Why aren't you making your own game, Yea Forums?

Too lazy desu, I already work full time as a software developer.

Because the project I have in mind is kinda big and I'm still thinking about how to sort it out. Not YOU CAN DO ANYTHING big, but not a typical platformer/shootemup/quirky game genre mashup either.

I am, but dealing with performance issues and watching my life crumble in front of me is actually making it really hard to continue.

good man

Because programming is like 20% of making an actual game. You need artist skills, not coding. There are literally drag&drop engines around, shouldn't keep you away from making games.

>PC can't run GODOT
How the fuck are you planning to test out your game then?

I don't even play videogames, why would I create one ?

Look up some SMART goal templates to get a better feel for how you want to structure it.