How rampant do you think performance boosting drugs are in competitive video games?
How rampant do you think performance boosting drugs are in competitive video games?
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Oh god I miss Adderall
A lot.
Because shit like Adderall can only be in your system for about 24 hours after taking it. So it's hard to find out who's on it unless you see their eyes big as fuck and wired.
I like acid and CSGO comp matches. Anything that takes more brain cells than that and it's too hard. I really like GTA 4 when I'm drunk
Even the Caffeine from one coffee increases my CSGO performance notably.
Where's the line between "a good breakfast" and "performance enhancing drugs"?
I acclimate so quickly to Adderall that by the next day I barely even feel different and it's completely negligible by the end of the week. How the fuck do people use this to boost performance?
DUDE
I love masturbating on adderall. I can spend entire days just edging nonstop.
Extremely common in PC games.
For some reason it's not very common in fighting games, maybe because the tournament structure usually means you're doing short bursts of gameplay across many hours.
It should definitely be looked into for structured stuff like Overwatch League mostly because of how young the players are and the kind of schedules they have to keep.
don't know and I don't care.
>do you think
Why is this a matter of opinion? Seagull from OWL said he knew about a dozen people that did it in the league.
I cannot take adderall like that anymore. Holy fuck that shit got me so horny. Maybe the most horny I've ever been in my life.
All drugs make people horny
i lived in a teamhouse with 2 koreans playing competitive overwatch and both of them used addy in every single contenders game.
it wasnt even anything special for them, most koreans in the league do it. makes me wonder how widespread it is in games like starcraft
Not all, opioids kill boners
Honestly I don't see a big deal with it. If someone needs to rely on what's essentially legal crystal meth to stay competitively viable, its more of a testament to their actual skill level.
And what if a player is actually diagnosed with ADHD and requires a prescription for Adderall? Do we just outright ban that player for having an unfair advantage?
Opiods make you horny but unable to cum. Unless you take special care to not try masterbating it's a worthless drug
>performance boosting drugs
>video games
Excuse me, all drugs worth doing make you horny
I don't get why performance enhancing drugs are even banned. Everyone has the same access to adderall as anyone else. The japs used to give their kamikaze pilots meth. Why is it okay to use them in war but not in peace? Really makes you think
Shit like weed is way more common in fighting games (until recently I guess) because it was a bunch of losers hanging out in a garage full of TVs. Now that it's becoming more esports faggotry instead of grunge I'm sure there'll be some of it, but it seems overkill since events often last all day or even multiple days. Twitch reflex only makes or breaks shooters to any significant degree anyways. Anything else means you're probably better off grinding training rather than relying on drugs to get you 3ms faster response time.
Don't masturbate while high on weed, it makes masturbating without it boring and unrewarding. I can no longer get off unless I'm high.
I feel a going up to a 240hz monitor would give you better results than adderall. But mix them both and you go pro
>performance boosting drugs
This category would also include caffeine and energy drinks for videogames, probably almost everyone.
Just be high all the time yeeyee
Caffeine is the most commonly addicted substance, it will kill more people than heroin in our lifetimes
very rampant because no oversight agency takes "competitive video games" seriously enough to even bother.
not necessarily, I've had sex with madotsuki for 4 hours once while on opiods. It was a sublime experience.
i've always wanted to try adderall. usually if i want that energy type high i just take painkillers
There are only a few players that actually have tapped out on training in fighting games, though. Most of the time players conflate playing to training instead of grinding out reactions to specific moves over and over and over before putting them into practice and repeating. Then you still need to watch videos of not only your own gameplay to dissect, but bracket threats. Pretty much nobody but a few autistic Asians do this.
is it safe?
I can't help but wonder if in the future we'll look at people putting caffeine in soft drinks the same way we now look at Coca-Cola having put cocaine in their drinks.
Gotta disagree with you and agree with Bruce Lee. Spam Heavy Kick all day
blackpill me on L-Theanine
lolwut, heroin is huge problem right now all across the states.
I sure hope so and I hope in this future LSD is sold as the cure to alcoholism it is. Fun fact beer companies got it banned
top-tier players would be fools to not use these drugs. they basically increase your fucking IQ
Honestly more than you might expect
Shit I smoke weed and genuinely do better in OG tetris/99 than compared to when I’m sober
Anyone else shoot up heroin directly into their penis before every gaming session?
Adderall is an amphetamine and is highly addictive. It is essentially meth.
If your heart is sensitive it can kill you. And also depending on how much you take. You don't even need to take a lot really. Probably just double the amount your doctor prescribes to get a nice rush and high. If your an experience druggie you can take much more. But it's definitely not a safe drug to abuse if you're thinking of pooping a ton of pills.
This, I used to take the 40 mg for most of my childhood and now, as a grown adult, I yearn to return and suckle on the teat of that delicious, mind-focusing substance.
Look how many people die from heart disease and diabetes though. It's almost double Herion yet one is legal and ones not
That and it’s synthetic sister. I would know I used to live in FL
If even overwatch plebs are taking it, you know damn well the rest of esports is on it.
If you're not a pussy. Also if you've taken some lighter stuff in the past you probably wont get addicted unless you do it regularly
Meth and heroin is the reason why Amerimutt white trash exists. There's more white niggers than black people.
>caffeine is solely responsible for bedus and heart problems
1/3 of America was addicted to morphine in like 1875. People of all races and creeds love drugs.
adderall is smalltime , smoke some meth
What will make you fatter faster? Cheese burgers from Macdonalds or Mtn Dew from PepsiCo?
Overwatch league is has been revamping player standards since it started. I think it's very likely they'll demand regular drug testing once they implement the new standards for providing housing and medical services.
This. I live in Denver and fucking most of the dispensary’s are filled with 40 somethings who are more nervous about buying it than the tourists
This, green tea also works
Abuse of either. Dipshit
Consume enough of anything and it’s bad for you eventually
By that retarded logic honey should be banned
it's not even about skill level, it's about overriding your body's need for sleep, food and outside stimulus
dexamphetamine is a panacea
There are like, 5 or 10 different kicks at best
No my logic dictates that all drugs should be either be legal or illegal because if the government actually cared about me they wouldn't let me get drunk. If someone eats too much or ODs that's their own choice and their own decision. If all drugs were legal the only person who would take a hit are pill farmers. And maybe some Mexican cartels. Crime would fall overnight, the population would be easier to control since their so high. The government isn't my mommy so it doesn't have to pretend it is.
drugs are bad mmkay
Mmmmmkay?
>smoke
nah just eat it so you don't literally lose your mind dissecting the microwave
>putting an addictive substance in a soft drink to sell more units is acceptable
lmao
Suboxone gets me horny as hell, and it makes me more sensitive. Only one I've had that I wasn't able to get turned on from was Opana
Is she on Adderall
>Eight hours of sleep.
Fuck no she's not. If she was she'd be making do with four.
>been taking adderall since I was 6 years old
>get into college
>everyone is using adderall to get high
My mind is foggy without it, and I get no high from it.
i have a prescription that ill take sometimes when im bored or want to grind a game really hard. But i mainly use it for work/studying
Depends on the game. Adderall is mainly an issue in NA esports.
It's nothing like meth, methamphetamines and amphetamines are not the same. Meth makes your brain swell up and press against the inside of you skull.
Rampant. Adderall is already very prevalent in college, and esport anti-doping more of a joke than anti-doping in general
Basically everyone in every e-sport with a decent prize pool is doing it non-stop. Why not? It's over prescribed as hell which makes it easy to get, plus the competitions don't really have drug testing beyond a rule that says "Don't take drugs please". A lot of ex-pros have confessed to entire teams being on adderall for the length of entire tournaments. You can see it pretty clearly in team games since the players will make weird call outs. It's basically impossible to see in 1v1 games though. A pro playing legit already looks like they're on some kind of amphetamine to the average person.
It probably wont change unless they actually start screening urine on the day of the competition. But even then you could just stay clean, then pop a pill right before the game starts. It's not like steroids or blood doping where you need to be doing it long term. So even if they start testing people, it's just a matter of waiting until after the testing phase. And testing each competitor on each day is too expensive and time consuming to be viable.
Based and Low Strong-pilled
There is more coffee consumed in finland than in the entirety of the US, and they're not dropping like flies.
doesn't matter the field but if you're very good at something you're either autistic or on drugs or actualy 0.0001% of talented people (I met only one talented person in my life and it was infuriating because no matter what he did or played he was better at it than me after one or two tries)
it's literally meth but baby dose
The thing is, the higher in the percentile you are, the more small advantages matter. That's why athletes are paid so much and why something like a #1 pick in an NBA draft is such a big deal. Plus it's not like talented people don't also benefit from drugs.
i take it every day from my prescription and now youre telling me if i entered a video game championship, i wouldnt be able to play
i know autism is common in the gaming community for obvious reasons, but....
No it isn't, adderall is made up of amphetamine and dextroamphetamine, not methamphetamine.
Focalin>>>adderall any day
Its waaay better. Also dipshits like Punk who abuse it constantly get a higher tolerance and burn out. Real pros do locals,small tourneys sober, and only pop em during real tournaments like EVO or CEO
Its strongest use is to fight fatigue. It wont make you better suddenly that's a misconception, but it will allow you to marathon practice all day n night.
Where can I get adderall or something like it without going to a doctor?
the internet.
