Tfw I wish I actually knew you guys

I love you, space cowboy.

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Yes

>tfw fighting online and calling random anons faggots is the thing closest to friendship that I have

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Wouldn't really matter to you either way.
Also you're probably just autistic.

woah... deep...

Take care of yourself user
Eat properly
Get good sleep
Take a walk every now and then
Try to keep the stress to a minimum
And definitely don't date a fucking whore that ups and leaves you as soon as she meets some cute guy at work and then when he's not interested she comes crawling back to you
God Samantha I fucking hate you why did you fucking leave

tears in rain

Hope you're doing good Jerry. And not still running up 80 dollar bar tabs ya soggy neg.

But dogdor said aspd D:
I considered the possibility for a while, you're not the first eprson that told me I was probably autistic, but on top of having been "diagnosed", I really have no trait of an autistic person.

Maybe it's that torch gassed with bitterness you haven't let go of. I can relate but shit dude just let it go, and stop talking to her if you haven't already.

I did stop talking to her but I gave her SO MUCH and dedicated so much time to her

Same to you Yea Forumsro

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user, not having emotions to the same level as others, or on command doesn't mean you're a sociopath. Possibly autistic, but not a sociopath.

Read

It is wrong to not have any friend in irl/online?

If you dont feel its a problem then its not a problem.

It's boring sometimes, there isn't much to do being alone.

For me I'd do fine entertaining myself alone but I get emotionally lonely which hurts after a while so I need to socialize a bit or I get depressed.

I‘ll stick around with you fags. No matter how bad it gets.

I've been here for over 33% of my life at this point. I dont really know any other way. The future will show how this internet lifestyle will affect us.

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What are you, twelve?

this site is legitimately the only time I talk to other humans besides my mother

27

he's probably in his mid twenties, like me, and came here 8-10 years ago, like me

A toast to more years of this inferno dumpster fire.

What kind of games do you like to play?

I'm gay and completely useless.

Same user, same, I feel like I get along better with you guys on Yea Forums than I do most of my real life friends, I have almost nothing in common with the majority of people IRL I'd call friends.

I'm in love with my tranny co worker. Based anonymity.

Turn based strategy, racers, puzzlers and some FPS.
Why?

Honestly, people can say whatever the fuck they want about channers, but they are the only people I've met with some actual taste, be it in Literature, Painting or Music.

That makes Yea Forums alright in my book.

I wanna live in a cozy cabin in the woods and cut out most technology, The future is looking scary, I wish there was a commune of anons out there, Create a little homogeneous society, But we would probably all die out in one generation because of no kids, But its fun to think about.

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i'm actually alright with not knowing anyone from here
every time i add an user from here on steam or whatever, we end up talking for like an hour or 2 and then never interact with each other again
maybe it's because they get disinterested or forget about me, maybe it's because none of the anons i add ever end up playing some vidya with me in order to bond or some other gay shit, i barely even play multiplayer games anymore anyway
truth is, maintaining relationships with others is too hard, and i'd rather spend my time alone on my computer than with anyone else
this is both a blessing and a curse though

Do you honestly believe there are no women amongst us, user?

This except with internet and tech

The best friendships always have banter

That's such a good part in the manga, I got the first two deluxe books recently. Enjoyed it a ton.

You fags can be alright sometimes. Here’s to wishing you guys the best.

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>met my friend group on Yea Forums from 2011-2013
>they're my best friends and I talk to them daily
>anyone I've tried being friends with from Yea Forums post gamergate, and especially post election, are unbearably annoying people who can only speak in memes and Yea Forums lingo

This is the worst, because now none of my friends have time for vidya or anything anymore
I don't even make attempts to make friends on here anymore, and I hate that because it used to be such a great place to meet people who were generally likeminded or at least understood my sense of humor. I like saying nigger and faggot but I either get people who are genuinely offended by that or people who think that means I subscribe to their stormfront brand of autism and its free reign to start talking about the kikes when we're playing a fucking panty stealing simulator

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Sometimes I love ya, other times I wonder what the hell I'm doing here.
On a side note, have the moderators gone on a full-on crackdown lately? Yea Forums seems curiously well-behaved lately.

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I used to have a good time on the [s4s] minecraft server.

R.I.P big don, FUCK you fetus and your retarded ego problems, we could've all still been playing together had it not been for you.

I do.
At most i would have my pc and a house phone, Maybe internet with a vpn too, But i would try limit myself using them.

