Ya hanging in there, Yea Forums?

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>I'm black
why are you black?

Ive settled with buying clippers and cutting short hair every 2 months

>Can cum inside himself
Hella gay.

left in the oven too long

Barely. I feel like shit. Going to take tomorrow off.

Seriously, what do I say when the ask "how short do you want it?"

Is their answer to that question? Is their a standardized number? How am i supposed to now what that number would refer too? am i the only one who struggles with this.

youtube.com/watch?v=MnV9sd079rM

Everything was going so well at the start of this year and now I've pretty much lost absolutely all of it bar two last slivers of hope I'm still clinging onto. I can't even play the online videogame I bought the other day because the thought of it makes me so anxious I want to puke. The only thing keeping me sane is shitposting.

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I'm so depressed. Every day is the exact same. I'm losing my mind. I just want to feel something again.

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What the fuck

? That means how low do you want your hair to be. You just hover your hand over your hair or specify a length or style

I always just say regular. I have no idea what I'm trying to say one of they know what I'm trying to say but my hair gets shortened enough.

A little bit behind the ears, make the back a few inches longer
The issue with me is I have nice hair genetics but I have no clue how to style or maintain it, so I still look like an autist

are these the new 4am threads? I've been seeing them every day

There are standardized numbers for clippers, just look them up.

You ain't. Been going to the barber with my dad for a long time, thank god he still needs haircuts. We all get the same cut and he tells the barber what to do. I really want to get cut myself but I really don't know what I want

I dropped out of everything and ghosted all my acquaintances. I'm just rotting away now until I build enough courage to end it all.

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Yeah, I've got Catherine to look forward to. Decided to finally play it.

Cause it literally kills you. Everyone smokes weed now. Enough of that might just damage your mental worst case

It's better to just show a picture of the haircut you want. Doesn't even have to be a picture of you, just someone who looks like you, is the same race, or has the same kind of hair.
eg. I'm asian so I show the barber a picture of an asian guy with decent hair. Don't even have to tell them much because they don't speak english

Why would you leave your house for a haircut? Just use scissors like I do. Cheap and effective.

Yeah I'm good.

jesus man. i thought i was an anxious mess, but fuck. im sorry black user i hope you feel better. get your haircut if its bothering you, especially if the longer hair is bothering you and giving you even more anxiety daily. itll be over in 10 minutes and you can retreat back into the lair

Classes don't start until the end of August and I don't feel like doing anything. I just sleep, wake up, and then sit at my computer until it's time for bed.

fuck you fuck you fuck you fuck youuuu!!!!!!11

twitch.tv/dweezil1

I've decided to move to Japan.
I can't speak or read a lick of Japanese.

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>got adhd diagnosed
>taking anxiety medication
>finally have enough focus + confidence to start driving
>get a job
>save up for college
doing alright, sometimes it sucks to be reminded that you're dependent on pills but i'd rather be this way than a NEET

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shit dude literally me right now
got longer til classes start though, might play some video games

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what are you afraid of?

>Be born to a couple of 21 year olds that don't know what they're doing
>My mom claims my dad raped her at one point
>They split and my childhood is full of legal disputes between them
>Mother is poor and lives with my grandfather throughout my childhood
>I go through childhood actually being a pretty optimistic guy
>At 9 years old I refuse to see my dad
>More legal trouble
>After that I start becoming more of a weirdo and socially retarded
>Get first gf at 15
>Breaks up with me after a month
>I give up on high school relationships until one day I meet the perfect girl
>Become good friends with her
>Hint at my feelings towards her but she never realizes
>Once I confess she says she has no interest in relationships whatsoever
>Go to University where I have to share a class with her
>University goes shit for me
>No employer wants me and I don't blame them
>Best friend becomes drug addict and does every drug under the sun
>I can't even really afford food now
Not doing too good. I legit want to end myself some days.

>just got a psp with a 32gb memory stick
>filling it up with all kinds of good shit

you're goddamn right I am

>tfw took a massive shit (it was a 1-wipe wonder) just now and now I'm laying in bed ready to sleep but my legs ache a lot

I need to eat more fiber.

