Disability thread

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I have quad vision and have to play on a 50 inch TV with a chair pulled right up. Everything outside a 5ft cone of vision gradually loses focus until it appears like there's 4 of them

Real diagnosed? or Self diagnosed?

I'm being gang stalked.

Same.

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I have ulcerative colitis and I'm sometimes forced to rush to the bathroom while in pain no matter the context of the game.
It's a real inconvenience during competitive/multiplayer games.
I miss not being worried about wether there is a bathroom I can reach in under 5 minutes wherever I am going

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ADHD, I can never stick with a game for more than an hour.

I have half a brain so I play Bethesda games.

I'm a genetic train wreck

>rheumatoid arthritis in left wrist
>missing pinky finger on right hand
>osteoarthritis in left elbow
>multiple sclerosis, huge lesions on brain and short term memory already affected
I can basically play a half hour a day of a short game. I usually just watch highlights of games I like on YouTube so I can shitpost and no one knows I'm a spacca.

> Not using your flatulent super power to fart into your mic nonstop for throughout entire matches
Get your shit together user

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Just wear adult diapers when you play competitive vidya. I do that and I'm not even incontinent.

I hope you're better off in your next life if you have one, user. That sucks.

>Soiling yourself in order to play vidya
I'm not at that point in my life yet, user

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I have what my doctor can only diagnose as "functional dyspepsia." Basically, can barely eat without puking it up and have a lot of pain and troubles with digesting food. I usually play RPGs, roguelikes, and multiplayer games because of their replayability. I honestly think I've played every single game that interests me at this point as I've been home-bound for years.

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I have ADHD so i havent completed a game in a while but thats probably just me

RSI from work, so I can't play any games that involve heavy trigger usage on the right hand. Which is fine since that is primarily shooting games which I don't care for much nowadays. It's also made me get use to operating a mouse with my left hand though. I keep contemplating getting something for my feet to hit as an assignable key or controller button to assist.

One of my raid members got symptoms of this in the past couple years. Took him a lot of trial and error to see what doesn't fuck his system up eating it. Hell of a limited diet as a result but he's managed.

I'm fat

I recently got this thing called Bell's Palsy where my face droops like I had a stroke and it causes my nerves to inflame so it's incredibly painful, I also have high blood pressure so I can't take the medication to help with the pain because I might have a heart attack, it usually last for 6 months but sometimes it never goes away

Came here to post this

What the fuck.

Im also left handed and i have no problem playing normally, never imagined this was even thing.

Stay strong leftybros.

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ADHD, and for some reason aspegers has been added and removed from my diagnoses several times now so idk about that

anyone here on disability benefits? I talk to my doctor about it but he always jumps around the question.

What is it like friends with benefits but you're trying to fuck your doc?

Luckily my genetic fuckup doesn't impact my vidya playing. And its hideable with a shirt.

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post the hand

Depression :(

its money from the government because you can't sustain yourself

I punched a wall really hard some time ago and seem to have triggered some kind of arthritic pain in both of my hands that has yet to clear. It mostly makes typing tougher than it needs to be.

i dont have any video gamesd

High blood pressure I get too dizzy to play sometimes

Any MSfags in here?
>relapsed a month ago with optic neuritis, woke up one morning and was completely blind in my left eye
>it was only a week ago that I regained sight, and even still my vision is blurry and my eye fucking hurts
>intensely worried that next time my sight won't recover
shit sucks

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Almost. Just barely scored short on a PTSD test so I only fall in the severe depression category

No legs, missing one arm. Car crash. I play pretty much everything alright, as long as it has rebindable controls. So most console games are out sadly. FPS are pretty hard but I can manage sometimes.

who /deuteranopia/ here?

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My nigga, my oculist today told me he suspects i could have a left eye slowly getting worse, he said that worse case scenario i should get a crosslinking done on my eye.
How is life with one eye only? Just in case if they fuck up my procedure. Can you just live normally without glasses, just being unable to read things unless very close?

Epilepsy bro reporting. Life is suffering.

user you shouldn’t be using the occult to fix your eyes

old age

It does help there's a lot of third-party tools on Windows (and Windows 10's built-in shit itself) to assist with colour blindness to some degree in the common categories.

Not that user, but I'm going through an autism screening right now. My therapist seems to think that I have autism but am very high functioning (I have a good job, live independently, have a live-in girlfriend... etc.) They should be making their official diagnosis next month sometime as I just visited an occupational therapist for their part of it.

slightly crippled my left hand from a mishap about 10 years ago so have trouble playing pc games with the WASD format, have to rebind controls to the center of the keyboard using the F and J key for my pinky and forefinger.

And having some bad dyslexia which effects my speech so I don't go on voice much except with people I know as I fumble with my words

I'm pretty sure I have the tism. Getting a diagnosis would explain a lot, but equally it wouldn't change anything about my life.

My red green colorblindness very seldom comes up, I had trouble picking a skin in Puyo Puyo Tetris but that's all I can really thing of. There are more real life problems, like people asking "what color is that?"

>have to rebind controls to the center of the keyboard using the F and J key for my pinky and forefinger.
Think maybe an MMO mouse would work better for you? Like rebinding the side mouse buttons to WADS and such?

Based

you dont need the screening then. You already surpassed like 90% of this board, which is a den of legitimate autists. Keep your chin up high, you're gonna make it and no doctor's note can change that

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Damn that's what I read at first too

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As long as i don't have to put contact lenses the devil is more than welcome.
Seriously, i'm too much of a pussy to even put drops of chollirium in them, let alone solid shit like lenses.

If I play with KBM my right index finger will sometimes hurt for a day or two, if I play on controller it's the right thumb instead.
All of my other disabilities compel me to play video games rather than avoiding them.

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I figure for the most part, for folks with extreme colour blindness, they'd probably ask a friend for help with their wardrobe pick-outs since what might be a garish colour to a regular person looks fine to them.

having FGHJ allows my hand to relax flat where WASD it causes my hand to cramp up. That and a lot of games get really crazy with buttons so having a access to various buttons around it seems to work well with me.

Yeah, I wouldn't be doing it, except I hit a really bad bout of depression earlier this year. I was prone to depression in my 20's, but I had been mostly fine for about seven years. Then back in the Spring I hit a wall of depression that was way worse than before. I basically couldn't function. It wasn't just that I couldn't enjoy anything, I couldn't stand anything at all. Watching TV, playing games, talking to people, listening to music... etc. would fill me with disgust. Same with eating, so I ended up only eating about two bites of food a day for a week, it was all that I could force on myself.

I wasn't going to last long in that state so I sought help and we're just trying to work out what my condition is. Autistic people are prone to depression and anxiety, which are my main issue, in addition to a lot of more minor quirks (I have to repeatedly check that the stove is off, that the door is locked, only use certain sets of silverware... etc)

i had 106 fever as a kid and now i am retarded and cant beat games very well so i watch other people play them. there should be an easy mode required by law in all games or the developers go to prison and pay fines for discrimination

me too bud also self diagnosed autism and some weird brain shit from skooma

I got autism because my mom decided to have kids past 30 and my dad was like in his 50's.

>tfw have heart palpitations pretty much constantly
>deathly afraid of going into cardiac arrest suddenly when no one is around to call an ambulance or do CPR

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Being an 80s guy.

I feel like a complete shitter carting left and right in monster hunter world iceborne. I think I'm getting old and my reaction times are diminishing.

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>Luckily my genetic fuckup doesn't impact my vidya playing. And its hideable with a shirt.
Do you have a concave ribcage too?
I could probably get laid but I'm deathly fucking afraid of any woman seeing my chest.

Yeah I can tell you really are retarded.

I've got autism and schizoaffective so I play nothing and instead listen to video game OSTs all day.
youtube.com/watch?v=-4ex1I4SFZs

Yeah, it's probably time to end it gramps.

Honestly the accessibility options for disabled people is what devs and even console developers should think about first and foremost, not the easy mode bullshit.

Partially deaf in one ear. It's thrown off my ability to tell where sounds are coming from. Makes shooters a pain in the ass since I hear a sound, look in the wrong direction and get shot in the back.

I have maximum power level 3 autism

I have an enlarged penis.

You should get that looked at
by me
post it

Dysautonomia which got worse after I had a serious case of anemia (b12 in that case).
I'm a shut in neet who literally stays in bed most of the day since I'm kinda always feeling ill.
I should anhero but for that I would need to walk a lot to jump in front of a truck or something so I watch anime and play video games when I'm not making random autismo mods

So fuck with a shirt on. It irks me to see dudes go "oh no woman will ever want me because my chest is weird" when I'm doomed to permanent unfuckability by every part of my body being equally hideous.

I also have psoriasis so no.

I got schizophrenia but it elevated to levels that is beyond treatable because my mother couldn't accept reality. She thought it was just kid stuff with imagining people, but it got worse for me to the point I have an entire universe in my head that I still speak to with different accents and personalities. Along with that, even background, looks, sound, and lifestyle. I can see their manifestation if I try hard enough

What got worse is that these "people" turned black (I mean literally solid black) and now they obscure my vision in times I need them the most. It reached this way when I was 16 and driving makes me severely anxious because at one time traffic signs were being blocked by said black figures. I can see them for a few millisecond per blink, like some kind of mirage, but they move like some flip-book animation with each blink. When people say the walls speak, its the best any schizo can explain in terms of voices because in reality its nothing but the walls around you and its difficult to "vision" what they see

Whenever I'm alone, I could speak with these "people" for literal hours as if I'm holding a normal conversation. By the time I hear a knock at the door, the figures disappear and I snap back to reality. This has been happening for 11 years and I fear it'll kill me one day

I wish that day comes sooner. I can't live like this

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uhh dude that's kinda gay

My coordination just thoroughly sucks. Also, I have the hands of a prepubescent girl, unfit to hold any type of controller. And because of my coordination, I suck in all fast-paced action games even with my keyboard and mouse

oh damn son, i'm the same.
deaf in my left ear from birth.
Been playing hunt a lot too recently and some many times has the sound fucked me over.

