Hey Yea Forums. I know nobody cares but I'm having a shit night...

Hey Yea Forums. I know nobody cares but I'm having a shit night. I can't get a job and I'm barely capable of attending my two classes in Uni. I'm not worth the space I take up. I got you on that livestream if I kill myself but I just want to be positive for tonight. My teenage years included a lot of rehab for Klonopin, Xanax and alcohol abuse but I've been sober for some time. Thinking hard about throwing that away tonight.
What can I do? It's pointless.

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if you really wanted to do it you would have by now . so obviously you don't wanna. get some sleep and see what happens tomorrow.

Sit down watch some anime and forget that your life sucks thats what i do hey if you think about i this way theres always someone whos doing worse then you then make fun of these people who have it worse then you

Good luck mate. I can't imagine being in such a position mentally. That shit must fucking suck. If you were close by I'd say come hang bro. I imagine you're not tho, I'm from qld Australia

Sobriety is a lot of work and even if you do slip, you should get right back to work. Feeling good and being happy are two completely different things, and a lot of times they aren’t related. My advice is to do something you like that isn’t drugs.

If you're that determined to throw it away, then do it with a bang. Go hire a hooker for the night, get some booze and some blow and just rock out. Who knows, maybe it'll be enough to bring you out of your slump.

not op but same bro come smoke a few cones with us lmao

You cunts get good pot in the land down under?

Whats classes you got op how old are you

Not as good as when i used to live in uk but not bad i guess i buy most of my drugs from dream anyway so local quality doesnt really apply

OP here. I dunno. I bought a rope at Walmart. Thinking of going out to the school and stringing myself up. Maybe take a running start so it cracks my next and stuff.

I dunno. I'm so fucked.

Awww man. Dont do that. Ask for help...

I'm here for you OP. Don't do it.

Wanna call me?

Where are you, young man? Ted George here: interstate. Can I send someone for you?

>buy from dream
What is dream?

I just can't do it...

Dude, I went through extremely similar shit for years now. Right now my life is a struggle to maintain grades in my 3 classes, and I went through the only few jobs that would hire me. I didn't even show up to my one class for the day even though I was up and had nothing to do. Depression and anxiety along with alcohol/drug abuse is a bitch.

Help someone else.
Like attracts like.

>out of the gates im failing all three classes this semester
God dammit fuck me I said I was going to do good this year.
>cant get a fucking job
>been applying for two years, this is the worst dryspell for work ive ever fucking had
>surviving only by the grace of my parents that for whatever reason havent decided to kick my ass to the curb yet
>contemplate suicide daily, my ears are fucked beyond memory and my jaw joint is basically disintegrating into sand
>turn 23 next month, still cant get laid
>fucking hate everyone and the day to day charade

Fuckoff faggot, you dont know the meaning of suck.

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Alright y'all, actual OP here. Kinda used to fakes taking over at this point so im not even mad honestly. Hope the other dude is alright. I haven't bought rope. I don't think tonight's the night. Prolly jus gonna watch some music videos and smoke. Unfortunately I ain't from Aus otherwise I'd be there in a min my bruv, I'm in the states. Hope y'all have a good night

Faggot. Thanks for wasting everybodys time