My names Jared, i am a lurking user for 2 years. I see hundreds of posts saying "todays my last day" or "im going to commit" Today is my post, im two hours i will bring myself tothe end of my life.
For two years ive had severe depression, so bad i make myself feel like im in physical pain. I cry constantly, lock myself in my room, starve myself, and i dont change clothes. In recent months i met a cute person on discord, we hit it off and i love him, as he loves me. but just jn the past two months i lost it.
I drew shitty vent art constantly (image related) and told him constantly i might hurt myself. He always talked me out of it.tonight i got fed up with everything and i made the decision to kms.at 9 cst (i believe thats my timezone not sure) i will go into the woods and kill myself.
I will check this thread until then. Kiss my ass and comfort me or say "do it pussy" i dont care. Say shit so i can read what people thjnk of me. Hell, my discord is Jared#5153 so you can bully me there too.
Why did you start this thread? What was the purpose? If nothing said here is gonna change your mind then what's the point?
Oliver Wood
Dont do it man, try to get help brotha. People out there for you, you just gotta look and reach out.
Matthew Jackson
he cares about you, he's a friend. you dont have to die to feel better, please please please seek medical help or hell just reach out to your friend. he would be hearthbroken.
Adam Sullivan
Im ugly so thats a no from me dog
Colton Adams
You probably know all this already, but your depression is probably the result of abnormal brain chemistry. Have you tried activities that could help you moderate your dopamine levels? Things like going to the gym and abstaining from things that bring give you immediate pleasure over long term happiness. Really helped me through my depression, thought trying to give some advice couldn't hurt.
Jeremiah Evans
Im aware he may get hurt by this but i want release from what im going through, i live alone with no famoly near me. Everytime i talk to my family they talk shit and say horrible untrue thjngs to me. Irl i just sit around me house and cry in my own filth all day. Im jn a bad place and k want out. No one wants to help me irl so i just have to sit in the terrible position ive put myself.
Brayden Harris
Ive tried multiple activities that people say could help but i always drop whatever it is i a week when j quickly lose all motivation for the activity im doing
Logan Parker
Secure your bloodline instead. Your ancestors have been through worse then this.They never gave up and neither should you.
