that bitch, seriously.

Just another day as an over the road truck driver. Pretty sweet gig. I play video games when I'm not driving and plan on traveling to England for a punk rock festival in August because I have plenty of disposable income due to living in the truck I work from. I do miss cocaine though.

GTFO. If I’m 30 using this site I will kill myself you pathetic old faggot

are you collecting dubs?

well, that sounds hard man. ever asked her what else shes into? ever said that if she wants the dick it doesnt work starfishing?

Just turning 30 in august. Hoping to start up my own business in june. Life is good. Today im getting high and finnishing an essay.

Nah she sucks nigger dick already, and I suspect he's the reason she rushes to close asap instead of helping the other newer colleagues learn the job

I've thought about it. I get a government check every month, so I wouldn't be 100% screwed with money. But I'd have to walk away from a house, HVAC payments, and possibly deal with her coming after me. And divorce isn't easy in this state.

nice larp

>Turn 30 soon
>Have mortgage, house needs fairly substantial amount of money spent on it soon.
>Missus who hates the house making me conflicted as to spending money on it
>3 kids
>decent job, pays good, shit hours, do get a fair bit of time off though.

>don’t really know what do atm

u wish, friendo.

>Can’t say no

same dude wtf is up with our chicks dude

>crazy income/ no hard work lotta free time
i want this
how do

She's not into ANYTHING. An ex raped her anally, so that's out due to the damage he caused. She's not into girls at all, doesn't want another guy to join in, pretty much doesn't want anyone else to touch either of us. And due to her past as a young child and her father, won't let me cum on her, only creampie. She used to get a little freaky when we were first married, but now things have slowed down. She swears things will change after the kid, but I'm not sure I trust that.

...just another day is this 4chin's miltia

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Im a teaching asssistant and after 7 months I also want to an hero

I'm 35 and I've been here since January 2004, I am gainfully employed, a home owner and single by choice (I want to keep my house after all).

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I'm at work just browsing facebook and Yea Forums now. contemplating on if I want to drop $400 on a new watch this morning.

dafuq? is dubs some kind of compensation fpr this misery?

also: wat are you doing against your situation?

Sure. I agree with you on most points. However if you don't think they're a bunch of self entitled, lazy, undisciplined idiots, then you might have early onset Alzheimer's.

what watch you getting bro? I just returned a presage cocktail time because I wasn't feeling it

this?
/thread

study, do not live in a shitholecountry, work hard when its necessary, do not get caught when u do dumb shit, do have some (cartloads of) luck

>33
sitting here waiting to start work
great paying engineering job
wife at home with two kids
will work all day
go home and play with kids
put them to bed, then lay in bed and watch hockey
wake up at about 4am and repeat the whole thing
day after day
wife has huge fat tits and loves them being fucked/fondled, loves sucking my cock and getting fucked deep doggy
lifes good as an adult

Been looking at a Laco Aachen 42mm. I'm using a basic bitch Timex right now because I am stubborn and it works but I realllly want the Laco. I'll probably end up getting it before lunch honestly.

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Paul?

nope

TENDA

nice waste of money there bud

what do you do for a living? what did you study? i need direction in life

post wife tits

Life's short. I've spent more money on shit I've used less.

i wont believe her. things wont get better. But maybe start with some kinky stuff by accident ( accidently choking by holding her shoulder first and let your hand wander higher later on, hardpounding and accidently jizzing in her face and so on, and so on) and see what makes her go gud

I'm not big on Flieger style watches, but more power to you for rocking a big case watch

Yes?

I wouldn't. There must be better things to spend that money on

forget college for now and learn a skilled trade and stay in it for several years
cad/drafting
quality control
machining
welding/fabrication
programming
all good skills to know
academic degrees are essentially useless right now because they give you knowledge but zero experience

wow....sounds like a bad jobdecission. whats up with that?

she'll "change" and get "wild" for you? After the kid and the constant feeding, the late nights and all the other hard parts of being a parent there will be little time left for you both. She's not going to get out of that shell once the childs born, she'll go further into it and she'll have leverage over you. Forever.

