What’s your plan for as you get older, are you planning to live a full life, or check out early?

What’s your plan for as you get older, are you planning to live a full life, or check out early?

For me my plan is to kill my self once my parents have both died. There’s about 500k in their estate that will go to me and my sister. I’m gonna go like 200mph on a motorcycle and find a wall to “accidentally” crash into. Then my sister and my 2 nephews can have my half and have a decent life without worrying about ones and I can be free from all this shit.

I had a good life in my twenties but due to various things like mental health disorders I lost my girlfriend of 8 years, most of my friends and any drive to suceed/find happiness in this world. Keep on top of your mental health unless you want to go down a very dark rabbit hole.

Signed a depressed 32 year old.

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I'll hang myself in a quite nice tree I know in a hidden and comfy countryside.
Will do it eventually, when I get tired, maybe in a few years, it depends.
Growing old sucks.

meh. thought of that, im going to see where this lifes takes me. why not? And tits for tits my dudes. keep those chins up.

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I can't wait to get old. I'm going to sit around on drugs playing video games all day.

Gonna be like re-living my 20s

>Gonna be like re-living my 20s
and 30s, and 40s....

Even that gets old. Feel like I’ve played them all before in some way or form due to similar mechanics between all games now.

Install the porn mods

For that inheritance you could retire in south America and live like a king for the rest of your life. Fine dining and hookers could be your Tuesday evening

I guess but that would be such a waste of it. If my sister got it she could get a really nice house, fund the boys healthcare (one has high functioning autism and one is severely autistic. they’re nearly 6 and 3 years old and the 3 year old won’t hold eye contact and can’t speak yet, he just grunts and squawks at you) and stuff.

It’s such a fuck though as the longer I’ve gone on the more family members it will affect. I don’t know if I’d want my nephews to have to go to my funeral. I know suicide is selfish but is it really worth feeling like shit everyday to prevent some sadness for people? People lose their Mums/Dads/Spouses all the time and bounce back so if I did kill myself surely I’d be like an afterthought sort of thing after 4-5 years odd, if even that long.

what do you care about? I think your plan is good, particularly if you throw in some life insurance for your sis. But yeah 32 is the worst.

I'm terrified of death. Can't understand people that aren't. I mean, what if hell is real? We're all fucked.

OP get a ketamine infusion asap. They work like magic, especially when combined with a maintenance dose you can take at home between treatments.

what is a ketamine infusion and why would i need it?

I'm in my 50s and this is basically what I do when not working. Divorced, no debt, good income, just trying to reach at least a 300k nest egg before I retire. Have over $100k now.

At least "crash" into a mosque

The idea of hell as an after life is a man made concept. That's a dumb reason to fear death.

Don't fucking do that shit seriously. I know every fucking person in the world would say this but think about your sister and nephews. It wont make life better for them at all they will be so sad and maybe they will even do it themselves. Get help and get better bro.

It cures depression. Like immediate relief. Works for bipolar too. It's available in most of the US, dunno about international. Usually costs about 500 per treatment. It saved a life I care very much about

Even if it's just nothingness, I'd prefer to exist. Life can be good sometimes

You could also be setting an example for your nephews by offing yourself.

Yeah you think life sucks try rotting in a box or being burned and ground up.

who fucking cares what they do after you're gone.

Live a full life, either live out the American dream of working myself in to an early grave (late 50's early 60's) or make it to retirement and hopefully just take a heart attack shoveling snow or something before I get to the point I can't take care of myself.

Since i'm an idiot my wife Will end up divorcing me.
I Will grow old, save some money and move to a small town in New Zealand or Faroe Islands, have plenty of dogs and have peace during my last years. I Will be known as "the crazy dog beaner"