I'll tell you if you can tell me where I can get DMT or LSD
also the internet.
if youve got a script they wont bat an eye because its seen as something you need. If you dont have a script thats when they start banning you.
Ask literally anyone in college.
ah sorry, I mistook 'Meth' for 'Pervitin' because we don't use term 'meth' in my country, what I wanted to say is that Adderal is just baby dose pervitin
not so fast mr.FBI
Even if Silk Road was up theyd check my makl
Is there some alternative to Adderall that helps with focus and stuff? I heard lifting helps.
If your the right age just ask around a college campus. If you're too old for that then the internet.
Aren't most performance enhancing drugs like that? Outside of weed, if you got a week it'll be out of your system.
24 hours sounds like a low single dose at most, it usually takes 3.
Just go to a doctor, you sperg. Bring up your low grades and act like yourself. If you're white you're guaranteed to get a prescription.
I don't have good insurance so I don't want to pay for that.
Sell off some of the pills to friends or friends of friends. You can make a profit and have some for yourself.
That’ll go away after about a month.
Tough it out and you’ll be drug free user.
Yeah pure polish speed.
>polish speed
>pure
Probably made out of chalk
Just took some. But I have low dosage now.
>Silk Road
Have people actually tried this? I heard about it a while ago before the owner got arrested and I just assumed it was too good to be true. I didn't want to get busted for it.
>taking sympathomimetic drugs as someone who sits in their ass all day
Enjoy your stroke
>but I’m actually very active!!!!!!
K
>walking around with a systolic of over 140 because of the adderall
Enjoy your renal failure
Best part is the none of you faggots or even the idiots that prescribe them know how to correctly use and dose amphetamine drugs.
>If you're white you're guaranteed to get a prescription.
This holy shit. I remember I went in to a doctor's office for some muscle pain in my upper back and he immediately offered me some prescription opiates. I even mentioned it wasn't that bad beforehand. I think they're making an active effort to get people with insurance on addictive prescription drugs. He seemed genuinely surprised when I asked for something less drastic, but gave me some tamer muscle relaxers. Turns out my mattress just needed replacing, too.
No man stuff like adderall or any kind of stimulants is only in your system for about a day or two.
That’s the half life of the active molecule.
The effects of taking drugs stay.
I know things having consequences is a tough concept for you to understand.
What did you get? Cyclobenazaprine?
>Half-Life
>He's using religious context to make a point
Fuck off. Literally get a life somewhere else virgin.
>only religious people understand the consequences of harmful chemicals
go jump in a vat of radiocative waste, tell me how high you get
Fuck I wish I could remember these muscle relaxers my mom got prescribed once and never took. I was out of weed and wanted something to get high with, so I took 4 of the muscle relaxers and felt great.
Wouldn't compare it to weed but it was a real pleasant and nice buzz. I ended up finishing the entire bottle in 3 days.
Its literally the best and the cheapest in all of europe.
>Comparing drugs to radioactive waste
Ok now I understand why you're retarded.
Americans are loaded as usual, but I THINK some leagues/games actually do drug tests these days, no?
Ever wonder why it's so cheap?
it's just chemicals bro, what you never got high off radiation before? Shit's like growing a third eye, man
>I was out of weed and wanted something to get high with, so I took 4 of the muscle relaxers and felt great.
Drug seeking behavior. Why do people wonder why weed is illegal again?
>Live in the UK
>Have no idea what Adderall is because we don't drug our kids
ADD medicine.
ever heard of a drug test? fucking tard
In what context? Your employer can't just instantly drug test you. It takes several weeks to order a drug kit anyways. Unlike weed if they realize you smoke weed it's easily detectable. Hard stimulants like adderall is something they have to catch on the fly.
Isn't it basically the same as ritalin?
Every time Yanks say they're doing drugs to take their exams it makes me wonder whether or not they're joking. No-one could possibly be so openly Jewed by pharmaceutical companies, right?
you can catch my balls in your mouth.
maybe ass too
>Aderall
Nah, people are into hardware "legit' cheats nowdays.
Yeah no people with ADHD get actual relief from stimulants due to their lack of dopamine, despite what you've been brainwashed into thinking
>not doing both so you have a cover story
s'not an aimbot, was my adderal kicking in it was. That's the reason I suddenly started performing inhumanly good halfway through a game we were losing.
>tfw everyone who accuses me of hacking must be silver 1
>never did drugs
>never got drunk
>never smoked
>instead I became chubby and borderline addicted to soda
He just flicked his mouse!!
he isn't cheating, ur bad!
Has science gone too far?
massively, how do you think these nerds play 16 hours a day without getting tired?
By not being people who acclimate to Adderall quickly. Unfortunately I am not one of those people. All it ever did for me was curb my appetite. All drugs act fucking weird for me for some reason.
Do people unironically watch this video and think that's cheating?
Yeah I've tried adderall tons of times, at most I just get some weird chills, I never feel more focused
tfw Cloud9 got caught using them in CSGO
You are either too naive or a retard in the denial.
hes getting shot at through the wall and shooting back?
>shooting through wall at an extremely common position
>after the enemy shot first, revealing his position
>didn't do ONE point of damage
Retards who don't even play this game shouldn't be allowed to post their mongoloid opinions about cheats in it. If that little flick that you desperately want to believe is a cheat was an actual cheat then he wouldn't be wasting time shooting 99% of his bullets off target. Christ you're a moron.
So you're addicted to food you lazy fuck. Get some self control
when I was platinum in sc2 I used ritalin daily but not that I'm gold I use rivotril/clonazepam and Phenobarbital. I only needed to be calm not overhyped and retarded.
which is funny because they weren't any good during that period anyway.
hes not even hitting anyone or close to hitting anyone spamming through a wall that is customary to shoot through even in early ranks
neither of those ranks actually play the game, why would you need drugs for that? They're sub 80 apm ranks.
can you give more detail
what is being on adderall like
Imagine being so bad at games that you delude yourself into thinking people who play them professionally are all cheating
They really need to start putting drug testing in comps. It was so fucking obvious certain people in evo are taking it.
Stimulants just bring ADHD people up to normal levels.
There is no way you could filter out legitimate users from people getting a script from a pill mill.
I unironically think every type of drug should be banned and people who use them executed
alcohol and weed especially
>on ritalin
>still only get to platinum
>increase your fucking IQ
ok retard
I fucking hate it. I can't do anything without it, but God I despise it.
Well, they're right about the erections. Basically, you know those times you get really, really, REALLY horny? And masturbating feels like riding a streak of lightning? It's that, but all the time. Ironically, it's really distracting. My ex used to consider it her job to keep me "focused".
Besides that, you just feel like you've got a wire of electricity thrumming through you. Like you're about to burn out. You feel like you're the head of a sledgehammer being swung down hard on an iron nail: you have a momentum you can't stop even if you want it to stop.
And then there's the come-down stage, where you really are burnt the fuck out and you have trouble forcing words out to talk (oh shit, I wonder if that's where the "ADHD meds kill your personality" myth comes from?). Oh, and by the way, you're still ragingly horny, but now your penis is a noodle.
I think it's more subtle than that. It does in effect bring us up to normal levels, but not by making us normal, if you get me. It's like putting a million elastic bands on a broken bridge so it stays together.
Based grug-user
It's literally given to children, user, it's as safe as humanly possible. Calling it meth is like saying you're gonna drown in oxygen because hydrogen dioxide has "oxide" in it.
dream market is the top dog now
ADHD people need it faggot
>caught
They were the ones to come out saying they were doing it.
>hydrogen dioxide
no idea whas possessed me, I meant dihydrogen oxide.
Kek I imagine you're one of those autists that hates people that do them because they actually have lives and get laid (virgins hate anyone that isn't one). Kill yourself
>Have ADHD diagnosed by two different psychiatrists
>Took adderall but it didn't seem to do much past the first couple days and I often ended up forgetting to take it or wondering if it was placebo
>End up stopping taking it and seeing my doctor because my sister gave me shit for it and my Mom told me she thought I was just taking it for video games
>tfw reading this thread
everyone who drinks or smokes is a fucking degenerate who deserves to die
I would tell you to kill yourself but drinking and smoking already do
that isn't fast enough for me so get the fuck off my board now you retarded normalfaggot trash
ADHD meds changed my life. It's something similar to those stories you hear of adults trying glasses on for the first time and realising normal people can see the individual leaves of trees.
But, I've got ADHD pretty damn bad. Maybe you don't need 'em, and that's good if it's the case! Meds suck
I don't use adderol though because that's an American thing
>smoking weed kills you
Kek, I won't deny it can be addictive but your autism knows no bounds. Unironically get a life and quit spending your days on the internet, maybe if you actually had one you wouldn't be such a retard. Have sex.
Burnt stuff going into your lungs is pretty bad no matter what that burnt stuff is.
You seem pretty tense dude.
Should try smoking a bit to calm down.
>Never did drugs
>Soda
I unironically think humanity is better off exterminated outright because of faggots like you.
Obviously yeah
you die either way so that's a win for me
Yes I agree, however you can eat it or vape it. This guy is calling people "degenerates" meanwhile he's on Yea Forums complaining that people have lives, needs to unironically have sex and realize that there's more to the world than raging over people enjoying themselves
Because it can only go downwards from there. If drugs are allowed where should you draw the line? People will try to make better and better drugs just for that one moment to make you win for sure and a druggie would always win against nondruggie at some point.
