Is there anyone here who has gone through years and years of child abuse? How have you dealt with it...

Is there anyone here who has gone through years and years of child abuse? How have you dealt with it? Have you moved past it?
I'm having a lot of trouble dealing with my memories and just want to know if others have gotten over it

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you wont without therapy. wife is going through the same shit, reach out before it reaches out to you (ptsd that is)

No clue but your pic is not funny at all

I have been going for the past few months. I have already been told I have ptsd It's just really hard to do normal everyday shit because of it
Well I like it, so shut up

keep going or reach out and dry different ones... it will take years to get over some shit man, and if your therapy is not painul/unpleasant you need to change it... i was explained by one personn that got over it that therapy should remove the emotional connection with the traumatic events, not forget them.. simply when you recall the memorie you can deal with it as something that happened and not an immedieta threat that controls your life still

jesys, the way i type today

what happened exactly. did mommy not let you play roblox?

That actually makes me feel better. Thanks

I have it wrote down some where, give me a moment

Dark humor in the streets, suicide in the sheets
hasn't really helped me much tho

Years? I get tired after abusing one for about 10 minutes

Ngl I just smoke a shit tonne of weed and watch anime all day. Better than killing you self I suppose

I go through that. Just make friends that you protect many. With a group of 5 or 10 children or dare to look bad

You have to kill your abuser if you ever want mental freedom young grasshopper

Going through therapy for years unsure if it will get any better

My ex got raped when she was 4... She didn't seem over it.

Same
I guess my family were dedicated
The main reason I have never smoked is because I know I won't stop

I can't find it so I'm just going to type it gain

My parents divorced when I was 4. My dad was an abusive alcoholic (Not anymore though), they divorced because my mum cheated on him.
Between the ages of 4-16 I would spend some days at my mum's house and others at my dad's

My stepdad was extremely toxic, he'd hit me, pin me against walls, tell me that he was going to kill me and snap my neck. I have been terrified of him all my life.

After the divorce my dad calmed down, but he remarried as well and my step mum hated my guts, would constantly go into screaming fits, tell me that nobody likes me, threw things at me and hit me with a door a few times

I was also molested when I was really young. I don't think about it often and don't remember much but I sometimes have a random flashback to it. It's fucking terrifying tbh

Yeah man, it was shit and I never moved past it. Went to therapy for a few months in my early teens and it didn't help. I have my own way of working through things. I think what's helped most is sharing it and telling people, even if it is with horny fags on 4 chan.

I have a small group of friends that I like, It's hard for me to talk to them even though they are my closest friends, but I'm thankful for them anyway
Hopefully it will
I go to therapy, but I do find that talking about it here is actually helpful

I ignored it until I was 38, despite being socially and emotionally crippled and hiding a severe anxiety disorder from everyone.

Then one day a friend at work was so happy that I showed up to help out that she threw her arms around me and shouted, "I love you!"

That tore the scab off decades of hurt, and threw me into a horribly confusing tailspin. Eventually it got so bad that I decided to get therapy.

I have a lot of psychological training already, but having a live therapist to help point out my bullshit and things that I don't recognize myself has done me more good than I ever thought was possible. I've been driving myself pretty hard, but I've made an incredible amount of progress in the past 8 months or so. My phone used to have around 5 contacts, and I never talked to them. Now I have about 50 and I'm constantly chatting with them, and it's SO GOOD. I know at any time there are at least 10 people who I can just show up and get high quality hugs from. I have a best friend, a wonderful girlfriend (who took my virginity and then some), and a clear direction to develop my life toward.

I still struggle with anxiety sometimes, but it's been pushed back to specific areas of life, and I'm chipping away at it a little at a time.

Get help, OP. Work at it hard. Find something that's important enough to you that it makes the suffering of life worthwhile.

Do it. Fuck the past. Stop letting that shit keep hurting you. Build the life that you want.

Success is the best revenge.

