4am

i haven't slept in 72 hours

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Me too and I have work too

my first 4 am in like 6 months, hello brothers

Classic soon brother.

>started exercising everyday again
>finally playing more video games again

feels good lads

Met with one of my closest friends who I don't get to hang with in person often. His life is way more on track than me, he has a pretty decent entry level job now about to make 50k salary about a year after university.

Meanwhile I'm waiting for a call that I either got or failed to get a job that would put me in the similar situation. If I don't get this job, I'll be a $17 an hour worker

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Can you really waste something that has no purpose?

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I've been awake at this hour for the past 2 months.
University starts monday

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Any y'all niggas playin dat Cawadoody demo on PS4?

I'm more of a 3am man myself.

ok.

4am. Home.

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8pm and I'm having dindins :)

Just woke up, bout to go get a cup of joe from dunkin and say hello to my local pajeets.

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I have realized that even if all my dreams come true, I will still feel empty and unsatisfied.
Live is too short, and nothing in this world matters.
Everything we do and ever have done will be undone by the eventual death of the universe.
I don't even fear death, not because I'm "brave" or "suicidal", but because I feel contempt for existing in the first place.
I was imprisoned for the first 16 years of my life, and am socially retarded, and considered mute by my peers.
I hurt, but I do have one thing I live for. Those that depend on me, and see me as family. I might not value life, but they do. I would never want them to feel the way I do.
I know I'm not alone.
I speak out to you fellow Anons.
Do you to, Hurt?

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Based kiwiposter

>University starts monday
Me too bro, me too. Classic releases on the same day....

yeah, more like 5am

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Stop beating yourself up. So you're not a doctor lawyer ceo president whatever. You're comfy, you've got food, you've got internet, you've got vidya. Learn to appreciate who you are and what you have. Accept it. Embrace it.

>00:58:09
Look, I know timezones are a thing, but can you at LEAST make your post when it's ACTUALLY 4AM where the servers are?

how the fuck do wagies go to bed at 10pm every night

why am I not tired...?

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work probably exhausts them. if you don't get enough physical activity in during the day you literally will not feel tired

where are the servers?

What were you supposed to be doing?
Making an arbitrary amount of money? You don't get to take it with you.

...home

There's nowhere to take anything in the first place after you die because you will cease to exist. Might as well enjoy life then

East coast. OP was 2 minutes early.

how do you focus, Yea Forums?
>inb4 stop posting on Yea Forums
i tried that months ago, i gave up Yea Forums and fapping for a month
i just want to stop being manic all the time

Sounds like selective nihilism. Meaningless hedonism.

CUT ME DOWN OR LET ME RUN

It's 4 o' clock in the morning, why on Earth are you posting chocolate pudding?

i can only focus only if im doing something i enjoy. so only when im playing video games. otherwise my autism leaks out of my pockets when im out and about, or at work.

THIS CITY'S SLEEPING LIKE A SOLDIER TRAPPED INSIDE OF AN IRON LUNG

Nihilism isn't about things being meaningless. People always forget that Niezche spent his life fighting the philosophy he was known for.

There is no god and there is no meaning. Thus, we are the gods, and only we can decide on meaning.

I think meaning is mecha anime and VR games. I'm pretty sure you can do better.

How do I stop going to bed at 6 am

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You get something that keeps you on a daily schedule.

Post videos you watch at 4AM
youtu.be/99hDl0eQMR8

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I can feel the tireness, I even got hit by a Cirno's bullet in PCB first stage

this mod is fun as fuck and I can't put it down

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Just playing some doom.

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youtu.be/JVPtCr384V8

>dad's trying to get me a shitty deadend job mindlessly soldering shit through nepotism right as classic wow launches
Please don't interview me. Please dear god don't interview me.

>Still a fat ass
>Still lonely

Atleast i'm losing weight and going to the gym 5 days a week

You know those chills you get when you witness something truly unsettling? I have those. Fuck you.

I think I am gonna enlist, I don't want to live anymore

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youtu.be/OaVHCwtQOCg

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Do you even 4AM?
youtu.be/20l6yNp-u28

We're not gods dude. Gotta rip that egoist/solipsist bandaid off. No new superman emerged to create new meaning.
At best we just fetishist material: money, technology, and the classic fetish: sex.