I have nerve damage since my mom is a fucking retard and made me play with sick kids as a child.

Video games actually -help- my audio processing disorder and mild tinnitus by giving me sound to focus on. Hang in there disabled bros.

Dyspraxia.
Means I'm clumsy as shit and my hand eye co-ordination is trash too, so FPS games or any game that requires fast, measured movements is out of the window.
Doesn't bother me much though, Normally play strategy games.

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Pffft, psoriasis. I've got that too and it's the easiest shit to deal with. I fucking wish my problems consisted of "chest looks weird" and "itchy skin". Even when I had really bad psoriasis(when I did fucking nothing about it and just ignored the fact that 20% of my skin had become horrible scaly shit) it wasn't a huge deal. It's not a turn on but a woman isn't going to give a shit that you've got a scaly patch on your legs.

My only hallucinations are random words or phrases that pop into my head and they are very clearly from within my mind and never anything that I mistake for reality. The voices only started to appear after I lowered my medication and have refused to go away. I never had hallucinations initially, only delusions.

My only real problems are being a social retard and a seeming inability to pry myself away from the Internet for more than thirty minutes. Certain things cause me such anxiety that I simply cannot make myself do them as much as I would like to like drawing. I guess it beats being permanently trapped in a hellscape populated by shadow people.

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Hunt and Siege are the worst ones, definitely. I gave up on Siege eventually, I was hopeless at it. For Hunt I have a friend who I play with that just calls out where sounds are coming from for me.

I have an enlarged prostage so i need to pee every 10 minutes. so i can only play fighting games or platforms due to the short duriation of each segment/match

If it doesn't get better they'll make me have learn how to put a tube in my cock anytime i feel irritation.

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Just pee your pants bro

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that's fucked up in a sense. My condolences

With my problem it sometimes just refuses to come out, hence the tube thing, and when i go, about half of it stays.

Could just be anxiety based I use to get them really bad.

try emulating ghost trick, its a fun game and you don't need a good reaction time, just have to observe well

Have you considered just getting some kind of thing you can pee in freely that needs to be emptied so that you can sit down for a bit?
What do you do in your sleep?

Nah, its something less common than that, but I do know a guy with a concave ribcage.
I feel you on the sex thing.

have your doctors never heard of a catheter?

I have it aswell. But im fine at fps and the like. But mine is mostly very fine motor (writing/tying/etc)

I got Dyscalculia, but that doesn't fuck with my games unless I get asked to calculate something.

I'd bet that a lot of people here have noticed that there off hand is significantly slower than their main hand. I certainly have and I'm not sure how to fix it, though I reckon it'd be similar to fixing muscle atrophy.

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I am just too damn ugly

Thanks i guess. Worst of it is i'm only 20 and this is something apparently elderly people deal with almost exclusively.
Like what?
Yes, and they want me to use the kind that i have to cath myself with anytime i need to go if it doesn't improve, hence my former post.

I've posted a couple times before. I have Cerebral Palsy. I only have full control over my left arm and leg. Everything else is bad. I can walk fine, goddamn miracle I can play vidya semi-competently

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It's not a thing, you were just too lazy to put in effort, but didn't want to call yourself just stupid to have an excuse for not trying, so now you pretend your fixable stupidity is some aspie level medical condition that doesn't even exist.

nice pic, saved

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Shit anons that sucks hard. My father has it, his mother had it and his mothers sister developed in when she was fucking 65 and I dont know more but probably even more from his line has it. So I go everyday being afraid it's going to break out in me and it's having a severe impact on everything I do because I can't put in serious effort in anything for the fear that it will one day go to waste because "lol heres ur scizho have fun".
I don't know if it helps to prevent it but I try to constantly give stimulation for my brain, train my reaction speed, get good sleep and never stay in a bad state of mind, especially a stressed state. The only thing apart from that is to pray to god it never breaks out.

Oh and when I was 11 I think, I heard a strange song that took me a while to get that it was a song that I myself had made up, it took several minutes actually. So I noped out of there and ever since I've been vigilant for hallucinations but it has never come again. Thanks for reading my blog.

That's horrible :((

I went blind in one eye. Once you get used to it it’s not bad. The only differ nice is that vision is worse with contacts and fine with glasses. Occasional headaches and eye twitching in yh bad one.

user, contacts are incredibly easy to deal with compared to just 20 years ago. It’s only an issue if you are an unhygienic lazy fuck and/or get a variety outside of single use.

I have poor memory and my hands tremble a lot for my age, but my ability to play video games doesn't seem too bad. I can play action games and RPGs alike without much trouble.

Old age.

I wish I were you.
Food sucks anorexia is the shit and I just want to stay home.
>t. functional agoraphobic.

You're a whiny faggot who refuses to post their problem

I have terminal lumbago. I think it's genetic.

I have Duchenne Muscular dystrophy. I play i variety of different games to pass the time. I use A ds4 controller because i rebind the left and right sides of the touch pad for l3 and r3. I sometimes supplement with voice recognition. Kinda hoping eye tracking software gets better so i can utilize that too. Kb+m is out the window as my arms are too weak.

I'm gay :(

That's rough, sorry user

Wait what? I'm a lefty and do everything like a righty and have no problems.

I’m just retarded so thinking about certain things is impossible until I get bored of my intrusive thoughts. It also makes talking to people much difficult because my body language shows I’m listening but my mind is totally somewhere else. I think I might see a doctor about this because it’s seriously pissing me off.

I burnt my hands really badly as a kid, so I can't play on console for very long or they blister.
I'm fine with a keyboard for the most part, I just use a wrist rest to keep my hand of the board, and I use a fingertip grip on my mouse to stop the same from happening there but I can only only play for an hour max on a controller less if the game is particularly intense and I'm gripping the controller tightly.
The worst part is that I have almost no sensation in my hands so sometimes I don't even notice until their already fucked.
It doesn't really affect me that much gaming, but it makes day to day life a pain.

Do you have single fact to back that up or are you just going off a hunch, cos i can tell you right now I still can't do calculations beyond single digits on the fly and regularly mix up my numbers (confuse one numbers value for another). I spent a good fucking 6 years in learning help shit just to get to that stage, at the same fucking time I was fine in all my other high school subjects.

Theres gonna be people who pretend or trick themselves into thinking they have it but to say "nah it doesnt exist" is retarded.

well I can't see a goddamn thing in that spray of dots, so I guess me? I know I'm partially colorblind, but it only comes up when I was trying to read the color stripes on resistors.

I only have 2000 characters, user. If you just want the highlights:
Psoriasis
Psoriatic Arthritis
Terrible Vision
Problems with my sebum glands make my nose bulbous and misshapen and red and always covered in oil
Allergies make my eyes always red and itchy
Fingernails have holes in them
Ears have a tube problem that gives me constant ear infections
Crohn's disease makes me shit blood all the time
Asthma
My teeth turned brown at some point and my dentist doesn't even know why
Bad knee which blows out all the time
I've got no chin
I'm fat
And the final kicker: phimosis. My dick does not work.
There's more but I feel like that sets the scene well enough.

I didn't know people over the age of 50 posted here.

The new meds have been helping.

literally tumblr. Go to the gym and eat some decent food you fat faggot.

i'm close but it varies greatly depending on where you live

>foreskin too tight means it doesnt work
user are you retarded as well

I got brain cancer and had a tumor that was removed and now im half blind in both my eyes on the right side. Still going to buy a valve index even if i can't stand up more than 20 minutes or less.

I'm 20, i don't know why this is happening to me

Not him but it's an actual condition. Usual fix is to get jew'd as an adult instead of as a baby.

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I wanted to ask someone about benefits so I can finally live the neet dream. I have severe agoraphobia, panic attacks and social anxiety.
I was a fucking chad in looks for years. Had a huge v-taper but I'm so socially anxious I fucked my whole life up.

You can play DOS Doom with only the mouse because moving the mouse up/down moved you forward/backward.

I'm not disabled but back when Planetside 2 had a regular general on /vg/ there was a dude used to post there who only had one hand. I remember it clearly because he posted pics of his setup.
It was some sort of weird trackball with extra buttons on it, like half a keyboard wrapped around a trackball.
He had a better KDA than me.

Also schizoaffective, am probably going to an hero here pretty soon.
In a bunch of debt and I don't think i'm going to be able to dig myself out of it and I feel like i'm just burying my family into trouble because of me. It might be best to just do it.

Jesus. my condolences. If I were in a condition like that I'd yolo on DUDE and other shit and then just yeet out

Yeah man I have terminal ligma

>

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I'm on disability so i get money every month. I get to buy video games and food with it but i also have an asset limit so i can't even save it. May as well be on welfare minus being black. If i was black id probably get better benefits.