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Thanks. It's really the only style I can stomach. Trying not to be TOO flashy.

Yea but $400 is a drop in the bucket and there really isn't anything else I want at the moment.

I don't know, man. Last time I "accidentally" pulled out and just got a little on her outer pussy, she completely freaked out on me. And most times I think it's just easier to enjoy what I get instead of dealing with her freakouts.

Yeah, things won't get better. And I'm trying to accept that.

can i watch you fist your wife?

Are you a big guy though? 42mm is kind of huge.

Let my depression get the better of me and I quit my job yesterday... and they refused to honor my 2 weeks notice and I was asked to turn in my badge and clean out my stuff immediately.

So not super good right now.

jup!

Did you realize that you were attracted to minors and are now a self hating kiddie diddler? Is that wh you wanna off yourself? Or did your realize that every generation of children will be exponentially worse than the last and its left you in a state of depression? Either way, you really need to stop being a faggot and get help so you stop pussy aching for attention on a Taiwanese gardening website.

30 here

at doctor's for referral to spine injection next week.

went to wrong location doctor there only once a week had to rush over to other location.

customer facing project manager my stuff is probably on fire from not being on it for 2-3hrs

gf is a 6 but puts out whenever I want and is easy to deal with. less complications = better.

just gonna finish this poop and then log back into work work from home is good but need to double salary to live decent life.

poor user. but why accept dat? start smoll. oil her up or some shit...or let her make her move. tell her how it is and tell her that shes gotta make a move

>instead of dealing with her freakouts.
what the fuck man
you can't even talk to her without her getting into hysterics? what kind of relationship is that

don't have any on my phone
>inb4 phonefag
she can barely handle my cock so i doubt my fist will fit

Not fat but I am 6'3 - 195lbs. I was wearing a 44mm apple watch for a few weeks before I decided I didn't like smart watches. This would be the biggest traditional watch I've owned though.

i'd prefer to try it on before I buy but I can't find shit for watch stores around here except for the big names (Rolex, Fossil etc.)

user should answer those. gud questions.

>don't have any on my phone

Why not?

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I bought a Seiko turtle diver that I love. couldn't be happier - quality and inexpensive. very nice watch. hard to see what more you get past $300+ really.

no need for them

28 here

Waiting for the pharmacy to open so I can get high on Oxys

>sad bcoz no fisty fist
>also sad bcoz u smol pp

I'm 40.

In the middle of finals after going back to school.

3 kids. Wife.

Busy as fuck.

sorry guys but paying more than $5 for a watch is retarded
caring about a fancy flashy huge stupid looking watch is faggotry
literally zero need for a watch since you all have phones
man jewelry is faggotry
you guys are fags regardless of what you say

34, no kids no marriage, and yes i wanted that. had gf for the past 5 yrs, planned on living with her soon i do own a home, no more gf since xmas time. I don't drink but smoke too much weed, have terrible social skills, and don't really know wtf to do with my life. Pls anons, try to make it around your late 20s, it does not really get better.

I mean, if I could find that exact design for $50-$300 I'd probably get it. It's not the price I am going after, it's the design.

Speaking of Seiko, this was my second choice that's similar in design. I like it but nothing tickles my fancy quite like that Laco

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My relationship. Fuck, I don't even really have money control anymore. She buys whatever she wants after she "asks" me, but I checked 3 times and made sure before spending my "birthday money". I guess I'm lucky that I don't really give a fuck most of the time. It's like the drunk guy that just sits there in his easy chair, except I don't really need alcohol.
She doesn't make moves, she lays down and tells me to get on top of her. And if I start making moves, she tells me not to. And at this point, if I stop everything and tell her to do something, she freaks out about me "not wanting kids" or whatever.

yeah, that's it

by making it now

silver lining, at least you know she's not cheating with a bigger man.

oh no i just made it worse

You poor fuck. I really hope my wife doesn't turn out this way.

This. Life's so much easier at 30 because I made sacrifices at 18-23 that pay off now.

