My're mome

cant believe you're making fun of his dead mother

she has to die a lole first tho,,, :' (
youtube.com/watch?v=JDQbwvYA9IQ

I'm not. don't be so horrible.
dubs! wooh!

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Wow! That's you playing??! You're so talented mfw!!!!!
Like I am legitimately impressed!

tysm doremifren

>That's you playing??!
ah
no i wish LoLe
i only wrote the music. the playback is just midi, it's computer-generated
but, ty anyway lmao

Lemme help you with that!
youtube.com/watch?v=5yRgiXh2fP4
youtube.com/watch?v=IBSmgPxsIcA
youtube.com/watch?v=_8u4VLk0iTI
>specifically this tho
youtube.com/watch?v=NO5tb20qQnA

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Either way to write something so beautiful takes creative genius, and it was a beautiful peice! I loved it!

i dond thing.... iv lost any1 bury close n personlel tto me yet.... im nod lookign forward tto da day i ebentulely wlell.... regardign urslelf..... sso long as ur taekign da steps u need tto, i thing ids enuff... ebentulely ull b where u need tto b.... ebentulely ull b some1 she cam b infinitlely proud ob. ebery1 stumblels a littlel fren, ids ok tto stumblel... jus keep tryign. neber gib up. hab a plan, figure thinks out, n keep tryign. neber gib up. pace urslelf if u hab tto, cry if u hab tto.... but dond gib up....

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*ring*

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o my're g*sh...ive have found my new favorite artist
ty ty ty!!i love this musician! so moving
ah im glad thanks, i wasn't sure lole.
this bavi is so cude
yea!! never give up!!
even if im a hypocrite for saying this because im the same way: we have nothing 2 be ashamed of. if there r things we need 2 change, we can embrace that & work to change them -- we don't have 2 let failure sting or b bitter, bcuz it's just a stepping stone on the road to success!

yea!ur rite
we all just need 2 keep trying.
&, im glad u haven't lost ne1 rlly close & i hope the day u do isn't soon.

yes hello hoo dis
did u mean 2 call pizza place down da street

this is nice

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It's complicated really,,. I just feel despair all the time because of the past, all the hate from the people that were supposed to be there for me..
seriously considering electroshock therapy to erase it all. I can't sleep and can barely eat anymore. but like you said we can't give up, so I'll keep on going.

thanks for my friend

dats d*mb.
da past is da past. id doesnd matter if ur a better u today, if u nno better. if ur tryign tto b a better person. dond led id get tto u sso muche, dats awflel. dose peoplel ur obsessign ober problely dond caer y shud u? ur tryign dese days fren, i thing dats enuff.

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I've dreamed of losing my parents before. The grief was too much for me. It really felt like a deep place of comfort and security was lost forever that I continually take for granted. Typically I dream of having a big fight with them or something and then it happens. It might sound harsh to say, but let that pain fuel self improvement. If you don't feel like you've been living your life right, then it's probably because you really haven't been. Know that no matter what, you are her child and she only wanted you to live a full, contented life! She could never be ashamed of you, only disappointed that you weren't able to be as happy as she longed for you to be.
Also, you're welcome mfw! Here's one from the band she came from:
youtube.com/watch?v=_CI7Fo4p0v8
Stay strong and loved fren!

wow... that's really callous actually... like I thought you understood feelings and love.

I still care even if they don't. I still have love and it hurts when it isn't reciprocated.

I am trying.

ah. that kind of shame.
the kind that doesn't even come from your failures. the kind that got burned into your soul and is just always there forever after.
that's a whole different story. that hurts. that hurts so much.
it gave me the opposite problem, food wound up being my drug. if i didn't have that to turn to, i can't even imagine.
do you have resources to turn to if this lifestyle starts making you really sick?
and, would you turn to them in such a case?
i'm worried abt u now

dubs! wooh! ur hurtign urslelf. ur nod maekign a diffemerence 2 any1 by beign liek dis. ids nod hlelthy....

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ah. that kind of shame.
the kind that doesn't even come from your failures. the kind that got burned into your soul and is just always there forever after.
that's a whole different story. that hurts. that hurts so much.
^
I never heard anyone say it better. I am all alone and want love more than anything too...
It really can't be helped at this point, just my burden to bare.
I feel like I am on the edge of a cliff about to fall, but I am not giving up either.
it's not a lyfestyle that's the problem, I should be happy like this, but I feel so alone and the past keeps replaying in my head nonstop, it's madness...
I have money, well a bit at least, I don't know what you mean by resources, if you mean friends and others, I guess I just stay away from them since I am unable to feel happy and don't want to bring any pain to their lives

don't worry to much
I will survive even if it hurts

y ddo u feel aloen when u hab frens dat love u?

