>he doesn't have an autistic inner fantasy world comprised of an amalgamation of favorite media products and their characters and the various video game and anime music in the copied scenes
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>I’m not the only one who does this
Oh thank fuck
What autistic shit do you mix together in your universe user?
all of my dreams have a storyline i've been dreaming on for years, I remember my scenes, scenarios, the world building and characters and their voices.
How deep in autism am I
Wew you guys do this too? I've been basing mine off inyuyasha ever since I was a kid
>He doesn't imagine himself being interviewed for the latest anticipated upcoming game in his universe
holy shit I’m not alone
why are we like this bros
>that part of my dream where Samuel Hayden gets fucking suplexed by Historia just as he’s about to sacrifice her to Nyarlathotep
Name a more kino fucking moment from your dreams, faggots.
Guilty.
ash williams vs danny phantom on the scp foundation you faggot
i don't remember much except that the ending was basically end of evangelion in smash before i had ever even seen that. needless to say actually seeing it was a trip
it was interesting to let my imagination go nuts but jesus that was autistic. now i strive to make my own ideas knowing influences are unavoidable. it's interesting to go back to everything with a new "objective" perspective and not have the urge to project a bunch of weird shit onto everything
In my autistic inner fantasy world, the current story arc revolves around Dante from Devil May Cry being revived by the Star Spirits from Paper Mario and he's racing against Char from Gundam to collect the Chaos Emerald Dragon Ball Fusions which will revive a corrupted, mindcontrolled Madoka from Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica which could spell the end of the universe and Char's trying to end the universe because his best friend Dante died and he doesn't think the revived Dante is the real Dante. And also there's some weird subplot where the K-On! girls are also collecting the Chaos Elements for some mysterious unexplained reason and they're dressed like futuristic mecha idols.
This is only the current arc of some saga that's been in my head for almost 20 years now spanning canonical millennia and going through hundreds of characters and interconnecting fuckery. At some point Catdog became a malevolent God and had to be erased and the universe had to be reset with only a few characters retaining their memories.
How autistic am I?
Based and autistpilled. Been a while since we’ve had a thread like this.
I had one once, but it got too complex for even me and so I dropped it altogether.
I just brainstorm about how my dream game would work and what characters do in certain situation or how to translate a scene into video game
This post is extreme bugman shit
Haha, bugman
Hey are we still using that word?
besides the obvious "ur autistic lol" i'd say it's an intense imagination with a creative impulse combined with a sort of lack of will that just takes what it can get externally that other people already made and mashes it together instead of being inspired to put the work in to come up with something original
>no one in this thread or world for that matter enters another world while "sleeping".
Pathetic...
>He doesn't pretend his friends and family are being held hostage and in order to save them you have to beat (level in video game you're currently playing) to save them
>They're all watching and cheering you on
He doesn't dream and imagine himself as an advisor who not only has a direct effect on game development but also has a direct effect on his favorite game series' getting new titles and top quality ports to PC and Switch
>catdog
based
the problem is that if you remember and interact consciously with your dreams you're not actually dreaming that deeply
>Not explaining a game to an imaginary audience
my dreams are almost always games with a twist, like my dream about Doom where it was me and 3 friends playing a beefed up version of the original levels except 3 of us were recolored versions of the demons, I was a mancubus and my 2 friends were a revenant and an Arch-vile.
This thread is going to be good. You fuckers better give me all the juicy details. I’ve been incorporating my own locales and characters into the world for a while now, I’m even working on maps for the world.
>he doesn't imagine himself having an inventory and interacting with NPCs and entering buildings and rooms like "cells"
>Geneal Grievous is about to crush the skull of Jolyne Joestar only to realize that during the fight she threw away the batteries to his shield somewhere.
>Il Vento D’oro starts playing
>the doors that separated the both of them from everyone else begin to open
>Jolyne, on the floor, looks back at Grievous with the biggest “you’re absolutely fucked” grin ever
>behind that door...
>John Marston
>The Courier
>DOOM Guy
>Ellie and Joel
>Dante
>The Bloodborne Hunter
>Gordon Freeman
>every single one of them pointing a gun at Grievous
>makes one slight motion towards his own gun
>gets pumped full of lead by everyone
>all of sudden, Fucking Jotaro shows up and bashes the fucker with the loudest ORA know to man
Get fucked
>he doesn't have multiple fantasy worlds
>some get angry due to being unkempt and abandoned
>they take over your current fantasy worlds
step up bitch
I just imagine myself and people that I know as if we're a part of a particlar game world or something and act out fan fiction scenarios in my head
the ultimate kino for me was gamera draining the earth of it's mana before breaking down the gates of DOOM hell to avenge the destruction and corruption of humanity. i woke up crying
i do this
the way i speak is autistic too
>look at a shiny, reflective puddle at night with moving shadows from cars
>whoa dude nice graphics
why am i like this
>tfw you close your eyes and start rhythmically shaking your hands to become even more immersed in your fantasy world
That's both figuratively and literally not true.
Conscious dreams don't effect the quality of REM sleep.
My world is getting less fantastic and smaller with time. In few years it's probably gone.
>they don’t listen to video game soundtracks to further immerse themselves in their world, changing the music accordingly to the tone of the situation and atmosphere
that's when you take what you've learned and make your own right?
>Why yes I self insert as an omnipotent savior during and after movies, how could you tell?
I know this feel. I ended up rebooting it after a while and picked and choose what returned. There was definitely inner turmoil over whether the new universe was better than the old one and a lot of arguments took place from the fans.
I can't even comprehend what you autismos are talking about.
Either you're all mentally ill, or I am
Everybody did that. I was a R-9 pilot on the Star Fox team and we went on missions to kill the Kilrathi.
If you guys have so wild imaginations why don't you come up with your own, original worlds?
I've had an imaginary world since like 2010, I''ve actually written a book (or rather, a script of a book) that takes place there and I come up with small details into that world often. Also I've planned a board game and drawn hundreds of drawings. There's lot's of info by now let me tell you.
The only thing I have ever thought that got my 'tism going are just a few disconnected game ideas. I've thought of an SSX clone with dirtbike and ATV racing, a Redline-esque vehicle combat / racing game, a FPS set in a cartel druglord setting that's ridiculously over the top, shit like that.
At least I can try drawing character designs out of those, I'm on the grind to improve my art skills. I really wanna bring that shit to life.
>tfw self insert as an every man watching the events of the story unfold from the sidelines
>not using random objects as a place holder to reenact your universe
>Alvis and Frisk fuse together and fight alongside Mario, Luigi, Alvis’ lookalike, a Dark Matter soldier, to defeat Bill Cipher once and for all, and save the world of light
This is just the first arc, of course. That ended many years ago, right now my self insert is sleeping in the dark world filled with my own creations, towns, landscapes, and characters so I can map it out and think of how I want the last few arcs before the ending to roll out.
Absolutely based autismbros in this thread
I just have less and less wants to fantasize about. Also real world is usually more fantastic and strange than anything in my head.
Bruh this is just schizophrenia, plese seek halp.
How many games have you guys directed so far? My first one wasn't amazing but it had some charm, and then I learned a lot for the second one which revolutionized the entire industry. Not sure what the fourth will be about yet but the third I already decided would be amazing but flawed in a few ways.
>tfw constantly dream that I jump / climb to high, then fall and die
Is my brain trying to tell me something?
Thank fuck, I thought I was the only one who did that
>try to end my imaginary world with a bombastic finale where everything can finally come to a close.
>I end up finding a way to keep it from ending
Why am I like this?
>tfw you did this but the main universe is over since the main characters defeated the big bad and are now living peaceful lives
>any other universe you make is fine but it just doesn’t quite capture the heart and soul you put into the first one
>can’t use the main universe again because you don’t wanna seem lazy and repetitive to the fictional audience watching your show
>really miss the main characters of the main universe but can’t go back even if you wanted to because they’re either dead or retired (one of them being reduced to a husk, constantly trying to find ways to bring back the one character they saw as a daughter)
>kinda wanna bring back a few villains from season 1 but, again, I can’t because I feel like that’d be lazy and repetitive
How do I fix this, bros?
>doesn't spend his whole drive to and from working working out how the different scenarios would work of being brought into and coming back from your favorite fantasy setting
>he isn't working on making an original game out of said autistic inner fantasy
it's normal to be like this for creative types, user. this is not a bad thing at all, please don't feel that way. a lot of people wish they had that much creativity.
Fuck
me and my sister used to make up a story like this
It had Bionicle characters buying vidya characters as living toys that would have their own adventures
endless army of retarded Kens from Barbie were like this universe putties
Holy shit.. I'm not the only one?
Yeah just hold your breath for like half an hour, all those problems will disappear
At least we won't get Alzheimer's
Not him, but rare threads like this really make me feel less weird about having a world like this. I wouldn’t ever share it outside of these threads or a very, very close friend of mine but I’m not as ashamed of it these days.
That's great, it's seriously nothing weird or to be ashamed of, and even better when you have someone to share with.
I've been extremely imaginative in this way since my early childhood, until a point where the imagination started being about more original things. Now I'm going the route.
>listen to particular genres of music depending on the current 'mood' in my inner world
>realise I've been listening to the same song on repeat for like two hours
>most of the time it's vidya music
damn my sister just wanted to act out weddings between mario and peach in melee on FoD
Mine was destroyed by my waifu. It is only Rosalina now.
damn i thought i was autistic for having imaginary arguments in the shower against people i dislike where i win
the toy vidya characters would get married, have kids, wage wars etc.
>love STALKER
>liked Upotte
>tried to combine the two
>rando /k/omando archives it
pastebin.com
See, at least y'all keep this shit in your head and don't make the mistake of writing it down on Yea Forums
Once I finish off this world that’s my plan too.
Cont.
>The realm is located at the border of all planes of existences
>Like New York, but far more aggressive, variety of creatures prevents any reasonable weapon restrictions
>Characters like doomguy just crash through walls, spilling daemons and other beings
>Cultural Mecca, with all the bullshit attached
>High yield weapons out of vending machines, tubes from Futurama, pipes for seafarers
>Spaceport, but with wild west air to it
God, I was nuts
Holy shit, thanks OP.
I thought I was the only one
My autistic world has amazing world building. I hope I can make a story out of it.
>amalgamation of favorite media products and their characters and the various video game and anime music in the copied scenes
Sounds uncreative as fuck
It’s not about what you take, but how you use it, user.
That's what I've been doing to. Its game universe about this group of people who protect the 4th wall and there basically the justice league and the way the story ends is sorta like endgame ending but different. I've been taken coding lessons and developing classes online.
I have a futuristic city as the capital with vidya and anime cities/towns/locations scattered around a massive planet. Imagine shit like Gordon Freeman hanging out with Mario, Nanachi and Futaba in a arcade inside a giant skyscraper in the middle of a massive futuristic city with flying cars, cargos ships and people with jetpacks.