>What are you up to today?
nothing. I have a serious gum infection and it hurts like hell. I have to go to the dentist again tomorrow, until then I'll be here and on /pol/ shitposting

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What fucking day is it aww who gives fuck roll over back to sleep rinse and repeat.

listening to a belarusian woman tell me about developing for this software package

That makes so much sense. I'm 24 now, and been fucking around since high school ended. I'm sure (if I don't kms) my 30s are going to be fucked.

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this

they are.

Just go join the military. Join a pussy branch like Air Force or something. Best decision I ever made was joining the Army. Put up with bullshit for a few years and now it pays off for the rest of my life. It really made it easy for someone who had no idea what he wanted to do in life.

she doesn't want to get pregnant, she wants collateral to use against you when she inevitably divorces you.

join the military in this political climate? i don't even live in burger land and this seems like a bad idea

Yep. I'm the same 34 yr old depressed user above, but, i will say i have had a job since 15 yrs old and bought a house all on my own last year. Most of my friends at 23 were sleeping in til noon, i was working at a factory. Still at the same job but now work in the office for ok pay.

Meh, "political climate" is mostly bullshit on social media. It really isn't like that out here in the real world. It honestly isn't that bad

No it's more about how I've spent most of my life trying to use words and compassion to help build a world where people don't get the shit kicked out of them for being gay. It's all fallen apart int he last couple of years as more and more liberal groups are have taken to violence more often. I remember when I was young, getting beat for being seen as "queer" and having authorities either punish me equally for fighting back or dismiss/mock me for "not even fighting back".

Conservatives have spent the last couple of decades treating liberals with a "c'mon, fight me faggot" attitude. I've tried to teach people better than that. I may have had an effect on a few people but it's too late and it doesn't matter. Now that the left is fighting back aggressively, the right is reacting with histrionic outrage, acting as if the last few decades never happened. They point at hate crime statistics and show that they are lower than they have been in the past, which somehow invalidates them, but at the same time they fail to mention how the left had to all but drag them kicking and screaming into accepting that gays can be ok people.

People just point to their scapegoats and martyrs and figureheads now. Republican pundits and SJW loonies have collectively destroyed this countries ability to ever have a sane, seasonable discussion.

Fuck Trump
Fuck anyone who Voted for him
Fuck Smollet
Fuck anyone who still defends him
Fuck histrionic SJWs who think that "micro-aggression"s are a real thing, I got my shit kicked in for being gay so that you can be who you are without being afraid, not so you can self-victimize about fake shit while lacking the self-awareness to see that just because your targets are white and straight doesn't mean you're not being a bigoted piece of shit.

Fuck are you me?

Get out now user. Get out while you still can. You are entering an area of utter misery.

Hahahaha dude you're here forever.

Dude...you NEED to GET OUT. Why are you settling for this?

26...can confirm...I will probably be here forever. Only site that allows me to say whatever I want in an anonymous context outside of Gab. And people aren't nearly as retarded here as they are on Gab.

was shit for 98% of it

Now I got a job as an HVAC Tech, making more than enough to live on and do what I want and I enjoy it.

Still play fuckloads of videogames and I'm alone, but w/e. I've honestly stopped caring about finding a wife

Rightwing fag here. I don't care about you liking to fuck buttholes/get your butthole fucked. Stop trying to push it on my kids. Faggot.

It's weird, I bet normal people who don't use this site just talk to their friends and have no need to speak in an anonymous context.

I have friends that I talk to and live a unique and fulfilling life. But I truly value freedom of speech and anonymity. I definitely wouldn't consider myself "normal". Plus this site has the best to offer in terms of laughs and hilarious threads. My wife and I browse it together at night and just laugh. Life is good.

she wants more leverage nigger

>My wife and I browse it together at night and just laugh
that sounds like some good shit user. i hope the best for you.

i havent done anything with my life for the past 2 weeks and i probably have a hemorrhage, skipped my college classes for past 2 weeks and gym too

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ever cheated? ever got back at her? how you cope?