Yeah I get you on that front. Gamergate really changed things. Things were really looking good on this board too before that, with synchtube and the video game wrestling streams. Golden age ending. Thats my experience anyway.

Nothing matters everything will die

Yea Forums feels like being in school again, with all kids trying to be cool, bullies, bitches and idiots, but now most of them are adults and all have their shit going on with in their lives, everybody has issues.
youtube.com/watch?v=kvLVSPPLZZY

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I feel like there's way more women here than people tend to think, not a ton but like 15%ish

considering there was a thread with a porn dump yesterday that reached like 200 or 300 replies before mods woke up, no

>the way he tips the hat at the end
see you later.... Alligator

Mods dont really care about porn as libg as its legal. Its not really a priority delete.

I used to spend all day in the [s4s] plug.dj like 4-5 years ago. We just watched dumbass videos all day but I was really happy to be there. Not long after that I sort of stopped feeling alive and I'm just drifting now here.

I legitimately think you guys are alright from the lobbies I've been with you all such as SCP, RoR, UNIST, and MH

The site may get shittier, the average age of posters may get lower, but I'll always have fun when it comes to playing with you guys

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Exactly, you guys would be surprised about how many women actually share the worldviews partaken by Yea Forums.

Fuck I realize I've been here since I got out of highschool in 2010. so much shit has happened since then. I had 4 jobs and at my current job have been promoted to managment.Found a girlfriend dated 4 years had a kid left girlfriend because she made our daughter out to be an inconvenience to her and I'll be damned if she is. Sorry about the blog I just love my daughter. Thanks for being there anons.

Thread theme
youtube.com/watch?v=nAHC7wE7SUU

>tfw this is still the only place where I can have in-depth discussions of virtually anything with other losers, without normalfaggotry and their usual "idk lol let's change the subject" whenever the discussion goes deep

Shit's gotten bad over the years, but it's fucking way worse out there.

i don't really agree with that considering i have seen threads being deleted within minutes of someone posting porn

Hey I have friends, I just don't enjoy hanging out with them for more than like an hour or two.

My best friend is a sociopath, so yes

[s4s] is like a door covered in shit with a burning hot handle with spikes but once you get past it there's plenty of treasures behind.
I'm too afraid to check it these days. Do you happen to have the link of the website with all those pages of memes and the archive full of .swfs, gifs etc?

I only post yuro hours, might be less mods

>having the advantage of being a woman and still browsing this shithole

T H I S
H
I
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When discussion actually occurs, boards like Yea Forums are capable of being profoundly eloquent.

You guys are alright sometimes Yea Forums is one of the few places where call bullshit in the industry for what it is. Don't get wrong, the constant spamming of have sex, cope, dilate, and seething is beyond grating. but this place has a charm to it.

It's really easy to think that this site was always shit, especially if you're on it for multiple hours a day, every day, but I do think that you're right in saying it was the golden age ending.
Ultimately the site is just too big to have the sense of community it once had. At the beginning of this decade, while posting here I felt like generally everyone was cut from the same cloth, we were all "Yea Forumsirgins", but at the end of this decade, I feel like a stranger in a foreign land.
Still though, there's no place like it and nothing will ever be able to replace it.

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True. After growing up on Yea Forums i can assure you this place is a far cry to what it once was, But it still has some soul left.

kek

Yes, but sadly unavoidable for so many young men.

The reality is that people aren't meant to live like this. We're all wrong, we're broken. And it's my sincere desire that every one of us is able to leave this fucking place and function in the real world to some extent, that we all find friends and companions irl and escape the cycle of isolation. I would want this place to die so we can all live.

>days starting to feel the same every day
>even the food I eat, the time to sleep, the games I play, are all the same
>weeks are becoming days and days are becoming minutes
>even had a time that I was legitimately shocked that I got the time wrong by a fucking week
I really need to stop being a NEET. I can't live like this. I want to be human

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Hang in there bro. Protect your daughter, raise her well.

Not any we’d have sex with.

Man, I really wished I had made friends during that time. I‘m just doing everything solo and join matchmaking games.

Some of you anons alright and I enjoy threads like this but I've tried to distance myself from this board recently. Etika getting a sticky was absolutely embarrassing and really made me questioned if there's anything else here besides political threads and console war threads. I want to like it here but Its pretty fucking difficult to.

