What do i do if i have the worst life in the world plus god constantly strikes me down and makes me miserable?

What do i do if i have the worst life in the world plus god constantly strikes me down and makes me miserable?

>live in small town
>literally 7 hours from anything
>never get to go anywhere cool or do anything fun
>entire life never travel vacation see anything visit literally never do anything just depressing shit
>in the middle of the woods
>freezing cold
>always 90 mph winds blowing were lucky to have it even be 40 degrees half the time
>entire place is completely covered in ice and snow literally up to your head
>hate the cold so i can barely go outside like half the year
>just want to live somewhere warm in a big city
>never have a car because parents are poor as fuck
>literallly trapped in the middle of nowhere in bare minimum poverty 20 miles from the closest source of shit
>living in a broken down house
>only shit near me is small as fuck garbage towns with like one main road and nothing but Burger King and shitty pizza places and dollar stores
>start scamming people online because its the only way to make money
>finally have money to leave making a plan to move to large city looking at flights bus schedules apartments to stay out
>accidentally black out taking a drug one time
>wake up not even knowing whats going on
>arrested and completely fucked
>get the longest probation sentence in the world because I’m black and live in the shittiest strictest most evil place in the world
>cant even leave my shitty hillbilly county or do anything anymore
>entire life is a waste and nothing is my fault
>wake up every day in agonizing depression and anxiety
>constantly go back and forth between just running away and wanting to kill myself
>always just ends in defeat with me laying in bed tired and with totally black eyes my even able to talk or do anything
>nothing to do anyways literally in the middle of the freezing cold woods with not one person around or anything to do no stores literally just ice wind the trees loneliness and sadness

I want to die

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>I want to die
It's good to hear you're not enjoying your punishment. Perhaps it will trigger you to change your life.

All i do is get high i dont doanything wrong and my punishment is 800x as severe as it needs to be

Apparently not since you're still trying to weasel your way out of it.

I’m not. I already served enough punishment. I need my human rights

i gave half a shit until you took drugs thats totally your fault.

youre too good to take the shitty jobs burger king, but youre fucking piss poor.

take the shitty job

save 1-2 k

bus it to somewhere bigger for a week or two

in bigger place look for a shitty job

take a shit job to sustain yourself or if it dont work out go back home

live in bigger city continue to profit

I’m on probation i already have money and shit i want to move

OP has been posting this thread word for word copy and paste every day for the last 12 months or so, was doing it on /pol/, on /x, etc

ignore this troll shit

I don't know what the purpose of this shill is, but its bizarre. hes not reading your replies by the way, usually doesnt answer, i think it may be something to do with manipulating our board population with the power of suggestion, creating a focus on depresssion and futility, idk whos behind it, pretty weird

It is literally all your fault.

kill yourself

btw this cunt keeps getting DUIs because hes afuckin retard and a faggot, thats how "god has struck him down", because he acts like a nigger and then gets rekt by law enforcement when he breaks the law

dont have sympathy for this fuckwit

No it’s not i didnt even mean to get high and i blacked out on accident I’m cursed and god is after me

You are one of those Disney channel, due your hair because you are special faggots who move to The coasts and fuck shit up trying to fit in. Just man up and fucking own your small town.

Dye your hair*

i run my own successful businessman shit, the world gives so many ways to get out its just peoples minds locked they cant see their way out, when they do its ah ha, millions areound the world have gone from nothing to something, i did it once i dropped the im fucked society owes me attitude.

my mom and dad left me on the side of the road with my sister in the middle of downtown L.A. when I was 12.

You have a house and parents and your complaining about them being poor as fuck? I had to walk miles through ms13 neighborhoods while being constantly bullied and jumped and made fun of for having nothing just so I can educate my fucking self at a public library for free.

How do you have nothing to do? I was homeless as a teen and I found plenty of things to do and at least you have a house and parents you asshole. What I learned is that god and the world doesn't give a fuck. Make do with what you have and be grateful for it instead of blaming everyone else except yourself.

I’d interview and probably hire this guy.

god is after you because you are fucking up, god is only fucking you. go to church ask for help if you believe in god.

Admits to scamming people and doing drugs "i dindu nuffings wrong" Fuck you nigger killing yourself would be the only good thing you have ever done.

I tried being religious and praying and stuff and my life just got worse god is evil