I used to image characters that i didn't like locked inside a hellish wasteland but i discarded that
What' the craziest stupid crossover idea you've had, Yea Forums?
Or better yet, have you ever made anything out of it?
Eventually you graduate into incorporating your own ideas into it, and new universes entirely made up of your own ideas.
>out of it
Out of other people's IP? Wow.
No, but it will be heavily inspired from them
Bro... too real
>do this while trying to fall asleep
>think up a new idea
>nah people will think that's stupid and contrived
>have to keep remembering that it's in my head and no one knows it exists
God I'm autistic sometimes
>he doesn't imagine himself saving the world while everyone watches him fight and saying how much they believe in him and then everyone crying and feeling proud after he wins
EL
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I have ideas like that too, it works out pretty when you play a lot of Garry's Mod
Is that you, Yuuribro? Because that autism definitely sounds like you.
>Not the part where the Orangutan and giant banana cream pie-wielding crab duke it out on the wire fence
pleb
3/?
>Depending on my mood, music would affect the actions occuring in it
I still check in on it from time to time
By the Emperor what is this Xenos filth
Ahh, this thread explains why smash is so popular here
>he doesn't have multiple separate autistic inner fantasy worlds, each with a strict continuity
smdm tbqh fampai
I made a few games about this sort of thing in RPG Maker.
when God was handing out brains did he just give me the defect bargain bin one
I don't do any of this but I feel like I should, I can't remember the last time I even had rem sleep
>creative types
user if i were the creative type don't you think i would have created something?
>listen to a good song from a band or artist
>imagine my self-insert anime OC performing live in front of whatever anime girl i'm fawning over at the time so she falls for him
>psionic super soldier battling an invasion of XCOM aliens coming through a Stargate that gets seeded on Earth
>have to have one eye because it's cool to have an eyepatch
>also have to use a sword even though you have reality bending powers because otherwise fights are too easy/boring to watch play out
>eldritch gods are the true villains but the xcom aliens refuse to ally with you
I created some white stuff but I left it in your biological mother
Lotta you need to have sex
>he doesn't realize that we're all in the dreams of the Godhead
>he hasn't become user Ur
>he doesn’t imagine himself having sex
How embarrassing
escapism is bliss
HOLD THE FUCK UP I'M NOT ALONE
The Prince from Prince of persia is my protagonist btw. The "plot" advances when I go to bed and fantasize. He is now improving himself in training before fighting Wolf from Sekiro in Roman coliseum.
Also I imagine myself playing an instrument when I listen to music, imagining my family's reactions throughout. I am a very sad man.
Literally Chris-chan tier.
who /waiting for night/ here
At least it wasn't degenerate bdsm furry dragon shit. You should be happy you can't come up with something like that
Do a prequel, maybe even detailing how the original villains came to be,that's what I did Although mine ended up creating a time loop
If not that then do side stories for those who lived to the end, or minor stories that occurred during the journey to help flesh out the characters/character interactions
>he doesn't imagine being the guy putting together a playlist for a Grand Theft Auto game
i'm gonna start doing this to pass the time.
thanks bros
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Other people do this too?
Maybe some day I'll get motivated enough to write it out into a book or something, but until then I'll remain lazy
>have ideas for fantasy world
>want to write it all down
>don't know what I would do with it
>don't write it down
Such has been my dilemma for years. I started looking at DnD and thinking I could make a homebrewed world for that but then I realized I have no one to play DnD with, and also I don't know how to play DnD
I should try doing that.
Mine is my own comic universe with defining events in it that impact the world. Where every nation has regulations on super powered people, and every nation has Top 5 super heroes as ambassadors for political purposes and of course the American Top 5 are stereotypical do justice heroes, who are hilariously OP. Theres also an incident people in world refer to as, "The Las Vegas Incident" which is never shown, but different dialogue implies that it is, like cops walking into a murder scene and saying, "man I haven't seen anything like this since Las Vegas...
God if only I had money and competent artists.
>he doesn't imagine an alternate universe in which he came up with and made/directed/wrote his favorite vidya/movie/anime/album/whatever and think up ways he'd have made it better
Same. I sort of did stuff like this when I was younger, though. I imagine a lot of people in this thread are teens.
You anons made me want it too, but I don't think I have the 'tism and imagination to do it.
>My current sidekick is a robotic cockroach named 'cocky,' that's suspected to be an archiving probe for some Eldritch being
>I myself am not that special, used to be a transforming T-Rex, yet later on a dragon, then jus a normal guy with a tommygun and a revolver
Funny how I brought down my own power level
I have written about 10 Fanfictions in my head from different vidya. Maybe I should actually try to type these up one of these days.
I was replaying Fire Emblem Awakening recently and had an idea for a fanfic where both male and female Robin's exist as siblings. The female Robin falls in love with Chrom but Chrom ends up marrying Olivia which makes f Robin jealous and spiteful. Grima uses this to corrupt her and use her as a vessel to kill Chrom and revive himself. The fic takes place from the perspective of an older male Robin that has to take care of the orphaned future kids in the ruined future.
Is it bad if I want to write a series of novels based on fantasies like this?
my fantasy world has had like 3 or 4 big bads. First it was Lord Saddler, defeated by Shaun from Shaun of the dead, with the help of Brendan Fraser from the Mummy
Then Wesker came along, and the group of good guys included Leon, the protagonist from the movie Wanted, Tony montana and Ezio Auditore, among others
Wesker's goons were the generic russian soldiers from MGS3, but I "upgraded" them into generic russian soldiers from MGSV since the graphics didn't hold up
All of these battles took place in the city I live in but I've started implementing dimension travelling so Leon learned to use 3D maneuvering gear in the 1400 with the help of Leonardo Da Vinci in the AC universe
This. I also listen to music constantly and imagine how they'd fit into certain scenes.
>it's a high school isekai dream
>me and my best friends (from various anime/games I thought about that day) are playing my favorite song in the school talent show
>after we kill it, the whole school gives a standing ovation
>my waifu confesses her love for me
Those are always nice onces
>tfw currently working on the preliminary planning for a homestuck fanfiction
Let's laugh at the literal gypsies who live temporarily in consumed media worlds instead of building their own.
>he doesn't pace back and forth in his room while autistic spasming by thinking so hard about a crazy battle in his head while listening to intense music
Do it user
>He doesn't go to sleep at night wishing he woke up dead
>he doesn't imagine his dream girl laying next to him as he falls asleep and she whispers sweet nothings into your ears
haha
>Autistic fantasy world with a crew of friends where everyone has their own fantasy persona based on their talents/ personality irl
Which one are you, Yea Forums? I'm the crafty sorcerer with a boner for treasure hunting and an Indiana Jones style archive of forbidden artifacts collected through visits to other chuuni make-believe fantasy realms.
>tfw been building a fantasy world in my head since 6th grade with multiple arcs and each year I add a new protagonist that represents me at that age
You humans are so interesting.
A childhood of action games, shounen anime, tokusatsu and fantasy books made mine is a wuxia fantasy world with "spirit" based power like ki and magic. It's my favorite aesthetic ever.
Everyone in the main band are just collections of all my favorite characters tropes.
The self-insert, sorcerer, monk, rogue and a samurai.
I've spent nights fleshing out all of their lives and how they came to meet on the adventure, and also how some characters die.
>He doesn't have ideas for wold building that would go great with video games but he realizes that making a video game is a fool errant so all that creativity is locked away forever
I thought that was the sort of thing you hated Chris-chan over.
t. wasp
play an instrument
Funny enough, I've also came up with fanfic-ideas based on FEA, although they both emphasized what happens after Robin disappears when he/she slays Grima.
>The first was three different Robins ending up in a sci-fi version of Ylisse, and they go dimension-hopping with the Robin of that world trying to get back to their own worlds.
>The other was the concept of Robin ending up becoming the new god of death as he/she technically usurped Grima
>set up music playlist like a concert
>I am the frontman, or alternatively, the solo guitar
>my brothers play the other instruments
>imagine my mom and dad's faces as they see how truly accomplished we are in front of an audience of hundreds of thousands
what was that one thread? dude held a marker while staring at a wall while swinging the other hand round to pretend he;s playing games
a little imagination is fun, sometimes you get carried away but at least you had the joy of the creation
chris chan at this point is a fullblown schizo, not the same thing
>he thinks Yea Forums is one person
You won’t be missed when you’re killed in Christines dimensional merge and we all get to have fun with our autistic universes
Does anyone else have trouble doing action scenes? I thought of a new scenario that has my character that has gravity powers I been trying to think of interesting things for him to do in team fights but gravity powers are kinda OP. Like in the invasion arc I had the character create planets and giant asteroids to trick the invading races from finding the orginal Earth.
People hated him because he was a fucking jerk and a terrible person, not because of his autistic imagination.
You can crash on the moon, space nigger
Based. Imaginary debate is where it's at.
I like to imagine being the lead developer of my own games, but thats more of a dream rather than whatever the fuck most people are talking about
I think this is normal for anyone with inner-thought
>He doesn't listen to m.youtube.com
I had a dream recently in which i committed suicide and woke up in an ambulance seemingly unharmed. For some reason my brain thought it would be cool to have every power i could think of. I SAWED myself in half and regenerated both halves into clones and did it over and over and decided to go independently and conquer each part of the world.
Thanks for coming to my blogpost
>he needs to use pre-existing vidya and anime characters for his paracosms instead of having them comprised entirely of OCs
Glad to know I'm not the only one who does this. I always thought I was weird for doing the whole "imagining cool scenes while listening to music" thing too.
>imagine my mom and dad's faces as they see how truly accomplished we are in front of an audience of hundreds of thousands
That's beautiful, user.
I remember that thread too. Was legit the first time hearing about anybody talking about this, it was crazy to think I wasn’t alone in this.
You guys don’t make up your own worlds? Sure sometimes I will take inspiration from a concept from a video game or an anime but mostly my worlds that I create are my own. I have about 3 ongoing story’s going on in my head right now that I can think about at any time when I want to.
kek
This can only end badly, Anons...
And good god do I wish I was in that imaginary world.
I need to write my shit down man, i've created 5 interconected "arcs" in the same universe so far and i need to get it out of my chest, i wish i could draw so i could make a webcomic out of it as well. Though i don't use pre existing characters but i use songs i'm listening to for inspiration..
My worlds are OC, but suspiciously similar to preexisting stuff.
It sure feels real autistic though
What super powers do ypu have in your world Yea Forums?
I mean it changes all the time depending on the last show you watched, but what ones do you fall back too?
>tfw plot gets too convoluted so try to start up a new story
>ends up at almost the exact same spot as the first story
>just say fuck it and mesh the two stories into a crossover
>can't figure out which of the two MC's should get more of the limelight or if they should get an equal amount of time in the spotlight
why does it always happen this way
You gotta keep a balance, otherwise you will go nuts like he did.
