What’s the shittiest thing you have done to your girlfriends Yea Forums
>recently fucked up real bad and we are working it out but still feel like less of a human, i thought too little about a situation thinking it would have a positive turnout, the reality was my gf thinking i backstabbed her
>mfw
What’s the shittiest thing you have done to your girlfriends Yea Forums
Jayden Morgan
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Andrew Collins
no one cares
Cameron Stewart
That was a shit story. Kys.
Colton Campbell
Left her alone
Grayson Lopez
>meet friends girl friend
>fuck her later that night
>spend about 2 months fucking her behind his back
>they brake up
>she tried to kill her self
>we decide to date
>30-1hr later see a cutie in a bar
>start talking to her and end up kissing this random girl in front of her
>we brake up
What did you do?
Colton White
>brake up
Owen Miller
Kill yourself for being a degenerate and a worthless "friend."
Charles King
full story, OP
Asher Foster
He wasn't really my friend I just knew him from school he spread a nasty rumour about me soo idc
Easton Robinson
I suffer from depression. Sometimes I get very black moods, and it's impossible to talk to me. My ex was a 'fixer'. No problem could be left alone for any length of time. It had to be fixed, right now, no exceptions.
I don't know if anyone browsing the boards tonight has depression, but sometimes it hits and there is no 'why'. My ex needed a 'why' so she could fix it. I used to scream at her, yell really loudly for her to leave me alone when I felt like that. She was 5ft tall, at the most, and about 115-120 pounds. I'm 6ft and at the time I weighed about 270. I would have NEVER laid a hand on her. I'm not built that way. I don't lash out physically at people. But, I think of how terrifying my yelling at her must have been for her.
Now she's thrown me away, I see all the things I needed to work at fixing so I could stay with her. She's moved on, so even if I could change, it wouldn't help. I had it all, the house, the car, good job, our pet cats...and I pissed it all away because I was depressed and couldn't think of a way to fix myself.
Why the essay? Learn from me. If you have someone in your life who loves you, FUCKING FIGHT TO KEEP THEM. Everything in you will tell you to give up, that you deserve to suffer and that he/she will be better off without you. Depressed, they may be better off without you. But, even just trying to get 'better' (for wont of better term) might be enough to show you that they may be better off with you around.
Don't hold it in. Ask for help. BEG for it. Be brutally honest. I hid things from therapists and counselors. It didn't help me, it made it worse. Please learn from me. Try.
It's too late for me. I can't work. I can't keep myself clean. I live in a pigsty. And most important of all, I've given up. I wait for depression to finally give me the courage to kill myself. I had love and security and happiness and I blew it. I won't get that chance again.
Learn from me.