Be careful with vyvanse/adderall. You’ll literally be hooked for life. I used to use it pretty regularly then dropped off when my dealer bounced. I cope with coffee but it ain’t the same

so do you piss cum?

Dang, hello to you too.

humans

what food contains fiber?
my legs ache sometimes

>claims to be socially retarded
>had a girl friend in middle school and friends in both high school and college
Yeah nah bro you're normiecore

>or a haircut
This is the fucking worst, I have to wait for my cousin to do it because I am too much of a pussy to go outside and she only brings her stuff like once a year.

Maybe ur prostates fucked from bein a cumbrain. Get a female doctor to stick a finger up ur bum.

what the fuck I had no idea that existed
you need a doctor bro

Got some teeth removed today and they hurt like a bad dry blowjob. Any tips, anons?

I don't care if I get hooked on it, my life was fucking terrible before getting a script for vyvanse
thanks for the concern though bro

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Speaking with people is really hard user.

Do they ache after taking a shit? I think my toilet might play into that too and the fact that I'm always constipated and need to push hard

I think broccoli contains fiber but I'm sure you could take fiber pills too

How do I learn how to socialize Yea Forums?

Normiefag shit but I was rejected by the only girl I’ve felt something towards over the last year since my ex left me. She talked to me on Saturday. I saw another girl I know on Sunday to cope, doubt anything will happen because nothing has since October. I’m lonely as fuck and am just trying to fill that void my piece of shit Ex left. I fucking hate her, Yea Forums. 11 1/2 years I gave to her. She celebrated 1 year with the guy she left me for a couple weeks ago. She began dating home within a couple weeks after she did it.

Go to a bar and make small talk with people.

I'm going to kill myself next decade.

user, memes arent real

>ya hanging in there, Yea Forums?
No.

I had to put my cat down last Friday
She was 15 and was on the verge of total kidney failure

I'm taking it well but it's times like now that I'd be loving on her as she fell asleep in my arms that gets me

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I do after jacking off. I've had few medical mishaps that scare me but this is really shaking me up.

I'm okay with being a virgin, it isn't worth hiring an escort. I realized I have more self-respect than I initially thought.

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just be yourself and be confident

My problem is making money cuz I don't like interacting with people. So people just aren't cut out for this life. Oh well.

Talking to people in real life literally scares me though. I just power through it. I know for a fact that people perceive me as a fucking weirdo. I think I was less socially retarded at one point, but I sure am now.

I feel you bro, my cat straight up just stopped breathing at 20 years old, had her almost my entire life.

>ew why is that creepy fat guy standing in the corner staring at people
>omg he’s coming over here
>does he not have friends? He’s here alone?

This time last month I wanted to kill myself but I didn't do it because it would make my mom lose her mind. I told her I was suicidal and she was about to cry. Things are better now I guess. I'm not suicidal but I still feel kinda empty on the inside.

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I'm listening to youtube.com/watch?v=SDTZ7iX4vTQ on repeat, it's a good song.

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>I just power through it
Yeah, that's great normie. You're so powerful, so courageous.

>Convinced I'm doing everything wrong and my life is in the shitter
>Family disagrees
>Parents say they're proud of me
>Can't shake the feeling
Whose standards am I living up to? What are even my own standards?

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What do you hope to achieve?

nah, i'm pretty tired. think i might sleep soon

finally got a stable job with decent salary
still a 27 year old virgin with no friends but at least i have more money to cope with video games now.
fuck i wish i could go back 10 or 15 years

I want to quit my job so bad but my parents will kick me out of the house if I do and I sure as shit don't make enough to move.
I have no friends and being at work just exemplifies the hell out of it.

Some of us want to survive despite everything, stop belittling people for trying you fucking faggot.

I just found out that Final Fantasy Tactics as a franchise is getting raped and zombified into gachashit.

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they're lying to you

I’m anxious as fuck about my car. Bought it last fall. My first that I bought and paid off myself. Earlier I hit a massive dip in the road while going to work and the car bounced like nothing I’ve heard or felt. Admittedly I was going a bit faster than I should have, but the road itself was so shit. Worried I fucked up something I can’t see. Car is running fine, nothing looks, sounds, or feels different...but fuck the guilt is making me crazy.

