How ya holding up Yea Forums?

I'd rather not talk about that, Steve

Been suicidal for the last 7 months. Tried twice before and botched it, thinking of going the oxy route next time. Third time's the charm right?

But hey stomping ground is this sunday, yay...

ASP!
GIVE IT TO ME!

I've been combating my sexual frustration and loneliness by reading Philip K. Dick novels and going to the gym. I had this dream last night of pic related. We weren't dating but we might as well should have by how we cuddled and goofed around even though we seperately were seeing other people. She was even friendly with my mother. I then tried looking for her in my dreams to cuddle with her but she was gone and then I awoke up.

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Well you know it's like... It is what it is man

Got 2 days off gonna watch some Stardom and NJPW.

Jesus, make the switch, WWE is literally making you want to kill yourself.
Either keep her as a friend or smash her sometimes when you just need to get it out of your system. Even if you don't really like her it has it's benefits.

Is she not very attractive like, you'd struggle to be intimate with her? Or not very attractive like ya worried what other people will think?
Also, have you banged a few chicks already?
Unironically if you've already had plenty of sex you might as well take her out on a date and see how it goes, you could have a good time and end up deciding you can get past her looks cause you make each other happy then settle down with her.

Okay
I'm leaving Tokyo tomorrow and I have to return to White w*men prowling the streets instead of the lovely beings I've seen here every day the past 2 weeks.
They're incels though, even the women.

You there on business or something? Just move to Asia if you prefer their chicks user

Feeling slightly unfulfilled Steve. I feel like I'm meant for something greater but I don't know what.

It's better to be a foreigner who goes on vacation than a fucking loser who admits he has no friends or good family and is willing to move across the world to teach English in a place where anybody above the lowest rank of society fucking hates you. Seriously, I used to work at a place with many foreigners because I know English, and it's the shame shit where they come with all these hopes and dreams then slowly get depressed and give up when they realize they are still losers and will always be the annoying foreigner person. Just take vacations and have fun, don't be the immigrant shitter.

True pain and nice tits

Your life doesn't just fall on your lap like an RPG or anime, son, pick one or two things and devote yourself to them, and start ASAP.

I'm at a point where its becoming clear that being a virgin (turning 28 next month) is a problem, I also LARP as 20 year old white girl with an eating disorder on twitter. Work is going really well though.

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I'd like to get into the NJPW Dojo, seeing how Gedo Loves his Twinkish White Boys that it's feasible if I Learn the Language in a year and give Fergal a call.

this is spot on. very succinct. exposes what contemptible people "expats" are by their very nature.

Pretty bad Steve desu.

I've been struggling with depression for over 2 years and its getting significantly worse to the point where I feel like I'm gonna snap any second and work myself into ding dong diddly unironic suicide.

Also if you feel like you might have signs of depression see a therapist immidiately cause that shit will only get much worse with time.

If you're serious look into training with AJPW or Wrestle-1. W1 is the best dojo in Japan after Marvelous and at least at AJPW you'll be the only gaijin other than based Nobe Bryant

Love you
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Take a shower. Hit the weights. Get a clue.
Oh, and take a good (expensive) Omega-3 fish oil supplement and 400mg magnesium daily, desu.

>Take a shower. Hit the weights. Get a clue.

Unironicaly been doing these 3 things for 2 years now. It doesn't help.

Thanks m8.
I'll look into them
Say I become serviceable with the Japanese Language, how much Wrestling Experience would I need to get into a Japanese Dojo?
Like would they just be happy to have a Gaijin that can understand basic Japanese and they'd overlook me only having like a Year's Training?

Ive barely been able to get out of bed lately, spent like 3 days the past week in bed till like 5 pm.
I stay up late but I dont have the energy to actually do anything, so i just sit in bed and put on B&V shows and occasionally try to play a video game

You wont learn Japanese in a year, but if you really want to you should try and start wrestling. I am pretty sure NJPW only takes really promising prospects though. And you should bulk up instead of thinking 'they'll like me because I'm a twink'.

A therapist is just going to put you on an FBI watchlist and give you zombie pills.