You sound like me, I run a water treatment plant and don't want a wife.

when I look at the effort and money involved with dating I just get annoyed and move on

Thirty five here. Depression and anxiety but taking meds and getting counseling. Work full time. Homeless. At the doctor's office to talk about my diet. High blood pressure. I go to the gym once a week. Life is meh, but I'm working through it. Have a bachelor's degree in business. Working on a certificate in project management. Life is what you make of it. Work hard. I think now certification is better than getting a degree. Was a US Marine. Don't recommend it. Did I mention that I also have PTSD? Yeah, big mistake, but life moves forward and so do I. Single, but looking. Sex life is not existent. Good luck anons. Wish you all the best.

Looking for advice from older anons. Is it worth spending 8 more years studying exact sciences (specifically maths and physics) or better spacial maths (since I like airplane related stuff, but don't know much about it)

31 turning 32 next week, just had my first actual medical issue in my life, albeit it's just kidney stones I'm glad I've managed to avoid anything major to this point. Stopped drinking soda over a year ago and I'm working on losing some weight and possibly marrying my girlfriend sometime in the near future. Decent job and little debt but paying it down, things could be better and worse, if anything I'd love to move back home but finding work is a bitch lately it seems and my current job pays me for almost doing nothing so it's a dangerous gamble to leave. I'm hoping it stays upbeat because I have a desire to want to just fuck all sorts of random women still even though I did this in my 20s I love my girl but hate that there's a side of me willing to lose her for some new ass in a one time sex fling.

Basically the same here, but since I am a home owner I also look at the high risk to myself and the high probability of losing my house to some woman who acts good enough to fool me into producing two kids with her so she can get custody and take my house, most of my superannuation and future earnings.

Mouthfuck my butt like a dirty dumpster cunt fuckhole.

Past 2 weeks? Amateur! I haven't done anything with my life in 8 years.

Kill yourself.

>but don't know much about it
You WILL though after eight years of school, bud. That't the point. Better job market as well.

As a bonus, when you're having trouble finding work or need some easier work so you can focus on other shit, the spatial maths stuff will leave you just as qualified as the exact sciences to take it easy for a while as a maths teacher.

Angry roasties tell me all the time I should man up and get married.
I laugh and they get even angrier.

>Any tips/advice for a 23 year old? Seems a lot of negativity in this thread, how do I not be miserable later in life?

Stop taking life cues from Yea Forums. Coming here to ask about how to make your life better is like going to a strip club to find a wife.

I’m 40. It’s been a bumpy fuckin ride but once I realized the problem was me and not the rest of the world everything changed. I can change me. I can’t control the world.

Truth

I plan on doing it by 27 or 30
I live "near" an University (like 500 miles) where I can study both, but i still don't know which one, or if I can do both at the same time

Fuck you too faggot

nice!

>everything is everyone’s fault but mine

Cry more faggot and stay miserable.

dubs checked.

also:
thx

Beautiful girlfriend but she's been mad as hell at me for last 2 weeks. Sometimes she gets a little too emotional about little things. In this case a friend had a sray cat stuck In the wall of a house he just bought. Decided to help, lots of experience with kitties (more than ide like to admit) friend has no experience with cat. Cat very agitated when i arrive. GF and i calm down and catch cat. No doors or vents on the walls in house because hes painting. Cant let go of cat or else he will get in vents or wall. Have to hand over cat to inexpierenced friend to go get cat carrier. Cat Super Super pissed when we come back. Tell friend to not let cat out of towel and just hand it to me. Friend decided hes gonna try to be a Chad for some reason and put cat in carrier and get his towel back all by himself. Oh yeah hes got hemophilia too. Cat freaks out immediately when he try's to take it out of towel. Gets scratched. Blood everywhere. I jump in and grab cat. Cat bites the fuck out of left hand. Friend still wont let go of towel for some reason. Cat bites the fuck out of right hand too and severs a nerve in my thumb. I pass out instantly. Terrible feeling btw. Broken several bones before but nerve damage takes the cake. Anyways GF blames me for all of it saying I should never have helped dumbass friend. Now she's been stuck in rage mode ever since. Cant win. Tells me I'm stupid.
Tells me friends stupid. Idc keeping cat for observation. She thinks that's stupid. No feeling in thumb on right hand. Completely useless at work. Blue collar job. Tells me how stupid I am again. Last night she wouldn't kiss me goodnight thismorning left without a kiss again. Been like this for two weeks now. Gonna go home tonight and pack a fat bowl and finish watching the American top gear episodes I couldn't get through years ago cause why not.