This is the true chad move. Making up entire original worlds inside your head and doing absolutely nothing else with it.
God I hate myself.
We're all OCs, user, and all our OCs will be joining us soon. You just have to believe
Shunting/Teleporting with a revolver boomstick
Everyone that isn't a braindead boring shit has a bit of autism.
It depends what kind of power of way of fighting I give my characters. I usually have an easy time thinking up really cool and engaging fight scenes if it’s an ability that more straightforward or is an ability that has multiple creative uses. I have a harder time with things like guns and long range weapons.
he failed to make the transition from his autistic child "OC" world crumbling into adult creativity
he just got stuck on the very surface level and now his world is finally tumbling down whether he's ready or not
>He doesn't dream about the same things over and over again, never knowing what the deeper meaning of it all
my world devolved into just fucking my OC and its basically over. I've reached "the end" over 5 years ago.
>tfw i will never be the black version of the MC from gantz and beat the giant alien dude with zero's Z-saber followed by trump giving me 100 million dollars for saving the world and spending the rest of my life in a comfy cabin near a lake in europe playing vidya and drinking the finest beer.
OCs are more fun to work with since you have true control over them, but it's nice to incorporate concepts from games and shows to change things up once in a while
life is shit, out autismo brains decide to cope by creating fantasy world
>doing absolutely nothing else with it.
That's not true, it has been a source of countless of hours worth of entertainment when I've been daydreaming at work, while commuting or trying to fall sleep
I just want the best for my fictional characters. Most of them have gone through countless iterations over almost a decade but many of them have been with me long enough for them to feel real to me
>he doesn’t use both
This thread reminds me exactly of how I used to play with my action figures as a child. Some of my adventures lasted months and had epic battles where thousands died. My Legolas figure was always the hero cause I loved him in those movies.
Ahhh so much forgotten 11 year old headcannon. Good times. I don't come up with imaginary worlds like this much anymore. Most autistic think I do is probably imagine myself as a pro gamer or famous streamer.
How do i turn the autistic story i've cultivated over the years into profit?
I remember this one dream I had a few years ago:
>Be in a squad of faceless goons in space armor like suits
>Sent to investigate a supposedly haunted tower containing... something valuable
>Enter from lobby and move up floors
>Entire tower was dark and dusty, no footfall in years
>Some floors were still under construction and had practically nothing in them except more stairs
>Eventually realize we're being hunted in the dark
>Jobbers get separated, start going missing, flanked by unforseen enemy, etc.
>Be the last man standing
>Eventually manage to reach the top after what felt like an eternity
>Come across massive impossible space control room
>Find out it's the heart of the beast
>Beast manages to corner me at computer monitor
>Turns out to be some kind of strange white noise Lovecraftian monster with long arms and legs
>Aim gun at it's face
>Monster snacks gun away
>Monster doesn't attack, but instead reaches into my chest
>Expected to be a gorey mess, instead chest turns into some kind of watery substance the monster puts its claws into
>Feel it reaching into my very soul
>Pulls out a heart that also looks like the white noise monster is made of
>All anxiety I've ever felt suddenly fades away as if I've never felt it in my life once the monster fully pulls it out
>Monster's hand then shakes a bit then crushes heart and screeches
>Monster dissipates from existence
>Control room begins melting down and exploding
>I run for the door
>Control room suddenly explodes in one final abrupt boom
>Door opens after a bit of struggling
>Flames almost engulf me as I quickly exit
>Wake up
I was in a very strange and thought filled mood that day
Everyone's a little bit autistic
It's harder for group fights the gravity dude has the power to increase the gravity of the surrounding area which makes it seen like tine is stopped.
Tailcoat with bladed coattails. Dude kills demons by spinning and flipping around like a ballerina.
Man this is the same shit with me. I could literally spend hours a day doing nothing but daydreaming in my world advancing the plot. Gets me through a lot of shit when I can just call upon my fantasy worlds and the time just flys by me.
Jojo-esque spirit powers
That power seems a bit strong to make a compelling fight scene. Maybe tone back the power a bit or give a limit or something? I usually find when I give a extremely overpowered character a nerf or a limit it means I can think up a better action scene that has stakes.
Did you guys ever look out the window of a moving car and imagine a video game character running along side it? I would imagine sonic running on the side of the road, jumping over cars passing by and grinding across the telephone pole wires
Light sword shaped sort of like a moon and a cutlass, it has no hilt so you hold it by the thinner end. I can also spawn as many of them as I want at once so I can go to town with dual wielding, sword throwing, and using them in a lot of other ways too.
>tfw have an entire RPG story
>tfw fleshed out characters/team mates of different races (like angel, succubus, lizardman, possessed armor etc) each with their own story and optional
>tfw simple, yet unique and interesting designs
>tfw multiple choices
>tfw different ways to play the game and multiple game modes
>tfw have a ton of original music in my head
>tfw unique styles of combat for each character (Robotic Character runs on battery, Magic Energy Character has a fused HP/MP stat and sacrifices but also regenerates own health for attacks etc)
>tfw time travel and entering parallel universes with real consequences and done correctly
>tfw already have sequels/prequels in mind
>tfw inspired by Chrono Trigger and Dragon Quest (not the graphics or Akira Toriyama art style)
>tfw I have more ideas which have never been done before by good games that I know
>tfw I cant program for shit
>tfw I cant follow my own dreams unless I risk my future life
>tfw dont have the money to do this sorta thing
>tfw I wont be able to find a team to work on it with me
>tfw even if I had a team, they'd constantly try to push their own ideas into it and possibly ruin my vision of a great game
>Jojo-esque spirit powers
BUT WITH DINOSAURS
Remember, the longest single written piece of media in human history is a smash brothers fan fic.
Follow your dreams user, the greatest things are made by the most autistic of minds.
>he doesn't have an autistic inner fantasy world
aw sweet, autistic bro I'm with y-
>comprised of an amalgamation of favorite media products and their characters and the various video game and anime music in the copied scenes
Dropped.
When I was younger, I used to imagine my own OCs interacting with the shows that I was watching. Like, I'd imagine them doing things while I was watching the show itself, or imagining how they would act in specific scenes.
In Spongebob, it was a realistic pineapple with no face. Bubble Bass also had a small sea urchin sidekick who never talked.
In Bakugan, it was a humanoid falcon who was bascially an edgier version of Shun.
I must have came up with more, but that's all I can remember.
>he doesnt have a fantasy bdsm slavery world he thinks about on a constant basis based on the thousands of images he's favorited on gelbooru
Holy fuck, this was how my autistic world mostly played out for years, but not as much anymore. It’s god tier for fight scenes though.
>Make up a super hero for a thread one day
>When I go to bed I think about fleshing out his powers, personality, and world until I'm too tired to have coherent thoughts
>Create a setting, a rogues gallery, and deepest lore about where his powers come from
>Do this near every night for like the last 7ish years
>Now I do shit like think of how he would react to certain events or interact with other characters in other settings
>Or just random stuff like which of my OC's would be the best at baseball and what positions they would play given their abilities
All this effort and brainstorming for essentially nothing, and I still don't have a concrete appearance for most of the characters due to my difficulty visualizing things.
Anons, how would you go about creating your own fantasy world?
Just buy a notebook and start writing down the history of the world? Would you draw out the maps before writing the history? How far back in the history would you go?
I actually do this all the time. Now if I could only get isekai'd, then I'd be in business.
I write scripts in that world.
the power to create illusions/control what the brain perceives
The brain is a powerful tool, and reality is often in the eye of the beholder
Before you create your fantasy world you must first create the language they speak in that world.
take the plot, change the characters and settings to your own, make the characters likeable and human, and then sell it as a game.
Most kids do this but most people grow out of it in their teens.
Holy fuck it feels so strange to see that other anons have engaged in this shit too. I remember making up a character way back when and would always roleplay as them in vidya until I eventually felt comfortable branching out into other characters created in my canon. Now I main an entirely different character who is going to act as an anti-hero to the first character I created when I was around 5. This shit has been going on in my head for years and seeing it slowly progress into a more realized fantasy world is so fucking surreal.
This reminds of that time I wrote a story set in a world with a High Fantasy/Wild West/Post Apocalyptic setting. Had a pistol packin' skeleton as the MC. Sounds gay and autismo as fuck, but it was fun writing it.
>He doesn't want to share his worlds with others via artistic ventures
I'm learning to draw just for this my dudes.
I would just come up with the most fantasmagical world I could come up with, THEN start making up physics and lore to help fill in whatever gaps are left
I drew comics about this sort of shit as a kid. Knuckles the echidna meets Indiana Jones meets Pokemon meets Cowboy Bebop.
here's how I do it:
write down as much of the history as you can, be descriptive.
when you get to the part with your main characters, ask yourself what parts of your lore are relevant to the current situations, and make those central points in the journey.
the rest put in books and whatnot for people to choose to read if they like the world enough.
>I grew out of it in my teens thus everyone also should
Laugh at this man, devoid of imagination, trapped in the mundane realm of reality.
Who do you self insert as?
>a completely benign person, but they're immortal. I sit on the sidelines watching every single epic battle take place, getting knocked around by collateral but not dying. Nobody notices me because i'm just that normal looking.
Cool ideas. I always imagined that Robin wouldn't exactly be normal after the whole ordeal. He has fell blood which probably makes him live longer and he could probably tap into Grima's power. He also passes down this fell blood to Morgan and Owain
Mine is probably the lamest
>/n/fag
>in my fantasy world I'm the president of the Pacific Northwest in an AU earth
>resettle and secede years after an asteroid kills most of the population
>resources of the asteroid lead to massive economic growth
>rising tension with the US leads to war
>defining feature of the new nation is efficient and free public transportation
>I've been thinking about this for at least the last 8 years
>Would you draw out the maps before writing the history?
No, that's THE biggest pitfall trap for aspiring worldbuildfags. It always starts out when they just want to document where their fictional story takes place, but shortly after sharing their map online and/or looking into how 'realistic' geography works they start to turn into autists that obsess over minute details like whether or not the curves on their rivers and coast lines look realistic enough, whether or not it's possible for the climate in region X to be a certain way due to the nearby presence of mountain range Y
On the topic of history you can cover whatever you feel like expanding upon or whatever is necessary. Unless you specifically find joy in the process (the absolutely most important factor for anything revolving around imaginary fantasy worlds) there is no reason to think of the entire royal line, history, wars, politics etc. for Bumfuckistan at the corner of your fictional map
reminder, the only thing that makes this not "cringe" is making money off of it
Every few months I write templates, systems, lore and classes for some kind of tabletop RPG. I spend upwards of a dozen hours on each project. Then I abandon it completely.
>written and drawn (poorly) a number of different universes and concept art and comics for a year
>too autistic and scared to share them with anyone because art is pretty fucking bad
I hate it.