Not really. I'm at the worst point ever in my life. I think my days are numbered.

>Setting yourself up for failure with hypotheticals
Rejection in real life is tamer than whatever you come up with in your head. It's seriously not that bad.

>cute girl at work keeps on flirting with me a countless number of times for the pass several weeks already
>too much of a bitch to accept her advances
>she looks like pic related

yea, I've had enough of this shit, i'm pursuing her.

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My grandpa just passed away
He left a giant inheritance but I just want him back
He raised me all by himself and if I'm someone right now it's thanks to him

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>small talk
Fuck that disingenuous shit.

But why?

If I could go back in time to stop my birth, I wouldn't.
I'd uproot my entire fucking family tree.

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I'm not belittling you, I'm pointing out you're using other people's actual issues to prop yourself up. You had a girlfriend at 15 instead of going through those years of your life without being able to speak to people properly resulting in permanent damage to your vocal cords. Stop feeling sorry for yourself.

>tfw can't touch my cat or risk getting hives the whole week
This world isn't made for me, it was made against me.

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Happiness.

>Light socialization is disingenuous
I mean, what would you do?

For fun. Nothing is more fun than setting losers up for failure. Any good grades you get at school are the teachers giving you false confidence so they can see you crash and burn later.

Well I am not that user to begin with, but still.
Not everyone has the same experiences, you don't know the suffering of other people so stop projecting yourself onto others.

You'll be as miserable there as you are here.

Anyone else take up /prod/ in the hopes of making a comfy living off of music? Anyone else not share anything they created because they aren't fully confident in their ability after a year and a half?

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That's a different user you're talking to there. I'm the dude who had a gf at 15.

I didn't feel like playing games today. I didn't feel like going to work but did anyway. I could tell everyone noticed that something wasn't quite right with me today.

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That user was being suicidal over nothing. He needs to stop feeling like life isn't worth living just because one of his multiple girl friends dumped him.

Sex is a giant fucking meme
It will give you a confidence boost but that's it
After having sex 100 times on a year I prefer to cum only for my waifu now

My OCD is back after years of the symptoms being basically gone, or at least by and large under control. Im a "contamination" kind. Urine and feces really bothers me, and I worry about "particles", even though logically I know that's nonsense to worry over. I'm in therapy rn, and things are getting kinda better, but it's still hard, especially since I thought I had put this all behind me

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>Anyone else not share anything they created because they aren't fully confident in their ability after a year and a half?
No one worth their salt would do that.
Post your shit. Here and now.

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I want to kill myself
too bad my cunttree has no gun freedom or I would have shot up my wagecuck office

You would think they would just push a hoop with a stick down a dirt road.

>bad at games
>only been playing challenging games to get better at games and to temper my anger
>think of the fear litany from Dune but about sperg rage instead of fear
Only vidya can get me so mad, it’s truly embarrassing

Not /prod/ but I'm trying to learn guitar in hopes of one day being in a band. Don't know what the fuck I'm thinking, that shit never goes anywhere.

The last time I made a new friend was 3 years ago.

I feel like I have no idea how to enter a new community in this new era of Discord and Amino and shit, I'm only used to IRC chatrooms and forums.

At a boy user, have some fun

I work 40 hours or more a week. living with my parents. Got money saved and enjoy myself. Meanwhile my brother is a drunk bum with a girl and they had a kid. I worry for my nephew. Their home is so filthy. Now today his GF got arrested for shop lifting at a store I gave them a $60 gift card to. I don't know what to do anymore.

Looking forward to Control I guess. I like remedy

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You can make a pipe shotgun fairly easily. The only major issue at that point would be getting the ammunition. Not that I support doing either, though, of course :)

But that doesn't hurt anyone. Hurting people is the greatest thrill.

This really. Wake up, work, come back, game/hobby, go to sleep, and repeat. Getting /fit/ worked for a little over a year but after getting the results i wanted now its just one more thing in my mechanical schedule. Crippling trust issues make me unable to stay in a relationship passed a few weeks, ive done all the travelling I wanted with 9 countries worldwide by myself, nothing Ive experienced has yet to outweigh sitting on my fatass and fapping at home, and all my friends moved nearly a decade ago to all over the states for their careers so theres no one to hang out and play with.