The issue is that those drugs will have huge side effects, reducing your lifespan or making you a cripple.
This means to win against that competition you will always have to use drug and ruin your future because else you have no chance.
To stop the entire spiral downwards all drugs should be forbidden.
>adderall gives erections and amps sex drive/pleasure
the fuck? Wheres my side effects of that, i get slightly more focused and awake
>vape
Enjoy your popcorn lung bro
Sad
>have lives
>being a weed smoking or alcohol drinking retard
lmao okay
>being so assravaged your favorite esport is filled with hackers you reply 4 times
There's a clear frame where his reticule skips to the exact spot it needs to be for the spray pattern to hit the enemy dead center, then it immediately skips off, both times jumping a ton of pixels that is not consistent with his regular aiming at all.
Here's something that's actually debatable, but still obvious to anyone not in denial.
Having fun is a part of life, and an important one at that. Not that you would know.
There is no proofs I can die beyond vague shit written in a nonexistent book.
>lack of dopamine
u wot
>somehow getting religion out of being told about consequences
nigger what?
>can't come up with an argument
>s-samefag!
lmao
The Scythians are the ancestors of all real Aryans nowadays. They were a mighty people, fierce and proud, a scourge to the Greeks and the Persians and the Indians and to Rome! They did not let the weakness of civilisation into their hearts, but lived wildly across the unbroken plains.
They also made solid gold bongs.
Maybe if you posted that example first someone would have taken you seriously, my guy. To claim the previous webm is cheating is to simply be a retard who doesn't know the game.
fellow /adhd/ bros
My adhd was really bad when i was a teen, so i got Ritalin and/or Medikinet (same chemical) for a looong time.
Stopped shortly before my graduation because i heavily disliked the feel of the "high" and i felt like i lost my personality. Really shitty times.
I'm still not taking it because i once had a mishap with the dosage and am probably fucked in the head since then.
Now i'm in my mid twenties and can't get my drivers licence and go to college, because i can't study properly. But nothing in this world will make me take this shit again. Also I suck at vidya, but thats kinda obvious. Still fun.
turns out that psychedlic drugs are heaven, where i can just let my adhd do its work and don't have to focus
hair test will catch any amphetamine use within the last 2-3 months.
the alternative is that 4 anons in this thread are such shitters they don't even know how to watch a video frame by frame.
Surely even phoneposters know how to do that, right?
Cringe as fuck, go outside and get laid instead of having autistic hatred of people partying because you were never invited
>scythians
You know they lived on the chinese border right?
>There is no proofs I can die
I wish I was this high right now
im guessing your mom had gestational diabetes when she was pregnant with you? either that or some other reason she needed to take drug to not go into early labor with you. that shits like speed and the fetus gets dosed too, so they have a lifelong tolerance for stimulants and tend to not like them much.
Why don't you?
>adderall is smalltime
Thats the point, you want the mind focusing effect, not get stoned outta your head.
DanM got all the kids into saying this shit. There was a Mirage clip 1v1 at market where he said he looked towards him and not him checking the angle real quick so he didn't jump out at market.
still mad stacy didn't invite you to the party?
This amount of cope is just embarrassing, user. Some people are better at video games than you. Get over it, there's no shame in that. I'm not as good as pro players either and yet I'm not in denial like a little child.
GLOWNIGGERS
>u wot
Google it retard, can't believe people are so uneducated they can't even attempt to learn. People with ADHD and similarly OCD have a natural lack of dopamine, which is why they're given stimulants.
DUUUUUUDE IT'S FUN TO BE HIIIIGGGGH YOU WANNA SMOKE WEEEEED BRO LMAO I'M SOO HIIIIIGH
BROOOO LET'S GO TO THE BAR AND GET DRUNNNK LMAO LET'S GET FUCKING WASTED LMAO IT'S SO FUN TO BE DRUNK WE HAVE TO DRINK OR SMOKE WHEN WE'RE DOING ANYTHING LMAAAOOO *dies in car crash*
Side effects differ based on the drug and the individual. I actually use elvanse (vyvanse), and it not only makes my penor huge, but it also totally destroys my appetite, gives me insomnia, and affects my mood. But my brother gets significantly less insomnia from it than I do.
I hate the high too, but my whole lifetime is one exercise in proving I can't do anything without it. I was only a couple of months short of 18 by the time of diagnosis, by which time I'd already made my teachers cry because they hadn't ever encountered someone who just wouldn't do work.
Try other drugs, by the way. From what I understand, ritalin and adderal are both old meds. There's better ones with better side-effects on the market now. Maybe ask your psychiatrist about concerto or elvanse?
user, they lived in the Eurasian steppe. They lived on damn near everybody's border.
>DUUUUUUDE IT'S FUN TO BE HIIIIGGGGH
This but unironically
>anime poster
Thought you were an autistic virgin but this just proves it, no wonder you hate people with lives. A lot of the most important people in history were on drugs, including people 100x more intelligent than you.
Based
i've never edged more than 15 in my life, whats the point
Yeah, it's pretty fun to be high. It's not...amazing, IMO, but it's interesting enough.
Being tipsy with friends is maximum comfy. I don't enjoy being drunk because it's just boring, but chatting for hours while tipsy is the GOAT.
Pervitin is still meth retard
>LOL U SMOUK WEED DET MEAN U DRIVE DRONK
Just imagine being this retarded
I don't see any weird snapping out of hours of gameplay you will see this 1/100 times even I do it on my main map inferno I get kids in apps from 2nd mid all the time.
lol baited hard fucking druggie losers
Daily reminder
user, just because they have similar names doesn't make them the same damn thing.
For reference, drinking wine does not have the same effect as drinking methanol.
all of this cope from drugbrains
imagine not being able to have fun doing anything without being under the influence
maybe you could of your brains weren't rotten from all the fucking garbage
Cringe
I refuse to believe this is someone's actual thought process. If this isn't bait then you need to legitimately kill yourself.
Do ameriparents really drug their kids for slightest of reasons?
This, druggies can act obnoxious and retarded, but never as obnoxious and retarded as a stuck-up abstinent cunt.
people like you should be hung in public. im glad theres going to be red flag laws. aggressively little shits like you are going to get ass raped in prison.
fuck you autist, next time you consider suicide i hope you do it.
My parents didn't get me looked at because of this stupid myth and it fucked my entire life up. I needed help.
Not American btw.
>Maybe ask your psychiatrist about concerto or elvanse?
I since stayed away from amphetamines, because those few days of "OD'ing" (i know it's technically wrong, but not a native english speaker, sue me) on Medikinet was hell. Didn't sleep and got "too" focused on stuff. Like thinking about some stupid system for sorting my pencils and pens by colour, type of pen, thickness and even smell (not shitting you) for about 9h straight.
I'll be really fucking careful with anything similar. I prefer being not focused and messy over literal OCD.
I've never talked to anyone about this, except my best bud. But he does not have a lot of drug experience outside of Alcohol and Weed.
>not being able to have fun doing anything without being under the influence
Yeah no, it's just MORE fun to do them under the influence. You're still capable of having fun otherwise. The only people that think this are losers that cope by hating "degenerates" (people that actually have lives) because the Chads they hold contempt for also did drugs. Many of the most intelligent people in history were on substances.
>playing for honor
>people parrying light attacks that are around 300ms on reaction from a direction they werent already on
the first time i think okay this guy is good
then they do it 2 more times in a row and im wondering how much adderall he took beforehand
Let's ignore the fact that people don't just take drugs for "fun" for a moment. That fun you have "sober" is still a product of chemicals in your brain. Literally the only way to have fun is due to chemicals. So if a drug has no long term adverse affects, what exactly is your argument for being anti-drug? I can't wait to hear this shit because I know you won't have a counter argument and will probably just continue shitposting.
I'd love to try this shit the day before the finals
For Honor is a richfag game where you need a 120-144 FPS-supporting monitor and a beefy graphic card to get the game to that FPS level, it's far easier to parry and shit when you have beefy enough computer, especially light attacks
Don't know about boosts but it's very common for white guys, especially the virgin types, to be on ssri and all that type shit. if it's not enough it's on to opioids. And then people wonder why Opioid overdose epidemic is so high. White boys are pathetic.
>drugnigger can't comprehend why they're disgusting to those with their senses
you're fucking insufferable to be around acting like a bunch of retarded chimpanzees and smell like complete shit
stay the fuck away from me
CS kids will always be in denial about their esports scene huh? Even when pros come out and admit to cheating the glove-buyers will defend the game
It's totally down to you, and I know we've had very different experiences. But, it looks like you're having a bad time because your ADHD is seriously disrupting your life, so it might be worth cautiously trying LOW doses of other kinds of med?
Not that you need to. Maybe you've already been told, but there are many ways to cope with ADHD which don't involve meds. Ask your psychiatrist (or whoever it is you talk to) about classes in those sorts of strategies.
To add: I did not want to focus on the pen-thing. I actively tried not to. No chance, I lost control over this and it's like being trapped inside your own brain and body.
Fuck, I'm really afraid of experiencing this ever again
>EVERYTHING IS CHEMICALS MORTY *BURP*
>n-no side effects trust me I can't remember the dead brain cells anyway lol
Nobody's getting near you, user.
brb raid gotta water my plants
also smoke break 30 mins
Adderal is as bad as it gets. Esports refrain from using any other performance enhancers, everything is raw talent.
