I feel like a totally doomer but im just 19 yo

i feel like a totally doomer but im just 19 yo
>no gf
>broke
>179cm, 79kg with 16cm dick
>last year highschool
>virgin
>come back from school
>put on some really shitty clothes
>unwashed sweatpants with cum stains
>dirty hoodie with food stains and actually to small for me
>turn on the pc
>browse Yea Forums, play vidya the rest of the day
>luckly stopped doin weed and smoking
>spent all day doin nothing
>i feel fucking done
>not a bright future for me
>for the rest of my life i will stay a npc doomer
>i was a drug addict with shitty friends (drug dillers, criminals), but I get out of it

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Best years my boy, make the best of it

Are you fucking retarded your just 19 op you still can turn your shit around star by getting into school again get a decent job whit whatever you study make money and vagina will come at its own time

>luckly stopped doin weed and smoking
How ? Been smoking weed everyday for the past 7 ish years and I can't see how i'm gonna stop

this
everything goes downhill after, you ll get eventually to be a doomer later

Sounds to me like millenial fagget problems grow up lil dick

its was really ez, i had my weed for free (drug diller friend), but he considers me a traitor, and he broke contact with me

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If by drug dealer friend you mean pimp then i understand op never go cheating on your pimp

fuck, thats me

You should jump in a lake and take a deep breath

Are you a nigger by any chanse?if you are it totally normal to feel that way nigs gonna nig

What kind of friend give weed for free ? Did you sucked his dick ?

the biggest shit is i done nothing, some guy talked shit about me to him, but i was afraid to fight for the friendship (once they wanted to cut a guy the hand with an ax, or destroyed a guys car in the middle of the city), the upper drug supplier is a literall badass

Is op still considerd a virgin if he sucked hes dealers dick?

i just drove him with my car

i wanna be your dream girl and worship your dick everyday, cook you nice foods so you feel good, wash all the clothes and keep everything tidy, watch you play vidya and be your cuddle pillow in the night, my existance only to make you happy

Why would you stop smoking your o2 replacement weed is good it shows you the Fuck it button you didn't know existed

Lol kinda same, I'm afraid there is not future for me or that I will never enjoy it anyways.
>18, 161cm, no dick a vagina
>No talents
>Been a dancer for 12years forced my parents
>I ended it this year
>Having this much free time brings melancholy
>I want to be better at school but still end up average
>Weird face
>I feel how my instincts control me
>Had a normal family, but somehow have fucking daddy issues
>Am a total npc

So basically the only good thing is that I've never tried drugs and am not a fat female virgin. However, I'm afraid that my mind will say 'fuck it' and I'll fuck with someone or try drugs.

Now that I look at it my situation isn't that bad. It's sad that I can never be satisfied like some selfish bitch.

Congratulations on quitting smoking!

Hah! "He was afraid to fight for the friendship" op is a faggoy confirmed!

I can't ever write correctly *by parents

aww thats cute, thank you

Oh so you were basically a co-dealer, that make more sense

Hey op if your dick touched your mom vagina when you where born you are technically not a virgin

You literally have your whole life ahead of you.
You’ve got time to bad decisions and recover from them.
You’ll be fine.
Pic of you’re face? Curious what you think is weird

You should get fable 2 or skyrim and go Fuck up some poor unsuspecting npc's

More like a co-cocksucker lmao

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i was born by aesarean section, soo no

but i touched a vagina with my hand once, thats my biggest achievement (it was a vagina of my ex female friend)

You know what always helps me when im down, a finger in the butt pref not my finger try op

You can always get your dog to lick your junk while you watch vr porn it does wonders

Lol posting my face on here
Well yeah ty...just that I'm afraid that I'll hide my melancholia (or depression idk really) and when I'll turn 35 I'll commit suicide or smth lol

Either way my face is something like in the painting "a girl with a pearl earring"

i have no dog, just a cat and aquarium

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usually people get a minimum wage job at that age. they realize shit wages suck, and go back to school on whatever resources they can pull.

So your averadge

Had to google that.
Nothing weird about that face.
Talk to a therapist now about depression.
Fuck waiting. Tackle the problem now

You're just a retard.
>have gf
>have job
>study
>big cock (18cm - girth++)
>fucked few hundred times, only turning 23
>browse Yea Forums
>clean clothes
>blah blah

Still fucking hate life, just do. No clue why. I think it may have something to do with the "Information Age", we are all too connected, given ease of anything and everything, etc.

Just want life to be more simple and enjoyable.

You misunderstood me, I did not quit school, I go there, and it sucks

This was basically me before I found Christ

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Yoou know what else sucks your mom ,she sucks my dick real good

I fucking hate you op your everything thats wrong whit society fuck off the better we have more cucks like you that way real men like me can keep fucking mountais of pussy that your lazy ass cant get i hope you die you fucking incel

work on huge jigsaw puzzles

Idk abouth jigsaw puzzles but i got a real big dig op can work hes jaw on

>25 years old
>no gf
>broke
>no job
I dont see a bright future for me either...

Look for a younger girl, they usually fall for guys like you

Been that of a looser hes might as well look for a toddler you gotta have pretty low standards to go whit a incel

You right, but im not into that
I just wanna do something, win some money for survive, but i dont know... I dont know what happens... Life

Does it feel good to be a beta male there half as many woman in the world and you cant get a single one to suck your pipi grow up faggot dick aint gonna suck it self either that or go homo

Dude. You have it easy. You're still in school- you're basically at the turning point.
What are you going to be: some fucking loser who hates himself and everybody else? Or an actual person worth something in society?
I've gone through what you're going through- it gets easier. Just be glad you're mentally sane, physically healthy, and somewhat financially stable.
You'll pass through this rut.
Find what you're good at, and excel at it. Eventually you'll find an awesome friend group and girls who like you for you- don't stress about dark shit for now.