>he doesn't have his own RPG in his head with all OC party members, a battle system planned out, several main quest scenarios and side quest scenarios thought up, a world map with several named towns and dungeons, and an original soundtrack.
>The guy stopped updating the fanfic just over a year ago
Do you think he'll ever continue?
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT
>tfw wrote a shitty crossover fic between Mass Effect and Dead Space that I never completed
>still fun as fuck to write
>then, made a DOOM/Undertale crossover that I did finish
>still shitty but even more fun
What should I mash together next, guys.
>I came up with game ideas after games I played
>I still do this
>I even start coming up with dialouge
>I write it down sometimes
>I even started writing fanfiction based off my autism
>I'm still working on a story that's majorly autistic in so many fucking ways
>I use music to come up with the dialouge like im imagining movie scenes or game cutscenes
Help
>tfw spending excessive time planning different ways to progress through parts of the game and coming up with obscure achievements including their name and descriptions for completing various feats in-game
How many fucking layers of autism does this kind of shit require? Why couldn't I have been an idiot savant instead of just an idiot?
At one point I was the main character but the introduction of other game worlds and OC worlds has given me the excuse to become one of chosen heroes of the four groups I’ve created, those groups being light, darkness, soul, and dreams, rather than just being THE main character.
>Doom/Undertale
now this I have to see
>create the complete outline, story and all, for a game world
>realize I don't have the talent nor drive to actually pull it off
>still fantasize anyway
I read a Undertale/DOOM crossover not too long ago. Not sure if it was yours, but if it was, I liked it, user.
my dreaming power isn't strong enough
all I dream of is hugging my husbandos and nothing further
I honestly wish I could see the ideas you all have in your head with my own eyes.
Most if not all of these posts are extremely artistic and thought provoking.
I have this, but its much easier to develop and create this world and its characters only when I listen to music.
>turn into autists that obsess over minute details like whether or not the curves on their rivers and coast lines look realistic enough, whether or not it's possible for the climate in region X to be a certain way due to the nearby presence of mountain range Y
Not gonna lie user, but I'm sure I would end up doing that. I fucking love history and cartography.
I don't really have ideas for adventures, most of it is just amalgamations of history and fantasy, tweaking ideas from other sources that sound interesting, etc.
Maybe I should just order a notebook and start writing up rough outlines for the world during my lunch breaks? I need something creative to do, video games are starting to get dull and my hands shake too much to put together model warships anymore.
>tfw all my fantasy protags are in abject misery and I can't make up a happy ending for them for the life of me
Everyone in my Colder WarxEvangelion Mecha seems doomed to sacrifice themselves for petty victories or go on to become worse things just to "save" a few/join some lesser enemy of humanity.
post your favorite excerpt from either one
I can't recall ever making up stories in my head containing characters from other media, at least not since I was a kid. I mainly just use my own characters. it seems really interesting, though, maybe I'll start doing it someday.
I just wish I had the drive to write all my stories and ideas down. I've been world-building and coming up with new things for years, but they've just been ruminating in my head for the most part.
>tfw relax while laying in bed at night by pretending in my head to be in a guerilla war mecha situation and shit waiting for the right shot
>Always come up with music videos in my head anytime I listen to music
>want to make a music based fighting game
>know how to 3d model, draw, and do a little music
>infinitely lazy + too intimidated
a-atleast i do stuff sometimes
>playing game
>your character does some stupid bullshit in a cutscene that you (the player) don't agree with
>create a "time rift" and an alternate universe where that character did what you would have done. Think about all the things that would be different and what would happen to the story.
If it's something you genuinely enjoy doing then there's nothing wrong with exploring it as a hobby
I just wanted to give you a fair warning because I've seen far too many people give up on what started out as a fictional setting because they became too invested in making the perfect™ world map or cataloguing their personal magic system that requires thirty pages of documentation to explain how the most basic aspect works
/tg/ usually has threads about worldbuilding and occasionally map-making, but I don't know anything about their quality since I don't visit them myself.
thanks guys sometimes I feel like a fucking weirdo but knowing that people do stuff like this makes me feel better
Nice, I do that too
fallout universe that's a blend of 3 and NV because i forgot and conflated both stories with a mc that looks like asuka from NGE featuring a crossover appearance from a stranded Star Fox as he overcomes the language barrier and manages to get his ship back and escape
It’s funny, for as much as we bicker fucking constantly, a lot of us are eerily similar in ways we’d never talk about because it seems too out there. These threads come along once in a while when someone is bold enough to speak out about it and there’s always dozens of people saying “I thought I was the only one!” when in reality a lot of us do apparently.
Thank everyone in this thread for briefly dropping the veil of cynicism and edginess to just open your hearts.
Thank you so much
Oh, I know it's a warning. Honestly if you didn't warn me I'd probably fall into the trap, tend to get wrapped up the details and miss the big picture.
I'll check out the /tg/ threads, never really been to the board before. Thanks for the advice, user.
>Yea Forums comes alive when talking about autistic fun things they do mentally
One of the more memorable moments in my dreamverse was when the League of Brainiacs recruited Sandy Cheeks and Jimmy Neutron and was forced to disband after they tried sexually harassing Sandy but she beat the everloving crap out of them and outed them as furfags.
It's just understanding that the person on the other side of the computer screen might be just like you.
The world isn't as big as you think.
same, user
>creating your own OCs and establishing your own fictional world
>merging that world with an already existing fictional work to see how the characters would fare off
Make a thread on /qst/ and get those ideas out. Please it's so dead in there.
You, sir, are my nigga. Having issues figuring out the fighting style for an illusionist, however.
Where did you read it?
I gotta go scrounging for the MExDS one, but here's a snippet from the DOOM-tale fic
"Thank you, my dear..." Asgore bowed a little as Toriel stepped back from the orator's point. Though she still harbored resentment towards Asgore, she could put it aside at least for one day. "Now, I wasn't planning on doing this, but I have one more announcement to make before i have the Royal guard here guide everyone to the exit. Not too long ago, another human joined our company. We know not how he got here, nor do we know his actual name. He is a warrior from across time..."
The Doom Slayer put a hand to his helmet, dreading the publicity. He hadn't heard anything from Asgore about this. No plans, no short talk before leaving the palace, nothing. Oh well. It's not like he was expected to speak, right? He stood up reluctantly as the King prepared to announce his name.
"Citizens of the underground, I would like you to meet-"
Before he finished his sentence, a deep rumbling shook the ground, inciting excited and nervous murmuring and shrieking from within the audience.
"What was that?"
Undyne immediately addressed her second in command. "Did you see where that came from?"
"No, but our other human guy is looking over that way..." he said as the Doom Slayer seemed to have his eyes glued in one direction, focused as an eagle hunting its prey.
"Doomguy... hey doomguy, what are you looki-" She was cut short by more of the same rumbling, and now she saw what her mystic friend was looking at. Flashes of red were popping up all over the horizon behind the crowd, who now were taking notice and becoming increasingly afraid.
"Okay, get some boots down there, ASAP, we might have trouble...."
>play a game you've never played before
>some of it's ideas, characters, world, etc are eerily similar to your autismverse's
>watching Taxi Driver
>realize that I, too, am God's lonely man
I'm 28 years old and whenever I'm alone in a public place like a restaurant, library, or DMV I'll imagine the place as a fantasy setting and everyone in there as fantasy races like elves, dwarves, and so on. I'll think of their backstories and why they're there. I'll imagine the beauracracy of the place and who runs it and what cults may be hiding underfoot. I'll imagine the relationships between the people and what our fantasy interactions may look like. The imagery in my head is always some comforting miyazaki/warcraft style with vibrant colors and a slight steampunk injection.
>now if you ever wanted to use your ideas everyone would associate it with that and would claim you stole it
You bet your ass I do. I shamelessly reskin video games for battle maps in tabletop games. Delfino Plaza is a favorite of mine, as well as a bunch of CoD4 maps and segments of Dark Souls levels.
Fanfiction.net, iirc.
Oh. Then I either I didn't make it or someone stole my shit and put it on fanfic.
You got a link?
>tfw you find some new thing you like and it all clicks into place seamlessly into your autismverse
I just wish I could write, I'd love to jot all this shit into something resembling coherency.
I don't really like self inserting so I just come up with some character that could be injected into a setting somewhat naturally that turns it on it's head.
me
Ah, no that wasn't mine, but I saw the same guy post it on Ao3. He never finished it, though and that makes me sad. It was pretty good.
I pace around my house listening to anime/vidya/house music and imagining various original characters fighting or having a dramatic moment and imagine how characters from various jrpgs would react to it
Post a link to yours, user. I want to read it now.
>tfw imagining both Yea Forums and Yea Forums characters in an anime opening
>dances to the music while imagining characters doing cool action moves in the opening, and then pictures them watching a sunset at the end of the song
Oh, the feelings...
I don't have any irl friends
>self insert mc is a cocky asshole that keeps making everything worse
what the fuck. Why won't it work out like my chinese cartoons
I have an idea for a book in my head that's fleshed out and when I hear music I think of "Scenes" and it's really captivating to me but I like the motivation to write anything because it just feels contrived.
*lack the motivation
Oh boy
Get ready for one shitty story user. Chapter 2 is especially bad. I have to re-write this shit sometime soon.
You ain't autistic, you're blessed by the Muses.
Write that shit down.
Creation is all about stealing ideas. Or rather taking ideas and portraying them in a different way.
Like the difference between LOTR and WoW. Two completely different scenarios but both of them have very similar general concepts
Same.
My autism dream formed years ago before homestuck ended and the premise was that I was the heir of space (I know that's what hussie's self insert was but I didn't care) and had to escape the current universe with evil dog jade chasing me as one of the last good guys alive to fight lord english.
I travel to other dimensions that happen to be my favorite anime and video games, recruiting the strongest of the strong to take down english who was shattering the multiverse.
I begin each journey by finding the nearest source of great power and attempting to get them to show me their power, either by becoming their adversary to test them or evaluating their powers fighting alongside them. Examples of beings I attempted to recruit were Simon from TTGL, Arthas, or Saitama.
To account for variance in power level I attributed my own strength to my proximity to the green sun. This way I was always around the same power level of the current universe. When evil jade would invevitably catch up with me I would team with my new friends to defeat her and leave the universe as I seek refuge out there.
One notable storyline was in the Teen Titans universe where I defeated Trigon and used his dimmension to house my army of green sun powered golems. These goelms would go on to help me beat ika-chan and friends in volleyball later on.
>Do JoJo poses naked in the mirror
>Laugh at my dick flopping around
Stop copying me, user.
>tfw just killed off 4 really important character's and everything is going to shit
Time marches forward, user. Robert Baratheon thought he was a hero of legend that cast down the evil king and brought on the endless summer. But shit went wrong and new villains rose. Jotaro could have been retired after Part 3, but his story picked up 10 years later. And even with DIO gone, his legacy remains.
