> be me
> have been christianfag for the majority of my life
> gave up religion my middle of my senior year of HS
> depression has gotten worse
> try to combat massive depression spike with existentialism
> existentialism turns to nihilism
> works for a little bit
> begins to get worse
I actively fantasize about ending my own life, or situations where a shooter threatens to kill me and I ask him too. Only reason I haven't already killed myself is because of family and friends constantly reminding me of how selfish it is. This life is hell and there's no point to living.
be me
Nihilism is for pussies. Read 12 rules for life by Jordan Peterson and actively start to make life better for yourself and those around you.
This is the one life you get, It’s hard and every moment you get to experience with someone else is rare and beautiful. They suffer, you suffer, we all suffer. Lessen their suffering by not adding to it.
Cheer up buddy, Tomorrow there is a cup of coffee and a sunset. Life is magical :)
Convert to another religion perhaps? Or just be a tiny bit religious? Something to fill the void user. Meditate on this a bit.
Petersthin is a shill
Or listen to Akira The Don. He makes music from lectures of people like Peterson
Your opinion is so poorly expressed it holds no validity even if you have a logical and intelligent opinion.
The book is essentially a common sense self help book giving you a new value structure. The book is so superbly useful he will reach through it with his Kermit hand and ram som logic up your ass and use you as a muppet.
So why don’t you go read it before you virtue signal on Yea Forums snowflake.
>nihilism is bad&sad
faggot interpretation. Nihilism is freedom. When nothing matters you get to decide what you enjoy and do whatever you want.
Hell yeah man, Life is custard doughnuts and coffee. I even pursued a career as a professional artist. Fuck the rat race.
So be an empty, hedonistic loser?
That's how I was at first too. It was nice when I was coming off of religion for the first time because I didn't feel like there was a god breathing down my neck all the time. But eventually I realized that if nothing matters at all, then I might as well just die. You're going to experience pain in life, so to experience the least amount of pain death is the only escape.