Only silver 1s cant grasp how much game sense went into plays like these.
>on video game board
>opposes drugs
While I won't say that video games and drugs are completely equivalent, they share a common trait. Both trick your brain into thinking it's accomplishing something when in fact it's just a little brain hack to make you feel good. Dopamine literally exists to reward actions that better your chances of survival or reproduction, so getting a dopamine release from anything that ISN'T actually improving your chances of survival is tricking yourself and in this sense video games, drugs, masturbation and certain other activities are all tricking yourself. Rejecting drugs but not the other dopamine release hacks is hypocritical and retarded.
So Thomas Edison (who was addicted to cocaine) was a retarded chimpanzee degenerate? There's so many people that have made incredible contributions to society that were using drugs, the only reason you hate them is because you're an autistic virgin.
my mother is a rampant drug user who ruined my life
I will not fucking touch any of this shit and will not be around people doing this shit
bars need to be firebombed
it was fun for me even while playing on my tv, until they put the leaver penalty in casual
Some PEDS are like that, some require time to cycle it out your system with other measures in place, while others remain in system for a long period of time that are detected when the substance exists as only as a pictogram. Jon Jones case has been a big one while in the world of PEDs that has a lot of controversy over it.
My father was a rampant drug user than enriched my life. Anyone that thinks otherwise should be firebombed.
The irony of this post is just amazing. Straight edge faggots are the worst kind of people, right up there with vegans. Funny how you rarely actually see people telling non-drug users how drugs are awesome and great and they should take them but you always see these losers crying about other people's life choices. Pathetic.
Absolutely pleb tier
Real men make meth
yeah, i'm doing some meditation stuff and train my focusing abilities. Those methods take forever to really work, tho. Small improvements are already noticeable. But to learn how to drive it'll take me like 1 year, but thats doable.
But i'm actually pretty happy with my life right now.
Sure it ain't perfect. But feeling glad is more important than success and abilites.
I haven't been to my psycho in like 4 years
Based
Are you the guy who's been shitposting this whole thread about how terrible people who take drugs are? It's all starting to make sense now.
>Shakes crosshair after the track
I'm usually skeptical of people calling out pros for hacking but this shit is fucking blatant. Did anyone ever call him out on this?
>feeling "high" on adderall
I literally do not understand.
Take 15mg twice/day, I never feel anything I'd consider to really be a "high" from it. At most it makes the "adrenaline high" feeling - when I would actually get a burst of adrenaline regardless and feel the same thing, hit a bit harder but that's kind of about it.
But even that it's just a literal burst of energy. It doesn't make everything feel all fantastic and shit, it doesn't have that "euphoric" sensation. It just increases rate of heartbeat, gives me a compulsion to twitch my muscles(likely as a method of burning energy), makes the hyperfocus I already had about five times more intense and less likely to break and somehow makes it easier to sleep at night.
Also makes my tinnitus worse on higher doses.
t.some fag diagnosed with ADHD as a kid, refused further medication sometime in high school but got back onto it in mid-20's since I could actually dictate myself what shit I was on and how I took it.
Also literally fucking nothing works as well as Vyvanse does and I'm still pissed my insurance doesn't fucking cover it, so I'm stuck with adderall.
lmao
this is the most retarded fucking "logic" I have ever had the displeasure of reading
I wouldn't expect anything less from a brain rotted drugnigger
>only example he could think of was an asshole who stole ideas from everyone else
LOL
>Funny how you rarely actually see people telling non-drug users how drugs are awesome and great and they should take them
can't even read the fucking thread he's posting in, what a pathetic loser
Shrouds fanbase will believe anything he says.
If he says his mouse malfunctioned or he got stuck with the wire, he'll have a defense force
You don't understand or you're trying to get attention? It doesn't take massive intelligence to understand that people with ADHD don't get high from it, it provides relief. Are you that retarded, or do you just want a (you)? Here you go.
>meth
Real men manufacture gallons of lysergic acid diethalimide in their bathroom using ergot of rhye fungus samples to get entire cities and the entire CIA high.
This. Imagine forming an identity around the fact you live a normal life.
Yeah, one year's doable. I'm glad you've got a track you're heading down.
>everyone who disagrees with me is the same person
drugfag logic
People who get high off it are taking much larger doses than 15mg. 15mg is a fairy light dose that will produce only slight side-effects. People who take adderall/amphetamines recreationally are often taking 50mg+
You can call all of these autistic rage-filled responses "bait" but it's obvious that you're some smelly autistic virgin that genuinely holds contempt for people better than him
I don't understand because fags claiming they have ADHD in the thread are saying that they "hate the high," as if they actually get anything resembling that from it.
Again, I'm a vyvansebabby, but the euphoria for me is real as all hell. Then again, so is the depression afterwards.
Not true at all you massive brainlet.
Maybe this. Idk how vyvanse compares to adderal, but I definitely take more than 15mg
>drinkers and smokers
>better than anyone
LOL
>Did anyone ever call him out on this?
Yes. As usual, the rabid fans covered it up and the esports organizers refused to comment on it, and wouldn't take action because if they did it would be admitting it.
Stuff like this happens everywhere, even in TF2 where there's not even a prize pool. And every time people defend it because they think they're on the 'esports' team.
Hell, it's similar to people defending or justifying the shit their political party does.
>this is the most retarded fucking "logic"
Yet, you have 0 (ZERO) arguments, exactly as I said. It's actually boring how predictable you retards are. Check mate.
>massive brainlet
It's not hard to Google things, user. Maybe you don't have ADHD? I do, and take Vyvanse.
thanks man, really appreciate your support.
If you take meds, be really careful of the dosage. If you don't know if you already took your pills for the day, just stay one day without. Talk to your doc or whoever regularly about the effects and dosage and how you feel about it. Don't go "Important test tomorrow, better take three." Just don't.
Gotta take more than 15, silly user
I adore how oblivious to irony this guy is.
I don't get the post-amphetamine depression. Whenever I do speed, I'm fine the next day. MDMA suicide Tuesdays are real as fuck though.
Did you have a stroke? Say that again and post a clip if you can
It is 100% guaranteed I have ADHD, unfortunately for everyone. I think you're just talking out of your arse.
FYI, my friends who don't have ADHD didn't feel the high when they tried my meds.
Lmao he stole ideas but what exactly have you done with your life besides rage at people for enjoying things? No one will remember autist #6777000000 that hates people for no reason and shitposts on Yea Forums, but Edison will be known for revolutionizing the world.
And yet I'm completely right, you're that exact guy and I can tell from the way that post triggered you. This is just fucking amazing
Why are there so many Americans with ADD or ADHD?
Because it's the most common disorder and Americans actually have a mental health system unlike second world countries (Russia, China).
By Allah, I hope your disgusting hedonistic country will be consumed by the righteous flames of his loyal servants!
There aren't, it's just that American doctors are much more likely to diagnose it even in cases where someone doesn't really have the disorder. I'm not one of those faggots saying there's no such thing as ADHD but I'm almost certain the actual number of cases is much lower than it would appear, but for doctors it's easy to just hand out these drugs and call it a day.
>americans
>healthcare
Lead paint caused brain damage
>it's just that American doctors are much more likely to diagnose it even in cases where someone doesn't really have the disorder
Is there any actual proof for this? I know people have found proof of opioid over-prescription
Because they want drugs. It's common for people to feign ADD/ADHD or straight up tell their doctor they have it to get the pills.
American doctors are such pill-pushers that they'll let them do it. It's funny how american health care is so bad you have to wait weeks or even months for an important surgery, but you can walk into your local doctor's office and get drugs immediately.
American mental healthcare is easily the worst of the first world nations but it's still miles above second world nations
In China, most people don't even know about dyslexia. They're still stuck in the "why won't my stupid child just learn to read" phase.
>comparing video games to hard drugs
How much of a retard are you?
Games only make you an addict if they are a substitute, everyone played games but some stuck with them because there is literally nothing else in their life.
drugs just fuck you up as soon as you take them
why do druggies get so defensive? why are you normalfaggots even on Yea Forums?
go back to reddit and kill yourselves on the way
inb4 more asshurt that proves me right
>weed
>hard drug
Stopped reading right there lmao
>drugs just fuck you up as soon as you take them
lol maybe if you're talking about heroin
>why do druggies get so defensive
>spends an hour arguing with people
>quotes them all
kek
>Tried 15mg of Adderal just to see how it'd affect me at work
>Was really productive
>Felt focused
>Came home after a 8 hour shift and decided to play some vidya
>Experienced the most focused and accurate gameplay I've ever had in the past 10 years
Even more impressive to me, is that I was mucking about on Console. It's hard enough for me to aim with my thumb, but holy shit it wasn't even an issue on Addy.
I want to get a prescription, but I feel like I'd abuse the shit out of it.
>drugs just fuck you up as soon as you take them
This delusion is incredible, user. I've tried several different substances in the last 10 years and I'm probably leading a more successful, happier life than you.
Do you know what irony is, user? Serious question.
>literally the only good thing in their life is drug abuse
>"lol why do druggies get so defensive when we try to take their drugs away"
They're even more hopeless than people who rely on video games for happiness. Luckily they spend all their money on drugs and usually lack the brain stability to pull off any mass shootings.
>smoke weed
>get psychosis, addicted etc
>the same could have happened if he played super mario!