People here are too into their own asses to change for the better. The "us losers amirite haha" mentality runs deep in this place.

I know that feel, I just get exhausted when I interact with others for more than a couple hours, meanwhile I can just hang out on a board of choice and vomit a half assed opinion and, sometimes, I'll have a nice in depth discussion about some bullshit. Anonimity spoiled me, I can't pull this shit nowhere else

yeah user come join the daily working grind I'm sure it's gonna be fun haha

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That's one thing that never changed over the years

>think "Haha what a nerd"
>started browsing 2007
>realize almost half my life spent browsing this shit hole (26)

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I hope you have a nice weekend, user.

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kek nevermind found it
dankmaymays.com

You're a good man.

IT'S BETTER THAN BEING A LITERAL DEAD WEIGHT TO MY MOTHER

I LEGITIMATELY FEEL NOTHING DESPITE EVERYTHING SHE GAVE ME. FUCK

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>just had a daughter (15 mo now)
>would challenge the entire planet to protect her
It's a good feel.

Yeah what the hell was that? I still dont know who that guy was.

Another day, huh..

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Aww, that's so sweet. I love you too, OP

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We can get to know each other through CUN

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He was a youtuber, I think. Did some reaction videos if I'm not mistaken.

i dunno about you, but me and all the other people who just don't know how to form relationships with others or how to keep them going will be fucked once this place dies

Anonymity is the best thing about this site, I don't have to worry about how things will be interpreted or accidentally saying something rude/offensive because nobody knows who I actually am, whereas IRL that could change how people see me permanently.

I'll admit, the money is indeed advantageous. If you want to know a good feel, think of her when you give her some money to help with the monthly expenses. It fills my heart with joy every time I look at my dad when I give him money to make it to the end of the month.

I miss 4am threads

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It's more likely that the problem is everyone here is dropping spaghetti.
Also, online only interactions never really last long because you don't really have anything else in common except vidya.. and maybe porn, which we already discuss to death on Yea Forums.

Yea Forums has been shit for over 10 years. Not saying the old Yea Forums was any good, but it was definitely better than it is now. The ironic shitposting and just general faggotry of people trying to so hard to shit on a post with only buzzwords is at an all time high. It's bizarre.

he was some youtuber who was mainly known for reacting to nintendo related things like directs or smash stuff
he was also known for having many "breakdowns" which were pretty obviously done for attention (he later admitted this) and he had some issues which he didn't talk to anyone about so he just killed himself

I’d love to have weekend game nights online to share time with you all. There was the Mario Kart 8 game nights and those were a blast!

Why have we stopped?

because like any fun things, there's always someone to ruin the fun, be it either a tripfag, an autist trying to be infamous, or shitposting

In this case, the first two

Bit of a confession
I masturbate once a day, I lurk /d/ and /trash/, I got fetishes that I didn't think were even possible to exist, a full TB of h-games and disorganized porn folders. I never felt shame after fapping. I get up, wash my hands and go on with my day after jacking it to shitting dicknipples with HATS ON.
Today I felt disgusted with myself after fapping to a regular vanilla blowjob video. Like actually disgusted and I felt like I was never gonna jack off again. What is wrong with me doc? Are the demons demanding that I pay the toll?
thanks for reading my blog, like comment and subscribe for more

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There's always someone who has to ruin everything.

There has been a lot of stuff like that and it always ends. Its just how this community works.

I agree, some of the more niche game threads really feel as if you're speaking to people you've known all of your life.
RTS and SMTfags are the best posters on this whole board.

I'd subscribe if it wasnt just a more tame window into my own life.

Do you ever wonder why we're so bitter to each other when we're all ultimately so similar?

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you realize you are not human anymore, and have no interest in a relationship at all

Online friends are a meme, you are just an afterthought in their minds, specially the ones that are not neet or have IRL friends.

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You've gone so far into depravity that you've gone all the way around back to the start, user.

Maybe you feel guilty for being a depraved pervert and think yourself not worthy to fap to vanilla? I don't know, user.

I hate this word but for lack of a better term user is fucking toxic in real life. The relationships I have formed with people from this site have on the one hand saved my life several times over and on the other are some of the most putrid, regrettable things I ever wasted my time on. I think I ruined my social skills and world outlook forever. By the way, I'm typing this response on my laptop from the toilet. I ate curry.