I only want a job

>doing weed
this isn't supposed to be YLYL

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Dude, get off your lazy fucking ass.
I'm a couple years younger than you, and all I have is a job.
I don't have friends, my family's all batshit crazy, I'm a total fucking shut-in BESIDES work.
Seriously, if you faggots are gonna sulk all day, at least make money doing it.

>19
>Last year of highschool
You should have been in college by late year 18. Granted there may be some circumstances that made it so that you graduate at 19. Just get some feels for your childhood and use it to drag yourself through rough shit. I'm 19 too and I played Need for Speed Underground through my first semester, reliving a time when I was only 3 with a gamecube playing it, helped me get through.

I go find a job
I gonna do something
Thank´s man

Is 179cm too small for a 173cm chick????

>Couple years younger than OP
A couple years younger is too young for Yea Forums newfag

>>no gf
>>broke
>>virgin
>just 19 yo
You can start complaining about that if you're 25 and in the same position.
cm, 79kg with 16cm dick
completely average, not a bad thing.
>>put on some really shitty clothes
>>unwashed sweatpants with cum stains
>>dirty hoodie with food stains and actually to small for me
wash yo shit
>>browse Yea Forums, play vidya the rest of the day
get some hobbies & do stuff outside
>luckly stopped doin weed and smoking
good, don't take the devil's lettuce.
>spent all day doin nothing
do something.
>not a bright future for me
still your last year of HS, try your best; now it's still the easiest time for large changes

Same person, expect I weigh 64kg (skinny af) and smoke tobacco like a choo-choo train.
Luckily stopped doing drugs for alomost a year now, and I was HEAVY into drugs since 13. Cocaine and all that shit...
So I got that going for me.
You've got to set yourself a goal and always keep telling yourself: "I can commit suicide when shit hits the fan."
Thats what a head-doctor taught me and since I live by that, my life has improved.

Shove it up your mother's cunt nigger

not everybody is born in the usa you dumb burger

Oh yeah and I now joined a few guys who are linked up with old RAF guys just for the lolz, but won't talk about that shit here ;)
So my lifes fucked up until no return, but I like it.

i think its cool actually

what are these fuckn measurements fuck off eurofag

You fuck off back to americanistan you nigger infested fuck shit punk

he's 19, he's not even a millenial

How did you find christ?
Do you think he had magic powers?

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shut up burger

Lel seems like you absolutely enjoy it in the subconscious level and it shows. You want to go home and do all that. You have it because you love it and you suffer because you enjoy it.

and 23 year olds can't?

Move somewhere new and get a apprenticeship as a tradesman faggot. Doesn't fucking matter if you go homeless just jump. Hell join the fucking military for all I care, just stop being a little bitch boy.

look im not a little bitch boy, i saw things you will never see in your all live

You can smoke weed without it defining you. Most people don't know I smoke everyday unless I do it with them. I started after I had an accident and broke my arms and fuckef up my wrists and have pain everyday in them.

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I bet you're a fucking manlet too, that's why you didn't include your height faggot

I feel pretty same, but I can't get out of the cycle I'm in.
>19
>no gf, never had one
>virgin
>in college
>theatre major
>decent at acting
>know I will never be among the top

I need to drive myself, but the mountain is so steep guys. I've had girls admit they like me, but I just brush it off even if I like them back. Idk why, it seems like self-defense or something. I feel like everyone hates me once they really get to know me, and it feels super lonely. People usually like me, but nobody loves me. Some days I think of just offing myself, but it would wreck my family, and I can't do that to them. I feel like just telling them I'm moving to a different country, and just ending it after that. I feel lost.

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You won't. Addictions is nearly impossible to beat. Good luck being a junkie loser 4ever

>inb4 you start posting "I have a mercedes benz and two houses and a million dollars in my account".

I'm exactly on the same boat
I feel fucking alone and I am more depressed about the fact that I'm a good looking guy and never had a gf. This haunts me considering I could have all the pussy I wanted but anxiety and introversion prevailed inside me. I'm doomed. I'm 20 year old by the way

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it's a good face

go to college. any college. you're still young.

if you're in drama and you can't get laid you're hopeless.

You got me.

I'm getting better though, started learning to code c# and I have a gf. Things are brightening up for me. Guys, if you're running out of hope, don't think that some hope isn't trying to find it's way to you.

The future might be bleak, but we won't face it alone. It's going to be okay anons

fucking losers

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Doomer discord

/cgJxMx

How about you post that vagina of yours so your user brothers and daddies can shoot some cum for you?

Post your aquarium I wanna see

Looks like a night on the Anyahusca.

Best suggestion yet.

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Hey man that sounds exactly like me 5 months ago, I became a loner and stayed on Yea Forums all day cumming and whatnot. Then I became a drug dealer and got drug dealer friends, joined a gang, got arrested, then I moved in with my dad, I work for him and I work at sherwin William's (my felonies got expunged from my record) got a cute goth girl that squeaks and shakes when I make her cum, I'm about to have my own place with my goth gf and I just turned 19 on Jan 31st

What's blackpill?

Why does all doomers seems to smoke??

Idk man just be strong. I’ve got an arm cast on my left arm for 12 weeks and a serious ballsack infection. The ballsack one has hospitalized me twice recently lol
I’m stoked to get healthy and do some pushups with my new hand and get to fuck again . Just give yourself shit to look forward to
I’ve got a ruptured ear drum, broken back, and a ruptured Achilles and a serious concussion. Point is...wait till you have real problems lol your life is still , relatively, so easy

You will know when you ate too many red ones.

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