>watch some video essays/reviews/retrospectives before work
>think up of scripts for video essays of my favorite games while at work
>copying shit from media instead of being creative yourself
Enjoy your bootleg microcosm, brainlet. I bet you can't even fully visualize your paracosm in your head and your characters are just NPCs instead of being real personas.
I'm this autist my main power is creating multiple portals that I use to cleverly defeat physically stronger opponents
But do you ever so slightly re-enact those character's reactions using your own body as an outlet?
>he doesn't make his friends participate in a D&D campaign based on his autistic fantasy world and make it cross over with his other friend's autistic fantasy world
>decide to write a story I've had in my head for a while
>still can't decide on whether or the main protagonist should be human or not
>realize I can't write anything until I decide
Fucking fuck.
My 15 year old autistic me had the most brilliant idea that made the entirety of the convoluted time bullshit of the Sonic series make perfect sense. I'll warn you, if you're not familiar with the series, this will instead make zero sense and I'm afraid I lack a good image to show a babbling conspiracy theorist.
Blaze is not Sonic's alternate dimension self. Far from it. Blaze's dimension follows the same exact timeline as Sonic's dimension, however for some reason, Blaze's dimension is a few generations ahead, meaning everyone that existed in Sonic's world also existed in Blaze's world, and vice versa, the only difference being that Blaze's dimension is 200 years ahead of Sonic's. My evidence for this was the fact that in Sonic Rush Adventure, the second level was a Steampunk Chemical Plant. Instead of assuming that the level designers took that as an easy way to skimp on designing their own fucking level and rip on nostalgia for it, I figured that it was proof that the events of Sonic 2 happened in the Victorian era. I then further extrapolated that because Sonic is in Blaze's dimension.
And then, around seven years later, I heard this.
youtube.com
And it all clicked together.
Lichdom/Necromancy.
I honestly thought most zoomers on this site were doing this based on the way they communicate and talk about 'reality'. They talk about stuff how I did when I was like 10 years old and didn't understand artistic merit or technical skill.
No vested interest in the real world beyond shelter and food.
If I'm going to do a menial job checking floors and doing surveys for the rest of my life, at least let me space out in a world where I'm in the cockpit with some dudes piloting an aquamech down to a deep ocean trench to deal with some extra-dimensional creatures that were dumped down there but didn't quite die and are growing ever so larger by the day despite the crushing depths.
Human as opposed to what? Some furry shit?
I have a god damned love hate relationship with fan fiction. On one hand it provides an endless amount of varying quality stories I can read so I don't get bored out of my mind. On the other hand, half the time the author quits/dies or the plot does some stupid shit that makes it all fall apart into nonsense. It makes me just want to write my own story but then that misses the whole point of me wanting to READ an interesting story, if I write it then I already know all the twist and shit and it loses it's entertainment value. I wish I could just clone myself and have my clone learn to write shit so I could have a story I would actually enjoy fully that wasn't bogged down by a bunch of random bullshit.
half human that can change into different forms
>warcraft style with vibrant colors and a slight steampunk injection
I respect the autism, but this must be a blandest artstyle possible. C'mon, step it up a little.
>tfw I have this crime sim in my head that's a mix of DMC and Saints Row 2
>Main characters are damn near Dante and Virgil ripoffs, expect one is black and one is white. And they use their fists for CUHRAYZEE combos and melee combat
I wanna make this into a game so fucking bad, but I don't even know where the start. I think I speak for everyone when I say I desperately want to turn to my autism into CASHtism. If those fucks from BIOware or Squareenix can smash together some ramshackle universe then why can't any of us?
fuckyea i do
My only inner fantasy world involves cute anime girls needing to pee badly and peeing on themselves as a result.
Funny enough, that used to be most of my childhood. It started with Digimon, and then I kept getting influenced by other things as time went on. And then this autistic inner world of mine suddenly went from being "a bunch of media elements with sprinkled OCs" to leading me to create my own entire universe separate from those things, though with influence once in an occasion from those and real life.
Too bad my ideas probably suck and I'll probably never take the time to write them all out.
Nah he's pretty autistic. He came on the internet just to lie about something loosely connected to brain power to make himself feel better.
>friends
get out of here normfag
No, not furries. I don't write anything with anthros, because that's pretty gay. I meant high fantasy races.
>playing a game/watching a show
>a really cool scene comes up
>imagine my oc acting out the scene
Anybody does this?
Oh so Elves/Dwarves etc?
Literally every time I watch anime, no matter what it is.
Much to my own shame, I do that too.
Who here /headspace/ musician?
How's your tunes and new album coming along.
>he doesn't have friends to talk about his autism with
You don't know what fun is
>control electricity like cole macgrath
>being able to create weapons made of magic and use them with psychic powers like pic related
>using my body fat to shift to other parts. Like taking my stomach fat to give me stretchy arms. And my super mode is turning my fat into muscle and become a big strong creature like the hulk
It's usually the 2nd one though.
Forgot to mention I do use this whole idea of mine in RP, though, which has done a lot to shape my autism universe, so at least it's not 100% wasted.
I had one but I've scrapped a huge chunk of the world/story because it was either not original enough or I just stopped liking it. Since then, I've never put in the time to recover from it and it's all a mess.
I still have a lot of unique ideas for special powers and weapons though. One of these days I'll draw out a character or two that possesses them.
even freaks have friends youre just so unlikable and such a freak that not even other freaks are interested in associating with you
Something like that, yeah. I'm trying to use lesser known races, though.
all the time, but mostly when I go to the movies
>story I would actually enjoy fully
The best drive to write, DESU.
I'm beginning to realize why Yea Forums went from dead on arrival to being a major malfunction of the site that became famous across the internet only to be dead again.
Same, though I always completely abandon previous world content when I reboot.
Bruh, we stopped eatin bananas a long time ago.
Rage fuels my physical strength
I write scifi/fantasy/superhero romance stories. I know I'll never have a measure of success but I frequently fantasize about them being made into movies, who would play the male/female leads, people interviewing me because they think I'm such a fantastic author.
I also have a vague shared universe with references to characters/ locations from other I write stories.
Beast races can be cool though. They don't have to be totally furry.
Coconut and the fried fish? Yes, you want?
>have fantasy world
>go on adventures with waifu based of off the games i play
Now to master lucid dreaming and I'm set
ive been writing it down too for the past 8 years. i wish i could make it into a video game. but im very very very stupid. dont even have my high school diploma, ive also wasted all this time not developing any skills that might help a game happen.
too scared of pain to kill myself
>having friends that share your form of autism
I wish, my friends aren't as autistic as me.
>I write
You are a perfectly healthy individual. Abandon this thread. This is NOT what these fine autists are discussing and you are better off for it.
Oh, only one of them does.
>No video game can ever hope to match the depth and detail of my fantasies
>Even if it did it would probably be too boring and slow for even me to play
It hurts, lads.
>he doesn't have a notepad file backed up on 3 usb drives with rulesets of games to be used in his imaginary gambling anime
>not imagining the character, as well as any companions/enemies, in an anime opening set to that song.
I am so salty of you
I tend to imagine my fantasy world to help me sleep, and on the last time i was a mercenary that had shadow bending powers.
>now to master lucid dreaming
I actually learned how to WILD by doing the shit people are describing ITT at a young age. Which is partially why I know nobody is as autistic as they are pretending to be in these threads.
>tfw your favorite OC group has grown way too powerful and you can't come up with any conflicts for them because they would overcome pretty much anything with ease
>tfw fucked up my paracosm with powercreep
It's actually helped a lot in writing original fiction.
Anyway, I take a lot of H-series like Taimanin and Kuro Inu and think some big AI like AM grabbed 'em all with portals to observe them in a beach house to compare them to humanity.
>not having a set of rules for a magic system that wouldn't work in any form of media because it'd require 50 pages of a novel to explain
This, and I often have the same dream multiple times.
In my experience they're never particularly interesting.
Guilty except its not an amalgam of existing stuff and I'm trying my hand at drawfagging to make it real
Just remember this when you're feeling down on that stuff, user: objectively worse writers have published stuff, AND made money off it. Some of them didn't even bother the effort to hire an editor.
When in doubt, there is somebody or something out there worse than you and what you made! Now go out there, and write your Tolkien-length contemporary monster girl romance comedy sci-fi fantasy!
I KNOW BUT IF I WROTE IT MYSELF IT WOULDN'T BE THE SAME, I WOULD KNOW EVERY TWIST, EVERY TURN, EVERY BIT OF FORESHADOWING WOULD BE POINTLESS. I MAY AS WELL JUST IDLY IMAGINE IT TO MYSELF BECAUSE THAT WOULD HAVE THE SAME EFFECT. SURE OTHERS COULD ENJOY IT BUT THAT ISN'T THE POINT. THE POINT IS I WANT TO READ SOMETHING FUN, WRITING IT MYSELF REMOVES ANY OF THE TENSION OR ANYTHING BECAUSE I HAVE FULL FUCKING CONTROL OF THE STORY.
I legitimately thought I was the only one who does this, glad I'm not completely insane in the membrane
I also write but I'm not published. I had a MC I used for my story, but now I throw her into every game. She's short, dumb as a brick, harder than steel, not actually that strong at all just fucking unkillable, wants to be a wizard, confuses affection and butterflies in her stomach for bone-chilling dread, and is 100% autistic. She's translated very well to basic classless RPGs such as Dark Souls and Skyrim but I'm very upset that I can't properly play her in MMOs because tanks don't fight with a trench knife and open hand. Also because you can't make a frumpy shoulder-length haired girl who looks like she hasn't slept in a year/just got out of bed from 24 hours of sleep. Pic related, her super powers.
user, I don't know how to tell you this, but you've created a Mary Sue. I'm sorry, user.
The plot of the newest world I'm working on is stupid as hell but I'm in too deep now.
>Main character is just some /fit/ lunatic that finds out that they're actually a demon that was adopted as an infant by their parents Superman Style
>After finding out they're a demon the illusions making them human fade away and they find out they have super strength, flight, and laser "breath" (They basically just have Lord of the Pit and Brimstone from Binding of Isaac)
>The illusion falling also allows them to activate their "mage vision", which doesn't actually show anything new until by complete circumstance he sees a giant tree in the middle of [insert bumfuck state here] that reaches well beyond the stratosphere in the background on the news
>They don't think much of it until a ethereal voice tells them they must chop down the Yggdrasil sapling to break down the barriers between universes
>What follows is a roadtrip montage of him passing through areas that would be important in the future on his way to Yggdrasil
>When he finally gets to Yggdrasil and cuts down the tree (how he got the axe was dumb) it sends out an electric blue wave of energy that disables all the illusions around the world, revealing that there's a single Yggdrasil on every continent
>A bunch of fantasy stuff starts popping up around the world, and portals to alternate universes (and fandom universes) start appearing all over America
>It turns out that each continent's Yggdrasil contains portals to alternate universes that define the cultures of all the societies on it along with portals to all the artistic mediums they've made, but since the USA and Mexico are the only countries that have any cultural sway (Canada being assblasted about this is brought up at some point) almost all the portals lead to artistic mediums made by the USA
It quickly turns into a Smash Bros situation with multiple characters from American movies and video games teaming up to try stopping all the chaos caused by the portals.