Achromatopsia
Not that big of a deal most of the time with the stuff I play until i find a color coded puzzle(i only found out a few years ago kh1 superboss at clocktower is color coded for example after giving up after 20+ attempts as a teenager in mid 2000s)
Witcher senses in witcher 3 were pretty much invisible to me 99% of the time but you can largely play without it by just looking at the ground

so you want me to ligma pussy?

>but i also have an asset limit so i can't even save it.
I understand part of the reason for this (so you're not squatting on state-granted money tax-free), but it also means you can't have an emergency fund basically if shit goes south with your living conditions.

Find another doctor and a lawyer who specializes in disability

>tfw my seizures don't prevent from playing games
>tfw I still drive even seizures

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It's a waiting game of will my cancer come back and kill me or will something horrible happen and i don't have the money for it. Really counting on the cancer here.

have u ever dropped a sick quad while seizing

Don't apply to disability without a disability attorney. It will take longer and you will miss out on loads of backpay. Fuck the normal process and hope you're good at making a judge pity you. Still likely to take months or a year+. Doctor helping with it helps ALOT.

fuck off spoony

You poor man

I suggest you go see a doctor, then. Because having prostate problems at 20 is a harbinger is more health problems down there.

I've had pins and needles in my right arm for two days am I going to lose it?

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>used to cut down trees for a living
>now have some nerve damage and arthritis in my hands
>general stiffness in fingers now, middle, ring, and pinky fingers on right hand particularly bad sometimes
>right hand also occasionally gets spasms or locks up and needs to be massaged loose
>very fine motor control fucked, ha d writing looks like a grade schoolers now and get lots of pain if I have to write more than a one line sentence

Reaction time doesn't help in monster Hunter, you have to anticipate and proactively decide your next move before you make It. It's kind of a bullshit game so don't take It too seriously

i have, which is why i mentioned if the pills don't make things better then i'm gonna have to learn to shove a tube in my dick.

well I can't have sex with it and it hurts to piss so that's 0 for 2 in terms of what my dick is supposed to do
And yeah I have some amount of brain damage

>tfw god looked down on creation, saw all of his works, saw this user specifically growing in his mother, reached down and place a finger gently on his head and said "not you my son, not you"

I have the schiz

You probably have OCD too

Welcome

>get puppy
>always have to brb in the middle of games to take dog out
>get autokicked every time even if dog is fast
>stay outside and play with puppy for 20+ mins every time
>train it to bark if it sees brown people

>too normal for autism
>but also too autistic for normalcy
kill me

bro you're a legend

My only real issue is I can no longer button mash for more than like an hour before my thumb joint(s) start burning in ridiculous pain. It's not something I can fight through and OTC painkillers do very little for it so I just have to stop playing when it happens. Loved Hyrule Warriors on Wii U, wanted to 100% the Switch version but the game is just so mashy that I had to put it down after just a couple dozen hours, it's not worth potentially doing permanent damage. If it's like this in my mid 20's I'm pretty worried about later on since gaming is my only real hobby. Then again I might just off myself before it becomes a serious issue.

Spooky seizure man welcome to my seizure gang

Fuck and I thought I was fucked with my herniated disk. Stay strong Yea Forumsikings.

I took steroids once and ended up developing so much muscle mass that my heard couldn't supply enough blood to the rest of my body so parts of it are dying. All my eyelashes fell out and everything is fucked

Psoriatic Arthritis. Shit can be a bitch when it flares up but thankfully I can still play vidya normally when it's not.

Fucked up my wrist trying to get back into lifting, have to wear a brace for a couple weeks. Any recs?

I just hold it normally and accept that I am gonna lost in any kind of button smashing scenario

A thing called wife, I love her but I just noticed how little gaming I'm actually doing and how many games I would have purchased if I knew I had the time to play them, I never have a backlog of shit to play but I promised to myself not to buy more shit because there are games I haven't fucking unpackaged.

I get I'm saving money for the kids and shit but younger college me would be mad disappointed at my lack of dedication and that kinda stings.

Only 20% user? You're small time. At my worst it was a good 50-60%. What's fucked is that I'm small-time in comparison to some people.

I get retardedly angry when I play multiplayer games and I can never stop myself, I usually end up hurting myself out of the sheer frustration

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I dropped a double before my seizure kicked me out cold.

Schiz since kindergarten or thereabouts. Just feel like I'm varying degrees of burning these days. Don't normally freak out or see things. Doesn't really stop me from doing anything, but it might be why I like to "people watch" in games like VRChat. Game is overridden with faggots and faggot children, so I don't play anymore.

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Actually, you might say that my issue as stopped me from playing games entirely. I don't really play anything but H-games nowadays because I can't sit still and focused because I'm in a sort of invisible pain. I really want to finish The Witcher, but to focus required is makes me burn up. It's fine.

Pretty much just not feeling like booting anything up, but of course as soon as I get in bed I reach for my Vita and end up playing that into the wee hours of the morning. My sleep schedule is utterly fucked as a result.

As for actual, physical disabilities, nothing major, except some mild asthma, and I have a dickand I'm not male
No you're not getting a picture
it is fully functional though, except for shooting blanks

Not super bad but dyshidrotic eczema itching like hell, constantly leaking whatever the fuck fluid is in them all over my hand or popping entirely and leaving big painful gaping wounds on my hands that take weeks to heal, usually at the joints making it painful to grip things, especially when they dry out.

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Do you get to choose where you piss from?

Muscular dystrophy. I'm already past the average life expectancy and can't play worth shit anymore. Just hoping I make it to Bannerlord with enough strength to kinda play it.
>tfw the fear of death is setting in and the internet destroyed my faith

Do people take you for a man or a woman on first glance or are you androgynous looking?

lmfao nice

I'm gay

Imagine reading through this thread and thinking
>yeah, my anger issues in multiplayer games are comparable to people with MS and brain tumors

Get a life alert.

Huuuh, can you get hard? Can you masturbate with both hands at the same time?

did I mention I was gay

OH shit, my bad. Thank you for your service.

I tried playing Verdun and I'm colorblind and on wooded areas I couldn't see anyone unless I was right in their face even then I sometimes walked past people not knowing I was looking at someone.

>mental disabilities dont exist

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Seconding. Can you have a double orgasm?

anger isn't a mental issue

absolutely nobody would sympathize with you going into a fit of tard rage and killing someone over a CoD match, they'd just think you're fucking retarded, control yourself

nigga I'm a crackhead

Cope, at least he isn't physically retarded like you

Nice. How does it compare to other drugs? Have you ever thought of buying cocaine and turning it into crack yourself?

I only have the ponos, no vagoo (as far as I or my doctors could tell, maybe there's some tiny vestigial remnant buried somewhere but they did ultrasounds to determine what was going on down there and found only the equipment you would expect to be attached to a dick)
I'm sadly not the harbinger of the next stage of human evolution where everyone is busty futas, just a very strange genetic fuckup.

I've never been mistaken for a guy, but I was raised as a boy until I hit puberty, when it became quickly apparent something was up when my chest started to bud and I started developing rather feminine features. Needless to say that was a very akward time, we pretty much had to cut ties and move elsewhere out of fear of bullying (this was before trans shit was common/accepted and good luck convincing anyone your kid is actually, unironically a girl with a dick and not a victim of crazy parents deciding their boy is a girl or vice versa). The legal shit was also a pain, it took years to get that sorted out.

>thinking it is a contest
Wow, I bet you tell your friends "At least you aren't starving in Africa" every time they talk about a problem in life.
>assuming you have any

>fat
You could fix that easily.

My retarded teammates

My nose runs basically non-stop, it's like a faucet of water.

I go through a box of Kleenex every week or so. If you can imagine, as an example. today at work I didn't dry my nose for about 15 minutes because of a call I was on with a client. When I turned my head down after the call to resolve the moisture, I soaked half a paper towel. Like, completely wet. I'm going to have to dry my nose after making this post.

Interesting, gaming actually helps, because for whatever reason, if I can turn my brain off and immerse myself, it stops. (Thank god it also doesn't drip while I'm asleep.) I usually keep a towel at my computer at all times so that I don't go through any more boxes of kleenex.

Crack is power. It's simply the best drug in existence, that's how I would compare it to other drugs. Obviously you get a lot of immediate stimulation and pleasure but what you really get out of it is the the raw, unrivaled physical power. Mortals and other drug addicts couldn't possibly comprehend what I'm capable of.
>Have you ever thought of buying cocaine and turning it into crack yourself?
No. My potion seller creates the strongest yields, my work could never compare to theirs.

See a fucking doctor jesus christ

You should seriously go see a doctor about it, you're either allergic to something or have bad sinus/nasal problems

Buddy, I got two questions to ask since I'm in medical school.
1. what's the color of the fluid when its on your kleenix
2. do you feel drowsy more often than normal whenever this happens?

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I don't have a single other symptom. No watery eyes, no rash, no sneezing (well, except for the obvious situations). I'm the healthiest person I know. I haven't even so much as thrown up in a decade.

Right wrist, thumb, index and middle fingers hurt after playing for a while. Is it carpal tunnel?

I unironically have a condition like this guy. So im essentially one handed

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Your brain is liquefying and falling out of your nose.
RIP user

1. Completely clear, like water.

2. I'm drowsy a lot, but I only sleep like 6-7 hours a night. It's usually better if I don't have caffeine the day before, so I've pretty much quit energy drinks. Possibly though, I've never really thought about it I guess.

Could be De Quervain. If it's a long term thing make an appointment to an ortho clinic.

mid-200ms reaction time.

>tfw partial heterochromia, half/half right eye, but it's brown on green so hard as fuck to even notice it

music for this feel

Who's Steve Jobs?

