Play a game with an user

>play game with user
>they beat me
>maybe get a bit frustrated at myself
>move on
Don't overthink it
If you get too frustrated simply stop playing

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just don't be a shitter lol

you appear to have severe autism

>>get so angry I punch myself in the face really hard while I'm playing and start screaming
lol
get help, genuinely

based angry retard

If you ever play a game with another user, that is 100% what they are thinking if they beat your ass. The solution is to just not lose. Get good.

>I want to kill myself
You should've done it instead of making this pointless, retarded thread.

that's what I hope happens everytime I beat someone in a video game, makes my victory all the sweeter

Sounds like you are fucking nuts. Dont post that sad artwork expecting pity with your post, that is some absolutely nuts behavior.

>beat someone at the game
>too busy cumming to sweet victory to act smug or talk shit

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I don't want to go to a doctor
I'm scared of change and people and leaving my house
I can't stop playing
if I stop playing then that means I'm giving up and I'm fucking pathetic and worthless and that makes me even more angry
>get help
absolutely meaningless statement
slit your fucking throat

>I always think they're a smug asshole and think they're so fucking good winning
You're right.

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>>get so angry I punch myself in the face really hard
Wh-what?

what do you think it means
I punched myself in the jaw and then took my controller and bashed it into my forehead really hard

post controller

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>Bash into head
>Controller not in pieces
Can't even win at that.

You need to take your meds and stop making shitty threads on this board, you're mentally ill and it shows

I don't have any meds
I'll make whatever fucking thread I want to you worthless nigger

Maybe you should talk to your father about these problems.

What sort of disability do you have?

my father is worthless and the reason I am this way
I don't have any disability because I don't go to the doctor

pick a noob killer

Ok, what grade are you in?

i really hope you're not raging this hard over smash

Just don't give a shit about what a person behind some screen potentially thousands of miles away thinks about you. Odds are they won't think a second thought about you when they start their next game anyways.

I'm 24
I would've graduated college years ago but I dropped out in my first semester and never went back because of traumatized from doing homework in high school

>my father is worthless
>I don't have any disability
single motherhood is a disability.

I get angry at everything
>just be normal lol
fuck you nigger

Physical harm is not the right way to cope with disappointment. You gotta find something to find pride in that's not competitive. Like a craft. Get into bird watching or learn how to paint

Just control your 'tism bro.

You're just making excuses for yourself instead of trying to fix your problems. Posting on Taiwanese Tapestry Exchanges all the time will only make your issues like self-loathing and anger be elevated.

>traumatized from doing homework in high school
Are you black?

no
the only thing I've ever enjoyed or tried to get good at in my life are video games and I don't care about anything else

if an user beats you you have to surrender your bussy. you know the rules

I don't care
change is too hard and no one ever taught me how to be functional

Lol fag, lmao

when you win do you feel smug? like you know you should've won and are always better than who you're facing? if so, i used to be just like you until i learned to stop being a self-centred cunt

>play multiplayer game
>come out of it with a positive, negative or neutral impression based not on my success but random factors I can't list that amounts to "did i do something cool"
>in 15 seconds i forget whatever I felt about the game and move onto the next round or whatever else I had planned for the night
i have an extremely hard time relating to my gf that's constantly overthinking and dwelling on things because I literally can't comprehend it. why would you think about worthless shit you aren't doing in the very moment?

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>complain about matchup in a game
>anons think i'm just bad
>argue
>eventually make a room to prove myself
>beat the first couple anons
>"i'm worse than user, fuck that really puts things into perspective"
Gave me a good laugh honestly.

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I AM always better
it's not a matter of feeling I know I'm above every retarded nigger subhuman I'm playing
no one else matters but me
if I could I would fucking murder every person I ever played against because they don't fucking deserve to live

Whatever retard. Being a man means figuring shit out yourself.

Die. Everyone here should die.

then I'll just become a tranny and get free privilege and government money
fuck you and your toxic masculinity

Trump lost btw LOL

You think you're gonna be 75 and doing nothing but dark souls challenge runs? You're gonna get old and bad at games. You're gonna get slower and less coordinated. Either find something to find meaning in or die I guess. Its totally possible to do that, but you have to be the one to want it.

well there's your problem. also i really hope you're not picrel because you have the same type of brain cancer and in the case that you are, kill yourself immediately

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You already know it's him and he's obviously baiting.

no my dad is going to not be able to work within the next 10 years and can't provide for me anymore and has no money so the house is going to be foreclosed on and I'm going to blow my brains out when that happens

When I beat you, I do not care. I barely can squeeze enough droplets of dopamine out of gaming to get me through the week. You are nothing. You were nothing. It's like you were never really in the match anyway. Just another target and set of obstacles to account for. With all that said, I know it's hard but I want you to really try not to hit yourself anymore. I get it. It's practically a compulsion. There was something in your past that makes you feel like this and only this is the viable answer. But let me tell you something, it's not. You don't achieve anything by doing it. Not physically and not metaphysically. It's not like you are an ascetic monk nor does this action put you on the same level. I find these moments only serve to harm you. Of course physically but I mean in the sense that you will never emotionally grow beyond this course of action. You will get frustrated and hit yourself. Over and over and over with no rhyme or reason as to why and instead opt to post about it for some pity, simply hoping for insight. So here you go. You did it. You stumbled on the solution. Just don't. It will be hard. Struggle for it and become a better autist.

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You're going to die alone in your house and no one will find your body until it stinks so bad your neighbors call the city to check the sewers. You deserve every second of your miserable existence

>I'm fucking pathetic and worthless and that makes me even more angry
You are regardless of if you play or not, but you're too retarded to realize this.

Why wait?

You CAN make something of yourself, not by societies standards but by your own, but you don't sound like you have any drive. It's up to you.

I literally can't help it
I get so angry I feel like I'm going to freak out and I have to do something violent to calm down
if I don't hit myself I end up breaking things or punching my mom
no I'm going to kill myself while my parents are alive and make them realize what utter fucking failures they are

Get some professional assistance my guy. Either counseling to fix your mental or coaching to git gud

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Why wait? You should do it now. Livestream it even. It would be the only worthwhile thing you could ever accomplish with your worthless existence. I bet when your parents look at you they wish they had an abortion, but luckily it's never too late!

because I don't feel like getting a license to buy a fucking gun
when I'm raping other people in a video game and proving I am better than someone else at something it makes me feel alive

Please stop playing 3rd strike user, ots for your own good

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>no I'm going to kill myself
No you won't, pussy. You're going to play stupid games like league while your parents keep you alive out of social obligation and nothing more. You're just a spoiled brat who never aged past 13. I wish you had the balls to off yourself

If it was the xbox duke controller you'd be dead right now

>when I'm raping other people in a video game
Except that never happens lol. Hang yourself

What do you even want?

Yes you can. You have control. You are using your fingers to type. It's your body. It's difficult. It's challenging. But you can do it. Practice it by opting in to it a bit. Play like shit by doing something dumb but fun, something game throwingly stupid, or using a low tier character that you thought might be fun. When you eventually lose asses if you feel the same need to hurt yourself. Then address why or why not. It's not losing that is driving you towards this actions. It's your ego.

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Attention, obviously.