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ok. i trust & believe in u. pls stay safe frem. pls keep doing ur best to make sure u get enough sleep & food even if just barely. i believe theres a light waiting for u at the end of the tunnel. u have my discord, my arms r always open tho i understand the reluctance to rely on anyone & risk exposing ur vulnerabilities &/or burdening them (tho u would never burden me i hope u know that!!!)

Yeah, I know... and thank you for talking to me. I trust you and there's nothing I am withholding besides recalling the details, that hurts too much.
I am trying to force myself to eat more and trying to sleep, but I can only do so for a few hours a day

you're a true friend mfw, thank you.

the only thing you need to understand is that you are not the only one who feels like this. Learn to control your emotions and you can control your life. Remember everyone just wants the same thing~

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i can't explain my feelings to you, it's just how it is, if you don't understand how i feel then just except it as how I am rn.

srry

Dubs, and...

.

It basically comes down to you not letting them have the power to hurt you anymore. It's the cliched sorta, "forgive them for your sake" thing. When you let go of them, they won't have the power to hurt you like that. However, that is waaay easier said than done, but somehow you gotta do it for your own empowerment. Also,
To put it bluntly, that's your problem. You gotta share that pain with others. Until you do, you'll be all alone with it. At the end of the day, you really want to be known and yet accepted, scars and all. Until you are, you naturally will feel alone, but you are worth more than that! Best case scenario, get some therapy. If the wound is like a bullet wound, who's qualified to operate on it? ilu tridelta,, you're a good friend! stay strong

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>a few hours a day
if u can afford it then pls pls pls c a doctor asap!!!

no, suffer and grow

dubs but he could fugging die

Suffer only as much as will change you. OD on it and you die. Get singed by a fire only slightly and you'll learn not to touch fire. Be trapped in a burning building and you'll die. That is the difference.

i udderstand but dond at da saem tiem! i cam feel ur p upset rite nowe... n i dond thing i hab da full picture n dond wanna maek u moar upset! but... i dond thing. hurting urslelf ober some1 dat hurt u b4 is any way tto lib ur life. nno matter how much faith u had in dem dey werent deserbing ob id. mayb, i dond nno how much i actulely nno here.

deres nicer frens! frens dat udderstand n ddo caer. ids sade but u hab tto lrn tto let ggo n recober.... mayb. i dond nno!

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that's just called living life lol

um no
dying is liderally the opposite of libing live...lole

you don't get it at all. I am very much in control of my actions and outward emotional responses, but hurt like this doesn't go away. You're essentially telling a gunshot victim to stop feeling the pain from the open bleeding wound.

you are one of the names here I feel like I know even tho I don't, like deja vu... it's really annoying I every time I try to talk you ignore me, so don't act like you care, just leave me be from now as user or otherwise, please?

I tried that, the facts are unchangeable though, and to deny them would be something I would feel guilty for...
Already have confided in others it doesn't change anything,and throwing money at a stranger isn't going to magically remove my memories, but thank you for caring Tova

quite literally the opposite, as a matter of fact lole

blocks your path

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>88
live to die... :^y

you're still alive.
you shouldn't so casually espouse such dangerous ideologies that you yourself clearly don't even subscribe to

oh I don't?

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If you say so... &ofc, yw tridelta

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sorrye fren i rly dond mean any lel wlell.
im prayign ffor ur hlelth n safety.

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...anyways, thanks for hearing me out mfw.
I am going to try and focus only on the positive from now on

ha, whatever stupid sl*t.

I am very vain and have a tremendous ego, you are right, won't even try to deny that. Even so I care for others so much more, and there is no changing that.

Love you friend. Thanks again.

lole.. aight...

ah...! ok... sorrye i thought i wuz beign r*de again.
ego...? vain? u dond come across as dat at lole... i thing ids ok tto caer ffor udders! rly id is!!!! but... ummmm wlell......!!!!!!! u dond come across as!!!! egot*sticlels anway!!!! fren! dond worrye!!!! i thing habing slelf respect n beign vain r 2!!!! (breaths in) completlely diffemerent thinks!

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@ you
Yeah but I really am and don't see it as being bad, I do respect myself/Love myself as well, but I probably hate myself more than anyone else too.

I cannot put it into words...

Thankes tho!

going to stop posting in this thread now.

That is truly beautiful music mfw.

I love y'all both, but I can't afford to be up this late anymore. Guu naito desu~~~~~ ttyl tmorroedesu
youtube.com/watch?v=IFfLCuHSZ-U
youtube.com/watch?v=VzRKyaniuAo

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goodnight!

(said I was going to stop, but for you!)

sleep well friend.

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dats nod rly how id workse... life is happe n sade.... u dond jus ignore da sade tto b happe or onlely thing ob da happe..... da sade hlelps u cherish da happe moar.... id maeks da happe happer...
sweet dreams lullaby i love u

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