>get ~220ms when I do that one test
>OC my monitor by 15 hz
>drops below 200ms
yikes
I really need a high refresh monitor

Is your dick visually different from normal dicks (i.e. does it looks like a gigantic clit or just like a normal dick)?
Is your dick small/average/big?

Also watch Kanata no Astra.

same, who here sells their medication to crackheads for fat bux instead of using it

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Anything by David Bowie.

There's a chance your cerebrospinal fluid is leaking out of your nose. If you can afford it, get a doctor to check the contents of your nose leak. Also check body temperature

If its normal nasal mucus, then the nasal walls are gone and you're basically leaking mucus constantly like a broken dam. It's either of those two

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Jesus christ. So you identify as a girl? It seems you are alright, do you have a normal life?

Hang in there user fren, they are making progress towards a cure, you'll very likely live to see yourself cured one day

>your cerebrospinal fluid is leaking out of your nose.
Fun. Any other symptoms to look for while I get brain juice on everything? I get headaches a lot, but I'm pretty convinced that has to do with caffeine to, since they've mostly stopped since I quit drinking so much. Used to get one like clockwork every Saturday - the day I wouldn't drink a Monster in the morning.

Ah, the Armored Core grip. Never could get into it.

>trafficking in narcotics
no

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I had a friend in college like that, we tried passing a football at an outing, he made a little bit of progress in being able to pass it to me but idk if he ever tried throwing a ball around after that. He spent most of his time playing DnD with people in a voice call online.

You should sort of feel the leak from the upper nasal region, like near the tear ducts in your eye but not directly there. Sometimes you can taste it and it can be metalic. Not much to say other than get that shit checked

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You need to have a doctor refer you to a specialist my dude, that sounds pretty serious.

tendonitis my dude, talk to your doctor about maybe some physical therapy or it'll likely just slowly get worse.

Young people get prostate cancer all the damn time. My coworker lost her husband to it.

Was low T, scored like 200ng/DL got prescribed test cyp and feel great after a couple months, don’t really play games anymore because they don’t interest me as much. Mostly just workout and go outside now when not studying

Amblyopia in right eye, basically the nerve that connects it to my brain is malformed. Looks like a shitty cable connection or something obviously without being "pixelated."
Also have CMT, Charcot Marie Tooth, a form of muscular dystrophy. The insulation around the nerves in my extremities is pretty shit, basically have no, non-cognitive reflexes like that hammer to the knee thing doesnt work on me, and I fatigue quicker than other folks. Given that, I've pretty much pushed myself to keep up at least, and I do decent enough in FPS games. I'll almost definitely need a walker in old age as my muscles slowly degenerate due to improper activation.

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how the fuck can you unirconiclly have a condition retard?
it's either you have it or you dont

I'm so sorry user.

I'm ironically retarded ;)

I cant play through the prime series because just an hour long session results in splitting migraines

I cant find a single other game that does this but Ive never been able to finish even the first game

No other FPSs do this to you? How about VR?

not him but how often does that kind of leak happen? i was under the impression that cerebrospinal fluid was basically an airtight system like car brakes, how could a channel that large form?

It looks pretty normal I suppose, sizewise it's pretty average, I top out at barely 5 1/2 inches and that's on a good day.

Pretty much. Ever since the big revelation and the year or so where everything came to a screeching halt trying to come to terms with it, my life has been pretty normal. I even had a steady boyfriend for the latter end of high school and most of college, but he ended up having to move so we couldn't really see each other anymore.

Rig is too poorfag to run VR. Ive played the older FPS's just fine, Im wondering if its the swivel or something in her helmet. Havent played doom 2016 long enough to see if its the same

Isn't exactly correct. There are two easy ways to tell if it's CSF. One is that if you dab it on a tissue you should see red haloing if it's bloody, if blood isn't visible in the leakage it would taste sweet, not metallic because of the high glucose content. Either way it would be odd without initial head trauma, especially considering it's presumably not a congenital thing.

Was he ok with the dick thing or he didnt knew? Are you a grower or a shower?

That's why I asked, I was going to suggest the same thing, that it was probably the stationary helmet and reflection against the movement beyond the visor. You should see if Republic Commando has this effect.

so wait what's the deal with your balls then? also let's get married this is great

Doesn't need to be large. Just enough when the dura mater breaks and leaks into the sinus. The fact that it doesn't leak when he's sleeping means it could be cerebral. The headache part is another symptom because you can feel better when lying down
That's what I thought when I asked about the color, but the red haloing part is if it came from a fracture like a broken nose. Cerebral fluid is much clearer than mucus, and since he didn't mention head trauma, it would make sense why there wasn't any blood

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don't be soft, crackheads aren't scary

maybe he does a shit ton of coke because he's under the impression it's a harmless drug

that's some spooky sounding shit. how fast can the body replenish CSF? would this guy feel back to normal if the leak were surgically plugged?

I've considered it for years

Small amounts of blood could theoretically still create a visible pattern even if it seemed clear. Mucus can also be pretty transparent depending on content. I know I get a fuckton of clear drainage when I eat too much Sichuan pepper, for example.
That would also be a possibility.

Because if i just posted the picture youd think i was being ironic since its from a comedy. Im not.

I haven't actually sat with a doctor for years and I wouldn't be surprised if I have some deadly illness at this point.

>I'm fat

way to bury the lead

A healthy person produces more than twice their total CSF volume a day.

Get that shit checked out. You may just need a wrist/hand brace.

you can leak CSF all the time and still live if its small. I know cases where people never knew they were leaking CSF until they were in their 40s and they had this issue since 20s. Boxers go through this shit constantly, but in crazy cases it could literally turn you into a murderer like what happened with Chris Benoit. What the user has is something either genetic or trauma that he didn't notice or didn't feel

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You can easily gun for vehicles in planetside 2 with one hand. Drivers always need gunners in that game.

His reaction to it was pretty funny, he pretty much quoted that one Boku no Pico review and went YOOOOOOOOO. He was okay with it though when I explained everything to him. I never got around to asking him if he was into traps/futa but he must have been. he gave great head btw

my balls are a bit big compared to the rest the package, which is funny because of how ultimately superfluous they are since I'm incapable of siring kids.

This seems like the right thread to ask.
From age 4 to around 13 I for some reason became unable to straighten my legs. To extend any further than 100° was painfully impossible during a flare-up, which was ~70% of my life at the time. We went to specialists, for X-rays, CT scans, ultrasound therapy, fluid tests, bloodwork, everything short of fucking amputation and no diagnosis was ever found.
Im 22 now and it has only gotten slightly better. I have no troubles extending and I have good motion, but the pain never stopped so I still fall down once or twice a day, and there's a permanent scraping and popping feeling when I move.

Still no diagnosis. What the fuck is the matter if it's not my bones or any soft tissue?

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>thread full of literal human defects
>discussion has a higher IQ than most threads
This fucking board

They ever do any Ig assays?

you are a fascinating aberration but it's hard not to call BS here

>tfw broke most of the bones in my body but hands are still okay so can still play vidya
>still functional enough to work any where that only requires my hands so have an income
>brain damage is starting to kick in and I'm developing what seems to be alzheimers, can barely remember anything I do every day any more, frequently struggle to remember people's names that I talk to daily, frequently forget what I was about to do or get lost in what I'm currently doing
>blowing money every day buying shit i already bought but forgot about because i forgot that i had a note in my pocket saying i already bought it
it was nice knowing you all, bros

>scraping and popping feeling when I move
Holy shit, I had the same exact thing. Is it in the area behind the kneecap?

i had throat cancer and it hurts to talk now so i mute my mic

Are you a grower or a shower?

Imagine being a deformed freak. None of you are planning on breeding right?

Was gonna say patella bone (kneecao) but it should have been visible under X-ray so its probably ligament-related or positioning of the tibia being off

I have had black discoloration on my thighs for at least 10 years now and I have no idea what it is or where it came from. Sometimes they itch and when I scratch them they leave small blisters.

Atleast they talk normal. Have you seen the rest of this board? they can't complete a sentence without going ONONONONON or some buzzword.

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Fuck off normalfag. I'll illegally donate my sperm to an unaware bank and spread my autistic spawn to unaware roasties all across the country.

I'm still here. I've never done an illegal drug in my life. I've also never been in an accident, hit my head, or even broken a bone. Like I said, I'm pretty dang healthy.

I guess I've never tasted the fluid, but I can't even bring myself to attempt. Too gross to consider.

If it helps: If a get a tissue or paper towel wet, and let it dry (say, in the trash) then it's generally completely dry. It's like if you get water on it and let it dry. It doesn't get crispy like if you sneeze into a tissue or have a cold. (When I get a cold, it's pure hell btw. I get a clogged sinus on one side AND it drips).

When you mention genetic, my father does have a similar issue, but his DID start with trauma (he had a bloody nose that wouldn't stop for a whole day, so he went to a doctor to get it cauterized, and the doc accidentally broke most of the cartilage in his nose) For me it just started in my 20s or so? Maybe a little sooner.

Get a portable urinal, you stick your dick in and piss

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speaking as someone with a worse case of spoon chest than the worst pictures I've seen posted on here, people don't care once you have them in bed. looking like a cool alien is a plus imo, if you're not radiating insecurity you can get away with any number of weird body issues

kneecap*

I'm used to it, most people online don't believe me when I mention it.
I'd have to say a shower, the size difference between soft and hard isn't that much.
Good thing I can't.