If it wasnt for shitposting and the occasional HAPPENINGS id probably have committed sudoku awhile ago.

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On one hand I just beat Crash Bandicoot 1 for the first time and enjoyed it quite a bit. On the other hand I possibly contributed to my dad's horrifc divorce and he doesn't know.

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Hate myself for having a hard time opening up to people mostly.

a cute girl gave me a follow on instagram out of the blue.

Get it a dog. It'll probably help a ton.

Kitty has ham?

No, I've been really struggling to get through Baldur's Gate.
I just got to the Gnoll Stronghold since Minsc started bitching me out, and now there's Elite Enemies utterly brutalizing my party. Character progression is so slow I'm not even sure if there's much more I can do. I'm just savescumming my way through and it's painful.

Maybe I'm just a bitch, maybe that's the answer.

Did your mom realize there's men out there who could collect all the gems?

Applying for my first job at the age of 26. Half hoping I get it. Half hoping I dont. I wasted too much time here...

Do not do this. A dog is too much responsibility and you can't afford to fuck up their upbringing, don't be white trash.

Context and shared interests.
If you deal with people at work or at hobbies, it's much easier. Never come off as desperate, let the conversation start naturally.

Don't watch porn, don't smoke, don't eat fast food besides the occasional Chick-Fil-A, I socialize online because I'm a sperg in public, video games are fun when I find the right one, I gym, I don't drink, I don't take pills and go to bed at a reasonable time and I'm still depressed.

Fuck I meant 25. I honestly feel 70. Just ready for it all to end

After leaving shinjuku station take the exit that shows you the entrance to kabukicho with the big red gate. Walk all the way down the road till theres a slight right turn, go down it, but then look left and you'll see some older looking theatre building, go inside it and youll find its a blowjob salon. Prices the last time I was there was around 30 dollars for 30 minutes of blowjob time. Theres also plenty of massage parlors there as well. In google maps if you look down that road I mentioned you should probably still see a massage parlor sign a few buildings down to the left at the entrance. Get the more expensive powder (16$) or oil (22$) massages for the happy endings.

Theres all sorts of other sex workers for damn near free all over tokyo as well, not to mention the food. Was the happiest vacation I had in my life.

I was a NEET for 10 years since finishing high school. I started going to college last year. Failed the first class for what I wanted to major in (physics). Now I have no idea what to do with myself and I feel like I'm too old to accomplish anything good in my life. The next semester starts up in a few weeks and I don't even want to go back. I just want to be a carefree NEET again but my mom is getting old and I'm terrified of being homeless. Sometimes I think I would be better off just killing myself.

I'll be fine.

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>Crippling trust issues make me unable to stay in a relationship passed a few weeks
This really. I'm too afraid of what could happen when you see how often relationships turns to shit nowadays. Between divorce rate being through the roof, the risk of having a child but 80%+ chance of losing custody if a breakup would happen, the risk of being forced to pay alimony for a kid I see twice a month... I'm relatively /fit/, got a decent career, not a full social outcast (even if I don't like socializing, got couple close friends, I talk to my colleagues at work etc.). I'm just too afraid to commit into anything knowing that I have absolutely 0 control over a relationship.

I drink too much Yea Forums. I’m in shape and for all intents “well adjusted.” But when I get lonely, it’s about all I can think to do. I usually regret it the next day and work out but I’m starting to do it more and more, alone, from night to night and I’m afraid it’s becoming a habit I won’t be able to stop.

>applying for your first job at 25
Not gonna get it
Nobody will hire someone that old with no prior work history
They'll take one look and go
>this guy is either a junkie or a criminal straight out of prison trying to please his parole officer
And they'll NOPE out of you. Should've started delivering papers during summers as soon as you could if you wanted to ever have a real life. Just enjoy the NEET life as long as it lasts, you'll die too soon anyway.

I'm not sure whether I should learn to cope with my physical and mental weakness or try to overcome it knowing damn well I'll probably fail again.
For fuck's sake, we are racing towards the end of western civilization and instead of bracing for the storm I'm still wavering. Shit's fucked brehs.

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when you can again hold your cat close and tell them how much you love him/her
God knows I'll never be able to do that again for mine

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Is this the new pathetic loser general?