Well I have been for The Last 6 Months, I'm just wondering how much experience a guy needs at the least to get into a Dojo

Nobody is going to be happy with a hopeless unathletic piece of shit, especially a gaijin to boot.

Maybe just write an e-mail and ask them some questions? It should give you a good idea of what you need bare minimum and what to expect. If I was you I would write all the dojos and just ask for info. It might even start the ball rolling.

>Say I become serviceable with the Japanese Language

This doesn't matter at all. You just need to be athletic/massive and a hard worker. If you arent those things tt would be better to start training first at a wrestling school near you and then applying at dojos.

Not necessarily ugly but not the type that does anything for me. Call me a gigantic faggot but I don't really like leading girls on. Normally it's not an issue, but with her I don't want things to be awkward or to hurt her feelings since I like her. There's also the questions in the back of my mind like whether I should stick it out since she's not ugly by any means and we dig each other's company, or if dragging it out will make the fallout much worse if it has to end.

Gotta find a routine or something to do. My boy had something similar and just started doing pushups the second he woke up in bed, got his energy pumping. I always start bombing coffee and do some exercise when I feel like shit when I get up. If I have a free day I usually go out to do something, anything, just to get out and be able to come back because I know if I just sit around home I'll never start anything and just fk around wasting my time.

What said too. Rocking up in japan without a plan is the worst thing you can do. Have you considered Canada or Mexico?

I'm not lmao

Also start roiding ASAP. And if you don't want to roid then you better be real and I mean real fucking good at wrestling.

Just tell her straight up you aren't looking for relationships atm. If things get heated just tell her before you bang her out. You'll both be happier getting it on and having each other to have casual fun with, you aren't doing anything wrong homeboy.

Well when I move to the City to Attend Training more Regularly I'll be using the Gym for 5 days a week instead of just my bench as I'm staying the same size with it
That sounds like an Idea, I'll do that probably around the New Year, giving me enough time to Git gud with The Language & bulk to a good size. Also I could probably unironically find a way to contact Balor & ask about moving to Japan through him given where I train, lt worked for Switchblade when he had only been Wrestling a Year.

That's a good gimmick son but is it drawing any dimes?

I've been mega depressed user, multiple attempted suicides in the last few years. The teeniest tiniest little bit of change can help, the next time it's nice outside go to the nearest park and just take in some fresh air.

Now that I have an overnight desk job I just sit at a pc for 10 hours a day, drive home, sit a pc for a couple hours then sleep and repeat. Not moving around was hurting my sanity so now I take walks at a nearby park before bed and on my days off go to reservations to take in some air and move my body. It's not a cure, but just being slightly active will help a little.

Listen bro I wont lie to you, if you invest time and effort into this thing with her and it all goes belly-up the fallout WILL be worse and you WILL feel like you wasted precious time.
But if you don’t do it, you WILL regret it down the line. I hate to get fortune cookie on ya but we miss 100% of the shots we don’t take. There are anons ITT that would kill to have female attention on any level.
If you’re already friends I’m sure you could take her out for dinner or something some time, you don’t have to call it a “date”. Maybe it goes well and leads somewhere, maybe it doesn’t but ultimately you can still be friends after the fact.
Only you know what you really want to do about it deep down user, good luck btw.
Checked those dubs too

Depressed, severe anxiety, lost my job, poor, living alone, little food in the cupboard, WWE at rock bottom, no friends.
Apart from that I'm doing fantastic.

>tfw my friends say I'm like a battered man
>tfw gf can be pretty abusive but I put up with it
>tfw going to fuck her brains out tonight
is it all worth it bros?

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Fuck her hard when you're drunk so you can't focus on her face, be friends any other time it's a win win.

Not bad, but not good either, Steve.

Experiencing deep depression because no gf

Yeah I'm way happier when I'm working but getting started is the issue

Unexpectedly sound advice from an asp user. Deep down I'm pretty sure I knew that was the answer but I needed your push. Thanks chief.

That's not being a faggot it's just empathy.

