Fortune

am hurte. i lack that which i want but can't keep or manage

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kinda the same tbh, I want a loving relationship too but it's completely out of my reach.

Still I am feeling better now, better than I have in over a month. Try to focus on the good memories and do things to take your mind off it.

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well, in my case it's not a loving relationship, it's more like proper friends or just basic human interaction with no unecessary underlying bullshit. i've been around people that lie a lot, and some of them even got comfortable enough with me to lie to other people in front of me and that just soured everything between me and them despite me never confronting them about it. it's always like this. i'm having a good time thinking they're on the level with me but then they let some shit slide that makes me think otherwise. y'know... it's not that i get offended with people being straighfoward about some problem they migh have with me. i usually try my best not to bother people and stay on my lane no matter the situation, i can keep a good and fun conversation without forcing shit. in other words, i try to make people enjoy their time with me as much as i do with them. still, there's always some bullshit that i end up finding about later. still, at least i'm straightfoward with them when i need to. either that or i just cut ties right then and there without saying anything. i understand that there are people out there that are just clueless assholes that are a pain to hangout, and with the stuff i've said so far one would think i am one of those, but i'm not, i try my best not to be. nevertheless, it is still to much ask when it comes to expecting people to be honest.

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Everyone lies.
If they're lying to someone else in front of you, that's because they trust you.

Your fortune: Excellent Luck

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yeah i know that, but that also means that they lie to me too. what makes me mad is when the person lies about trivial shit that they don't really need to lie about, stuff that they can just say yes or no to and nobody would give a shit. then they turn around and say it would be rude to do so or that people would be upset. personally, i think is more upsetting to be lied to. then again it's only a lie if you find out. thing is that i've seen people lie so much around me that i can tell when they're bullshitting me, and it's often about trivial shit, and when i remember their reasons for it, that's when i get upset.

i got side tracked. my post was mostly about how much of this underlying bs has affected me. i don't think i'll ever meet someone who'll at least lie to me about the right things, things that you have to lie about and whatnot.

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There's no "right things" to lie about.
You're befriending the wrong people. And if you can't find the right people, just stay alone.
Better alone than in bad company.

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Wow. You sound like me.

Try cutting ties with all those fools. Straight up say I cannot be friends with someone who uses people and lies as much as you... well you could phrase it nicer depending on context and timing, or just leave them behind by ghosting them...

Try to only stay around decent people..

You will meet others if you are actively social, so don't worry, and if the people are important to you then maybe they will change in time, you could always call them on their bs in a way that makes them feel bad for disappointing you, but then again if they are scum at heart well maybe it's best not to be around that...

Good Luck user, really hope you find decent friends!

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barg

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DUBS BARG!!! LOLE!!!!!!!!!!!

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now an apple so we can be healthy!

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i'm alone rn atm as we speak. i've been keeping my distance and i'm enjoying myself while i'm at it. still, that doesn't prevent me from feeling shitty from time to time. i recognize that it's hipocritical for me to be so strongly against people lying while also saying that it is okay to lie about the "right thing", but i'm coming from the perspective that it's stupid to hold people to such a high standard, to expected them not to lie to you. i don't like feeling stupid.

what hurts me the most is the uncertainty of all this. i don't know if i'll ever be lucky enough to befriend the right people. they always seem to be at first and the red flags are as subtle as they can be, so idk.

Your fortune: Better not tell you now

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Well, I only managed to befriend right people on the internet (esfores being one of the places), and I think it's more than enough.
It feels like if I got some rl friends it'd be a lot of responsability.
Also, if you're not the type that gets lonely, there's no need to rush and keep ruminating about finding friends or not.

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MOAR BURG!!! LOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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yeah triangle cute poster, i do call them on their bullshit, tho i've started to do that just recently, that's how i found out about their bullshit reasons for doing so. i'd say they're shitty at heart, at least when it comes to this stuff. i've caught them lying to me about more serious shit like money, and then seeing them admitting that they lied was eyeopening. still, the first time it happened i was merely going on a guess.

i hope you've found decent friends too cute triangle poster!

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yeah i'm fine with how things are. i've befriended people irl and on the internet, and it never ends well so i'll just do my thing beat my meat and go to sleep as usual.

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Oh I have many, just I have ghosted them for so long... It's been awhile, well except the ones that live nearby. I like going to one of my friends band practices at times especially.

Yeah, good on you for calling them out, but make sure you speak from the heart saying "I can't be around someone that does {x}" that is shady sh*t...

Hope it works out bro

Lame.
Good luck though.

Be careful...
Barg kills!

HaHa!@Yes!

I don't eat fast food irl, I eat very healthy, but have been barely eating at all recently, changing that though : )

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Oh. That's good
I think last month I had fast food burger for lunch during 2 whole weeks.
I started feeling weak then stopped.

Yeah, most fast food is poison.

Good you know better!

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eend

I miss Aru-chan

TRIANGLE POSTER IS COOL!!!!!

lolealso i have a date this week and if it goes well im on solid ground with this girl who i think is worth being with on the long term but im very bury nervous

gude loleck Jewkasa i hope you have nice times an fun with the gorle!!!!

Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger

>Jewkasa
uh oh

>dubs