How are you doing?

Record it

rope soon

Did a work out
Weeded the blackberry sprouts shooting up
Drunk now time for ES III :-)

I'm not going to do that

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>3.6

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thats stupid

p. good tax filing deadline is monday so im swamped right now

Doing fuckin great. Gonna get my dick sucked by some college kid later.

These days haven't been really good.
Waiting for the good days...

Small world.

fantabulous

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Doing better than ever in some ways
Really really hurting in other ways

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Are you a Russoid slavdoomer IRL? If so I'd like to import you in exchange for gay sex.

Eh, passive suicide assistance isn't against the law here, so I thought I'd give it a shot. But it looks like I'm alone in this.

>NEET of 3 years
I worry about the future sometimes but my life's never been better

It's cathartic to know you retards are suffering in real life. I hate you all.

Compared to the ball busting year I had in 2021, bretty good.

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Feeling bad.
Im a cop and lately the job has been kicking my ass.
When I get home I spend 1h trying to find the motivation to go to the gym.
Then go, finish the workout, come home, have dinner and then spend the 2 remaining free hours literally scrolling through my steam library without actually playing anything.
Im not doing very well bros..

>redditjak
Kill yourself

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You’ll suck a cock but not record it? Weird limits, user

Chud alert! Quit your job or arrest yourself immediately. You contribute to the systemic oppression of Black bodies.

Why don't you shoot some black kids? Your kind does that for recreation, right?

I keep coming here because it’s a habit I have due to running away from responsibilities, not because I actually want to. It’ll get better for sure, but after starting and immediately falling off the path for so long it gets tiresome. Stay strong bros, we'll all have our day in the hot sun soon enough

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Plug a negro for me senpai

I miss feels threads on Yea Forums. Those times were actually better than now

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Alcohol withdrawal is kicking my ass but I'll tough through it. Hopefully this time I can actually go sober for a while

got a nice job in networking
starting on monday
I want to fucking kill myself

you're never going to be good enough, user.

>you'll have sex but not record the sex?
yeah I'm not recording myself having sex, y'know like 99% of people

>27
>no education
>no job
>no friends
>feel like the gf i have wants to break up with me
i have nothing left anymore, I don;t enjoy anything anymore besides eating and sleeping.

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Pretty good I hate women

i dont think 99% of people are fags either user....

Just woke up, its 3PM. Im still jobless, I havent cooked anything for the past 2 days and Ive been drinking yogurt and eating bread only. My friends are never online anymore, they all moved on with their lives and gfs. Im still on waiting list because I have cardiac issues (3rd world problems). I ran out of money for weed and cheap beer, the only copes I had in life. Games dont entertain me anymore, i rarely just boot up TF2 and play some random 2fort matches. I cant afford my osrs sub anymore. Last game I tried to play was New Vegas for the first time since I slept on it for so long, its a great game after all but I never bothered to help any faction, they all seem pure faggotry specially the NCR.

I'm so fucked I don't even know where to start

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You'll be ok user.

Lol imagine being an alcoholic.

have to go back to wagecuckery soon and im dreading it

Bad. Been working part-time for years and its been great. Plenty of time for hobbies, and been making just enough money to live the way I want. But a rent hike just hit my area, every place is going up 25%. I'm gonna have to get a real full-time job now. I'll have zero money problems when I do, but the idea of working 40 hours a week every week makes me want to kill myself.

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Prude

If youre gonna die anyway and have no family for possible revenge killings, always shoot your local drug dealers.

i just went to chinese restaurant with family, drifted home with my car, feeling stuffed and happy, but just saw a dead by daylight gay campaign, wondering why that is newsworthy and how this is more important to fags, than an actual good game.
and i also got a fresh opioids delivery.

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I think i'm either dying or have a massive nerve disorder like MS or ALS

Have been having spasms in my jaw, tongue, neck and left chest

Something happened in my brain and now my flight-or-fight response is broken. Every day for the past several months I've been super nervous for no reason. Small sounds make me jump, I sleep in periods of 90 minutes, I get a strange urge to run for no reason. I think my brain's finally destroyed after years of video games.

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Pretty good
Learnin how to make games instead of just playin em

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It's awful.

Try to work somewhere you actually like

I cleaned up years ago and I hope you find your way there too, user.

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Bros… go to the doctor wtf

based lmao

Just ask for one more shift a week/an extra hour or two a day. Just enough to make the extra 25% but not enough to be full-time

You guys should probably see some kind of professional

>no job
then get a job, unlike the other problems that one can easily be solved
True, but even fags aren't going around recording themselves usually.

