>be me >24 y/o UKFag >meet cute girl on Yea Forums >be in relationship for 2 years >get dumped night after xmas >purge all memories >cant stop thinking about her >mild PTSD >look for new house / job >try hooking up with randoms >nothing works to fill the void / clear mind >keep seeing old things the purge missed >think about her every day >dark thoughts but never act on them
I know Yea Forums is the last place to look for help but maybe something good will happen.