All non-transcendent. All ultimately pointless. All fundamentally meaningless. We make for shitty gods.

At least with Christ I have a path toward transcending myself through theosis; not editing my genes or plugging into the Matrix to be eternally trapped in this material nightmare existence as a petty slave-god. The metaphysical is far more interesting the physical.

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stop eating within the 6 hour block before you go to sleep. You're trowing off your internal clock.

I'm not healthy enough to enlist in my country's military, otherwise I would have done it. Money's money and you're going to die eventually anyway, might as well see the world and learn some skills.

were all going to hell man

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na, just fags

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If you do that, you'll have to be waking up right about now at 4 AM instead of still trying to go to bed. Go talk to a recruiter though, see if it's something you might want.

You're still alive
if a nigger can become president
you can do anything.

Roughly 2 am for me.
It’s my “Friday” and I’m going to ampm soon to grab snacks.
Watching tv with the gf.
It feels kinda weird though. She’s got a perfect body type, big tits, the whole shebang, and I’ve had a great time with her so far.
But for some reason since moving in together it’s harder for me to get sexually into it.
>inb4 fag
I don’t know I just feel like I’d rather be cleaning or making music or playing vidya. Maybe we’ve been overdoing it?

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youtube.com/watch?v=f_JygUgiweI
My favourite drinking buddy

>keep messing up sleep schedule after like a day of fixing it, which then takes me like half a week or more to fix
>caffeine doesn't do shit for me to help me in staying up to fix it
>trying to get into new hobbies like tabletop games to try something new and be less of an autistic shut-in but fucked sleep is interfering
>have barely touched vidya recently
>birthday in 10 days
at least there's wow classic soon but i'm worried i might get to autistically hooked to it

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Started studying jap and learning to code recently, feels weird to be doing something productive after all these years of being a neet.

All relationships eventually die down like that. I imagine you've been with her for at least a couple years at this point. You'll know if she's marriage material if you both can stand each other during this section of the relationship. If you ask any married couple, all of them will say the initial burning passion died down but the love remained.

kys cuck wojakposter

you have now left the 'honeymoon' phase of the relationship. this is why you don't try to marry someone who makes you go "UGGGHN OOGA BOOGA BUTT SEX BOOBS SEXY I LIKE THE WAY SHE FUCKS", you marry and cohabitate with someone who shares your morals, values, principles, and vision for the future

Because eventually that honey moon ooga booga dick phase will pass and you will be left , sober, with another person to cohabitate with. And you must be able to cooperate and build a life together with this person.

Or you can do what most normies do which is keep chasing cheap thrills with adultery and cheating. The decision is yours

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>nigger goes to Harvard, teaches law, elected to senate
But keep playing video games. I'm sure it'll work out.

>imblying the recruiter is going to advise him not to join

>believing in hell
Say hi to your mum next time you see her at church

You and me, hoss...

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Edgy.

Everything's gone to shit.

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Yup.
And it's all out fault.

We can fix it if we try hard enough. At least, that's what I hope.

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>browsing /f/
>see some autist complaining about homosexuals in reply to a Gachi flash
What the fuck has happened to this site?

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I don't wanna live like this anymore. I don't wanna live at all.

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Too late. Maybe if it started a decade ago.

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why do i feel like this is a porn game

I used to think this before I got a job

/pol/ larpers ruined it

I wish I was dead

Memes are subconscious programming without purpose

1855, google it, it's not new you're only eating it because you have tox]]]]]] may I have some KILL ME PETE? May I trouble you for a glass of KILL ME PETE? X333 KILL ME PETE

03:24 09/24/2003 - LMAO'ing at ur lifebut he's not here anymore :'cc

posted SEVENTEEN times (if you catch my drift:^J))

you ALREADY know what do to~

5 11 2 16 0 09 2 36 23 893 8 23 - DO NOT COPY - remember! the memes go in the pigs c:::killmepete

I had a job over the summer and would regularly be unable to sleep until 2AM, despite being dead tired at 7PM. Insomnia is a bitch

More like election tourists did, But hey, not like it matters anyway.

>haven't spoken to another person in 4 weeks
>feel nothing

this but with local pakis

live-action role-players?