Going on Yea Forums probably contributes to 90% of that. Social media in general contributes to pretty much all feelings of depression.

SSRIs helped with my OCD a great deal.

Him and my mom never married, they had me when they were in high school. My step mom however was more or less doing everything in the relationship while dealing with my dad's bipolar tendancies. Not shitting on my dad, just saying how things were.

Anyways, long story short, we got drunk and she had me fuck her. Realizing what we did the next day really fucked with our heads and things fell apart. We both agreed to never tell him or anyone else in the family for obvious reasons. Went through a really dark period over the last year coming to terms with what I did. Now I'm here with my dad helping him pick up the pieces and getting back on with his life any way I can.

Every time he tells me I'm a good person I die a little inside.

Starting on Crash 2 atm. Getting all the gems seems like a pain in the dick, but I'll try my best.

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Every job I want to apply to requires three non-friend non-family references.

I don't form relationships with my managers or anything so I've been kind of fucked.

Why do I need three references to be a janitor?

Im a groundskeeper for an apartment complex and no pets are allowed here. The rural town I live in is one of the top five largest areas in the US with stray pet infestations and Ive had to put a few poor doggos out to pasture myself.

Do volunteer work someplace. You'll feel better about yourself after serving soup to the homeless.
Western civilization won't collapse in your lifetime. It will only change for the worse in ways we cannot begin to imagine.

Bullshit. Under the influence shit does not help your sober self.

>A dog is too much responsibility
Are you a child? Grow the fuck up.

I used to hate when people said that but you're right, at least with whores. If I don't find someone then at least I'll die staying true to myself.

I'm so sad. I've had this damn existential crisis for the past year and I'm too drained to take the first fucking step towards resuming my productivity.

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>Don't watch porn
I never understood this meme.
Because the no-singles policy is in effect.

Go to sleep me, we have work in the morning.

So why the fuck I update my Win10(yea yea go off) last night and then wake up today and it wants me to update again??

You don't have to be drunk to respond or talk to someone. Here's a majority of my social experiences.
>What did you think of sports thing?
>I don't watch sports
It's not much, but it's a social interaction.

dude just pick up heavy objects and all of your problems will vanish

You live in a shit country then, I never had to provide references in the UK besides my former employers' HR (which make sense to justify your previous experience in a company). For my first entry level position I didn't have to provide anything.

Starting my new job on Monday, so enjoying my last week of vacations.

>existential crisis
You're a bunch of molecules in motion, nevermind that.

>thread full of literal teenagers

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And it doesn't matter if it's in a bar setting. You realize that introverted ass Japan goes off at bars after work? Gotta work on that stuff sober.

>go off
Is it 2015 again? Do people genuinely still care?

Next time I will bite the bullet in your cats honor user.

No man.
I can't get a job and i've applied to tens of places at this point, all minimum wage jobs too. I've been searching for months. I'm feeling useless. Never had a GF, never will before I die either, which will prolly be by sui in a couple of weeks if I don't get a fucking call saying "Yeah we have an open position you can fill!"

Would volunteer work help? I need to start making money so I dont feel like a waste of space. I'm willing to work a few months for no pay just to put something on my resume.

29 here with literally nothing to show for it.
Really trying to find reasons to not check out of life.

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>tfw addict to porn
How do I cure this

Everything on your resume helps.

31, retail, dead end job, barely making anything. Still living with parents (even after moving out many times with other people).

Mom's dying of lung cancer stage IV. So depressed and conflicted from growing up with messed up family that I don't really care and hope she dies soon.

Probably a sociopath or autistic. Don't know how to talk to anyone, no friends, no love life.

I guess.. at least I have my health.

i was on them before but stopped and i was still fine, though it gave me the shakes, trying to avoid getting back on them desu. therapist says it can be done without it, it's just harder

Not too bad so I guess I'm lucky in that respect, but I don't know how to get over the feeling of existential dread that's been setting in for the past few years. Knowing that nothing I do will ever matter often kills my motivation to try to do things and makes me feel stuck in a weird way.

not yet
just gotta finish tying this knot

Not feeling well
I just play tf2,cago,black mesa,postal 2,terraria,minecraft
I got nothing better to do
Are there any video game anons can recomment me?

