pls r8 the message i wrote to apologize to my friend for ghosting her for half a month
Emily,
How have things been?
I'm sorry. Once again I let fear of communication drive me away from everyone. I care about you and want to be a good friend to you, but I'll be honest, I don't know if I'm fit to do so. I'm simply too fearful and self absorbed to function in meaningful human connection, and that's not getting down on myself, it's just being realistic. I wish I could say I won't do this again, but that would be a lie and I know it, because I have a problem. All I can say is that this is going to keep happening. If you can work with that, then I don't know what to say except a thousand thank-yous, but if you're feeling like you can't, then, for both our sakes, it might be time for us to part ways for now, because right now, I'm not well enough nor mature enough to be the friend you deserve.
I know I sound like a complete jackass, but it needed to be said and I don't know how to say it any other way. Besides, is there really any way for me not to sound like a complete jackass after I've been one?
Sent it. Instant regret. Replied again telling her I instantly regretted sending it. Suspense waiting for response is already agonizing and it hasn't even been a minute. Might kill myself for being such a piece of shit to her.
Justin Fisher
you got doubles
Levi Walker
you're overreacting lol calm down
Caleb Edwards
Don't forget you're also being a jackass to us by making us read this
oh my god she's not even mad, she was just texting in all caps half-jokingly and because she was worried about me she called me "babes" help this is the sweetest kindest person on earth i am going to melt like i already knew she was like this but fuck me, my soul hurts to know i doubted her
i wan to hug this fren
Landon Diaz
i'm not making you read shit, you read all this of your own free will