Time is a flat circle user, we live this life again and again for eternity. If that sounds like hell, you aint living right.
Start searching for a purpose ASAP. We all have our own journey to take all you have to do is find your starting point.
All life is meaningless brother, the only way to get through it is finding something you can dedicate it too.
Easier said than done of course but I hope you can find some solace brother

Damn this thread is depressing

no surprise that Yea Forums is just shitposting

She wild in bed?
Sick trips btw

ngl asp is one of the few fun things left for me

hurts to say but I feel that user

Been at for almost 3 years. Gotten tonnes of nudes and got a video of girl making out with her best friend like two weeks ago. My best friend is unironically a 19 year old girl from San Fransisco and I dated a girl from Venezuela for like a month but she was talking about killing herself so I had to slow it down. I'm starting to feel really shitty about it though and I almost want to be exposed at this point.

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>we miss 100% of the shots we don’t take

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If you feel this way it’s time to stop bud

it's a funny world we live in

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what do you mean "abusive"?

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I literally cringed at myself as I typed it kek

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You're right. Might as well see where things lead. Just going to have to make sure it stays casual until I know for certain how I really feel.

Have a good time hanging out with the lads and turning my brain off but outside of that it's social anxiety and reflecting on all of the opportunities at a better life I have cost myself by sulking and doing nothing because I always convince myself the possible downside of my actions justify not even taking the smallest risk for fear of embarrassment or some other petty reason

at first I thought my life was a tragedy, but now I realize that its been a comedy all along

DEEP post not bad for an aspie.

yes. thanks bro

what keeps you going?

Worth it as long as she isn’t emasculating you in public IMO
She starts trying to dick swing 24/7 and you might have to actually do something about it

For me the fact that even Existing is a miracle since my mom had cancer before I was born.
And I'm an Only Child so I Must Repopulate.
To not make the most out of myself would be a slap in the face to God.

However bad things are the alternative is nothing which will feel the same no matter how long you live so might as well experience whatever you get dealt while you can

>To not make the most out of myself would be a slap in the face to God.

based

how wild bro?

life is unfair

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I aint even religious and I found this BASED
honestly everyone on Earth is just looking for a reason to get out of bed in the morning
Ya mother is unironically based as well for going over cancer btw

I turned 25 yesterday. About a year and a half ago I decided I would kill myself at 25 if I hadn't reached certain landmarks in life. I haven't reached any of them.

Thanks and checked m8.

>I turned 25 yesterday

This was me 3 years ago. My initial date was when Fringe stopped airing in 2013. Now I watch joshi

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Steve I started a new job and traded my comfy old position for a corporate role with a higher salary and I haven't made any friends in the 2 weeks I've been here. Starting to regret it.

Don’t do it brother.
Suicide is a politicking motherfucker. Hundreds of men do the job and put it over on the daily Worldwide and it is NEVER satisfied.
DO NOT become another statistic.
The only true way to measure a person’s worth is by the anount of pain and shit they can take and still keep going. The only way to actually lose in life is to take your own.
You are important to somebody.

I said this but at 21, then 25, then 30... I'm 32 now, still think about suicide daily but too pussy to do it hahaha.

>I'm 32 now

are you still waiting for a push?

Too many people thinking about suicide, like you need flip the thought process. 'If I don't achieve this by this date, I'll kill myself' is not a winning strategy, try 'If I can't achieve this, I'll do this' or ' If I achieve nothing by then I'll have nothing to lose so I might as well try this crazy idea'. Think of it as some jobber going out on Monday Night Raw, and having some good shit promo from Vince. You do the promo and bomb like fuck, and are talking to crickets, tarps and a hardcam. You can either accept your fate, or just say fk it, and shoot on the mic, you have nothing to lose, you're a fucking jobber who wants to die, right? Might as well see what happens.

Not too great my man, I recently took a trip to snap city and think it’s just a one way trip.

u tell me

I’d rather kill myself than read all that and I’m not even suicidal.

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cringe

based

I'm a 43 year old NEET and the only thing that brings me any happiness at all is posting Kevin Nash was raped memes all over the internet