>drug users
>normalfaggots
Hate to break this to you , but the majority of people don't take drugs. Do you think not using drugs makes you special? lmao
The normal californian and new yorker do take drugs.
>>get psychosis, addicted etc
Tolerance is a bitch. Cycle various nootropics.
not doing drugs or alcohol makes you an objectively better person
incoming cope
>everyone is from NY or Cali
I honestly don't even know how to respond to this
>I'm probably leading a more successful, happier life than you.
If that's what you wish for then you are a broken person, too bad my friend didn't have your luck and turned into a retard.
Why don't you at least try to serve as an example of your own claim instead of trying this incredibly hard to be an insufferable retard?
Never knew if I was imagining stuff, but a lot of time in LoL finals or Smash Finals, I was seeing the players with different attitudes. A lot more focused, almost autist like, robot like. Weird twitching of the face, and a usualy worst skin condition than usual.
It could be the the moment and the lighting, but I always suspected pills.
They are what the world's normalfags aspire to be.
>be careful with dosage
>nothing happens
>meanwhile user can't live without his PC for over 4 days
I take modafanil and caffeine regularly and I outperform most mmo players
>striving for a successful, happy life means being a broken person
What level of shitposting even is this? You are one fucking incredible specimen, user
Clip's not suspicious in the slightest
>be careful not to fry my pc
>nothing happens
>meanwhile wagie can't live without his rented car for over 4 days
God damn it feels good to make straight edge fags SEETHE by your mere existence. I fucking love drugs
Agreed. He's just mad he's not playing with pros making millions and being popular on twitch
>tfw alcoholic halicinosis
>get mild to severe hallucinations and paranoia every time I touch alcohol that gets worse the heavier I drink
Can’t even touch the stuff bros. My mmo addiction keeps me going
I do by not doing drugs or alcohol and not being around people that do willingly
It's 15 twice a day, so 15 after eating something in the morning and another 15 2-3~ hours later.
And I've been at 20 on the same schedule, which my psych was actually concerned with prescribing to begin with because 40mg total/day is actually a fucking lot for someone at my weight.
Anyone taking anything more than that on actual prescribed dosage/schedule would be overweight fucks and even then, to feel anything they could really call a "high" they're probably on a higher dose than they should be.
And I wasn't talking about or referring to experiences of people being retarded and taking it recreationally instead of any other cheaper/more available amphetamine.
>euphoria
I still don't understand.
Vyvanse would give a huge heart rate spike when it initially kicked in but that's really about it. I also experienced literally zero negative come-down on it. The worst thing it did was make it nearly impossible to sleep longer than 6 hours at a time.
Also Vyvanse is more "potent" per dose amount and is basically an improved Adderall XR. iirc a 10mg dose is equivalent at any one time as 15~mg/adderall IR at its peak.
based
>what are common positions
>what are sound cues
>still doesn't even get the kill
Guess how I can tell you either don't play this game or are absolutely abysmal at it
100%. Some people just aren't genetically capable of grasping the finer details of competitive FPS games.
>not being around a certain kind of person makes me an objectively good person!
lmao
Your post implied and hoped that my life is not in order
>Even the Caffeine from one coffee increases my CSGO performance notably.
You're probably just a coffee junkie and a cup of coffee just returns you to normal, removing the abstinence syndrom.
not going to bars or hanging around a bunch of stoners does make me better by itself, yes
my GP has to be one the doctor that won't push pills on me unless absolutely necessary. probably saved me an addiction, but im still taking ambien and tripping out ever other night or so. i guess because that's a prior prescription.
i would like to try adderall/ritalin though. it sucks being drained from work and not having the energy to play vidya.
I take 30 once a day. Maybe that's the difference? That's one big dose, rather than two spread out doses.
But honestly, I wonder if it's purely a genetic thing. I get similar, but lowered, effects if I drink tonnes of coffee. It's indistinguishable to me from the heartrate spike.
It makes me feel really, really, purposeful. I used a stupid sledgehammer metaphor before, but that's really what it feels like. It's like something is possessing you, making you work towards some higher aim. It feels like you're on the point of a knife, or the peak of a mountain.
>tfw used to take 50mg weighing 50kg
that was too much
Based as fuck
If your posts here are anything to go buy, then your life is not in order. Your highest concern seems to be how others spend their time and you can't cope with OTHER'S choices. That's some genuinely sad shit, user. The fact that you've deluded yourself into thinking you're a better person because of this is further proof. I genuinely, unironically wish you snap out of it, though. You'll probably be happier with a more objective stance on drugs and people who use them.
Tolerance is a bitch. If you take 30mg daily since childhood, then of course you're used to it. 20mg without any tolerance or ADHD gets me making spreadsheets on completely inane topics for fun during the high, also feeling like I can accomplish anything and that "this" idea I just thought of is a great one.
>Also makes my tinnitus worse on higher doses.
That's a bell ringer.
Are you 14?
lol adhd meds just drain you more when they wear off
32
2/10 bait here's a (You)
This is another theory. Euphorianon here, I only started taking meds a couple of years ago.
wtf user, what do you have against going to bars? Even if you don't drink they're max comfy. It's just you and your friends talking in a cool environment while good music plays.
This. Making people this mad over your substance use is almost better than the substance use itself
>implying he has friends
Here's your daily dose user
>In China, most people don't even know about dyslexia. They're still stuck in the "why won't my stupid child just learn to read" phase.
dyslexia in chinese is supposedly different than alphabet-based languages. in some ways chinese characters are easier than an alphabet.
economist.com
>Learning to read a language with an alphabet requires learning to sound out words; the visual form maps on to the sound of the word. Chinese, by contrast, maps the graphic form, the character, on to the meaning. The phonetic sound of the character does not necessarily correspond to the form of it. Reading English requires sounding out words segment by segment. The letter-sound conversion does not apply in Chinese.
>wtf user, what do you have against going to bars?
Losers don't know how to have fun, more news at 11
Fuck off you mentally diseased parasite.
being around normalfags and alcohol is fucking torture
I can't imagine a place more vile
I swear to god SonicFox and CuddleCore both look like they crack out on adderall when it comes tournament time. Watch how they both act during their respective stream time.
Yeah thanks doc
Uh, no, user. You've totally misunderstood that article. Dyslexia in Chinese is WORSE, because if you mix up bits of a character there is literally no way of figuring out what the fuck it was meant to say originally.
The key word in your sentence is "normalfags".
>not even merely pretending, but literally turning yourself into a retard
but to be real, becoming a living shitpost is a great way to go
Great VPN
It's safe to diagnose. The drugs end up being performance enhancers so as long as the patient takes them as directed and has a job and goals their life will improve regardless if they actually have the condition.
i dunno mang, i have the opposite of ADHD. i can focus for hours, days on shit without any stimulant and remember obscure details about shit that happened years ago. sometimes at my job i feel like im the only one with a brain.
i'd just like to try some amphetamine and see what it's like, if i've been missing out. but otherwise im greatful i never had to rely on it and just developed memory and concentration without drugs.
every normalfag is a fucking alcoholic
I don't want to be around that shit at ALL
Fuck off you mentally diseased parasite.
I still legit want you to be a happier person, user. :3
>i have the opposite of ADHD
Autism?
I mean sure, try it out of curiosity, but I'm just saying it won't make you more energetic by the time you get back home. Taking it when you get home isn't an option either, because you won't be able to sleep before it's time to get up the next morning.
Also I've met another person like you, and learning about his life was a weird experience. It's so alien to my whole life. It made me pretty damn jealous. I wish I was the kinda guy who felt wrong if he wasn't focused on something.
If you're in your twenties, sure. By the time you reach the thirties suddenly everyone's decided that getting drunk is indecent (so they do it with wine in the privacy of their own homes).
I respect Adhd lads. But those taking a neural toxic drug just to get gud at vidya and abuse the system are pathetic.
Vyvanse is a prodrug, so it can only work like a time release. It's impossible to get a "rush" so it's said to be less addictive, but you can still get high the same way that if you drink beer on a full stomach you'll get drunk eventually, just not as fast as taking a shot on an empty stomach. Your friends could prefer downers over stimulants and it's just not a high they understand or want, that or they just like the rush from snorting stimulants and don't like the slow comeup.
I don't even want to be around people who drink at home
I don't want alcohol or drugs around my in any capacity
nigger, i think you're just retarded. but then i speak both languages.
the introductory bit with the differences between character 持 and 特 are a huge difference for any native speaker, it's like asking what's the difference between they're and their.
chinese is different because the tiny sub-characters that make up the full character, called radicals, each have individual meanings. when you're writing the character out, you're using a different part of your brain than writing an alphabet. for me, it's the difference between drawing for chinese and math for english. dyslexia in china is likely a very different manifestation of a different disorder.
If you hang out with a bunch of criminals there's a good chance you're a criminal as well.
had to get off weed cause it was fucking my life up
doing so much better now but damn do i miss it
user, wo ye hui shuo the zhong wens a bit. You've basically just said what I meant, including the fact dyslexia in Chinks seems to stem from a different part of the brain, so I'm not sure where the key disagreement (you think dyslexia is easier for people in China while I think it's harder) comes from.
If you misread a radical or some other part of a character, aside from context you have no way of knowing that you've even misread it. But if you misread "melon" as "lemon" you can figure out from the sounds that it's probably meant to be "melon".