Were you sick recently before you noticed it and have you had any gi problems since?

would wife regardless, that shit's a dream
would not drink blanks

It seems to get a little bit worse every time I get sick, yes.

No GI problems. (My wife says I pass gas too much, but who's doesn't)

If you are a shower guess you can get away with wearing some girl cloths

Not that I know of. What would the assay test for?

Yes, it's around there.

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Got a rare heart condition so playing games that get the adrenaline pumping and blood pressure up usually can make my symptoms worse, even singleplayer shit too so it's frustrating sometimes.

See a doctor, my guess is that somethings fucking up your nasal cavity/sinuses specifically, probably either a hyperreactive immune response and/or an infection you aren't clearing. Either way if it's been getting worse it probably won't resolve without intervention. t. Medfag in training procrastinating on studying for a pathology exam

Nothing's been diagnosed except for anxiety but I get so needlessly nervous doing most things that I feel like my heart is going to stop. Also get regular panic attacks that render my entire left side of my body numb (like a heart attack) I avoid horror games, even if the jumpscare is obvious something in my head cannot handle it. It's annoying because as a genre, horror games and creepy things used to be a favorite of mine. I'm not scared but it's like there's someone inside my body who IS scared. I hate it.

>bad eyesight
I need to repair this ASAP. Other than that, it's fine I guess.

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recently broke my wrist quite badly snowboarding, never realised until now how an injury can fuck up your life even if mine is only temporary i feel for you anons that have permanent disabilities

>have dyslexia that only happens under stress
>mfw math exams

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My spine is a stack of broken glass and I've got some arthritis in my hands from years of hard physical labor. I can still play SP games fine, but I don't really play MP games anymore unless they're co-op. It's almost impossible to get comfortable in a sitting position so I play either fully reclined or standing up. Other than that I'm in pretty good shape, but whenever I see some old dude with a cane or in a scooter at a store I know that's eventually going to be me and I get chills from the dread.

I have gamer hand like pic related. I can only really play DDR

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Psy-fag here. You're right, that's typical symptomatic of panic attacks. You're almost a textbook case. One of the classic symptoms is that feeling of detachment.

Try finding a psychologist to talk to. There are certain anti-anxiety drugs that might help, but you might find benefit from CBT (cognitive behavior therapy, not cock and ball torture). You can train your brain to fight your sympathetic nervous system and turn off the panic attack.

This is a quick fix these days. They remove your genetically inferior lens from your genetically inferior eye and replace it with a man made lens. You'll be fully recovered in a day or two.

Tourettes. I've calmed it over the years from outbursts, to hums, to a slight head tilt, and now I just imagine the words constantly on loop, so thinking can be difficult sometimes. The physical tic was pulling my eyeball far to the left to where even now I can move my eyes into my skull slightly due to the stretching I put on the ligament when I was younger That moved from my face to my hands, (I pulled some mental gymnastics to do this, I forgot how though, and don't try to think to hard on it desu) now my fingers move in circles alot. This dosn't mess up my games as much as you'd think, but I do look retarded playing. i'm actually fairly happy surprising enough.

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Some pathogens have molecules on them that are very similar to ones that are present in the body normally. If you are unlucky, your immune system will make antibodies that will also bind to your normal proteins which can either accumulate in certain areas of the body (possibly your knees) or lead to direct destruction of tissues. Ig assays can tell whether or not your blood has antibodies that will bind to stuff that they shouldn't be binding to, though usually the damage would show up on imaging if that was the case, especially if it's permanently limiting your mobility.

>really bad tinnitus, so anything with subtle audio cues is usually lost on me without headphones
>severely lacerated one of my wrists after taking a nasty spill onto a pile of broken beer bottles and nearly bled out; the sound of certain types of rainfall and trickling liquids still fucks me up with panic attacks sometimes
>the resulting nerve damage from the wrist injury also fucked me out of the sensation in two of my fingertips
It sucks that the scarring attracts dirty looks sometimes, but it certainly beats being dead from exsanguination.

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A lot of meds have been too strong for me or haven't worked so I'm taking an generic anti psychotic at a low dose and it helps. I'm too poor for fancy therapy though. I used to be unable to leave the house and had to almost quit my job before I started taking it

Healthy as fuck ;_;

Bit of carpal tunnel, so I've been playing GBA Roms on my hacked 3ds.

When I die in Fire Emblem, I'll switch to Shin Megami Tensei 4. There's something fun about being a chaotic Packrat. I'd like to watch an LP or play through the first two games at some point.

I've went to a psych rehab center. And there's a video gaming optional class. Played Sekiro through another person's PS4 and it was fun.

quite literally what i did at 15
(yes i tried all the steroid cream and stuff before the cut)
and desu its not really affected me in any hugely detrimental way
but yes the loss of sensitivity thing is true

Get a bracelet with magnets in it. Fixes that shit right up. (it might all be mental but fuck me it worked)

I made the mistake of watching a recording of the procedure. My balls quite literally shrunk into my body from watching.

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You can look for a psychologist who offers pro-bono work.

A not-as-good but free solution would be to study meditation. It can actually work for certain people, being able to enter that zen state can stop the feedback loop that causes the attack.

Just remember user, what you are experiencing is an actual medical condition, thousands and thousands of people have the same symptoms. A lot of people in your shoes wonder if it's all in their head, and so they don't bother to get it treated, but it isn't.

I've lost feeling in my right hand years ago. (From my fingers up to my wrist) Was moving a fridge upstairs and the strap broke. Ended up crushing my hand really bad. Hand turned a nice purple and swelled up like crazy. Hand stayed like that for week and it "burned" in the inside so bad the entire time. After it finally stopped swelling and it turned back into my normal color,I couldn't feel anything in it. Now I have to constantly keep an eye on my right hand whenever I do anything to make sure I don't get cut,break something,or get burned. It makes playing vidya interesting.

autoimmune disease, caused by vaccines. its why so many people have inflammation these days like ibs, psoriasis, arthritis, etc, sometimes the immune system attacks nervous system too, which can cause all sorts of problems

so when you beat off it feel like you are getting a handjob from someone else? nice

I have cystic acne all over my face. Does that count as a disability?

I slowly weep rectal fluid which pools in my underwear if I sit down for 30+ minute periods of time. Its not necessarily shit but if I've got one in the tube then the fluid will have shit in it.

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as someone who had the worst acne out of my high school of 900 by a country mile, yes

>might all be mental
It is.
Not unless you're a eurofag where they put too many adjuvants into fucking everything.

Alright. There's a gift shop a block from the center. Perhaps they have magnet bracelets. Good idea user.

Thanks for being nice. My parents never understood it and I had to work at 15 to afford the treatment but I'm glad I got it anyway. I do meditate before bed so I don't wake up panicking.
The craziest thing is I do know it's all in my head (i.e. mental) but the symptoms are so physical it's scared coworkers into almost calling 911 once because my whole face went slack, shit is crazy.

what kind of debt?

I have a non-verbal learning disability. My spatial skills are extremely bad, along with step by step problem solving. I’m also bi-polar. I had a malformed artery in my brain and it pressed on a cranial nerve since I was a fetus, but eventually it apparently burst because it disappeared from MRIs. Somehow I didn’t die. Only side effect (that I know of) are hemi-facial spasms.
My aim is very inconsistent, going from uncanny to dogshit. So I play healers in OW. I’m pretty good at BF4/BF3/BFBC2 for whatever reason.

so you have a sweaty ass?

just use eczema cream or moisturize after washing lol

exogenous cannabinoids can also send the immune system into overdrive causing autoimmune disease

It comes from inside my assel

My left hand pinky and ring finger get numb if I play on my PS4 controller for a while. I absolutely hate it.

Already 22 and getting old for gaming. Kill me.

Not really something that affects how I play video games, but I've suspected for a little over a year now that I have some kind of personality disorder

Who would I go to see about that and how much would it cost me? Anyone know?

Honestly I'm not really interested in treatment, but it bothers me to think there's something wrong with me, and not know for sure.

basedboy

I'd say see a psychiatrist but depending on what PD you have you have the chance of being hospitalized instead of diagnosed. Diagnosing a PD is difficult.

There a source for that? I've seen pretty reliable studies for a link to gynecomastia but not AI diseases.

i died lol

>had schizo for decades but didn't give a shit since its contained
>whenever a girl ever shows ANY form of affection to me, she's on my thoughts for fucking months even if its just one time
>never want a relationship because of said condition
It's hell. Even distracts me from gaming

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Nah. I don't feel anything at all. I have to use Lefty if I wanna beat my meat. Whenever I do anything with Righty,I have to supersive it like a retarded child. I've broken and dropped many things because I'll grab whatever too hard or not hard enough.

early onset arthritis, can't really hang in FPS games like I used to

It's not like I'm a danger or anything
Maybe it'd be more accurate to call it a social/emotional disorder but I dunno

>whenever a girl ever shows ANY form of affection to me, she's on my thoughts for fucking months even if its just one time
I got this too. I thought it was just a weirdo thing. Am I actually a schizoid?

All of you don’t understand what is the pain of being.......

Mexicano

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What happens if you grab a titty too hard?

I think you're just lonely and probably inexperienced desu.

I'm married and usually the only one fucking my wife

You're right, there's something actually wrong with you.

>usually

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Google "Ulnar Nerve Compression"

You'll want to get that fixed since you're young. The muscle weakness can result in your arm getting malformed if you let it go on for too many years.

