I'm drinking so sorry if my replies become a bit weird. Feel free to ask me questions and I'll reply as best I can (or as much as I'm willing to give) :)
Hi Isabelle! Hope you're having a decent night. I'm trying to stay positive even though I'm horribly, horribly sick (fever, ache, but horrid chest/throat congestion). Being sick always makes me start to become emotional over little things. Plus I'm just mentally/spirit drained from the constant coughing and hacking. But I shall get better... I actually wish I had console systems to play these games like Animal Crossing and Harvest Moon and stuff on when I'm this sick.
Adam Rodriguez
oh, hi Isabelle! i was just going to go to sleep but it's nice to see you again. have a great rest of the day/night!
I hope you feel better! I thankfully don't get sick too often so I can't relate to much other than being drained.
Do you have anything portable at all? I found staying in bed watching Vinesauce streams is a very comfy way to pass time :) If you'd like a good video by them, look up "Vinesauce Vinny and Mike" and pick any video. They're a crackup!
You should totally look into a switch, though! It's the one console I don't regret in the least despite not using all the time :)
Had 4 spine surgeries since 16 now 23 and im gonna need more. Cant work due too pain feel like killing myself cause im tired of it all having no real friends and being alone.. mostly chat too friends on discord and my discord server.. idk i feel like im never gonna have a family or get laid or anything.. im just in constant pain.. had too fucking drop out after my second surgery at 17 i dont have any meaning in my life i just have lots of hobbies done alone.. my parents treat me like shit a lot so i cqnt talk too them and my family is scattered after my gradnmothers passing so they dont see me or invite me too anything honestly i just wanna give up
Evan Moore
But of course im too scared too kill myself.. i try and do photography when i can and have a huge collection dating back too 2006 when i got my first camera as a kid... anyway i would love too become a professinal photographer.. im good need a bit of a better camera even tho this one is pretty damn good..i kinda want some friends since i dont have any real ones i only have those online
Ethan Hernandez
>Do you have anything portable at all? I do, my phone, but unfortunately it's so old (Android version 2.something.something) that YouTube doesn't even sync correctly on it anymore, so the video is always out of time with the audio. I can still listen to my ASMR to fall asleep, thankfully, but trying to watch something just become frustrating.
Brody Watson
Anyway heres my discord TyphoonMonsoon #7202 And heres my discord server link we have a feels like board their.. 6fXP7nM So if you wanna contact me their you go im gonna go too bed so if i dont respond ill get back too you when i wake up later but feel free too use the discord server
Brandon Barnes
Ahhh she looks adorable, friend. Who is she?
What's the reason behind the spine surgeries, friend? Don't rule out finding a partner or a job, friend. Many jobs that aren't physical are found and there are a lot of people out there who care more about personality than physicality :)
Schooling is only proof that you know how to do something. Another way of going about doing this is doing what you were studying as a hobby. Metalwork, programming, engineering. Anything can really be done at home if you have the money (which you can do on the cheap on some things!) Showing this off in a portfolio would be just as if not more effective than a degree
Ahh that's a shame, friend. You can probably find a full fledged updated smart phone for $100 (AUD so about $70 USD :)) from phone retailers.
Welcome back, Isabelleposter. :) I was listening to some calm music to try and fall asleep the other night when I was suddenly reminded of my ex by the Lon Lon Ranch won't for some unknown reason, and it brought me to tears. Mildly concerned for my mental health at this point. -Mr. Hero
Jeremiah Anderson
my spine issues are caused by genetics just woke up one morning and had terrible pain down my right leg and couldnt go too school but i get diffrent awnsers from diffrent docs so who knows at this point
Working out has been amazing, thanks for asking. I ran 3 miles yesterday. Without stopping. It was completely bonkers when I realized how much I've changed.
Jeremiah Evans
Some doctors do.. i met this one doctor that cares a lot me her and my mother see her since my mom had s0ine issues herself.. even tho we arent blood related she adopted me at birth.. but anyway we both see her at the same time.. and shes the best doc their the other ones are idiots who fuck everything up
Brayden White
That's so amazing!!!! That's sorta my dream haha. Well done, friend! I'm so proud of you :) You've come such a long way since we first spoke. I'm glad you stuck to your routine
I'm glad you showed me the way, friend. I'd probably be dead without you, so thanks. From the bottom of my heart. -Mr. Hero
Eli Roberts
I didn't do anything, friend. My advice is nothing if you didn't take it and work with it. I'm extremely proud of your progress, friend, and I thank YOU for taking my advice :)
Anyway I'm off to bed, friends! Thank you to those who joined me today. Sorry for not sticking around longer. Love you all! You're all genuinely wonderful people, whether you believe it or not :)