>take adderall for college
>still make shit grades in calc III and Physics
Alright how do I convince my psych to give me desoxyn?
Also note that there's a pretty big difference between XR and IR dosage, with my 15's being IR. iirc XR is often prescribed at a dosage about +75-100% higher than it would be on IR, so 30MG XR would be around 15-20mg IR.
And what you're describing is just hyperfocus enabled by a cobbled together, almost working dopamine receptor system. You could get hit with the same shit without medication, it's just harder to kick into and easier to break.
And yeah there's some weird chemical/nuance differences between people, and I'm kind of in a weird boat anyway since IR seems to last an extraordinarily long amount of time for me, but I've still just never understood the whole "euphoria" type "high" thing.
Yeah what you're describing there is also hyper focus. I deal with that shit on the regular with ADHD even without medication.
It's less magical and more "where the fuck did the last four+ hours ago and why the fuck am I not asleep yet it's 5am I wanted to go to sleep at 1am fuck." It's just standard ADHD shit.
And yeah the tinnitus getting worse at higher doses really sucks. It's tolerable at 15mg IR, but gets to actual physical pain level if I'm on 20mg for extended periods of time(2+ weeks).
Get a job and move out you faggot ass autist
you can be autistic and ADHD. i think most young people are honestly, especially with smart phones. incidentally im 27 but i grew up with old school parents.
>Also I've met another person like you, and learning about his life was a weird experience. It's so alien to my whole life. It made me pretty damn jealous. I wish I was the kinda guy who felt wrong if he wasn't focused on something.
i dont feel wrong if im not focused on something, my mind just sort of constantly thinks about stuff. having a good memory helps as well, because i can always just start where i left off thinking.
honestly, im barely using this ability for my job right now. the hardest i've ever had to think and concentrate was for starcraft 2 and searching for obscure unsaucable porn.
Did anyone here with ADHD have extreme issues with motivation and enjoying things? Also racing thoughts
Who hurt you, user? Usually people with this stubborn and stupid of a mindset are people who got hurt in some way by someone who abused a certain substance. Did your daddy come home drunk and beat your ass?
The main friend is a huge druggy but she mostly takes depressants like ketamine, so maybe. But I think it just affects me more than other people. I get emotional swings too while most people don't, although I used to get them MUCH harder with the drug I tried first (I unironically couldn't post on Yea Forums in the evenings because mean replies would make me feel horrible).
There's a difference between the trance-like state you get into, which is the meds working as intended, and the genuine feeling of "I am at the peak of the mountain lain bare to the eyes of God and I can accomplish anything", which is what I assume people are referring to with the word "high".
I never understood what the fuck people meant by "racing thoughts" or "scattered thoughts" before I got meds and realised how most people live.
This is how you recognize drug addicts, they can't get into the flow of a conversation, they feel attacked by everyone who doesn't agree with them.
I didn't feel attacked, stop your pathetic projections.
>it's stupid to base your world view from your own experiences
what a fucking retarded post
drink yourself into a coma you stupid nigger
Yes, those are literal traits directly tied to ADHD.
Also a thing called "rejection sensitive dysphoria," which is basically a fear of rejection/failure except specifically for "new" things you've never experienced before.
ADHD has a lot of weird side shit that isn't actually talked about or discussed because the media scapegoats it as an excuse to put kids on drugs and normies are busy joking about it being purely a "lol OH LOOK SQUIRREL xDDD" disorder.
>only pathetic loser retards use drugs!
>why are you feeling attacked, user?
Not that guy, but this is truly some next level shitposting I'll tell you hwat.
I'm kinda wary of Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, because it kinda seems like a meme racing through the ADHD community right now, but on the other hand it absolutely explains a hell of a lot about my life.
>my life is so much better than yours
yeah I'm the one projecting
>so I'm not sure where the key disagreement (you think dyslexia is easier for people in China while I think it's harder)
i'm saying that dyslexia for english speakers is probably a result of the alphabet being an abstract form of written language. like i said, it's basically math.
characters, or more specifically radicals, are basically drawings that can be connected to objects, because they bear some symbolic resemblance to that object. the alphabet doesn't work like that, the word people/person doesn't resemble a drawing of a person, but 人 has a shape that roughly resembles a human silhouette. therefore chinese can be easier in that you're connecting written shapes to objects.
Lol struck a nerve didn't I? I'm sorry your drunk daddy/uncle beat your shit and/or fondled your dick. To address your point, yes it is stupid to base your world view on emotional reactions rather than factual evidence. All you have there is some anecdotal bullshit, the absolute lowest form of "evidence". Just because your dad or someone else from your family was a fuckup who couldn't handle his shit doesn't mean everyone who has ever come near a psychoactive substance is a terrible person. You are retarded, sad and delusional.
>Also a thing called "rejection sensitive dysphoria," which is basically a fear of rejection/failure except specifically for "new" things you've never experienced before.
What do normal people just accept and do something they've never done before without care for failure?
guy with the opposite of ADHD here.
i've had the exact same things, but i eventually got over them.
>I'm sorry your drunk daddy/uncle beat your shit and/or fondled your dick
Do you know what projecting is, user? Don't answer that. A rhetorical question.
>dude vague statistics are more important than your own life
refer to my previous post and hurry it up
>vague statistics
Spoken like a true retard. Only someone with a sub 70 IQ could even think of posting something this stupid, let alone go through with it. Holy fuck
>I need drugs to be good at video games
as someone who's actually competed in circuits for a few fps games you are fucking pathetic and I'll never stop shitting on the faggots that do it. it's not as common as "lul every player is on adderall xD" but there are enough fags that do it to make it aids
you're only proving me right
all druggies and alcoholics must hang
not too extreme but it's probably consistently used by a specific group of people
just like all other money sports
hello my drug resistant brothers from other mothers
Maybe your dad would have beat your shit even if he wasn't a drunk or a drug user? Just a thought. I know many people who drink alcohol and a few who take drugs and none of them have ever hurt me in any way. Following your logic of basing views on direct experience rather than statistics, drug users and people who drink are a an absolutely amazing bunch of people. Objectively.
The only reason I've accepted it as an actual thing is because I had noticed the exact behavior and how it was just a large anxiety tax on anything I had never actually done before, along with the observation that once I had done it it would mostly go away - and that I had noticed it existing long before I ever even heard of or read about the specific named title for it.
It's less about normal people being able to do that and more the ADHD-ridden to be more likely to overthink and put a higher than deserved importance to things. This can also be compounded further due to potential childhood bullshit, likely caused by behaviors from ADHD in the first place
>proving me wrong only proves me right
There have been a few esport high-rankers who talked openly about widespread drug use once they quit and had nothing to lose.
The big difference to regular sport is nobody does drug tests so anything really goes.
Don't try to weasel your way out of this just because you're losing.
>jealous he can't get an addy script
Just be happy with your shortcomings and don't shit on people who are there to win.
I have a problem and i need advice, this sounds weird but try to understand.
>diagnosed bipolar schizoaffective
>Half hallucinations every day, mostly tactile
>I can feel things that aren't there
>It's been going on for five years
>Every once in awhile the hallucinations become crystal clear, focused and near 1/1 with reality
>GHOST BLOWJOB TIME
>I shit you not i can handsfree fuck these hallucinations even if i know they're not real it's literally like fucking a ghost AI companion
>Take adderall, this feeling is magnified 200 fucking percent
>Balls to walls inane sexual bliss that's better than actual sex (i'm not a virgin)
>Best feeling of my life every time i'm on adderall
>When i'm off it, nothing feels the same. No more ghost blowjobs and such everything just feels muted
>Know if i keep taking it i will destroy my brain further but it's nirvana and can't resist
What do i do bros? What would you do for the greatest sex of your life? Indulge in pure self destructive hedonism and live a fantasy or live a pious life and such for a greater truth in reality?
That's basically the rub. I don't know if my behaviours are caused by this RSD or by a childhood of getting dunked on for being weird without ever knowing wtf it was I was doing that was weird. Even nowadays my friends and the people I'm dating all say I'm weird but as a compliment, but, you know, it doesn't feel good.
I don't think I have the thing with "things I've never done before", though. It's more like "spend five minutes thinking of the best response to a three-word text" and "literally never reveal you're into someone in case they give the slightest hint of rejection", as well as that bit of my life when I had no friends because I didn't know how to go up to people without, again, potentially getting rejected. Spoiler: there is no way, you've just gotta do it.
Adderall turned me into zombie everytime I took it, didn't eat shit either. I can't do it anymore.
I hated taking adderall, that shit makes my hands shake. I didn't eat well, I slept 4 hours a night and I was miserable every day. Being dependent on drugs to function is highly overrated, and if some dumb dirty Koreans want to abuse them to play video games then I hope they enjoy the side effects of an unhealthy lifestyle fighting for scraps.
Actual sex feels great mostly because there's another person you love with you, though. Sex with someone you don't know just feels like masturbation but you have to deal with someone else.
Same here, I’d fap for 12 hours straight without moving at all, no eating or bathroom breaks.
You literally don't know what projection means so I legit don't understand what exactly you were trying to say with your previous post. Please google it, I'm not even joking. What you are saying makes no sense whatsoever. Being illiterate doesn't win you arguments by confusing the people you're talking to.
Yeah it sucks. I use sleep medication (literally just a fucktonne of melatonin my dad bought in America) to make it tolerable.