>Start with main universe, mc ends up in an alternate realm and adapts to living there
>Make sequel using the mc's kid
>Mc's kid ends up turning into a monster towards the end of his story and gets warped to another dimension
>This starts a chain of events that leads to the the formation of the alternate realm that his parent would end up in
>tfw I've made a time paradox because my mc's kid is retarded and stubborn
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I WIS H I HAD THE NERVE TO KILL MYSELF
user, there's a simple solution to this. They become the bad guys your new group needs to take down
>realize
Be prepared for about 1000 other "realizations" only to not finish yet another manuscript. I once read that 99% of asipring authors never even make it to 15k words. So i wrote 15k words of my best work and had the entire rest of the story outline. Still didn't finish. Either way, best of luck to you.
>a lot of arguments took place from the fans.
Based schizo autist
a self insert, female dragonborn, rei ayanami, and the female robin from fire emblem drop in as familiars in zero no tsukaima
i think i wrote it as fanfiction, cant remember what it's called
yes it was a harem that'd eventually trigger a homestuck reckoning and go multiversal
>listen to a really good video game soundtrack
>think how perfect it would be for my own imaginary video game scenes
i wish i was a final boss
Post your story user, someone may just be autistic enough to finish it for you
down here we're all schizos
>he doesn't imagine stories in his universe while he tries to go to sleep
>Only video games have the capacity to match the depth and detail of my fantasies
>Would be far too large and extravagant to fully complete in its entirety that even vast amounts of time, money, commitment and passion could ever hope to achieve in a single lifetime
Why even live?
>so worried about making a Mary Sue that all your characters are almost pitifully weak compared to their adversaries, to the point where it limits you creatively because you feel they should just be getting fucking demolished
I do this too...
>stupid child me drew out all these dumb oc's that where based on friends or characters from games I'd never played but saw magazine ads for
>everything was some half angel-devil-animal bullshit with superpowers
I'm glad my current stupid fantasy bullshit isn't that autistic
hah
right?
>daydream about having a game company and how you'd shut down losers who want my game to get censored
>award acceptance speeches, i talk about how my company strives to keep making the game good
>don't even know what the game is
why do i do this
>imagine several characters with their own vidya
>avengers esque team up final game
it's gonna be kino bros
must be hard to not be able to handle being alone for one minute normfag
I used to do that until I accidentally made a tupula.
Cell. He's perfect.
(Yes DBZ)
(The ironic part is I'm racist against blacks.)
You anons could still try to convert all that into a book or something
oh my god kill me now
>the USA and Mexico are the only countries that have any cultural sway
Please tell me El Santo and Captain America team up at some point.
>he didn't grow out of that phase in his younger years and didn't just take that fantasy world and blend it all together, changing it enough to where it becomes its own distinct thing
Must suck being uncreative.
i enjoy solitude as well, cope.
I do a Sailor Moon like transformation into a power suit that looks like knight armor and has powers similar to mega man and iron man.
>fanfiction.net
high level autism, now its my headcanon
>tfw my fantasy involves the girl I have a crush on
>self insert as the god character
>Characters slowly start to realize that I exist
>eventually find a way to confront me
>they aren't comfortable with me pulling the strings and want the world to be free of my influence
>they obviously attack me.
>Many of them are characters who have killed gods, so they think they can handle me
>show them what it truly means to be a god
>warp the world around them and under their feet
>scatter them into dust with a single thought
>obliterate entire timelines
>witness what has happened, what is happening, and what is to come
>after they all pitifully fail to defeat me, I shortly monologue about their arrogance.
>blast them into dust and begin anew, with less powerful characters so they don't try to rise up against me again
kino
I have given up on life and my friendlessness reflects that.
>about to begin practicing a productive activity so I can finally become able to materialize my stories
>end up just listening to music while easily imagining my characters going on adventures and shit
>rinse and repeat
MAKE IT FUCKING STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP
No thanks. I'm actually up to my ears in legal consultation because I share too much of my work. I won't my dad works at nintendo you but let's just say someone just got $2 mill from some high profile netflix fucks that screwed me similarly.
This
>>he doesn't have an autistic inner fantasy world comprised of his own creations
>tfw you've been doing the same thing for years but it is entirely sexual but you had to give it up because you've done everything with every character
sometimes i daydream about denying epic games store exclusivity for my game and what the reactions would be.
Let me give you a tip that really helped me with mary sues
Mary sues aren't defined by their power, ability, like-ability, or their luck
It's all one single factor that makes someone a mary sue or not a mary sue
Normal Characters have to follow the laws of the world.
Mary Sues bend the laws of the world to suit them.
Just began writing my story at the end of 2018. Feels good writting a series that's been aching to get out since I was six. I know it sounds impossible, but I'm really hoping that one day it'll become something many can enjoy to read. (Or play if it ever gets a vidya adaptation)
I just think of myself self-inserting into some form of media I have consumed in some form or another, from a reality warped doing his best SAW impression to just manifesting my thoughts and behaviors through the MCs. Though my own thoughts become terrible and controllable when I screw things up like when the fictional characters in my head find out I masterbated to porn of them.
This thread is hitting too close to home and I don't like it but at least I'm not the only one with these type of thoughts
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By your definition 100% of the Mary Sues people bitch about on Yea Forums are not in fact Mary Sues. (and I'd agree)
Do you have the original list?
Same here user. There's a series of buildings that I find myself revisiting constantly in dreams. I don't know if it's me misremembering a mall, a video game store, or a grocery store that I went to a lot as a kid, or if these places are completely fabricated, but I wish I had the patience to write about it.
>coming up with an anime in my head
>can’t come up with a coherent story or interesting characters
>can only come up with twists / character reveals / fights and imagine how Yea Forums would react when it’s airing
Sorry, OP, you seem to be using the wrong image. I'll fix that for ya
Complete it, user. I hope it'll reach a satisfying conclusion for you.
What?
this but for seven years
Making magical barriers. I can move it around and do stupid shit with it like spinning or using them as a platform
I envy you user. I wish I was creative enough for people to want to take my work
Quick, post your final boss/location/battle music
>A grotesquely obese green-eyed monster of a hambeast, vicious and cruel, wanting the world that her parents promised her she'd have as a kid. As the fight continues, the meat is slashed away, revealing the frail girl underneath wearing it like a suit of armor (think Smough, but the armor was actually a second body).
>Starts in the middle of a desert, but midway through she decides to poof the both of you up to the stratosphere with the aide of a teleportation spell, she stays around to beat you up and eventually slow her fall and you have to be grabbing her when she does that, and you land and finish the fight a field of golden wheat
>Phase 1
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>Phase 2
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>Phase 3
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>write fuck fic
>end up investing more effort and time into quality writing than expected
>pretty proud of the end product
>someone else from fandom posted a very similar plot fic the day before I finished. Same ship even
>decide to not post my fic since it'll seem like I just copied them even though it's written better
At least I had fun writing it
>try to make a female character that's totally not me, just a new character
>ends up just being me in the end anyway but with her getting to indulge in the feminine things I wish I could at least try
>Constantly daydream about fantasy world
>Filled with complex characters, plot, and lore
>Will never have the motivation to make something of it
It better not be the mass effect dead space crossover fic im thinking of. Or else there will be a price to pay for depraving me of good fics.
Stop copying me!
i put it into writing, though i never share it. really really desperately wish i had the skills to make it into a video game. i daydream so often of it one day being discussed as much as morrowind's world. god damn it. i wish i could fucking kill myself
hhaha good one, now delete this
user, I'm writing some shit and sometimes I'm surprised of my own ideas, I'm like "how the fuck I even come up with it". Also you can store ideas in notebooks and then reread them after couple of years like a new person. Judging by my own experience those kind of notes do spoil a bit, sometimes I wonder "what does it even supposed to mean?"
my dreams all have the same locations
>tfw I get fed up with convoluted bullshit in lots of stories
>self insert as just a dude with a shotgun
>whenever a problem comes up, I literally just blast it with 3.5 inches of high velocity magnum buckshot.
>literally dozens and dozens of entire movie and game plotlines end in 30 seconds because I just blew the BBEG's fucking ribcage out of his body
God I love being american
We all feel the same way. Embrace the pain, user.
I just want to draw again, but I do this instead
>imagining your game/series becoming big and beloved enough that your main character OC gets into Smash
>do the same thing
>put the twists together and write a world around it
>now have a pretty coherent story and universe that only need a good end
Write it down and it may just start making sense, user.
If you're still there, know that it's not too late!
No matter how retarded you may be, you'll meet worse in those threads so that might cheer you up.
Also, there's more documentation on cripplechan's agdg board
Or you know, just do nothing and keep suffering.
>I wish I was creative enough for people to want to take my work
I'm probably much older than you. But just in case I'm not... If it makes you feel any better, creativity is more of a hindrance in the modern market. Output matters more these days.
Post it
AAAAAAAAAAH IT FUCKING HURTS
i've been self inserting into games,anime or generic scenarios while trying to fall asleep for as long as i can remember.
>he doesn't have an entire amalgamation of original supervillains that travel from game to game, challenging the status quo and forcing the heroes of each world to fight them back
yeah and i self-insert as a super-genius with a basically indestructible suit of armor and absurdly powerful energy weapons / "magic" (which is basically the super science doctor doom uses)
it's peak autism and i can't really invest myself as deeply as i used to but god damn when i was really into it i could lose myself in the world and it was incredible.
>tfw maintain multiple autistic inner fantasy worlds of different flavors
I've been too busy setting up the world to make specific character interactions yet.
Also, at some point someone lets slip that the Yggdrasil trees getting destroyed will summon portals to universes that represent the culture and beliefs of the society living on it, and everyone suddenly realizes that means if they destroy the antarctic Yggdrasil tree they'll be able to summon a world that leads to something that represents all their dreams and ideals. What follows is multiple lunatics, cults, and secret organizations all starting a massive expedition towards the antarctic that'll allow them to live in the universe of their dreams. After a long line of murder, betrayal, and revenge the only survivor of the expedition finally manages to cut down Yggdrasil but find out that because of the overwhelming greed and envy that was caused by the massive expedition towards the antarctic, the only culture and values the tree knows are sins. Since there isn't any dimension that is nothing but sin and the person hasn't actually made anything of note, the tree just turns Antarctica into Imagination Land where everyone has some degree of control over it.