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Then see a psychiatrist and let them know your intentions

>This whole thread
Damn niggas... I'm so lucky to be healthy, but I also got other problems like severe financial trouble. I guess we all come to this earth only to suffer, after all.

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How do I fix it.

Damn, literally girl with a dick, not a man with tits
The adage isn't watertight I guess
Maybe people won't have to settle for trannies in the future

I boycott Overwatch on basic principle for the executive producer lobbying Sony to disable keyboard and mouse support for the PS4.

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I had tinnitus for all of 4 days, I genuinly can't think about living with that hell for the rest of my life. take the hand that is the same side as your tinnitus ear, put your middle finger on the bone directly behind your ear, now place your pointer finger ontop of your middle finger, if you've ever snapped your fingers before it's gonna be like that, snap your finger against the bone repeatedly for a full minute. It's not permanent but it'll give you relief for a little bit.

Rest, splinting, some type of anti-inflammatory or surgery in order of increasing severity.

You probably have an anal fistula. I have one except it comes from my hemmies. Henmeroids are gone but I have this small tiny hole that bleeds and leaks pus after I poop or if I don't pop it and drain it for a few days.

I need surgery to fix it but holy fuck I hate surgery.

I use Lefty for anything sensual/sexual. Except for that one time I fingerblasted the hell out of somebody I was seeing at the time while she was blowing me off.

other times she's fucking herself

No you don't, I'm 5'10 and got down to 115 lbs because of an eating disorder which I assume was tied to my agoraphobia as well. Worst thing was barely anyone said shit until I was like 20, then people started getting concerned. Much better today but when you're that skinny every day feels like you could fall over dead because of awful you constantly feel.

Psy-fag again.

If you think you have a personality disorder, you almost certainly do not. Rarely do people who have them have enough insight to realize it.

You more likely have a sub-clinical personality type. Look up the Personality Self-Portrait test (you can take it online for a fee)

ptypes.com/main-interests-styles.html

Basically, the theory is that each of the personality disorders has a sub-clinical version. You're still a normal person, but you might cluster around certain traits. You don't go to the extreme of having an actual disorder though.

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>dyspepsia
Not gunna lie, thought this was gunna end up being a pepsi joke

i feel you, except i got aspergers

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weirdly enough, im left handed in everything except for using a computer mouse, do left handed mice even exist?

Surprised so many here have psych or mental disorders compared to physical ones.

My left eye has very poor vision compared to the right one, should I be worried? I don't want to go blind.

Attention deficit/obsessive compulsive. Start a thousand games and never finish them.

Then I got into fighting games and my obsessions took over and I'm below average at those so I can't move on until I'm competent, but that will never happen, so I'm just stuck forever.
I've made a pretty good, autistic, list/system to help me manage my backlog/what I'm playing and grinding. So I'm hoping I can stick to that and make some progress ;__;

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Just wondering, why do you shrinks put your shit behind paywalls online when everyone else has free tutorials on non-invasive, diy diagnostic tests?

I got diagnosed with Rheumatoid Arthitis a few months ago and now I'm too weak to do anything, my gym subscription ended up becoming a FFXIV one.

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Our tests are based on thousands and thousands of sample tests used to create a picture of the population at large. They are rigorously researched and every single question is carefully designed by a team of experts over multiple drafts to get the wording exactly correct. They have a high degree of scientific validity. All of that testing and research costs money.

The free crap you find online some guy with an undergrad degree (or less) wrote up based on what he thinks he knows.

Depression.

you should do porn, with a deformity like that you'd make a lot of money being an irl futa?

yeah I'm pretty glad I'm not a beaner

...are you by chance missing the cartilage in your leg that is supposed to be keeping your bone from directly scraping against itself? You ever try forcing through the pain? If I over do it working out my arm gets locked at a 90 degree angle for at least a week, so I'll just splint it a few days later to get back some mobility.

>tfw gynecomastia with huge nipples
>tfw below average dick with phimosis
>tfw fucked up teeth
>tfw fat
>tfw can't grow a decent beard
>tfw 5'7 manlet
>tfw third worlder
>tfw poor
>tfw became volcel to cope
None of them are legit "disabilities" but I got virtually the worst hand at life and wanted to blogpost about it. Hopefully that'll make you feel better about yourselves, be glad you're not me.
I think about suicide every day.

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why does the idea of you attract me a lot more than a lot of women ive met

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I could beat any of you faggot cripples in a fight

adhd, aspergers, insomnia, incredible anxiety when im off my meds, im just an average Yea Forums user

Im gay so i cant play as female characters or i get sick looking at a female ass

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doesn't make you any better than us, you're on Yea Forums after all

Shoutout to everyone ITT and the medicalfags helping out. Most helpful thread in a while

Good night, Yea Forums

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haha you're gaaayyyyyy
YOURE GAAYYYYYYYYY

Does deabilitating procrastination and laziness count as a disability?

Sorry, let me make a more clear comparison. I can look up just about any clinically valid diagnostic sign and how to test for it completely free of charge, the majority of which have been developed by various physicians throughout the last several centuries. The only potentially limiting factors are the lack of experience in performing those tests, physical necessity for another person to perform or observe them or insufficient medical literacy to understand how the test is supposed to be properly performed or interpreted. It seems odd to me that something that isn't diagnostic would require a payment despite not having those three limitations.

>have nearly constant hallucinations
>voices and shit constantly just outside of my vision
>every night i do dream it's always about something simply holding me, hanging out with me or holding a conversation
>it started happening while i was awake years ago
>have too get up in smoke to even get a restful nights sleep
>tfw it is kind of nice too actually have someone around even if it's a figment of my own mind

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Does being Jewish count as a disability?

Deaf in one ear and severe hearing in another. I never play any online games and ones that don't have subtitles or require players to hear for gameplay. I only really play RPGs and some indie games.

Is it really that bad? I think my dad was Schizophrenic because he would always talk to me about seeing angels and stuff and how there was some trick where you could read peoples emotions from some sort of aura surrounding them. Scariest shit was one day I was walking to school and the crossing gaurd was always pissed as fuck, I saw some purple shit around him and he was for once the happiest guy on Earth, kinda weird but I can still see some white thing around people (no other color comes up) but I gotta actually put effort into it, otherwise my visions normal.

>>tfw it is kind of nice too actually have someone around even if it's a figment of my own mind
i feel you man, sometimes itxs unbearable and terrifying but othertimes it helps my lonliness

Ever try laser therapy? Some girl that was napalmed years like 40 years ago got her back lasered and reported being able to feel it again with less pain.

I actually have Social anxiety disorder and aren't memeing or exaggerating like most people on this site. Haven't talked to anyone online or offline in like a decade. unless in public but its always painfully awkward. Obviously a KHV at 25. I never get to play coop games or any multiplayer games with friends because i dont have any.

I had a buddy who only played with his left. He was fucking crazy. One of the best awpers I've ever played with, dude streamed too and made music.

Got a discord?

Of course Moshe, don't forget the 6 billion.

Cyclops bro, I feel you. My right eye went blind from a retinal detachment and I get a monthly injection in the left eye to save it from exploding.

I have legit diagnosed carpel tunnel and ulnar nerve entrapment in my right arm from a combination of my job and constantly claw gripping my mouse.
Basically everything but my thumb and index fingers are numb and my hand wants to curl at all times. It's super annoying and would take surgery to fix at this point.

Autism and PTSD. Fun times. I get easily overwhelmed by certain sensations. Like a lot of noise going on around the game. I can hyper focus and be that guy going 30-4 in matches but sure enough if anything goes on outside of the game like a cat's meow will send me into a tail spin. It wouldn't be so upsetting if it didn't bounce so drastically. Some games it's 4-30. You get the picture. A few other quirks but I am still making it through life in general so I don't mind.

My IQ is in the single digits and I play exclusively gacha and wrpgs.

forgot to mention that the thumb and index finger that do have feeling hurt like fuck and can barely bend because of the carpel tunnel

severe anxiety shit and i don't leave my house and blah blah
but i don't feel that bad about it because there are people with actual disabilities that they can't heal

What I'm specifically scared of is Sudden Cardiac Arrest, where your heart just stops with no warning and you pass out within like 5 seconds. A life alert is not gonna help you when it takes you more time to register that your heart just stopped than it does for you to lose consciousness. Not to mention the ambulance is still gonna be 15 minutes away and without CPR you'll be long brain-dead by the time they arrive.

one eye here too, lost it in utero. it kinda sucks having the working eye have shit vision too, I sympathize. doesn't help that i'm also a type 1 diabetic, but i try not to let these slow me down in the games i play

I talk to myself a lot and sperg out when I’m alone

Have you ever had an EKG done?

Yeah, I went to the doctor shortly after the palpitations started and had one done. Nothing abnormal showed up on it, but I also wasn't experiencing the palpitations at that exact moment. I don't know if an issue would've been identified in that case.

That's lumbago, partner. It's a serious condition, you have to understand that there are more underlying causes.

Bro, you ever heard of a thing called achalasia? It's kind of like when a certain part of your esophagus is super tight, making it difficult to swallow certain foods. Even after my surgeries, I still have trouble sometimes. Sucks being a skeltal lanklet, no girl wants that. Stay strong, brother.