>I watch porn
>I play vidya
>I have very little social interaction
>I'm on the computer most of my waking hours
>still feel absolutely fine and optimistic about life because I eat healthy, exercise and go to bed at 9:30
Feels pretty Zen, man.

Distract yourself with a healthier Vice.

On Yea Forums?

Intelligent people do, which excludes you and the majority of Yea Forumseddit.

Escaped the politics sphere of the internet, I've never felt better man

It's a toxic-ass place

If you were a sociopath you'd know how to read people and manipulate them, so don't worry you're just a sperg.

>frogposter
based

I have a huge breakdown at least once a week because I've spent the last 6 years of my life washing dishes at a pizzeria. Now I'm a 24 year old loser stuck living with my mom because I've never been able to hold up a job other than dishwashing. I get hired every other month, fail miserably and get fired because I have absolutely 0 energy during the day to handle the simplest of fucking work because of severe crohns. Despite eating as healthy as can be.
Where the fuck do I even go at this point. My life feels like a fucking wreck and it's been this way ever since my dad killed himself.

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Wowie.

Everywhere is politics now

>24
>thinks he's a loser
Come back in a few years, kid.

Sick burn.

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If your chrohns is that debilitating you should look into getting disability money.

I miss her every single day

You can ignore it man, there are plenty of places where it doesn't come up.

The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because of the grief it would cause family and whenever I say this online the typical response is "You'll be dead. Why do you care?" But I really do love my family and care for their well being which makes me feel even worse because I don't like it when they worry about me. Fuck this 9 to 5, man.

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Lmao cumpiss

I'm motivated to do something after years of neetdom but still don't know where to start, I can accept being a wageslave if this doesn't mean having to deal with retards 10 hours per day otherwise I'll rather suicide myself without any regret.

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Maybe move to a country where welfare/disability money would be superior to whatever you are earning now?

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All this stupid shit just to get an entry level job.
What part of "Me do work good, you give cash money" isn't enough for employers nowadays.

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fail to think of something to say and sit there silently

No.

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Disability? If you have severe crohns, it probably has drastically affected your work habits. My friend had it and had to get 2 feet of intestine removed.

today was not a good day, let's just leave it at that. i've made a deal with myself that next weekend i'm going to start going through my stuff and making plans to where or who it's going to when i die. i do not see surviving until old age as a viable option. i do not want to struggle anymore, i'm in my 30's and it isn't getting easier by any means. i just wish i could sleep and not wake up. thank god i don't have children or a wife to worry about when I go, and my mom is going to be fine with her rich husband.

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>OMG look at that fucking creep
>look he's just standing there on his own
Ah yes. That night...

Trump 2020

My right foot is tingling and swollen and if i press my finger into my ankle, the blood doesn't rush back to the indentation. I'm pretty sure i have diabetes. I did used to drink a lot of soda when I was younger but I haven't for years now. I never even smoked, and I drank only during sad events like a pet dying. I guess I should have done all of that regularly if I was going to get diabetes anyway. I don't even feel like playing video games anymore since I'm pretty sure this is a death sentence. I'm just waiting to get the coma or stroke that's going to come now. At least the last game I played was Bloodstained. I guess that's a good final game to play.

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We're a family here at Walmart.

>28
>college dropout
>nothing to my name other than my workout equipment and my computer
>cover for coworkers when I can and work more hours than anyone in any job ive ever had
>not very social though so never befriend management and get promotions or a raise even after asking for it
>get pissed after few years and move onto new job
>dont have the money or skills to start a business of my own
dont know how much longer i got

Thanks, but I have a history of killing animals and lighting small fires.

For 90% of human history so did everyone else.

story behind picture?

lame shirt desu

I finally got someone in my life, but it wasn't enough for me to do more with my life. I'm just taking it slow before ramming into life when it will hit me hard.

I also should be making a vidya, but i lost complete interest in making it

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I've been in constant pain every single day of my life since I was 17 and it only gets worse with age. I'm 33 now and the only reason I haven't ended it is because of my mom. It would destroy her and I could never do that to her.