Any tony stark tier wannabe fags here design and build their own advanced robot army hidden in a bunker ready to go as you play some boss music as someone or something attacks where you live, forcing you to reveal your secret double life to friends and family to their amazement in order to save the day? Or is it just me? If I was home I'd post my old middle school lore drawings
straight up super strength and toughness
not speed though, DEX is for fags
>do the same
>eventually go on a schizophrenic rant, forcing an executive from Rockstar at gun point to expose all the pedophilic shit going on in the game industry leading the the deaths and arrests of several devs and several studios including Bethesda, EA, Activision, and even fucking Kotaku and IGN alongside other big game journalism sites to shut down.
>the industry goes through another video game crash
>everything is built back from the ground up, better that it was before
>everyone learns from the mistakes of the past and try their damndest to make sure it never happens again
If only...
>look in the bathroom mirror while listening to music
>pretend I'm the disgruntled brooding protagonist in the intro to a film
>have all the dreams and aspirations to dream and make my creations a reality
>lack all the motivation and courage to make my dreams and creations a reality
ravioli ravioli bury me alivioli
i cant learn any sort of creative skill, and much less something like coding. i dont have the brainpower for it. i didnt even get my high school diploma. i know my limits and theres just no way my ideas could ever be reality
All of you anons aching to get your story out there should try your hand at drawing or writing. With enough practice you can become good at anything and create something you can be proud of.
>that part where jauric grabs dagoth ur's intestines from behind and tears them out along with his spine in one movement
yeah. i'm thinking he's based.
homestuck ruined my life
>this thread
but our stories are filled with copyrighted material
I do
>create a protagonist
>it just ends up being basically me no matter what
This. Just get it out of the way so you know for sure if it's a passion or not. Otherwise it just wastes too much of your god damn time.
yeah
let me break it down further to give you a more concrete Idea of what makes a Sue a Sue
In the Star Wars universe, it is established in earlier episodes that:
>the force is difficult to use and requires training
>lightsabers are difficult to use and require training
>Sith are extremely dangerous, capable, and ruthless and are extremely difficult to defeat
Rey:
>uses the Jedi mind trick with 0 force training
>uses a lightsaber with 0 training
>defeats a fully trained sith lord easily
She completely breaks all of the rules established in the universe, so her victory and power feel undeserved and cheap with 0 investment on the viewer's part.
Luke:
>struggles with learning the force, eventually masters it
>isn't good at wielding a lightsaber, eventually masters it
>Even with all his training he loses to the brute strength of Sidious, and is saved by Darth Vader.
Conforms to the rules established in the universe, so his victory and power feel earned and fought for with sacrifice and loss along the way.
My niggas. Describe them.
I have an inner running self-inserty idea of a session and it hurts.
Wait, correction. I found my old notes.
Phase 2 is the Synth of Won't Get Fooled Again. Just that. Nothing but a syntehsizer as you float around in the sky between the great blue below and the cosmos above, slashing at the demon that's taken a friend.
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Ditto.
>All of you anons aching to get your story out there should try your hand at drawing
Not to be rude or anything, user, but how and where the fuck do I start? My drawing skills aren’t exactly the best, it’s like third grader level shit.
i hate seeing that it just pisses me off. and yes it's because i'm an ugly 5'7" manlet
That didn't stop the 50 shades of gray bitch.
Not saved, no.
Just catch the occasional Girls Last Tour/SSR tilkmiz thread.
He's ALWAYS there, dropping his whole list post by post. God bless him.
Holy fucking shit other people do this?
>tfw I posted my OC writing on Yea Forums a few times and people really seemed to like it
>It's Smut
>Can only write at that level of quality when it's smut thanks to the power of boners.
See
>weird superhero world and sequels
>horror world
>20's pulp hero world
>urban fantasy world
>horror mystery world
got the first 2 written out. it's fun. horror world doesn't get a sequel because the ending is depressing
This guy's right, user. I say this without shitposting, but if you try your hands at this for at least five years, you can make something halfway competent. Then, not a second later, you hit the ground running and gain skills along the way.
You have a sliding definition of 'rules' that contradicts what you said earlier. I thought you were saying something intelligent but you were just memeing.
That sort of thing is extremely common. Lots of people fantasise about ripping a face-melting guitar solo at their end of year school talent show or whatever and everyone liking them afterwards. It's just underdog "I'll show them" syndrome.
based, god i wish
i've honestly been hoping for a game crash to happen soon
I have this entire fan-headcanon about all this furry's alias' based on the music they represent that I'll probably never bring to fruition now that they're dead irrelevant and nobody cares
why is god keeping me alive
>Most relatable thread currently on Yea Forums
What went right?
I feel an intense amount of relief reading this thread. Maybe I will actually write my ideas down after all.
what do you mean? I'm genuinely not trying to meme or anything. I really think that sues are only those characters that break the rules established before they came into the work.
What's your self-insert's battle them for when things get serious and needs to crank their power to the max?
My idea video game world is very varied. One of my more recent plots was a bunch of catgirls from different games traveling together, like that girl from Breath of Fire and Xiao from Dark Cloud. There's also the trap catboy from that anime series, and he almost infiltrates their catgirl group, but the engineer from Tf2 yells "HEY BOYS IT'S A SPY" and then Admiral Ackbar comes in and says "IT'S A TRAP"
a lot of people drop the pretense on this board ad just acknowledge they are underage kids
Literally one of the best things to fantasize about, being omnipotent in a universe where there's a huge fucking donkey-ass of a character who's absolutely certain in his own supremacy and power, and just utterly destroy him down to the wire. Cathartic like nothing else. Bonus points for deliberately just barely edging him out to all the way before really driving it home how fucked he is.
>dozens of anons relating to this turbo autism
I want to be special too!
>Words:138847
I'm in for a ride, aren't I?
Just share your ideas then.
If they're good or interesting someone might make a game based around them
That depends, user
Which fic exactly are you thinking about?
>like writing them all down
>figure that this is what writing is. you just put down all your stupid fantasy stories to fiction
>feel horribly awkward about discussing my stuff with friends/family because I feel like someone on deviantart holding up a crayon drawing and saying "THIS IS MY OC, HIS NAME IS DARKMATTER BIGBANG THE HEDGEHOG"
We all stopped being edgelords for 2 seconds
>I can only write fight scenes while listening to either heavy metal or some variation thereof
i have an entire world/story in my head that ive been cooking up for literally years now that i wanna turn into a game but i havent the slightest knowledge nor motivation to do the actual game making part outside of art.
can any gamedev anons help me out here and give me a few tips on how to stop being a lazy sack of shit
Oh yeah you are.
Currently trying to re-write chapter 2, btw, so if it's ultra cringy, just skip it and come back to it later. What a fucking mess.
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WHAT WE CAME TO DO IS UPLIFT YOU
You're all Nintendo fans arent you?
If I told you, you'd steal it.
>cuddling with my waifu in bed
>everything is perfect, life is great, I love her
>wake up
>she's not real and I'm still alone
I can't FUCKING TAKE THIS SHIT ANYMORE
I do this too but with various DnD characters in the groups I'm in and listen to music that might fit as their theme songs
but i dont want other people to use my ideas, even though i cant use them myself. theyd be bastardized and unable to understand what i want to convey through them, or worse, profitable
You're not tall enough.
Worse, we're gamers
Throughout the years I've built with my little sister a toy-based fictional universe where the protagonists are three different Olafs from Frozen, a fat hamster from ZhuZhu Pets and herself as an in-universe character. Several characters include an autistic screeching lamb (who tried to control the world by removing the hands who control all toys except his own and got beaten up so badly he turned good again) and his milf Toriel-like mom, doctor Shrek and his cat wife, a purple singing farmer bird, two adorable yuri-ish poodles, an idiot trio of a teddy bear, a panda and a monkey and tons of other characters. As time went on we stopped playing with toys and creating wacky plots blatantly ripped off from movies and cartoons but we still remember everything about this universe.
Silence
Mine were too a year ago but now I'm starting to get it. /ic/ is generally a shithole but it has great resources to get started, their artbook thread is amazing. If you do a few hours of focused drawing each day following the fundamental rules you'll get somewhere.
Not going to pretend that it's easy or enjoyable for everyone because ive seen countless anons try and quit, and everything you draw will inevitably look like shit for weeks. But who knows, maybe you could get into it, it's always worth trying.
How do I into a wonderland Yea Forums?
this is why i never show my stuff to anyone. shit feels bad to talk about because only you'd care— it's the same as talking about the dream you had last night
>It's a fantasy world where you have a wife and kids
>jack off before bed
>instead of looking at porn, I imagine the most romantic storyline incorporating all my fetishes in subtle ways before ending in lovey-dovey but still raunchy sex
>too tired after cumming to bother putting it to paper
>With enough practice you can become good at anything
Not to be a downer, but no you can't.
Schizoid Personality Disorder plus an over saturation of media.
You sound like ChrisChan combining different "OCs" together
also the self insert was basically the motherless child of a multiversal all seeing entity named Ken, it was basically a jesus analogy
Fuck, me too. An Heir of Rage would be a great straight man leader to all of the settings bullshit. I especially like the interpretation of the classpect being
>You get exactly what you need at the time you need it.
>You have no other options.
>You absolutely hate it.
And then when they have to paradox themselves into existence because they're an heir they get pissy about how they only exist due to this bullshit frog game.
STANDING HERE
good brother
You seem like a cool person so I don't want to start a shit post war. I will say those are not rules. Those are perceptions a minority of people who weren't that invested in Star Wars took away and for some reason became accepted as fact. So if you mean like social rules, then yeah I could see that argument. But in a literary sense and star wars canon sense Rey fits perfectly (if not a bit overdue timeline wise). We even had threads years in advance of release talking about how and why TFA would play out the way it does based on the old OT EU. It's more Star Wars than what most people regard as Star Wars. I think largely because prequels obfuscate the original philosophy of the OT. That and Lucas constantly flip flopping.
I don't do this and I'm literally autistic, what does this mean?
>Bored at work
>Make up an epic story in my head
>Like holy shit so many characters, so much drama, so much development, etc. etc. etc.
>Suddenly get slapped on the back
>"HEY user HOW YOU DOING!?"
>All of it disappears in a puff of smoke
>All my coworkers wonder why I loathe them so much
I'm 29 and I do this shit. How do you retards get though work without doing this all day and leaving your body on autopilot?
>it's a fantasy world where things actually worked out
Stop posting, Me.
It means autism is incredibly loosely defined and nobody really knows what it is.
>write blatant one-off monstergirl smut
>next installment develops a handful of reoccurring characters
>keep doing this until it's now its own drama and story in a fleshed out setting, but not really suited to the medium
>said side character had no right possessing that kind of depth to begin with
Dumb catgirl maids and their dead end job and social life drama ruining everything.
If you ever worked as a janitor in any kind of capacity, you can see where he was coming from.