>tfw just realized I generally just feel better/act better while all alone

I just don't know. I feel like more myself when I am alone, it's good to have the company of others, but if I spend too much time with them, I feel like some spark within me starts to fade. I feel a constant sense of unease when subjected to the eyes of others, it's not even shame, fuck, I have sex with my windows open, but I just don't like people around me anymore. I feel like they want me to be an object of their use, or just like they want to own me.

instead of looking for differences, we find something to share in common. ITT, we share the fact that we're all in this together. Instead of directing anger at each other, we direct our anger with each other

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there's a tf2 van every weekend, i know that at least
it's funny, because you say that while in this same thread there's people talking about how they met their best friends through here
and even though i saw i'm alright with having no one to interact with it does bother me sometimes how i just can't seem to form connections

opposites attract retard

interviewing tomorrow for a very high paying job after 6 months of unemployment. Wish me luck bros

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This is a strange case, I always feel shame after fapping to lolis or something degenerate, But normal shit doesn't turn me on.

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That’s a shame. It was a lot of fun for people that were playing. Damn.

I love you Yea Forums, and I always will.
I've been here since 2004-2005 (I cannot fucking remember, honestly) I'm going to be 30 in two weeks, and I made a resolution in 2017 that I'd quit this website on Dec 31st, 2019, because I'm not going to spend 3 decades on this website. This site is 17 years old next year. This site is almost a legal adult in the USA.
There's so much shit I'm sure everyone has forgotten but me, and shit I've forgotten but others remember, but I do want to say if I never see a thread like this again before I go - I love you guys, and I hope you all have great, fulfilling lives. The people I've met off this site, the bellylaughs I've had at the dumbass shit I've read on this site, the sense of belonging it gave me in low moments, I'll never forget it and always miss it.

It's real love.

youtube.com/watch?v=AoHsC-nmoRc

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Misery loves company.

Good luck user. You got this, I believe in you

I am giving you all my luck for tomorrow. Im not going to need it.

Anybody starting to feel that days are feeling the same? each day nothing new happens and I just do nothing

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If that doesn't work out, iust become a street walker and get paid for being a human toilet.

While that does describe me, how does it relate to my first post

"The individual has always had to struggle to keep from being overwhelmed by the tribe. If you try it, you will be lonely often, and sometimes frightened. But no price is too high to pay for the privilege of owning yourself."

You need a gf so human interraction can change your routine thought process.

good luck anom, do not disappoint me

Based wholesome dad

if I met Yea Forums in real life, they would just ignore me and/or be a dick to me just like everyone else has for the past fifteen years because I have autism for real and am not LARPing like probably 95% of people here

Can't tell the difference from dreaming and being awake just want to sleep all day

How many anons here work, and how many of you are neets? Are you satisfied with your job/neetdom?
I work night shift which is a stroke of luck since it's perfect for my sperg personality and general awkwardness.

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Pat your daughters on the head for me

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Defense mechanism.

oh man user i'm sorry, now you're not anonymous but an anomaly

I work nights as well user, I've become quite miserable over the years so I'll probably quit soon

>larping
90 percent of the posts in this board prove otherwise. You can only pretend so much until it becomes the real thing.

>having a shit life
>stuck browsing a shitty website with a retarded userbase
>coping by reassuring you're all friends
Lol

At least youre not slowly increasingly schizo

Y-y-you too, oldfriend.

haha

yeah, thank god

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i don't i hate 99.99% of all you fags i've found like 3 people on this whole site that i can personally see being a friend with

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Same to you and all anons. We're still here, but on the plus side, we're still here. Who knows, maybe we'll live long enough to see humanity become an interplanetary civilization.

i'll be a neet for the next 8 months
not looking forward to the end of those 8 months

I don't work yet but I am in what's basically my country's version of community college so I'm not a neet either, the idea of moving out and getting a proper job after graduating scares me like nothing else though, as I'm autistic and am not good with change, I'm hoping to move to Canada or the US instead of just being stuck in NI but I don't know if I could cope well with the new environment.
/blog

HEY FAGGOTS TODAY'S FRIDAY AND I'VE SET UP A PARTY!!
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR?? COME RIGHT FUCKING NOW!!

streamable.com/9gaci

haha imagine

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I have lots of good real life friends and have even had gfs but you guys understand me in a way that no one else does. I've browsed here since the day I turned 18 (yes I'm that straightedge) and couldn't imagine spending that time anywhere else online. You guys are like family now. I fucking hate your annoying guts sometimes but at the end of the day I love you and would defend you to the death.