>24 years old in a blink of an eye

Holy shit man. I autopiloted my life through high school and university while jacking off an playing vidya

Before I know it I'm gonna be 30

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I'm at work browsing Yea Forums

I'm nearly 27. It feels like I got out of highschool just yesterday.
>"haha yeah this year I'll finally get a job"
>repeat every year
Time starts to fly like crazy. I can't tell if some things happened months ago, a year ago or four years ago.

>24 and still don't have a job
God why was I born as such a spineless pussy bitch

After a while time starts to move a lot faster and the years start to blend together. Honestly, everything post 2012 for me is just kind of a blur. Even like 09-12 feels like it happened the other day. t. 30 in about 6 months.

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I've talked about stuff in my life happening a year ago but get corrected by friends or family that it was actually 3 years ago. Shit's fucked

>no friends
>no job
>no gf
At least video games are still fun.

MACHINES CAN KEEP YOU BREATHING BUT WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU FIND THERE'S STILL NO ACT THREE

6 am, time for work

any word on Timesplitters at gamescom?

Nushi nushi! Yibs yibs yibs!

Tips a zombo! Anji~

6:30 AM HERE

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O

Is this talktotransformer?

Its all so tiresome Yea Forumsros

Through christ you ultimately have a lie. I understand the need to plug into something transcendent and spiritual but you can do that without resorting to dogma.

>We make for shitty gods

Speak for yourself. Having not read/lived/experienced enough, you sit wrapped in a comfy blanket telling yourself everything will be okay. Get out now while you still can

>haven't had sex in over a year

just end me

>only a year
those are rookie numbers

get out of my thread you unvirgin freak

have sex

no

I haven't had sex in 20 years.

what are you doing?

>over a year
fucking normalfaggot this is rookie numbers if you aren't sitting on 25+ you need to get out of this thread

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I just finished my master's and am moving back in with my parents to NEET while I job hunt. I wish I didn't live in America so I can get the medical help I need, and I wish this place weren't a desolate wasteland if you're poor. In all totality, being never born would have been ideal. You don't need to be a superhero to become invisible.

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why do humans get these thoughts at 4 am?

>played RS|2 with buddies
>drank an entire bottle of sake while listening to sad vietnam songs
>got whiskey dick and couldnt even enjoy my favorite vanilla doujinshi
>took a shower and listened to piano man
what doth life?

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why would I ever allow it to get to that

>$0/hr 25 year old neet who failed college here.
A least you can get a job.

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because you lost control of your life you double nigger

PATRICIAN 4AM-CORE ONLY
youtube.com/watch?v=90WznJlh3Ew

hahaha yeah i know
who would get these thoughts all the time

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>I just finished my master's
in?

>third world shithole
>parents good people but working whole their life for 200$/month
>when I was a kid I promised myself to achive something get money and take them out of here
>achived nothing, only can play video games, working shit job for 150$/month
>parents are old and sick need expensive medicine we can’t buy with our money
>its all my fault
>I’m sorry
I’m sorry
>I’m sorry
I’m sorry
>I’m sorry

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Fuck off stu its literally my job

(some pseudoscience)

>has a masters degree
>whaa whaaa im so poor and sad!!
pls kys asap.

No.

youtube.com/watch?v=UMWW92UhpZs

BR?

STOP CUTTING DOWN AND BURNING THE FUCKING RAINFOREST SO YOU CAN "GROW" SHIT ON THE SOIL FOR LITERALLY NO MORE THAN 2 CROP CYCLES BEFORE THE SOIL TURNS INTO TRASH. YOU ARE EXTINCTING SPECIES WE HAVEN'T EVEN DISCOVERED YET AND YOU ARE RIPPING OUT THE PLANET'S LAST LUNGS. ALL FOR WHAT? WHY DON'T YOUR PEOPLE LEARN A TRADE AND MAKE SOME REAL MONEY

*spits on floor*

GOD I FUCKING HATE YOU PEOPLE

>tfw downloaded tinder
I fucked up didn't I?

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favela monkeys cant read

en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kyrgyzstan

> It is bordered by Kazakhstan to the north, Uzbekistan to the west and southwest, Tajikistan to the southwest
havent even heard of those counties let alone 'krygestan' lmao.

>He hasnt heard of Kazakhstan from "Borat"
Underage pls leave

where are you from?

not particularly
remember that it's a numbers game for a man: just swipe and see what happens, nobody gives a shit
I got super liked the other week after 4 years and we havent talked after the first day

I have a headache and im mad

romania

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Back in the Summer during high school I used to stay up and relish these 4am threads. These days I get up at 4am to get ready for my wagecuckery. I want to go back.

