Hello and welcome to my blog

ok wlell.... id soudns liek somethink bury sewious.... n id rly mite jus stick wid u ffor da rest ob ur life but u cam b stronker i thing... u mite b ablel tto hab id nod bothrr u sso muche da moar u lib ur life n try... ebery1 has dose kind ob thinks happen tto dem in dere lives.... dat'lel stick wid dem foreber, n dey wont b ablel tto change dat nno matter wut. but dey cam stlell grow. dey cam use wuteber id is dat happen'd tto push dem furthrr... dat jus feels liek a part ob life tto me...

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*farts and poops all over u*

her,e have a rare pep

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same

Yeah, it happens.
Maybe you'll somehow manage to ignore it later.
Good luck.

is this you?

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itd take a miracle to ignore the way I've felt my minds worked for as long as I remember
I'm stuck in a cycle in misery constantly complaining and dragging others down

If you can't do anything about it, just give up.
Not simple, but it's the way it is.

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life cam feel bury scarye fren... id cam feel cruel n unfair... but u cant led id stop u from libing ur life.....
i dond thing i wanna b tomo....shes mean

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if by not giving up you mean not killing myself, I think I can manage that

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I did not mean that.
Everyone has their own interpretation of what would be "to give up".
I myself started to give up too, and it's nice.

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guess I'll have to figure out for myself then

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I would love to talk about something else but I don't have anything to talk about

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let's talk about uuuuuuuuuuuuuhhhhh
how you spend your free time?

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watching anime playing guitar smoking weed occasionally play bideo games or watch movies
uhhh what about you

sleeping, 4chão, anine, talking with online friends, playing games
but recently, and rn, just wasting time online and getting drunk

also, stop smoking weed bro
everyone here except me smoke weed wtf

what anine you watch??

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I've mostly stopped smoking, it became boring and i stopped feeling it and was just smoking to hide my mentlel instability
mostly watch SoL though I've seen scattered other stuff, favorite shows are evangelion k-on and lucky star
I'm jealous of people who can maintain online friends, I've wanted to meet people that I consistently talk to but I'm shy and not very interesting

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I'm already watching the bunny girl senpai show from last season and I like it a lot but I'll check out boogiepop when I'm done, thought that'll probably be awhile from now because I only really have energy to focus on either music or anime and now I've been wanting to do music stuff
also I didn't stop just cut down
and I've had problems with anxiety and just hating myself and life for as long as I can remember, I felt like I had beat it for a bit last year then I remembered who I really was and now I'm scared to go outside when it isn't to do something I have to do
it's a lot and there's more and I'm not going to bore you with it

i'm drunk, so nothing can be boring rn
still, you dont have to talk if you don't want, lole
i too hate/hated myself, idk anymore

bunny girl senpai is cringe sometimes but it's good decent anine, reminds of monogatari
btw zoku owarimonogatari really nice too!

do you have any recorded music that I can listen or something like that?

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I have a soundcloud full of assorted stuff I came up with and recorded while practicing

you plan to do an album or something like that?
btw I'm on home pc (not notebook) so I'm running out of anine pics......

maybe eventually

yey thats nice man
idk,, music is a weird think for me, I just listen to weird music lole
i hope you have success in your life, you sound like a good person, don't let your mental instability take advantage of you
this may sound generic, but literally reality is what we think it is, if you think your life is good, then it's good, if you think it's bad, then it's bad.

sorry for wasting your time here, idk