I have already been seriously ill and my doc told me to focus on my career and not on the idea of kids. But I hate my job. Since I broke up with my boyfriend (I couldn't get along with his bipolar personality and drug abusive stuff anymore but still it was really hard) I'm alone in this town. I had a good childhood but I've got the feeling I'm not able to make anything good from it. And my dad died. It's all shitty after 30.

Not has at all.

Today I taught a bi-weekly class on the fun bit of science at the school I work at (I am the science technician, but I teach one long class every other week and have a form class - for Americans, think homeroom). I teach an all-years class called Inspire Science and get to do all the stuff the actual teachers never get to do because it isn't in the boring-ass curriculum. Today was 'Alchemy: the elements' and we made allotropes of sulphur, sulphur compounds, then blew up some sulphur-zinc mixed powders for a finale. I smell like rotten eggs but those kids love me. Next week we're doing 'It IS Rocket Science', weather permitting, or 'Whacky Races' if it rains.

Got home to find the new sofa had arrived (took long enough after the old one got ruined by the ceiling caving in in a rainstorm) which was a pleasant surprise. My mum (who lives with us with my dad while they are hunting for a house in Spain, they sold theirs a couple months ago) and my girlfriend assembled it while I was at work. It will be nice to have a properly equipped living room again as we've mostly been hanging out in our bedroom. Not having a separate bed space has played havoc with my circadian rhythm.

Hope everyone else is doing well.

Web design or freelance programmer. Get paid thousands and work from the comfort of home. Just have to learn how to code or design shit and build up your customers which is where luck comes in

It will only get worse user. I hope you figure it out but from this it doesn't sound like you should make a baby with her. If you still have a choice, try to pick a better one

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New super active Yea Forums server.
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Took me a while to realize what a nephew is. When I did, I chuckled.

Get a government job. They don't fire anyone

Keep up the good work, user.

Just take action. Do anything. Lay off the weed, and get out. Get a dog, or sign up to a gym. The smallest change can have the biggest impact on your life.

This last line is so powerful and true. True change comes from within the individual not from outside forces.

Is okay to take a break from time to time. Things can get intense and not everyone can handle the stress.

Life is pretty shit. I'm very neurotic and don't know how to deal with it. Meds don't work and counseling is expensive. My only hope at this point is to get a job that's impossible to fuck up and where I'm not around too many people. What I'm up to today is playing vidya and watching twitch. Can't drink or smoke weed because I'm scared of running out of my last saved up money and it's just making me even more depressed doing drugs. Have no car so it's hard to even get to work if I get a job. Don't know what I'm going to do

All the effort will pay off in the end. God bless.

Don't do anything stupid, user. No amount of ass is worth losing a person that loved you.

Hang in there. I'm sure she's just angry bc she loves you and want the best fir you. She'll calm down eventually. If not, then dump her and get a girlfriend who respects your choices.

Everything is gonna be alright. What's important is that you never give up. Sorry for your loss, and for you breaking up with your boyfriend. But this life, stuff like this always happens. Just be strong, keep fighting and choose what's best for you. I'm confident you'll choose right and everything will turn out OK. God bless.

Thanks, user. God bless.

Fucking kek. I'm just like you user. :)

Oh you're falseflagging? Okay cool, I respect that but dial it back next time cause you made it really obvious.

Protip: I got "asked to leave" from a government job.

I figured out how to save tens of thousands of dollars a year while being more efficient. No joke.