Fucked up the simplest shit at work like a retard because my brain is atrophied after years of apathy and the lack of any real care
I'm doing the same simple tasks for years but even clicking the right script for a test is apparently too difficult for me at this stage

Got back into trying to play Elder Scrolls online, but grinding is a hassle so im just doing dailies when the Enlightened exp boost is up
I want a bigger Champion level
What aboot you OP?

Horrible but on the right track thank god. I just need to hold on.

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you make it sound so easy. literally every job is shit and is spending time doing something id rather not be doing.

youtube.com/watch?v=MMnZ66a4kAU

Thanks. How difficult was it?

I went to my doctor, she said i cant see anything wrong with your tongue and did a blood test that showed nothing

The dentist recommended orofacial fysiotherapy because he hyperfocussed on the jaw pain

fight-or-flight guy here, I did. He just gave me some anti-depressants and told me to fuck off lol the pills didn't do much so I'm self medicating with vodka almost every evening cause that seems to help

Coincidentally, the hours at my job have been getting slashed down hard the past few weeks, so that's not really an option.

>Fucked up the simplest shit at work like a retard because my brain is atrophied after years of apathy and the lack of any real care
>I'm doing the same simple tasks for years but even clicking the right script for a test is apparently too difficult for me at this stage
My job is so simple but I just don't care anymore, it's tough when you truly just don't give a fuck anymore. Doesn't help they will be making me redundant soon enough

I had to go to AA meetings for a year. It helped to have people to vent at about addiction, run my mouth, hear other stories. Felt less alone about it and got the tools I needed to go without getting shitfaced.

Meh, hangin in there.

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>has a girlfriend
You don't belong here

I see. I was going to those for about a month but I stopped. It was comfy but I didn't feel like it was helping me. I'm glad you found something in them though

To quote Camus
>I leave Sisyphus at the foot of the mountain! One always finds one’s burden again. But Sisyphus teaches the higher fidelity that negates the gods and raises rocks. He too concludes that all is well. This universe henceforth without a master seems to him neither sterile nor futile. Each atom of that stone, each mineral flake of that night filled mountain, in itself forms a world. The struggle itself toward the heights is enough to fill a man’s heart. One must imagine Sisyphus happy.
I just taught myself to take pleasure on the struggle and push the resources I get from it to creating something I care about
Harden your mind and soul against being ground down and grind against your target instead, until it is dust

I am bored. When is a new good vidya gonna come out?

I have those spasms too, but usually I know why it happens. I hope you get some help

>A Turkish-made Bayraktar drone was used to bomb two oil depots near Bryansk, Russia
shit is getting real fast, chances are men will be prohibited to leave the country soon

The girl that I like but don't have the courage to ask out found me on twitter using a photo of us together and chewed me out for it. Told her I forgot about my tinder profile and deleted it all. I want sex and hormones to stop existing and thanks for coming to my ted talk.

I turn 27 in 2 days and am a friendless failure in every sense, still sitting in my childhood bedroom. I haven't enjoyed video games in years and struggle to even play an hour before turning it off. I've bombed the few job interviews I've managed to force myself to. Every internet friend I make gets bored of me after a month or two at most. it feels like life's already over and I didn't particularly enjoy what little of it I already lived. How are you?

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Been feeling nauseous for the last week or so because my trauma suddenly decided to kick up again after 2 months
I've been feeling despair, anger, and a mix of emotions I can't describe and trying to numb it by rereading VNs

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You can get a GED, Certification or a Trade at ANY time.
The previous fetches you a job, work part time.
Join a club immediately after finishing the first part.
Uh...yeah sacrifices have to be made, you need to assure her you are not a loser.

I was exactly like you, it gets better my dude.
Before I finished my Certs I subsisted of piracy and ramen. It will suck for a while but it will get better.

Drinking before work, usual. How are you

Nice to take a break from arguing with you guys about games. Hope you make it

what certs

Not that user, but it's hard. I asked my doctor to switch me from Naltrexone to Anta-Abuse because I lack the self control. Making a pros and cons list might help as gay as that sounds. It'll also help to take Vitamins B1, B12(or a B-Complex Vitamin) Folic Acid, and Magnesium supplements. They're all good for your central nervous system.