>live at home
>take care of schizophrenic mother and grandmother with late stage dementia/Alzheimers
>struggling with own depression and anxiety
>gf left me
>sisters completely cut me and mom out of their life
>father did the same thing
>only have one friend but he's emotionally distant
>100 pounds overweight
>constant chest pains
>sinus infection, constantly dripping mucus down my throat
>constant heartburn
>no motivation to change my diet
>no motivation to advance career past entry level physical work

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>age
>when you first came to Yea Forums

Find a support group. Meet friends there, find new hobbies through other people, build new friendships.

>HOW DO YOU FEEL THAT THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE IS GONE? CELLS.
>Cells.
>SHE DOESNT THINK ABOUT YOU BUT YOU THINK ABOUT HER. CELLS.
>Cells.
>THE FIRST TIME YOU FELT YOU COULD TRUST SOMEONE, AND SHE ABANDONED YOU. INTERLINKED
>Interlinked.
>YOU TRY TO DEAL WITH THIS, BUT YOURE FAILING AND THINGS ARE GETTING WORSE. INTERLINKED
>Interlinked.

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I do all these and I feel amazing. We're all gonna make it bros.

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I'm using this thread to ask a question. Is The Isle on PC a good game? My friend is obsessed with this fucking shit. Talking about this Dandi faggot constantly. It WOULD be really neat if it was purely a realistic Dinosaur game, but it looks like it's heavily Jurassic Park influenced and I hate that. It seems they are adding a bunch of bullshit like humans "mercenaries". Fucking ruining it but is it worth 10 dollars?

23
2006

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26
2008-9, not sure anymore

>Older brother moved into his van
>Older sister and her husband bought a schoolbus for them and their kids to live in
>tfw jobless for two years with constant rejection from employers
Why do I bother, I'm just gonna end up under a bridge whether I get a job or not

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Please tell me this isnt true. 29 and never worked before.

Fucking THIS. No one works a 9-5 for fun. We need money. Why do they want us to lie. We all know we apply so we can a roof over our heads.

Try and help your mom get on some medication that works, look for a low income care facility for your grandmother. Find an outlet like biking or just go on a walk and you'll start feeling better.

>24
>14 or 15

>32
>18 (2004)

user people live with the beetus

>ITT your average Trump supporter

>28
>13 (2004)

I'll never be free from this hellhole

>Older sister and her husband bought a schoolbus for them and their kids to live in

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>25
>2010

26 here, only got a job because my sister gave me one. Was unemployed for 6 years and you better believe things only get worse with time, the longer you haven't worked for the more suspicious and dismissive potential employers will be. Only drug-addicts and criminals can't account for what work they were doing at any given point in their lives, if you have gaps in your work record you're not reliable.

You can get a job, but its going to be fucking terrible, like changing old-people diapers/tard wrangling fucking terrible. You can work in shithole fields that absolutely nobody wants to work in.

>31
>since at least 2003 during quake II matches and cruising library computers for porn in secret.

>24
>2014

What have you guys been listening to lately? I rediscovered how much I love Weezer's Pinkerton last weekend.

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I hate myself
my mum just went off on me/snapped because of a small thing and basically called me pathetic/a disappointment. I sort of want to change and get my shit together but at the same time I literally do not know how to function normally, I can never get a job even when I submit a bunch of resumes and even when I actually get called back for an interview, I don't know what I'm doing wrong.
>I dropped out of everything and ghosted all my acquaintances.
I have the very strong urge to do that too, just cut off all contact with every one. There's only like 1 person I talk to as a friend other than my family members anyways, but I mean my family too. Killing myself seems like the only way out but I'm also scared of death and pain

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i doubt it’s diabetes. Chances are it’s peripheral neuropathy. I’m pretty sure I have it...that and a bulging disc that I’m sure isn’t helping matters.

I've been fighting with my mom for ten years trying to get her to stay on medication and she refuses. She's been to the psyche ward atleast 15 times and nothing ever changes. Her stubbornness has driven our entire family away from her besides me. I beg her to get on a disability but she refuses.
We can't afford to put my nana in a home and she's not even that bad to deal with it just takes a toll to see someone you love wither away.