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>tfw actual schizo
my suggestion is actually have cannabis, it keeps it away if it's bothering you. also if you're into TEDtalk there's this, idk why im sharing this with you, but i just feel i can at least understand you on a surface level, not really by experience youtube.com/watch?v=xbagFzcyNiM

thats not a disability, plenty of people do both of those things

Well it probably rules out atrial fibrillation at least. Other than that there's not much you can really do except avoid shit that increases your risk of an MI. If it helps you relax about it, it's pretty rare for healthy people to suddenly drop dead, especially if you don't have any family history of something similar happening.

not him but isn't cannabis bad for that? i'm afraid to take it because i'm very paranoic and don't want to get worse

Do not take drugs if you have mental problems, ask a professional first. Seriously, don't be a fucking idiot.

depends on the person i guess, had a friend who ate weed brownies because the hallucinations would stop when he did

Stick with something normal and you'll probably be fine, but obviously do it around people you trust and could help you out if shit goes sour.

My sister had a similar issue, they could never get it to manifest in a clinical setting so they gave here a little portable monitor and some probes to keep with her at all times. When the symptoms came up she'd hit a button and start recording, rather than hope they'd still be ongoing when she got to the ER. I forget the formal diagnosis but she had a little extra bit of muscle that connected both ventricles of her heart, so when agitated, stresses or with any intense physical activity her heart would short circuit and start pounding itself to death at 300BPM. Easily repaired by a quick surgery.

I know I've got a similar issue, probably genetic, but it's never been bad enough for me to look into treatment.

i self medicate because i don't want this shit on my record and am blessed enough to be in a legal state, i just want too live a normal life with a normal job, it helps me sleep and tends to help keep my sleep a simple black. i appreciate the input I've been given here user.
depends on the person, if you do start small, don't take a big dose if you've never done it before, a couple of puffs or a single hit and wait a half an hour etc, it helps me, it helps others, but that doesn't mean it helps everyone equally,make sure you are in a familiar place and just breath, remain calm and focus on self, you might find some relief.

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Diagnosed autism since I was like 9 or so. They diagnosed it as assburgers at the time, so I guess it'd be high-functioning. I'm 20 and still can't bring myself to play any public games with my mic unless I use a voice changer.

>Can talk to myself extensively
>No energy despite the fact I do go outside and try to take care of myself
>Treatment Resistant Depression
>Possibly bipolar

I've had it since forever, can't imagine what life would be like without it. Not really an annoyance if it's normal.

>friend has dyslexia
>goes on to become a researcher at Google
>will not talk to me anymore because who's kidding who I'm a sperg
heheh thanks prof. Rosewood.

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im schizoid and i have to work 60 hours a week because i got declined disability even though i have a full diagnosis

Might be worth following this, user. clinicaltrials.gov/ct2/show/NCT03866174

type 1 diabetes could kill my eyes but that's only if I don't take care of it
my legs too but that doesn't affect vidya

Bipolar and Agorophobia for the NEETbux.

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Save your money and quit your job for awhile. Say that your symptoms heavily affect your ability to work.

benheck.com/xb1s_controllers/

If you want something other than the adaptive controller.

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>those little blue firecrackers
hey, be careful with those my doc told me they're addictive.

Besides ADHD preventing me from finishing a lot of games, i'm usually in some sort of pain, i still don't know why.

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Well you're in much, much less pain than phos

I know.

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I was addicted to Xanax, Valium and Adderall for 5 years. Not junkie status but I would take them to feel good or get college papers done.

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On the bright side, you can write a book about your fantasy universe and maybe get rich?

yeah that can't be good. I'm coming off the blue stuff right now at the end of my prescription. My last doc was good but she never talked with me so I left her to find another. I don't think my insurance will be fast about it so I'm thinking I'll just try to come off myself. I used to take them and meditate to understand what process they embody in my waking subconscious. Don't know if I'll ever master that level of calm by myself...

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I'm cross dominant. Right handed, left eyed.

This'll only be a big problem when I get into VR.

i have like $4000 saved but im waiting until i have around $20k

Holy fuck same. never thought it really effected my vidya though. I also have 2d vision whatever microstrabismus

I was under the impression that that was just a meme and that a bunch of left handed people with poor fine motor control as children just get taught to be right handed socially.

I have dyspraxia, I'm deaf in one ear and I have depression. I feel as if I have some sort of psychosis or light schizophrenia because I often hear voices that aren't my own telling me to harm myself or trying to stop me doing things that would be good, like playing games or eating food. I went to the doctors about it and they just put me on anti depressants that made it worse and said it was because of self confidence issues. Really those issues don't really hinder me playing games all too much, the dyspraxia makes me shit at fighting games even though they're some of my favourites to play.
The big issue from stopping me from playing more games is my grandfather who I look after with my mother. He's got lewy body dementia and parkinsons, so he's almost under 24 hour care from us. Because of that, I really don't like playing games I can't pause, or anything multiplayer, which is a shame because a bunch of my friends all play FFXIV and what little I am able to play of it is really fun, but I have to be downstairs away from my computer most of the time on my days off, and what time I do get on my PC I'm always just playing something single player in case I get called and need to help him.

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You can probably play a lot of classic survival horror games like Resident Evil and Silent Hill on keyboard. I think Silent Hill game has this controls by default and I only used the other hand to open inventory and map (which you can easily rebind or just move your hand.)

I have MS, so I'm not disabled at the moment, but if I don't take very good care of myself I will end up that way.
It's pretty scary to think about - scary enough that it's forced me into action.

Anyone else on Yea Forums with Tourettes?

You're doing your best. Caring for elders is very hard but... If you were in his situation you'd hope that your family would do the same for you. That's part of why I'm trying to find a woman who will actually have my kids. It sucks but what better insurance is there in this world besides yourself and your family?

Reading though this thread makes me appreciate that at least my body isn't THAT fucked.
I still really want to die though.

lol same

Only if you're Orthodox.

Hey user, you sound like you've been through a fair bit of trauma/hardship in your life, would that be fair to say?

Hearing voices (especially of the nature you're hearing) isn't always a psychosis thing, it's also a feature of complex trauma based disorders like Complex PTSD and Borderline Personality Disorder.

You should definitely see a psych, normal doctors are very poorly trained to handle this stuff (frankly they shouldn't be able to prescribe psychiatric meds at all, they fuck it up constantly)

Do you have access to guns? If you want we can meet up and kill each other.

Partial deafness so I can still hear sound to a degree but speech is nearly impossible to understand. I used to be normal and had a ton of online friends to play vidya with before I degraded and before long I realized I was being a burden and voluntarily drifted away to save them the trouble.

Now I no longer bother playing any team games and I'm unable to join communities that revolve around voice chat.

You don't "heal" mental health conditions. Most are incurable. You just develop adaptive strategies to deal with the symptoms more healthily, and diminish their intensity.

It's basically exactly what you do with most physical disabilities to improve quality of life.

>You're doing your best.
Thanks user, my gramps is hard to take care of, but he is the reason I haven't killed myself yet. I know my mother is very scared she's going to get all of this too, so no doubt I'm gonna have to keep on kicking around to take care of her too should the worst come to the worst, doesn't sit right with me not being around to help out as much as I can.

After I went to the doctors I got referred to a first response mental health team, met with a theropist, and they're the ones who said it's likely just self conidence issues and nothing too crazy. And I wouldn't say I've have a lot of trauma in my life either, as far as I'm aware I've just had a fairly regular life. If it starts to get worse I'll go see a psych and explore some other options. I do have a feeling it'll get worse once my gramps is nearing his end, he is one of the few things that gives me purpose in life, and without him I know I'm gonna spiral quick.

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For what it's worth therapy is beneficial no matter how "severe" your mental health concerns are. People without any mental health issues should see therapists. Everyone should.

I can't see any good reason that having a dedicated space to reflect and learn to deal with unhealthy thoughts would be a bad thing.

I have ADHD so severe that I can't do anything for more than 5 minute.
I have 50 tabs open that I switch between every few minutes. I dropped out of uni and everyone thinks I'm a retard.

Any other lefty's that can't use a mouse with your left hand?

Are you medicated? In therapy?

This shit can be addressed. Not pretending it's easy, but it's certainly doable.

I don't live in the first world, stimulants of any kind are class A illegal substances in my country.

I'm kinda fucked desu.

I'd rather fucking off myself then get on benefits. I wonder what kind of things have to happen to a person to forego all sense of dignity and self reliance to apply for a fucking handout from the government.
Disgusting.

>thread about gimped people who are missing limbs or eyes playing games
>the lefty is the most disabled

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Does being a thin, skinny underweight count as a disability?

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wtf that's bullshit

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>2d vision
do 2d anime girls look more real to you?

Wagie wagie get in cagey

You're not wrong there. I really should be trying to get therapy, but it's finding the time and motivation to put my leg out and get it. Between working 23~ hours a week and looking after my grandfather a lot of the rest of the time, I don't have much time to myself. And it does feel like there's a part of me that doesn't want me to get better. Trying to work around all that is hard, and I always feel awful leaving gramps to my mother for long periods of time, it's a hard enough job looking after him with two people on hand, let alone just one.

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As opposed to a handout from your boss?

dawg like damn man i cant imagine shitting myself halfway through a cs game man like how do you deal with the fucking smell

I have pretty severe short term memory problems after having my head split open twice when I was a kid.

I pretty much play a swathe of genres, but mostly regarding rpgs, I have to write post-it notes and stick them on the wall behind my monitor so i don't forget plot points.

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>A bunch of partial amputees
>lots of RSI sufferers
>lots of depressed, suicidal anons
>plenty of eye/ear/throat/nose problems
>a few schizos
>some fucking lefties
>a literal dickgirl
Man we really are a special bunch aren't we

can spergs get disability money?