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shut the fuck up you worthless hippie

i was NEET for somewhere near 7 years until i lucked my way into a decent job, in some ways things are better now and in some ways everything's just about the same. life's easier but the fundamentals haven't changed, all i can think about is deliberately becoming homeless in a foreign country.

same. I finally landed a decent job taking care of animals and all I do everyday is fantasize about finally saving enough money to move to a cabin in the woods

>t. upper middle class cry babby

You gonna post this shit in every thread, every day now ? Faggot

realistically, how much money should you have saved before you decide to go full neet? Per month I save about $1500 in my 401k, $500 in my IRA, and $2000 in my individual investments and $1000 in cash. Sick of working and getting up at 5am every morning.

W-we're gonna make it right bros?

>saving enough money to move to a cabin in the woods
how much money is that? i figure unless you saved up some inordinate sum you couldn't sustain that lifestyle for long enough, as you will be unlikely to be adding to your wealth at all while your expenses will always eat away at what you've got until you've got nothing.

Get a less intense job. I can guarantee you that NEETdom will drive you fucking crazy because you're not doing anything productive or useful and you're basically wasting away.
To make that much money you have to be in a pretty stressful gig.

>tfw neet
>tfw time is going TOO fast
Bros... time is going so fucking fast wtf

youtube.com/watch?v=dsKFWzhghHg

Allways gives me a good fucking laugh

Same. And now my mom has cancer and can't work anymore. I literally have no excuse not to find a job and I'm still too scared.

enjoy the job hunt

>tfw 21 and still don’t care about relationships
I just can’t bring myself to bother with the dating scene, it all just seems like a big fuckaround to me.

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I had 2 likes after using it for a week and I lost the first like and tinder is being a jew about the other one and they're probably trying to bait me to get gold.

Get a fucking job

In what country is higher education barred to the upper class because that sounds like a dystopian nightmare?

...

>NEET
>started selling my plasma
>100 bucks a week just to read e-books for 4 hours
I admit I was getting pretty tired of being a poorfag but now I have more than enough pocket money to spend on vidya/food/whatever every week. Life is good friends.

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Thabk you

its called reality user. FYI the reason why college is such a nightmare grind with barely any guarantee at a stable job is simply because the sheer volume of students entering. Bernie Sanders faggots are literal retards. They think college debt is what's keeping them poor, you open the flood gates with "free school" and Wallah!: You're going to need more classes and internships even AFTER your masters degree.

I live in a state with wonderful real estate rates. I could put 10 or 20k down on a cottage on a lake and the payments on it would be negligent.

I can't stop drinking alcohol

I *save* about $1000 a month. in a few more years i think ill be alright

cringe failed normalfag
based orignalfren

>finish uni at 28 after 10 years of studying on and off due to being a general poorfag and not having enough money to pay for it after both parents got fired at the same time
>get a nice career job with a great pay in a textile plant but schedule is in 12 hours turns from M t S
>still in debt with bank for other 2 years

Oh well. At least I finally got myself a Switch, DQ11 is goddamn great.

Being from Peru fucking sucks.

Youre not wrong to think that bro. I recently had a fight with a girl I was dating about how horrible I was to tell her to shut up, but calling me an "asshole piece of shit" should be expected when normal people fight. That is the logic of a girl with a medical degree that is 27 who takes care of sick people.

hehesilly?

I'm not living
I'm just killing time

wew that's rare

You are only alive because you aren't dead

>cant die because bannerlord isnt out yet
>cant die before mother because she would become depressed
>cant die before brother because he would feel he wasnt able to "save" me
but am I really living?

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I'm 32. It's not that big a deal. Getting a decent job gives your more freedom though. Like, I have my own home and stuff. Which means I could play Fallout or DnD whenever I want without having to give a shit what others think. I could just randomly go to a gay bar and cruise for cock, whatever it doesn't fucking matter.

kys

How do you fucking fail college you retard? Too stupid to buckle down and even get an associates?

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What vidya is this?

Haha this hal turner guy is a dick

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>be an asshole piece of shit
>get told so
>cry about it

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well at the very least you can admit you miss out on all the luxury and amazing things you can do while being alive.

So, reddit.