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>28
>2007

Yeah, but I'm a burger with no health insurance, so I can't afford the medications because I barely make it as it is. I was wondering why I feel like going back to sleep after getting 8 hours of sleep a night since the beginning of this year.

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>21
>2010

Kill yourself bro that's what I'm doing

24
15

Nigga why havent you applied for disability

Turned 30 last month. Able to afford my own apartment and car with my job so I'm pretty thankful with what I have. Went to school for IT, economy took a shit when I graduated. Could only find work as a tier 1 help desk graveyard shift. This was like 21 or so. Did drugs to cope. Fucked me in the head properly so I moved back home with the parents. Felt like garbage having to live with Mommy and Daddy until 25. Scraped enough money to get out of the tourist town they lived in, moved across the state. Moving took a little more than I expected financially, had to get money through credit cards. Last year filed for Chapter 7. Credit score is fucked but I am not in massive debt. Went from 330 pounds to 210, looked in to dating. Doesn't matter how much weight I lose I'm still a joke to women like in high school. Been considering suicide the past few months. Still managed to make it back in to IT though. Now I can be the best computer janitor ever. Work noticed I've seemed "off" so instead of firing me they are paying for a few sessions of therapy. That's about it.

31
2008 regularly

They can't afford their apartment for much longer, so they blew what money they still have so they'll at least have something to live in instead of riding out a few more months and getting kicked on the street

You are me almost two years ago. I got the job, partly because of luck and I can act normie if I want to. It was tough at first after sitting on my ass for a few years but it got better quickly and has been great for me mentally. Now I'm dating a girl from the workplace and about to get promoted. Good luck.

26
2008

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26 here. College dropout, had a kid so quit to pay bills. Just quit my last job at a slaughterhouse a couple months ago. Was there 3 years. I work in IT now, got a few lucky breaks. I'm doing good. Making a lot less money but I'm happier and looking back maybe having blood and abscess sprayed in my face everyday was't good for my mental state. I can already tell my hands are starting to onset with carpel tunnel from my time on that job, it's ok though things are still looking up.

Playing Persona 5, Stardew Valley, or Darkest Dungeon depending on mood. Thank you for reading this post.

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I got fired from my first job simply for the reason that I didn't seem to enjoy it. NONE of my coworkers enjoyed the job and it was obvious. I was trying my best and the person who was training me can confirm that. The management was just so shit there. It's made me feel nervous about trying future jobs. I had a temporary job as a greeter at a university bookstore, but that's about it. No employer really seems to want me.

Someone explain to a dumbfag how the baseline test is supposed to work.

For people too crippled to go outside a dog is a huge responsibility

Trying to explain anxiety is an exercise in futility. It just is. It just exists.

Man, fuck shitty management.

28
2004

Honestly, user? You may love them but it's time to leave. It's time to move on.

dont make me cry , user

>unemployed in Yuropean country with social security, things should be fine...
>get a job as a telemarketer
>pay is by provision
>if you don't make a sale you don't eat
>if you quit you won't get unemployment benefits for 5 months because you quit yourself
>do it anyway because I can't fucking live like this
>get food from church charity
>until they tell me they won't give me any because they're focusing on only "refugees" due to budget cuts
YOU CAN ALWAYS GO BACK TO SELLING PEOPLE SUBSCRIPTIONS ON THE PHONE AHAHAAHAHA

I like your attitude

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>THE FIRST TIME YOU FELT YOU COULD TRUST SOMEONE, AND SHE ABANDONED YOU. INTERLINKED
The worst part is when it's 3am and your beating heartbeat won't let you go to sleep and you try to stop yourself from checking in on her socials and seeing how happy she is with her boyfriend

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Did something bad happen that should be affecting me?
Other than the incredibly low standards of the average video game buyer mixing with how most vidya companies are hostile towards their customers' freedoms - creating a feedback loop of shit games full of shekel grabbing practices, casual pandering, and bans for expressing facts inconvenient to the company - which in turn encourages and supports the low standards?
Yeah, I'm doing fine. I just don't play games which ban you for racism.
Have you guys played Factorio?

Your taste is pretty good, Responsible Dad -kun.

>20
>2012
I was only here for /vp/ and Smash discussion and got trapped in this horrible void.

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barely.

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