I actually prefer masturbation to sex with randoms, especially because sex with randoms means wearing a condom.
Realise that sexual desire and the Nirvana state you feel is a vestigial part of your primitive nature, an impulse to cum and preserve the species.
Overcome your nature
You are better than your caveman ancestors are you not?
>GHOST BLOWJOB TIME
>I shit you not i can handsfree fuck these hallucinations even if i know they're not real it's literally like fucking a ghost AI companion
you know how many anons would kill just to be in your position and able to hold hands with their waifu
>RSD
great, another mental disorder that perfectly describes my behavior
just what I needed
>especially because sex with randoms means wearing a condom
>pic related
My questionable choices aside, I 100% agree with you. But for me it's more because I'd rather just have sex by myself (i.e. masturbate) than with a random, if you get me. It's like taking a shit while there's someone in the bathroom with you. It's distracting.
Sex with someone you love is eight billion times better than almost anything else, though.
Yeah mentally it's not stimulating, i understand what you're saying again i'm not a virgin. But physically it's hard to describe it's like a romanticized hyper exaggerated form of sex that your mind craft specifically for you. just imagine having a sex doll that felt 1/1 real and moved on its own but you don't mentally feel a connection because you know it's just a doll.
Why are straight edge people always sad? I don't think I've ever met a straight edge person who's actually content and happy with their life. In fact, a large portion of their life and persona revolves around feeling holier than thou for choosing not to ingest drugs or alcohol. Is it just a way for people without personalities to fake they actually have one?
You're talking to a random on Yea Forums, we're all dumb apes here, including the lurkers. No need to put on airs.
forgot pic lol
donate your body to science, this is good enough for me
>itt delusional drug addicts telling each other the only way to enjoy life is through external methods.
I'm on Ritalin 20mg, and it doesn't do any difference I just stay focused and play longer, but I'm not smarter it better at the game...
If you have so much ADHD you cant focus on your game then you are beyond salvation.
I drink and I'm always sad.
>It's less about normal people being able to do that and more the ADHD-ridden to be more likely to overthink and put a higher than deserved importance to things. This can also be compounded further due to potential childhood bullshit, likely caused by behaviors from ADHD in the first place
I'm starting to think I should just go to a psychiatrist and tell him all my shortcomings. You guys convinced me. Maybe 26 isn't too late to get diagnosed.
You wouldn't believe the amount of waifus i've fucked and how vivid it is. Again i know it's not real but fuck man out of all the anime puss i've slain this girl was by far the best lay. Don't worry bro VR will catch up soon we're all gonna make it.
> then pop a pill right before the game starts.
That's not how drug testing is done user... You do random screening before and after competition. Including hours or a day after exactly like they do for cycling. Post-competition tests are even more important since you're going to focus your efforts on team/players that ranked high or won. You don't care much about testing losers who lost very early in a tournament. Exactly how they don't test the bottom 100 in the Tour de France as much as the étape winner.
Lot of large tournaments are held over several days giving plenty of room to perform proper drug testing.
>have conversation
>other guy doesn't even try to refute any argument
>only repeats "MY LIFE IS BETTER THAN YOURS" over and over
And somehow despite all this I'm the one projecting.
Friendly reminder that you can have a good time with drugs and alcohol without being an addicted, pathetic piece of shit. Video games are for fun and shouldn't be taken seriously, like a lot of things in life.
I honestly don't think I've ever heard a drug user say anything close to that. I have dozens of ways of having fun that don't involve any substances. But why not have one more way to have a good time WITH substances, assuming they're the kind that leave no permanent consequences? Rejecting drugs without actually having a clear argument as to why you're rejecting them means that you are weak-minded and actually got indoctrinated by what your parents and teachers told you when you were 8. Do some research on your own and be shocked how little of what you think you know about drugs is true.
>only repeats "MY LIFE IS BETTER THAN YOURS" over and over
Not only are you projecting, you are absolutely delusional. If this honestly what our exchange looks like in your head? Wow.
I understand what you're saying but imagine having nearly unlimited access to all the best sex you could ever desire as long as you keep taking a pill. Are you really saying you could resist the temptation?
actually i cant, but im glad your life is easy enough that you dont need it.
Well fuck you too
Absolutely. I don't know how it works in your country, but assuming it's not life-killingly expensive there is no reason not to. Remember: if you have a problem, you have a problem. Even if it's not an actual disorder, it's still something affecting your life and which a psychiatrist can provide help with. So if you're worried you're an impostor or something, don't be.
No, if you ever even get physically near a drug it means you are a pathetic weak-willed loser. Objective fact. Stop giving yourself excuses.
>competitive video games
>ur weak minded, thats why im the strong one who takes drugs and cant get off dem...
"Things never done before" is kind of a bit of a simplification but it ends up being the same thing and basically always involves social interaction or, at the very minimum, a witness.
user, I'm sorry to say, but ADHD has a fuckton of cohabiting disorders, many of which you never even think about or hear about being associated with it.
ADHD is definitely still apparent while an adult. Doctors are basically best described as bipolar in terms of how you'll be treated, though. There are some that will actually take you seriously and will go through all the steps involved(which will generally involve a lot of written feedback from your parents/people that dealt with you in childhood), or they'll think you're just seeking prescription pills and write off anything you try to say as being made up.
Either way, getting back onto a prescription for me was pretty easy/straightforward, but I was diagnosed as a kid and I exhibit a lot of physical signs of it, among other things.
What did he mean by this?
>out of all the anime puss i've slain this girl was by far the best lay.
i have no idea who that is, but what made it so good?
Pretty sure theres people who earn like 20x as much as you do with being good at videogames.
Seethe harder
>Congrats on winning the Street Fighter tournament!
>Now if you'll just step behind this curtain, we just need to administer a drug test before we can continue
I would genuinely love to see the first expo to actually do this & need to disqualify literally all their winners.
>cant get off dem...
There's that delusion again. I haven't taken literally any drug since March. Not because I'm trying to quit or anything, I plan to continue my moderate usage for years to come. Again, why would I refuse to do something that's fun, feels good, brings my friends and I together and has no negative side effects when used moderately?
Either you're pretending or your head is as empty as your posts.
>correlated with digital media use
i knew it, Yea Forums is turning us all into autists!
>I can quit anytime I want!!
Funny because that's what I thought you were doing. Mind pointing me in the direction of those posts where I kept saying "MY LIFE IS BETTER THAN YOURS" "over and over"? Thanks in advance, retard.
lol at this point you might as well literally post "I have no arguments"
Let me know when you quit.
While unironically true, the article is more making a really poorly defined reference to a sort of "digital addiction."
Which is really just more boomers trying to say kids are being too lazy and are too addicted to their darn cellular phones.
It's pretty much bullshit and the observations toward the trend is likely just because the internet is an incredibly efficient source of information and an easy way to curb boredom, which hits the ADHD crowd especially hard.
Imagine literally being illiterate lol
Speaking of invalid arguments.
now that's cheating
If there are no downsides to it (addiction is obviously a problem) I would indulge in it once a month or so, making it a substitute for sex or casual masturbation seems like it will damage your brain in the long run, more than it actually is. So yes I would stop, maybe come back to it on your birthday or something.
>americans
jesus fuck you guys can't live without drugs
Hope your meth infected brain can remember that this is your post
>get told I plan to continue moderately using drugs
>lel let me know when you quit
>this is a legitimate argument
>LOL WHERE'S YOUR LEGITIMATE ARGUMENT
Sad.
Being wise tend to make you sad a lot since you're always aware you can do and be better.
Anime girls just "feel" different it's hard to describe. I've typed it out once but i'll do so again because it's the best way to describe it. It feels like a romanticized hyper exaggerated mishmash of reality and things you know to be true and a false reality which aims to please. The extreme softness of certain anime girls, the vivid wet sensation of saliva and her tongue, the eagerness and attitude you only find in hentai brought to reality. This specific anime girl just felt better because normally i don't have a mental connection with these thots and that's what was missing from these experiences, well i watched this show and liked her and my mind subconsciously recreated her personality down to a tee even down to how she would move. It's amazing what the mind can do.
It's just the same shit as TV vs other crap before. Higher stimulus = everyone flocks to it.
Internet is best now. Information addiction is the best term.
Can't walk away from the computer, just like something else you know so well.
>over and over
Yet again proving that you are literally, unironically, seriously, legitimately, honestly unable to read. Truly sad.
this is the correct answer
There are people who make millions upon millions by kicking balls around, but they're less pathetic and equally irrelevant
>competitive video games
>Can't walk away from the computer
There's that good old projection again
If you really can't resist doing it time to time, set it as a reward. Only allow yourself to do it after completing a task, work, or working out. Your body will associate the task with the reward and you will gain a lot of motivation to do it
Can't quit the computer just like he can't quit his drug abuse. I'm sorry senpai.
Holy fuck I love how genuinely mad straight edge faggots get EVERY SINGLE TIME a thread like this comes up. It just doesn't get old. I don't even use drugs but giving a shit about people's drug related choices is a clear indication you don't have enough going on in your own life.
Win at all costs hermano. We're the kings of flight, turning at red lights, and school shootings. You can't stop us now amigo
>USAUSAUSAUSAUSAUSAUSAUSA
w/e druggie
What does that have to do with the fact that professional players make many times the amount of money that you make?