Peachy

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Not bad. Got a new job. comfy midnight shift at a warehouse making $29 an hour just moving and stacking heavy shit with a big forklift truck.

Networking, Amazon Cloud and Kubernetes.

>imagine
Haha, yeeaah.

LONDON

If the CIA never made AIDS I probably would be gay by now. It would make life so much easier.

the only thing i have going for me is my really nice job

outside of work, i am nothing, i do nothing, contemplate too much and am hollowed out as a result

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Busy, tired, and good. Going to get high tonight and fap myself into a frothy mess to unwind and then play some games, looking forward to it

boo-hoo come back when your gf cucks you

Thanks user, I'll look into all of those supplements. The only one I I knew helps is Magnesium. Also you seem knowledgable so I have a question. What are the chances you actually die from withdrawl? Sometimes I have these really bad hallucinations while trying to sleep/waking up. And also I have these terrible shakes and my heart pounds. Im always alright after 2 days sober but after first stopping, it can get bad

i'm pretty sure the alcohol on the weekend is destroying my gut
i don't even drink that much (comparatively), maybe because my diet is shit it's compounding

Shut the fuck up. He needs to quit for other reasons, and that isnt one. They commit most of the crimes. Just a fact. I dont like it, but thats what it is.

could be worse. could be better.
>retaking a class
>rewriting my novel because I haven't lost all hope yet
>trying to lose weight but I like food too much
>if I don't flunk out then I could escape neetdom with a well paying job

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How do you get a job/career that isn't shit? I've never been interested in anything education or work related.

Bad, I wanna fuck a twink so bad bros

i dont get it either lol
I drink a six pack a day and just decided to stop no problems
i think alocholism is a meme

awful, thanks for asking.
I have no motivation to do anything in my life. no motivation to work, to work out, to play games, to do anything. Im closer to suicide than I ever thought I'd be

Just been working and working out and playing Vidya in my free time. Losing weight and saving money. Kinda just feel meh about it though. I hope BOTW2 comes out soon.

Just get into computer stuff. It's not easy but you can get a decent job without a degree

Not good, if not for alcohol I would have checked out long ago

>having a gf is a good thing

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>30+
>havent had a serious gf in four years, havent gotten laid in 6 months
>making decent money at work but its long hours and super unfulfilling
>cant play vidya for more than like 20 minutes before getting bored
>spend days off just chugging vodka
>dont have any friends, not even online

I guess it could be worse but I definitely failed at life somewhere down the line.

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Tell us about your novel, I'm sure you want to >:)

Well that is because you are a furry

Computer stuff is probably the way to go but it's still shit/boring/stressful and ultimately doing something I'd rather not be doing.

Its extremely difficult to find a reason to care about reality. Many people will immediately cite videogames as the issue, rather than the band aid. Don't even enjoy vidya anymore, supposedly in peoples minds this is a good thing because now you can be productive in life, or some shit.
What was your childhood like? I'm curious

feels threads on fit were kino but now tranny jannies ban you for any sad looking soijak

Finally coming to terms with the fact she'll never want me. Met this new girl now, she's cool, we're getting along very well.

I’m trying to get a job but can’t. NEET life is slowly eating away at my mental health. I haven’t been employed in years and the only job I think I can get is flipping burgers at McDonald’s. Fucking miserable.

Honestly unless you want to be something like a doctor there is no such thing as a career at this point. It really is just jumping from one job to another trying to get paid as much as you can doing as little work as you.

kek every novelist does
t.im a novelist

>finally got the degree
>finally got the job
>been exercising for the past few years to better my body and mind
>improved my fashion and wardrobe
>tfw ethnic and dark skinned
>tfw balded as a teenager
>tfw below 6' tall
>tfw people tell me that I seem like a great person with a good personality who seems really smart and confident and that I should be able to get a gf but never mentions my looks
>tfw people assume I'm single even when saying all that about my personality
> I can't get girls to like me romantically I think it's over bros they look disgusted or extremely disinterested by me half the time before I've finished saying my first word and you can tell they're trying to end conversations as fast as possible with shitty one note responses and most of the girls who are nice to me are just old women it's fucking over I make too much money now to trust someone to like me for not my money
girls as friends don't work well either I think they don't want to be seen in public with me or be mistaken as my GF and they always take days to respond to conversation and only like to talk about their problems
at least I have a lot of guy friends who appreciate my existence but they can never know I browse these boards and that girls our age hate my existence

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Im alive and for today that's good enough for me

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Then tell me, I'm interested