6 am in europoor and very drunk, any Yea Forumsro willing to talk about how shitty life is?

6 am in europoor and very drunk, any Yea Forumsro willing to talk about how shitty life is?

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>how shitty life it
I didn't "know/understand" I was a boy until I was 13-14. My parents died when I was a toddler and I was raised by the next of kin that could be found, my mothers sister. I was raised with her slightly older daughter. We were very close, my sis-cousin and me. I was only ever treated and spoken too by my aunt as a girl and my aunt insisted that we be "proper ladies" at all times. The whole thing about my sister and me having different parts was explained really shittily and she basically just said different people avenge different parts and pretty much never said out loud that I was really a boy. We were homeschooled and kept pretty far away from society in general except the number of men that would occasionally visit and give us gifts. These men were our "uncles" and we would call them "uncle john" or "uncle tom" etc. We were never allowed to talk to strangers or stay otuside too late so our interaction with the outside world was fucked and I'm still socially awkward as fuck for it. LONG STORY SHORT when we got older we started having the uncles come over and stay the night sometimes to help aunty teach us to be "grown up women". This was when the flat out sexual abuse started and we had n o fucking idea how fucked up it was. I was even JEALOUS that my sister had MORE "uncles" come over, more often, even on her birthday (way before they started fucking us they would visit for dinner once in a while and come over on birthdays and give us jewelry and shit). I remember literally getting in a fight with my sister over how it wasn't fair that she had her vagina and I didn't, I was *mad* at her and *jealous* that she had more places for *practice* than me.

Not 100% sure what led up to the day detectives and CPS came out to the property, I think it might have been the way she was getting me estrogen (i never knew where it came from but i sure as hell never saw a doctor back then)

tl;dr: abusive aunt let men fuck me like a girl

probably copy pasta but if true then it sucks bro

I've been trying to tell this story for the last few hours though in greentext form and I'm fucking shit at it and the way greentext stories want like step-by-step play-by-play shit kept fucking me up whenever the abuse would come up in the story. It would take forever to finish and thread would die before I could wrap it up. Now I'm a lil tipsy and will probably copy and paste this story a few times tonight just to validate the time i wasted idk man i'm fucked up it's been years but im not doing good

i feel u mate, im literall on the verge of jumping off my window, fucking vodka is truly a mischief

I'm on the vodka myself bud, sorry to flex on you with my fucked up life, what about you whats going so shit right now for you?

Whatcha drinkin user? And what's weighing on you?

What makes life so difficult for you?

7am in europe, too. Holy shit I got a great life.

Got everything I want, thanks for making me feel better loser

idk, any alcoholic beverage makes me so suicidal even if I have a truly successful life, it's becoming a coinflip of either continuing it or not

Shit bro, that is fucked up
Does she still live?
Any way you could seek revenge and flayed her alive?
How is your sister doing?

If dont wanna answer its fine, just a curious faggot here.
I just hope you can find peace in a better place soon.

If that was true you would have died a long time ago. You can't keep getting heads and honestly believe it is a coincidence. You're not really in any danger of killing yourself you just convince yourself that you are so it feels more important.

Not same user
What you do for a living?
Or you are a eurofag neet?

I'm a student in an elite uni in europe, but I discovered I am very weak mentally...
Interesting, thanks for sharing your thoughts

I wouldn’t call it shitty, but here I am preparing for work again. At least I’m not a neet, but I’d hate it if I would be doing the same thing for the rest of my life.
Also, 22 yo virgin.

But if the coin turns up wrong for you then how will we finish these drinks together? Just have another and come back and tell me more.
Sister is alive and doing "ok" last time I talked to her. We're pretty distant though IDK she's trying to divorce herself from it all, I don't blame her really, I just miss her sometimes. She's in school though going to be a teacher soon.

Our aunt is in prison but might be moving to a psych ward or something idk I don't keep up with it I'm just trying to survive and work and act like a normal guy.

What are you studying?
Do you like what you are doing in uni?

having my 6th shot for you Yea Forumsro :)
linguistics in a top 5 uni in europe

Then I better catch the hell up! Looks like I'm drinking for real tonight, no more sipping vodka/juice.

Are you having school troubles as well? I know I am behind on my studies myself.

im literally about to drop out because im spazing out on drugs and being heavy on my weaknesses. my advice for you is to seek help ASAP Yea Forumsro. once it's too late you understand what you lose..

Im glad you are doing ok.
This whole world is fucked up, and I think it will be worse in the years to come.
My best wishes to you and your sis user.

and in general how is you life doing
>since you are on Yea Forums I will assume is not that great, but wanna read anyways.

i visit Yea Forums like once a week tbh, but i've been lurking since 2012 or something, I come here once in a while because I know it's full of mentally ill parasites like me

>I come here once in a while because I know it's full of mentally ill parasites like me

Yeah, tell me about it
Been here since almost the same time, once in a while too, right now im in a row since jan though

I've been getting state mandatory help since CPS took me away. I know how hard it can be, I fall behind on studies and shit all the time because it's easier to fuck off and do nothing. I wish you well friend.
thanks bud, same to you, cheers if you're drinking, cheers if you're not.

>talk about how shitty life is?
this is all Yea Forums does these last 10 years. buuuhuu all the time.

I bet you also live with incredible plans which are yet crushed every single day by your filthy habits hashtag:feel

haha yes, if I plan on achieving anything beyond just regular survival I'll probably fuck it up. True feel.

last post number decides how many shots i take

sex isn't that great tbh so you aren't missing much

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