Hang in there. Seek family and friends for help, or contact a charity to help you with counselling expenses; nobody is alone in this world. And even if you got nobody to help you, you'll find a job soon enough and everything. You didn't make it this far by being weak. Be patient and hang in there while the meds kick in. Psych meds take months to start working (trust me I've tried them). Everything will be fine.

100%

You should probably get out while you can.

I'm a drop out and i learned nothing.
I have body dysmorphic disorder
autism level 3 and speech disorder.
derealization for atleast 2/3 of my life or so
chronic depression 2/3
social anxiety disorder 2/3
Insomnia 2/3

Suggested ADD and PTSD but i don't remember why i should have that, but i will see soon enough.

I'm collecting this shit like it's pokemon cards, maybe why i'm doing this is because i want to find the source of my problems so i can fix them but something else tells me it's because i can feel better about myself and not trying as hard, something like that, i don't know what i'm doing and why.

My short-term memory and long term memory is absolutely shit, I spent hours reading the same thing again and again but i won't learn it, even if i do a miracle to learn it, i can't say what i've learned, I need something bigger than a mircale for that.

I never had any interests in my life or hobbies, I believed I loved being on the computer but that was all a lie i forced myself to believe so i could escape reality, or maybe i did, i don't remember anymore, i always lie to myself and i have told myself so many lies i don't know which one is real, the years have gone by within a blind, i can't even say what i've done or learned, playing games?

Is this what you call degeneracy of society and is there a better option then being a hero? I would rather not disappoint my family, but i will continue to do it for the rest of my life and they would feel nothing more than disgust, dissapointment and sadness again and again, but if i end myself they will only feel dissapointment whenever they mention my name or think of it, but i'm alive, i know i will never be able to achieve anything above average, maybe it's not even needed to do that, but i can maybe do something simple, something, maybe start a shelter for cats? even if i'm doomed i can maybe save a few cats? I do like cats, but is that not something selfish? Am i not doing it so i can feel better about myself?

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I tried meds and they weren't really for me. It's just me and my mom so I'm not alone. I hope everything will be ok but I don't see any way to deal with my mental issues without just getting a quiet job. I want to be a dog sitter/walker but I need a car. Maybe I can stock shelves or something part time until then. Thanks again user

I got a few questions for you anons, is there anything that keeps you being an hero? is there anything you like to do in your spare time?

Life is good. Today, it's work, followed by happy hour, followed by fucking my side piece.

I promise your troubles are only temporary. Just have faith that everything will turn out fine, and in the end it will. God bless you, user.

I get enough of that at work, it being a Catholic school.

Rather wish me fulfilling discoveries and a Senior Leadership Team that actually funds science better, thanks.

>Rather wish me fulfilling discoveries and a Senior Leadership Team that actually funds science better, thanks.
I do.

Thank you a lot.

Thank you, God bless to you, then, if that's what you'd wish.

at work taking a crap. only here so i domt get used to being a lazy shit. im caught up on my work. make 90k a year in a field that will never have some feminist bs. (take a guess) . usually get here at 9 and am out by 230. ive paid my dues believe me so i can do that. am 31. also pic related. around the time i started coming on here.

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>is there anything that keeps you being an hero?
Yup. Two things actually. 1- The believe that there is a god, and that this life is only temporary, so why sacrifice your eternal life in heaven for temporary troubles. 2- The fact that there's always something to be done (other than an heroing of course) about what's happening.
>is there anything you like to do in your spare time?
Mainly going on Yea Forums (Yea Forums and /g/, also sometimes /int/). Also, surfing the Web (technology sites and facebook).

bought some weed and snacks for tonite and invited this dude i met on discord to come over, he says to be a virgin and im a thirsty 30 YO bitch, so guess im winning ,D

>for tonite
>fortnite

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all nite

33, have a loft condo, wife, no kids, dog on the way (7 weeks old still), I make okay money but nothing to brag about. My work provides unlimited paid leave though so that's huge. I work remotely so I'm figuring out the balance of doing jack shit and working very hard. I'm a sex addict and used to bang a LOT of women but now that I'm married I have to use meditation to calm the urges. Outside of that life is really good. I go to a lot of concerts and excited for this rottweiler I bought.