>tfw just spacing out mopping the floors all night long, all summer long
Maybe not at everything, but writing? Worldbuilding? Without a doubt.
It means you are in a thread with people larping, exaggerating, and reminiscing while possibly doing all of the above.
I don't do that at all and now I'm kinda bummed out. My creativity burnt out real fast when I left childhood.
Not gonna lie, Yea Forums, I've been feeling suicidal for the past few days and my fantasy world is the only thing that helps me through it. The fact I'm not alone on having a fantasy world that's full of depth makes me feel really good. This thread has me feel a lot better and I hope it helped you guys too.
How do I gain the motivation to write or draw?! There must be some way! I don't want to put it off for eternity anymore!
This entire thread almost makes me feel like I could write despite the majority of me being basic Omniverse Crossover Tripe.
>I need Backup.
>Call in..... Everyone.
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You guys are both wrong and both right. The truth is you will never write anything truly good off of practice alone. But you can easily write something good enough to go pro in 2019 since 99% of shit is designed to be understood by 4th graders.
>watch a cool animation or hear a song i like
>imagine a cool idea of my own
>can never bring it to fruition because i'm too fucking lazy to make anything of any kind
>dat autistic feel when you have to subtly mimic imagined character facial expressions with your face
>if you're really into it, arms get involved
>start muttering to yourself
I have to keep my power level constantly in check. It's very difficult for me to fantasize though because I currently work in an open office
Not with that attitude
fuck man
I wasn't prepared for this
I'm so much happier in there than out here
I sometimes wish I could have a complete mental breakdown so I didn't have to come back
Yeah it was surprising and felt good. Cheers anons.
Reserved for a special occasion.
>Fights unarmored to feel pain, feel fear, feel alive
>Gets in a big fight
>Gets throat cut
>Everyone thinks he's done for so they move on
>He stands there holding his throat, losing balance
>Legs lock and he's perfectly rigidly upright
>Leans forward, blood spilling forward and not down windpipe
>Face completely obscured by long matty black hair
>He walks forward
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Thread music.
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It's like exercise. You literally just have to force yourself to do it until you enjoy the nuance and get some sort of elevation from teh focus.
>sometimes daydream so hard that I'm making the facial expressions of the scene I'm having and eventually start whispering what I say
>realize it only once my voice gets loud enough that I can hear it and get back to reality
>mfw it can happen anywhere
You have to trick or force yourself into doing it at first until it becomes a habit . Don't wait, user, really. Next time you have free time don't think and just jump into it.
Are you me?
>start thinking of a really cool fight scene
>Rethink it halfway through and rewind
>Rinse and repeat this for the next half an hour
>MRW I realize I just trapped my characters in an eternal time loop
I had this crazy universe that took place in a megacity which contained ridiculously OP versions of all of my favorite characters in everything I had ever watched or read that had it's own narrative until I put it to bed when I was 16. I did so by having Cosmic God Juggernaut vs Super Jesus who clashed fists so hard color and reality shook apart and everything except them ceased to exist. They violently battled until they both drifted too far from each other to keep fighting in nothingness.
I just wanna know when Brave New World is gonna update. It's been 5 years
>If you ever worked as a janitor in any kind of capacity, you can see where he was coming from
The guy was put in a children's insane asylum at the age of 13 for masturbating too much, where he was likely physically and sexually abused. This is reflected in his 15,000 page epic where child slaves get lynched for rebelling against their owners.
>tfw I do this while walking and listening to my chuuni music
S-surely none notices my mumbling ahah
The aspiring novelist wants to be thought of in future lists of great writers of the 21st century, not as somebody who marketed a model to "young adults" to be read by middle schoolers and adults with the minds of middle schoolers. In 20 years nobody will care about Harry Potter or The Hunger Games
>Imagine a blaster fight scene
>Make the pew sound
>MFW people hear me and turn towards me
Just think of it as a redo to perfectly style on their enemies.
>this whole thread
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA GET OUT OF MY HEAD
Sounds like when i realized that i was heavily breathing while listening to music on the bus
If i was imagining a fight scene i would throw my head in the direction of the attacks in addition to breathing heavily
>imagine interviews about my latest upcoming game
STP{ STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP
I'm the penguin that didn't want to make it.
>Writing a short story set in a fantasy world with horror elements
>Want to include a properly spooky sea monster in the world
>Come up with a ton of concepts
>"That's not scary enough"
>"That's too cliche"
>"Needs to be more uncanny"
>Say fuck it and forget about it for a while
>Go to sleep later
>Have a dream, observing a scene involving sailors on a small fleet of fishing boats
>They're looking down in the water
>Just below the murky surface is a giant, blurry human visage looking up
>It rises out of the water
>The face is ambiguous, could be either male or female
>Wears an unchanging, slightly bemused expression
>The eyes move and look around but never blink
>The rest of its body is a writhing mass of fleshy tentacles
>It slowly creeps across the surface of the water and over the boats
>It picks out targets, wraps its tentacles around them
>Holds them up in front of its face and slowly pulls them apart while observing
>When it's done, it either discards or curls the remains into itself like picking out what it wants to keep
>Does this for several minutes before grabbing a couple of live stragglers at the very end and sinking back into the water with them
>want to "write" good female characters
>don't actually know anything about girls, can't write them with any depth without coming across like the autistic manchild i am, too cringe for even my own fantasy
>he doesn't have a storyline where your old irl friends betrayed you and burned you alive
>no storyline where your brother has unsuccessfully tried to murder you for centuries
not sure what this says about me
>i will never create anything cool enough to inspire another user
i'm sorry bros...
>bump limit
Well boys, it's that time again. Thanks for all your input. Gave me a lot to think about
>imagine self as president and doing everything right and creating new weapons and armors for the military to use
This shit can get pretty convoluted though. By the time I'm done remaking the scene half the characters are either replaced or missing.
Tell me about your game user. What makes it so unique? So... not any other game on the market?
Having been hospitalized for psychosis 7 times and beaten my bipolar diagnosis several years now through healthy eating, exercise, and mind maintenance, I've become very sensitive to mental illness. In the years following my last hospitalization I've come to the conclusion that MOST people do what OP is talking about to some extent. It's just the 'characters' would be less weeb and possibly someone real. An example would be the people who feel they have a personal vendetta or alliance against/with Trump. There's a lot of these people just walking around that are perpetually on the verge of escaping into their fantasy forever.
its mine :)
I just got here and have so much left to share
Well then you're a disgruntled and underpaid director trying to choreograph a bullshit action scene.
>bombard my brain with cool images and music before I go to bed
>have a dream incorporating everything
>think of some anime girl or hentai image
>go to bed super horny
>she shows up in my dream
>turn into a rapist crackhead maniac and rip off her clothes and fuck her no matter what is happening
Dreams are the fucking best bros. I fucked a 7ft amazon anime girl with massive titties in a dream last night, shit was so cash. Real life is for chumps
how hiterlian
Oof
Too close
it has soul :)
It's chaos theory and mgsv mixed together with coherent level design and shit
We should do this again sometime.
>Imagine myself as a dictator of a tropical island
>It ends up being a communist paradise where everyone loves me
Out of all the batshit insane things i've imagined, this one is the least believable out of the bunch.
>no one knows it exists
I often stop thinking altogether because I'm afraid people are reading through my thoughts
Id read that
>The aspiring novelist wants to be thought of in future
>not as somebody who marketed a model to "young adults" to be read by middle re lists of great writers of the 21st century
I assume you are in ur late 20s or older because zoomers see those as one in the same. The market changed and the canon is dead user. We don't need ot get with the times but we do need to recognize them.
it has incredibly accurate physics beyond hardware anytime soon
BUMP LIMIT REACHED, WHAT DO WE DO?
how do you actually fuck? I tend to get too excited and wake up before I actually fuck them. The most action I've gotten was a beej which I immediately woke up from, but I did eat out some sexy chicks puss puss and it tasted like candy
Farewell, my austimo bro. This thread was kino. I won't forget this.
make another thread
who's gonna stop us
go back to the usual
dilate
>Just below the murky surface is a giant, blurry human visage looking up
Heh
I'll be stealing this
the hud is a stat you have to invest in, without putting any into sobriety you have no idea how much health you have
I imagine a man, and then I take away all reason and accountability
Im a Spiderman Variant. Phase Spider. I have all of Spidey's powers plus Teleportation and the abillity to summon Spider Spirits ala Shadowrun.
We'll have this thread again. Until then, start writing your ideas down, I want to read them.
Not really a self insert and more of an OC, a cute oni girl about to pummel the fuck out of the main antagonist which is the an ancient, murderous, mummified corpse
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>THIS IS FOR ALL THE LIVES YOU’VE TAKEN
>ALL THE FAMILIES YOU’VE RUINED
>THE CHILDREN YOU’VE ORPHANED
>THE WIFES AND HUSBANDS YOU’VE WIDOWED
>BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY...
>THIS....
>THIS IS FOR OLIVIAAAAAAAAAAAA!
user. We are kin.
Heh, sometimes you guys are alright
remember lads, you're MOTHER WILL DIE IN HER SLEEP HAHAHA HAVE SEX, DILATE, CONSOLE WARS ONIONS ONIONS ONIONS KEK KEK .
we C O P E
I wake up like that sometimes. That particular dream I was sleeping for like 10 hours after a long tiring day and I was fucking OUT. Don’t usually sleep that hard.
Just imagined a story where Arthur traveled back in time, waited until Micah was in jail and then threw a stick of dynamite through the window to kill him, and then brought Dutch out hunting and then killed him and blamed it on the O'Driscolls. He was also nicer to Kieran and ended up banging Molly since she was on the rebound from losing Dutch. It was hilariously stupid.
GET IN
Ok I've been brainstorming this forever. So it would be a full-dive vr game (so you know bullshit until far far future.) fantasy but NOT sword art online, it would actually have fun systems and shit. A big focus would be world bosses which would be absolutely cray cray. I had the idea of a pyromancer that went to hell to learn about hellfire and got possesed by a fire demon and now he's walking around turning the ground he steps on into plasma and players need like, permafrosted holy water to even have the CHANCE to damage him. Or a summoner with CRAY CRAY bullshit powers that's just going ham on the country side with like ethereal super monsters and shit. Or a golem that's usually the first boss but is constantly undergoing self repairs and if nobody fights it for too long it repairs fully, gets loose, and become a super boss.
>BUMP LIMIT
No, it can't now! We have so much more to talk about! How do we turn our autism into cash?! If fuckers at Gearbox can turn their shit into sheckles then we can too! There's too much out there for us to not SOMETHING with our autistic ideas
>try to make something scary
>none of it scares me because I made it up so I can't tell if it's scary or not
I'm sure most of it is just gross rather than spooky
the only parts that I scare myself with are where a character is breaking down over their social anxiety and how they keep fucking up their life whenever things are looking up
the part with the monsters just doesn't measure up