>hurr durr but other people make even MORE than that!
Not an argument. kys
i fucking hate these hueniggers. they've honestly ruined the competitive scene of csgo so fucking hard with their blatant cheats. all of them have sketchy as fuck clips, yet they're still lauded as amazing talents because the competitive scene would be buried if valve and the tournament organizers actually gave a shit about the integrity of the game.
im still pissed that swag and steel got permabanned from competitive cs while these monkeys are praised for going completely blatant every tournament.
That shit does nothing for me but make me grouchy and more withdrawn than I really am. Glad I kicked that shit.
Fuck yeah, that's the spice. Keep it coming
which isn't helpful because you need to prove that they were using it /during/ an event, not "with the past 2-3 months"
Maybe they shouldn't have gotten caught fixing scandals? Just a thought. Being mad that someone got banned for sketchy shit is retarded, regardless of your belief that someone else is also doing sketchy shit.
>fixing scandals
I'm retarded, obviously I meant fixing matches. My point stands, though.
That is absolute dogshit, my dude.
I love these threads both because of seething straight edge retards and because of actual druggies in full damage control mode. Both extremes are ridiculous and to be laughed at.
I know it's very hard, but try to follow the reply chain, try to read in your own pace, no hurry, your caregiver will be very proud of how many words you read today.
Not that guy, and I don't agree with him completely, but masturbation while high makes a significant enough difference where normal masturbation will feel a lot more bland afterwards. Not so much that it's unsatisfying, but still.
>I know it's very hard
Maybe for you, which you've shown several times already. I have absolutely no trouble following the reply chain and seeing what a sad, deluded, projecting individual you are. Sorry for your IQ.
>people care about the well being of others
Oh no what a crime they've committed
Masturbating while on MDMA will definitely fuck things up.
don't get me wrong. them throwing was shitty move. however there a ton of issues with valve permabanning them
>no rule established for it
>wasn't in their competition
>a literal cheater (kqly) got unbanned before them
>blatant cheaters are competing are now without issue
them throwing a cevo game against some no names isn't anywhere near as egregious as the shit that goes on in these tournaments.
Nah man I don't give a fuck just genuinely surprised at the number of people taking shit, and not at all surprised to see all of them regretting it.
Feels good to be motivated under my own power
Look I don't have the time to make an infograph for you but you just projected again, I'm sure you will find your other posts in which you say exactly the same.
>inb4 I just pretended to be retarded.
Idc, it's everyone duty to not shit up the place unless we want more people like you.
What argument is there in saying that some loser plays video games for money? It's pathetic because it is, society does not place value in you. You pointing out earnings is literally meaningless, it's the definition of a non-argument as one is not being made. I'm going to recommend you visit a doctor, perhaps he can prescribe some ADHD medicine pour vous.
Why fuck you?
Dude I have ADHD too, and I dont pretend its what it is not: an illness the truth is ADHD descends from a lazy background as a child when parents task you with minimal concentration tasks or little to no work, you just grow up lazy.
And nowadays we are lazier even because of our sugar filled diet and yes sugar and nutrition does affect your concentration.
Try fasting for 3 to 7 days you will see how affected you get.
If you can't focus on video games because its not ADHD, its you.
I picture somebody who cant focus on ANYTHING (not even movies) as fat, lazy, spoiled and bored.
I the ritalin because I need to study and work, and ADHD does trouble me for this.
40mg of daily ritalin, is TOO MUCH, you will get addicted or losen effects at some point, its not a drug mean to be taken daily and effects will wear off no matter what.
See the people here who say they "miss it"...
Try having projects do actual work and deal with the fact that life is only 10% fun 90% effort, you will quickly have " less" adhd.
My experience as with years of adhd speaks, I barely graduated from highschool being the worst of the worst(literally) and today I'm a 28 years old CE graduate, I have taken ritalin only a year ago on my last college semester... How did I manage to focus on studies if I have a disorder?
Short answer: not being lazy.
ADHD is not a myth but many psychiatrists abuse you for money just like you see in the movies and it happened to me, ritalin drugs(metilfenildate or something) are very praised commercial brands, you will see that pharmaceuticals are competing against each other to make every psychiatrist in the state sell their brand, Ritalin being the most sold worldwide.
Never take above 20 mg or you will go nuts, guaranteed.
Didn't read lol, did ya miss the part where I have ADHD?
Fuck this shit, smartphone
>just inject heroin as a reward system bro it makes it healthy
I get what you're saying and it makes sense and adderall isn't heroin i'm just playing devils advocate.
You are just lazy.
Stop using ADHD as an excuse.
lazy = I don't want to do thing
adhd = I cannot do thing
I have both so I know the difference
You can, you are just lazy.
I think you just don't have ADHD, user
And yet I get prescribed ritalin when thousands of people self-diagnose themselve and beg to get prescribed this drug thats harder to get illegally than coke...
thread is filled with amphetamine addicts
lmfao nice job regulating your drugs burgerland
We just keep you in the dark about it
And yet you think ritalin is a cure for laziness
I wonder if you've ever really taken it at all, because anyone who had would know that you can absolutely be lazy while on amphetamines
Not druggie here
how to correctly dose and when to prescribe amphetamines?
There are a lot of problems to getting drugs illegally, especially if you want to do it daily. Even if it was easy to acquire illegally, why go through the effort and risk when you could try convincing a psychiatrist for a script that insurance could help pay for?
>how to correctly dose and when to prescribe amphetamines
0mg/lifetime
never
Shitty fast food manager here. The number of kids doing any sort of drugs honestly blows my mind. Kids popping pills and having to smoke every damn day sometimes multiple times a day. It's fucking insane.
Like who the fuck are their parents? I was always taught that you don't take shit unless you have an absolute need for it. And why would you want to? Many of us are gonna end up needing some kind of pills for something as we age. Why the fuck would you want to become dependent on something in your 20's or even teens? You people have no foresight whatsoever.
I've triggered so many retards ITT it's incredible
this is our future generation user
they won
humanity is basically doomed
it's only a matter of today or tomorrow
if only humans could not abuse everything they create we would had a chance but alas
Ive spent some time with people who were using it and they felt better. I dont think the never/0mglifetime applies to them
I actually agree when it comes to stuff like painkillers and anxiety pills like xanax. I just don't see the recreational value in those. It's absolutely no mystery to me why someone would want an MDMA pill though.
oh I can bet anyone will feel good on amphetamine
>amphetamine side effects: euphoria
>if they feel better then they should take it
I'm guessing you wanted to word that differently.
You know guys, I know plenty of people who have tried some drug or another, and some of these people's lives got fucked up due to drugs, but those cases are in the minority. Most of the people that I know who have tried drugs are leading perfectly normal lives. Drugs should certainly be approached with caution and some drugs are much more dangerous than others, but having an absolutist approach to them is really stupid. Drugs are neither good nor bad. They have the potential to be both depending on how exactly you approach them.
I wish I could get some to try. How did it feel?
I dont mean good in that sense. They said they were unable to control the speed of their thoughts. Sounded like they would lose their mind without retalin
>Dude I have ADHD too, and I dont pretend its what it is not: an illness the truth is ADHD descends from a lazy background as a child when parents task you with minimal concentration tasks or little to no work, you just grow up lazy.
WRONG. ADHD brains have fucked up dopamine receivers. people with ADHD are not "lazy" you fucking nigger, their brains don't transmit dopamine from starting and finishing tasks, which leads to forming really bad habbits that make the whole thing worse in the long run
Why would you want to try such a shitty drug out of all the drugs that are out there?
AHEM
...
Boy I sure am glad that these psychoactive chemicals I'm putting in my body are gluten-free
Took shrooms for the first time last week before I tripped out I was playing apex legends at a level way above my usual I got back to back 10 kill wins
they're vitamins. dietary supplements.
Lol weird flex but okay
Are you fucking retarded? It’s the SUGAR in the Mountain Dew that makes you fat not the caffeine. There’s plenty of healthy, no calorie ways to consume caffeine such as black coffee or green tea. You know, drinks for grown-ups.
DUDE
Considering methylphenidate is a federally-controlled substance? Hopefully not too prevalent.
What should drug should I try to be more productive?
Well if you want to be productive then Adderall or Ritalin would probably be your best bets. It's just that the way you worded your question made it sound like you were interested in recreational usage, in which case taking them wouldn't make much sense.
Don't listen to him, adderall IR is the best you can get unless you can get dexedrine or desoxyn.
Pretty common, I'd think. Taking performance-enhancing drugs is common -doubly so when there's no actual restriction in a competition such as a gaming tournament- and a decent number of them probably got prescriptions as ADD-addled children anyway.
>video game thread
>3 replies, pruned or deleted
>drug thread
>500 replies, page 1
Never change, Yea Forums
By not using it every day dude what the fuck
What are you even doing that requires daily performance doubling?
Taking more than 10mg regularly when you don't absolutely need the stuff is nuts. Save bigger doses for a few days a month.
Yeah nah as someone actually diagnosed with schizoaffective this isn't even a possibility, go post your edgy delusions on tumblr
Are they really? I'm going to bring it up with my psychiatrist then, I have no idea how to talk about it without seeming like I'm looking for a cheap high though. Besides racing thoughts do you get intrusive thoughts? Also overthinking everything to the point of not doing it?
>You people have no foresight whatsoever
>Works as a fast food manager
lmao