What's NI?

GGER

>the future

Teen suicide rate is already up by 50%

I wish I made friends during that time as well. I find it so difficult making friends online yet I have no problem face to face. I wish I had people to play video games with.

Northern Ireland, an awful country with mostly awful people and an economy that's reliant on the EU (which we're leaving soon).

You must be an autist if you put your IRL friends below us.

GOLF

I think that's more because of the economy and other real world factors than the internet. If anything, the web has kept me from killing myself.

They're not below you guys. There's just certain parts of me I can't express to them or they can't relate to. Yea Forums fills a specific niche for me socially.

Interesting. I see so much hatred for my country on the internet that it takes me by surprise when people say they want to come here.

Why not just move to mainland England?

I get that NI is a shithole, especially with the sectarian violence that happens there, but the USA and Canada are getting flooded with low skill labor at the moment, so good luck competing with that

I did my internship this year and it was the most miserable experience of my life, I just realized I don't enjoy the field I studied and I have to probably look for a job soon.
I honestly looking how to kill myself

Used to work. Currently a NEET.

I think I prefer having a job, just because it really makes you appreciate your free time a lot more. It's way more satisfying to sit down on the sofa after a long day of work to play vidya rather than just doing it all day

When all of your time is free time, none of it is

I met my fiancé on Yea Forums and regret nothing. I wish we liked more of the same games, but it's comfy even to play different games on the same couch.

>I'm so fucking sad and miserable guys
Boo hoo get off the board.

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I found this place a year and a half ago when I was in a mental hospital for suicidal depression. My autism (diagnosed) prevents me from fully socialising with people outside of my immediate family and I often feel like a burden on them and society. Yet this place is different, perhaps not a haven, but at least a reprieve from the pain of solitude and the fate of a NEET. Even if I ever choose to leave this site behind, I will be forever grateful for what you have given me.
Tl;dr You guys saved my life and I love you all

There's still the issue of the people and the culture, I don't like countries with heavy drinking culture and there's a lot of laws regarding speech etc in the UK that I really dislike. I also really don't like a lot of the people in the UK, but it's kind of hard to explain why.
Well by the time I graduate in a few years I should (if all goes well) have a Master's degree in Accounting, so I wouldn't have to worry about low skill work being hard to get.

>I met my fiance on Yea Forums
what the fuck

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gayyyyy
that's nice though

So Long gay bowser

>autistic as a result of spending all my time on Yea Forums
>spend all my time on Yea Forums because I'm autistic

I'm not sure which one it is

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Do you own a PlayStation?

how does it prevent you from socializing?

Thanks. Itll be way better overall pay than my previous job with less hours if I pull it off. I just have to be a world class bullshitter and learn along the way for sales of high end audio-video equipment

i usually add someone when im drunk and want someone to talk to then i delete them the next day. sorry

That'll end well

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It is nice to have someone who thinks similarly.
Well, it's been over 5 years, so.

No you don't. Most of us are here because we don't get along with people, especially other autists.

wow man, you're really grinding my gears here
you're really rustling my jimmies here
you're really pushing my spots here, mister
you're really erecting my boner here, dude
i'm fucking furious, you're pissing me off
never forgive and never forget
>Well, it's been over 5 years, so.
don't think that's what he meant
also
>fiance
>5 years

Essentially it's about dialogue. I either say the wrong thing or nothing at all. People don't seem to mind me, but it's obvious that they find me a bit difficult to manage

Been a NEET since the end of October. Had a comfy janitorial / warehouse job with boom co-workers that paid $15/hr. I waste 100% of my time on shit I don't even enjoy so there's no upside whatsoever to being a NEET.

Good luck user!

Thanks, bruh. Likewise.

Yeah I'm the same.

I just wish I could talk normally like everyone else

Is it actually a girl?

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I understand. A bit over a year ago I felt like I could pick myself up and live the life I dreamed of, but everything has gone wrong at every turn. I haven't seen anyone I care about face to face in over a year. Everything is just the same routine. No one will hire me, my car is fucked, everything goes wrong until my only option is to sit at home. Being a NEET is pure agony to me, it's like I'm in purgatory.

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The internet we grew up on is different than their's. The internet to teenagers now is bleak, nihilistic and glorifies the fuck out of suicide and living for nothing.

t. two younger siblings who both have friends who committed suicide

LONDON?

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