Oh, I smoke a ton of weed and sell some to afford the habit.

>The believe that there is a god

were you born into it or Is that something you forced yourself to believe? I somewhat believe something similar, I'm here for information, experience and energy and will keep repeating until i get something i need, or maybe I was just checking around the place and got stuck into the loop, maybe this is punishment, one death is not enough for them and i'm forced to live like a disgusting lump of flesh, a worm, material full of shit pathetic, maybe i will check if some other religion have the similar concept of reincarnation so i can feel better,

I will take a bag of 200mg of LSD and snort it into my fucking asshole and see what happends.

Think I just got a job working at a quarry. I say "think" because the background chatter of my interview has been reported as "great" but I haven't been officially notified. Crossing fingers, pray to the spaghetti gods for me fellas.

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20 years
like video games
start to study game art
fail study because i cant stop gaming

atleast i have a great relationship

>39 here

Got a pretty good job and alot of disposable income.
Never been married and don't really want to be, but who knows
Probably missed the "kids" train but the 21yo I'm fucking might make that a dream come true
Boss has been giving me sex eyes at work. Might have to make a memory with her
House, car, etc
Going to Vegas for 4/20, might return for EDC if 21yo wants the experience.
Going to NYC next year.
Life is good

Suicidal tranny checking in

I guess mentioning I'm suicidal is redundant since it goes with the rest

Have lunch with vp for potential quarry job tomorrow , idk if i should keep clocking hours for the union or take this postion if offered, 30 in aug btw

why do I get the feeling only the minecraft part is true

Maybe her biological clock is just running out, so she's just freaked out that she might miss out on kids. Women want to have kids of their own. Most of them grew up with baby dolls as their toys. It might legitimately get better once she has one.

I would ask myself the question and do the math of "what does the union do for you verses the pros/cons of the new postion".

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She turns 40 this year. Don't get me wrong, I want to help her out. But if she just stopped bleeding yesterday, I think a blowjob today would be fine.

you got asked to leave because you suggested a more efficient way of doing things?

I turn 30 this year but I lost my wizardy already, do I still count?

Prenup!

Yep.

Worked for a state DOT, Field Exploration Crew, digging samples to look for roadbed material. Old way took a crew of 3 guys 1-2 weeks to survey a new pit area. I did it myself in 1 day using GPS equipment we already had for after sampling digs.

2 days later I find myself in a meeting with the higher ups, they slide me a resignation paper and say they'll make things easier if I sign it. Like a 20-year-old dumbass, I did. Kept up with my old crewmates, they went right back to the old way after I left.

Working, you?

>Wife left me Jan 4th
>We had been going out for 10 years in total, married for 5 of those.
>met her when I was 23, missed the ‘dating app’ scene. And now terrified of dating.
>not a day goes by where I don’t contemplate killing myself, either by overdose or hanging ior train (I commute by train)
>she moved out last weekend to a house share, so I’m alone in the house we brought.
>work promised that they would put me through an Ma in town planning. They withdrew the offer at he last minute to make me reapply with more competition.

Why even live?

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Heyy! he was behind of this...?

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Just gettin tbagged in gears of war. I was close to getting into the competitive scene and makin money, but a kid is a bit more relatable than an old man.

Heating ventilation air conditioning?

Yea been doing that i think i just chimed in because its funny you mentioned quarry specifically. But long story short,

> Union work = Easy but not steady. Maybe work every other week no benefits until 750 hrs.

vs

>Quarry job. = Part time as well, Guaranteed hours, less starting pay than union but with benefits.

Not too deep into either one to call it. Thoughts?

Our heater broke late last year, home warranty didn't do shit, had to buy a new gaspack for $13k.

You need to get some eye of the tiger back into you. Fuck the relationships for now, focus on your work for a good 6months starting today. Focus on improving yourself, pick up 1 new hobby and get artisan with it. Archery, painting, piano, fuck it, reading novels. Get passionate or fake it until you love it, like a parent pushing a kid for 10yrs to play violin.