These people surrendered their dignity and self-respect a long time ago. They'll crawl on the floor crying and pissing themselves for a buck. I've seen it happen.

I don't think it's very good for one's mental health.

i have really bad anxiety and depression, bipolar runs in the family very badly and my dad beat the shit out of me as a kid
i have already applied for neet bux, as much as i dislike the idea of being a free loader its hard to feel the need to do anything after that shit

>ADHD + poor working memory + possible aspergers

I don't think it's affected what I play too much, but I usually find that my sessions per game are either very short or very long if I'm playing alone. Been trying to finish Ion Fury for a while now and while I really enjoy it, I can't get through more than 2 or 3 levels at a time without my brain getting bored/tired of it. I also find it hard to remember the layouts of maps that I haven't played through half a dozen times or so. It sucks but I still have fun.

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Blind in one eye but it never affected much because it's always been such.

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Sounds more like an ABILITY, user. Dogs are good for being friends AND defending you from niggers. Literally mans' best friend. Keyword man. Not monkey.

yeah actually they can

Most of those are self-afflicted or made up.

Also being a leftie isn't a disability. You can train that shit away. My mom did it.

user you should look into something called a pace maker.
Its a small box they put next to your heart, it zaps it when it stops beating.
That should relieve some of the stress

i have aspergers too, and when im playing smash bros it's really strange, ultimate is my favourite game atm but i'll either play for like a couple minutes, play for a long time in training mode, and very rarely play online. idk if it's the sperg kicking in, but i just stare at the characters idling in training mode most of the time, and im very particular on how characters costumes and miis are visualized, which is definitely the aspie kicking in.

Just mild Strabismus, which it sucks I wish I wasn't born at all. Reminder anons if you have a little brother with this take care of him.

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I have social anxiety and some mild schizo shit, voices and the rare hallucination.

Scariest one was where i was almost positive that someone had replaced my parents with copies to spy on me, really strange feeling.y

I have cf which means long inhalation sessions. Vidya makes time go by faster and doesn't require too much brain capacity in comparison with e.g. work or reading, so it's a good match while inhaling the funky liquids.
Also it's the best activity to get your thoughts of (physical) intense pain in my experience.

My heart is also fucked, once I got so worked up over an UT match that my ICD nearly shocked me. My heart doctor wasn't too happy about that...

No can do, I'm a leaf. I was thinking about dying in an explosion, but I was also considering of trying to get even but a morcel of coochie. That may restore my motivation.

It's not even that they apply for disability. I mean, if you're blind, or you're missing an arm or a leg, you're entitled to it.
These niggers got self diagnosed depression, anxiety and PTSD, I mean what the fuck? They think they have the right to leech cause they're fucked up?
Bafangool.

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c-can i see it user?

I have a genetic disease that's called Holt Oram syndrome. It basically fucks up your arms and hands with missing bones and non functional joints. Can barely move any finger except for my pinkies.
It never really impaired my gaming experience except for wagglan, because you need a good grip on the controllers, so no VR for me.
Also, the Xbox controllers are so hueg that it hurts to hold them after some time

Anxiety, thats it its nothing really I mean I feel like im gonna get murdered each time I step out of the house and go outside or people are plotting against me but its nothing compared through what some of you guys go through.

Why are you so convinced that no one online has a legitimate mental health diagnosis?

Anxiety and depression diagnoses are stupidly easy to get, your self-diagnosis boogeyman seems weirdly misplaced.

>Anxiety and depression diagnoses are stupidly easy to get
Mental issues are something you're supposed to work through, not get benefits for.
The guy without an arm or a leg? He can't grow a new one.
The people crying about their mental issues can and should grow a pair however.

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They're all pussies. A guy missing an arm or a leg can still do some kind work. We're all temporal being and just sitting on your ass like a useless fuck doesn't help anyone in the long run.

weird people myself included tend to be more open about there problems in an environment where they know there is other weird people, and i'm sure the animosity helps.

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Good job dodging the question.

There's ways to contribute to society that don't involve working for a wage.

>Why are you so convinced that no one online has a legitimate mental health diagnosis?
Even if they're legitimate, it's no excuse for being a leech.

I have lumbago. It's serious.

Now this I fucking have to hear.
Enlighten us faggot.

My favourite game at the moment is Overwatch and for me, I can either waste a whole day playing it or only play 20-30 minutes or so. I do like staring at the character skins too and taking in the details, though I can't say I consciously stop playing to do so.

That said, I am sorta particular on what skins my heroes should be using, but usually it's based on the map (eg. If I'm playing on Rialto, I have to use Mercy's Winged Victory skin) and sometimes I just feel like I've used a skin too much and want to use something else. No idea if that's aspie shit or not though

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Political activism, volunteering, fostering, there's plenty of ways to make beneficial contributions to society that don't involve working for someone.

>Political activism, volunteering, fostering

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Why don't we just gas all the cripples and retards and crazies?
What are they even good for?

you never volunteered? Its a good way to get skills even if it doesnt pay

Politics is the single least useful thing you could possibly be doing with your time.

That's the other end of the spectrum. I'm not a fucking idiot, I don't work for free.

i'm one of the shizo anons and even i've volunteered at the local food bank and homeless shelters. i think user just want's too shit stir.

I'm a diagnosed paranoid schitzophrenic and dealing with sporadic and sometimes frightening visual/audio hallucinations has made it impossible for horror vidya/movies to scare me. Jumpscares specifically hardly cause a reaction anymore since I'm almost always on guard for hallucinations.

>Political activism
Briefly dipped my toe in that world. It was hell. People who get involved in that shit, whatever the cause, are all broken fucking weirdos.

I know

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Getting checked for ADHD soon, I only recently REALLY learned about it and am 99% sure I have it considering my childhood experiences. I don't get almost any stimulation from most things, the only games I can practically enjoy anymore are platform fighters like Melee for their unique elements of being single player pvp games with ridiculously fast paced combat and ridiculously high depth (Especially in the movement). I've tried very hard to find practically anything else I can enjoy including the other smash games, but everything else I've found either has unreliable sustainable stimulation as a result of the nature of RNG (team games, battle royales like Apex, card games, etc.) which infuriates me to be denied the basic level of stimulation I need or its too slow and/or lacks the depth to stimulate me (Other smash games, traditional fighters, etc). I'm not trying to put any of those games down either, I'm not saying they're bad I just literally can't even enjoy them even if I wanted to which I did really badly for Ultimate. The Melee-like's are all either dead or really old though so I don't know how long I'm gonna be able to keep going with them.

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necrotic hip and osteoporosis, also right arm is fucked up from surgery. doesn't limit my vidya options but it makes sitting and/or standing for extended periods extremely painful so I have to take a lot of breaks. all things considered I could probably be a lot worse off. at least I don't have cancer anymore

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I think I developed ADHD as I grew up, when I was a kid I really loved playing RPG games, now they fucking bore me too much and enjoy only Hack´n Slash games immensely

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>Political activism
user, we're talking about making life better, not worse.

Oh god

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youtube.com/watch?v=p32b5nNq1zw

Before this thread dies HOW DO I GET NEETBUX?

ADHD isn't something you develop overtime as much as it is something you're just born with, you're boredom for rpgs might have just been a result of them being novel back then when you first tried them and now you're used to it. Turn based combat I find is the most common genre for people to grow out of considering how repetitive it can be.

Have you played Soul Calibur VI? It's faster than most traditional fighters. You sound like you'd be a Nightmare player.

There are rare malformations where the CSF leaks through the nasal cavity, but in any country with decent health care, this should be found near birth. Is your problem present from childhood?

Cut your pinky off while at work and sue, after that claim neetbux.

I see, thank you very much for clearing it up.

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Stay away from drugs bro, even weed.

I haven't actually, but I didn't like the Gamecube one past just casually playing it with friends once or twice so I assumed I probably wouldn't like it either. For what its worth, the fighting game I've gotten the most stimulation from is Third Strike which was honestly very close to being enough, but it didn't last sadly. Still goat fighting game though.

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You tried Mahvel 2 or 3? They're pretty fast pace and have lots of stuff going on in them

I have a super fucked-up knee, to the point where I'm at risk of a full dislocation lifting anything heavier than fifty pounds. There's worse things to have in life, but I've already had two dislocations this year, and both were excruciatingly painful, so bad I wanted to die. What's worst of all is that it makes exercise almost impossible, I'm 220 pounds and desperately want to get in shape but almost all forms of exercise are impossible for me without being gigantic health risks. I can't run, I can't lift in any fashion where I'm putting any weight on my knees, I've even dislocated my knee just doing fucking sit ups before.

It doesn't get especially in the way of gaming, but I've had to adapt to being a console gamer above PC games, simply because I'm stuck in bed so often it's not worth the struggle of getting in my chair.

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Yeah, I'm a britbong and I've gotten disability benefits since I was of age (My parents got them before I turned a adult)
No idea how would you get the necessary conditions for it since I've been diagnosed a autist/ass-sperg since I was 2 and 1/2 somehow. My childhood was weird. Really weird.

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I spent a decent amount of time on 3, but I like neutral heavy games and a lot of marvel is spent on combos. What I like about the melee games is that combos are often unique and many because of the nature of the games knockback engine. The movement is lovely in Marvel, but after a while going through the motions in combos just has me dying for them to end so we can just get back to the neutral already.

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The what? Just use the controller properly holy shit you should not have this problem.