>success is the best revenge
this

It's great that you're getting better, good job man
My therapist is always pointing out my shit too, sometimes I mention something I do like it's nothing and he just straight up tells me that it's not healthy. It's been helping a lot
Thanks for sharing, it helped me out

Sounds like a liberal pussies in this thread. Ptsd and made up shit. Listen you dumb fucks they are girls and little bastards boys who suffer more then you imagine in other parts of the world. Stop your whining and get over it. Fucking liberal scums

You can do it, man. I was ready to blow my brains out just to stop that horrible voice inside that hates me so much, but I decided to kick its ass instead, and I'm going for it.

Stick with it. The world needs good people, and you can step up and take your place in that role. It's definitely not easy, but it's REAL.

You should get together and drink a special kool aid to help you stop the pain fucking faggots

If you're going to troll I need you to try harder. This isn't even a 1/10. Lurk moar, faggot.

Sound like a pussy. Listen kys fucking broken human.

>Man goes to war
>Traumatized by the shit he sees
>Goes to therapist
>Listen you dumb fuck they are girls and little bastards boys who suffer more then you imagine in other parts of the world. Stop your whining and get over it. Fucking liberal scum

Not trolling just saying what I read and so far you fucking guys in this thread sound like bunch of fucking whining bitches that want cuddles and love. Fuck that cuddle a shotgun around your mouth

If I were going to kill someone I would think that you would be a more apt target than me.

I was severely bullied from the 6th grade all the way up until 11th when I decided to drop out from the bullying. My head is fucked. I have major depressive disorder and severe anxiety. I hide it from everyone while it eats away at me from the inside. I'm 33 now with a wife and kids but I hide it even from them.

Or great a fucking welfare queen that wasn’t mature enough to understand that being in the military was to see death and be death

>Not trolling
Dem trolling words

Sounds like u need a razor to start cutting yourself faggot

Nope they always stay with you, have fun living in eternal suffering

Bullied because you were easy target for looking and giving out the feeling of failure, disgust and weak. You are still one but now you got other weak fuckers around you.

U could end it. You know what I mean cry baby

someone is insecure

Dude, we know you're trolling, you're doing a shitty job at it.

Sounds like you wife cheats on you with niggers or you are a cuckload

Me naaa I love this thread sooo many broken humans. All worthless pieces of shit. Time to grow up little bitches.

At least use a vpn so it looks like there are more posters talking shit rather than it being obvious it's just one lonely faggot

Sure. (God dammit, I'm about to feed a troll.)

You're terrified of your own emotions, but I'm the pussy. That's definitely what's happening here.

Yeah, I want cuddles and love. And I get them too. I get them by giving a shit about the people around me. I get them by cleaning up my act and not being an unreasonable burden to people. I get them by being the person I want to be and making the world a better place.

I do manual labor full time. Every weekday I'm packing around 80 to 120 pound loads, and running my ass off to make sure the process keeps moving. People rely on me because I've made myself reliable for them. I'm ripped as fuck, and I'm definitely no stranger to violence, though I abhor it.

But I guess I'm a pussy because I'm not afraid to confront what's inside me.

Okay. Sure thing, champ. If that gets you off then go ahead and get off on it. I like where my life is going, and that works for me.

Like I care?

>you wont without therapy
Fuck off faggot

OP, self realization is the best way through it. You grasp onto a "me" as if the 7 year old you and 27 year old you is the same person. You also grasp only a "me" being more important than other. Recognise that you aren't the centre of the universe.

Depends on how you define universe.

Sound like you are a man child with complex issues that you want someone else to fight for you. The only way to relieve your nightmares is by confronting them by our growing your old self or by ending it all. Remember kids only your can spread the forest fire in your whining head

I immediately regretted feeding you, lol.

Na you feed yourself your own fears. Who know why your fuckers feed your fears and pain and anxiety becuase you are stupid children in adult bodies. You fuckers need to grow the fuck up.

I know I'm not the center of the universe, I don't think that anyone is more important than someone else. I agree with the first part though, I very much still feel like that kid who went through it

All of you fuckers need to realize that life is unfair, brutal, unforgiving and shitty. You fuckers on this thread need to outgrow that, to become a better human. Right now you fuckers are worthless to anyone. If you are married you are a burden. If you married one you are a fool. If you go to therapy you are a stupid fucking bastard that think they are special. Grow the fuck up losers

Still 17 posters, you're still the same guy. Here's a tip, if you post once on your phone it will atleast look like there are two trolls here