Your my age, you've accomplished more than I have, you're a superman nigga
>They call me Superman
>Leap tall hoes in a single bound
>I'm single now, got no ring on this finger now
>I'll never let another chick bring me down

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With the quarry job with guaranteed hours, is there room to move up to full time? Also where are you located?

>Union work every other week
To me that is unacceptable.

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A shackle is broken, but there is many more left, after they're gone you need something to walk on, after that you need something to open the door, or doors, i wonder how many, after that is death the last part of this material prison, but it won't be enough, you need to break everything even things that dosn't exist, but will exist, things you will see after death, keep the keys, maybe you will need it, it's not the last door, you need more, i need more, i have done this too many times, are we repeating everything, maybe one step at the time in the different fucking loop, why would i keep going if it ends the same? i try to find reason to keep going, i'm bored and sick of this world, i need to get out, i'm young , i'm going to suffer a long time, every second alive hurts, send help, they said they would get me out, i'm valuable, it's just this body that's filled with failures and disorders, failure, need no, waitm, nio m,iu , you sare dare to you need experience, energy, info, something, i can't find it, until we do, we will only repeat the circle to find a way out of this loop, this world is twisted, perverse, we're stuck in meat puppets and we're trying to peer into a little keyhole and trying to understand everything, we can't, we need death. so how would i do siomething luike that why am i still here?

YOU STUPID FOOL YOURE NOR EVEN BOUND BY DEATH A LOOP OF HELL OUR FEARS MY FEAR YOUR NOTHING YOU WONT EXIST YOU DONT, you know nothing, but you will, well that is if you don't blow your brain out AHAHHAAAA

At college classes all day today, just registered for summer and fall, getting my shit together after being in the military and decided I want a better life with a steady job

Ga. , The sweetest thing about the union though is that if you land the right gig, It can pay very well, like I just got paid close to 30/hr for laying carpet, but only for the weekend. I know people that make that on the regular, seniority based of course for who lands the gig. I think there is room to move up with the quarry job but will learn more about it tomorrow. I think it will ultimately depend on stating pay. If its equal or higher than base pay for union ill probably take it.

Can’t hate if true.

Today for me it’s just about being productive at work, hopefully having an ok commute, enjoying my time with my children before getting them off to bed, numb my depression and loneliness with alcohol because my wife is wonderful at everything except being a goddamn wife lately.

Wake up tomorrow, work out more than I did yesterday, be productive at work some more, enjoy my time with my kids more, numb myself less because I’m trying to focus on myself and not my wife, and continue on a path of progress.

Paul?

David?

Matt?

>33

>physically fit

>medfag

>married to a woman 8 years younger than me

All my highschool classmates look like fucking shit, fat, drug addicts, single mother coal burners, etc.

I’ve gotta call the real estate agent and put an offer in on an apartment. I’ve been putting this off for 1 year because prices have been falling. It is rare to find anything decent I can afford so if I don’t buy this one I could be waiting another year for something similar. So much anxiety though because the longer I wait the cheaper things have gotten so I kind of want to keep waiting.

I guess it's a hit or miss for that one, haha xD

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Yeah, just gotta focus on the fact I’m paying cash with inheritance money and jumping on the welfare as soon as I move in so whatever happens I can’t complain

Id stick with the union if I were you, theres a lot of potential there, speaking from experience. Youll be landing those high paying jobs soon enough if you stick with it, youre already in the door there. However, if the big wig is talking good numbers and benefits, you can do that and still catch the union on the weekends if you're up to it.

Replace minecraft with overwatch and the wife with "bitches o' plenty" and this dude could be me lol

...

Ahh alright. I'm Canadian and I avoid the unions. The seniority is a bunch of bull. Old bulls that don't know safety and lock out's on new machines that are teaching others on the job. (looking at you Duffrin aggr) There are no standards and that's how people get hurt.

If you've got room to move up, go at it. That's my 2cents (1american).

Because no one that successful would actually be on this shithole of a site