4am thread

I drank too much yesterday and started screaming at my parents and all my self hatred and sorrow really poured out.
I can't sleep because I feel guilty
>Whats bothering you Yea Forums?

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this same thing but when i'm sober and also constantly

What does hearing detached voices when trying to go to bed at least once every week indicate?

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I tend to keep it to myself but alcohol can really open the gates of hell if you're not careful.
Seriously never drink in a bad mood

>seeing a psychologist today because I may have some form schizophrenia or something similar

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If you're serious then it's probably the onset of some form of dementia. You need (the right) medication to correct the imbalance.

it's almost 9am, going to sleep now.
See you guys soon.

I’m with you user. I drank too much and right now I’m trying to hold on and not throw up. I ate which was probably a bad idea but I know if I fall asleep I’m gonna get the spins. I need a nice calm game to play to sober up

unironically autism

>tfw I work the midshift at work and love it, co-worker is going on vacation in 3 weeks who works the morning shift and have to do it for an entire week.
I've been doing midshift the whole time I've worked there besides one day, because one day he got sick, but that's it. I'm not ready. What should I expect?

unless you live in a busy apartment or some sort of shared duplex

Well I never drank to the point of throwing up, but I fear more the anger and sorrow I have in my soul erupting in a mass of fury fueled by alcohol

They probably thought you were overqualified. The only people who work at McDonalds nowadays are retards and ESLs.

Why do you think Allah forbade his low-IQ sand nigger followers from consuming alcohol? Low IQ and alcohol don't mix well. If you can't behave yourself while drunk, better stay away from the booze before you get yourself curbstomped or shanked.

I gotta wake up in 4.5 hours for work and I hvent gone to bed yet kek

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Probably not a good idea to pair it with that then friend. Try and sort the problems out to a minimum before indulging

a cute girl told me i had a nice physique and i think another one is kinda mad at me

it made me feel happy for the first time in awhile

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I feel like I have things pretty good compared to a lot of this thread but still hate a lot of my life

I've begun to hear rock music play out of my pc sometimes when I'm looking through sites in silence. I don't have speakers so sound can only come through my headphones. It even gets louder when I push my ear against it.

Dude it was more of a buildup of anger and shit I've been dealing with for a while. It's nothing to do with being a pathetic desert cult member. Alcohol is a gift from God to be enjoyed but never to be abused

Become an e-celeb

>lay down
>disembodied laughter immediately blares in my ear
why

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GF started a fight with me today then hit me in the face. By the end I walked away with painful scratches on my nose and forehead. Only hit the arm that struck me and defended myself. She is having issues moving it because I hit the muscle in her forearm really well.

Had a breakdown and begged me to stay. It's gonna be a tough road ahead.

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I didn't mean to become an addict, I just meant to experiment a little to finally see what I was missing out on. Now I don't know how to live otherwise.

Data entry.

What the fuck is wrong with you guys. I’ll hear a slight ringing because of Tinnitus but Christ, get help hopefully

if you're getting into physical fights you need to know its time to go. has this happened before?

For me my biggest issues are the lack of job Haven't worked in a year and I cannot search right now due to a personal thing I have to do in July and being 21 and really feeling like I failed to launch. FFS I only have around 30 college credits after 3 years with no end in sight.
I also just want to come back to the skies and finish my Pilot licenses and ratings
/blog

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That is one kind of tinnitus actually.

you're fucked

i might be homeless soon so i might unironically end it

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Just come live with me. I own a house despite doing nothing of note in my life. Fucking sucks right?

I was just watching old clips of Rugrats on youtube last night, genuinely made me tear up.
If I had the option of taking a time maching back 20 years, I would

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i like this pic
also go to sleep

Is she heavier than you?

Look man I’m gonna give you some advice from someone who was in something similar. Cut and run. It’s not worth it. As much as you try to tell yourself it is. Girls like that will continue to manipulate and use you

Yeah. It has. She is a violent person when she gets mad. I'm much bigger than her. It has bled into my personality. I am now rough with her when things get bad. She was the first to strike in this relationship and eventually I lost myself in the violence. I've never hit my partners before. She's like a small dog that thinks it's tough until she's the loser and then calls me a monster.

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ROW ROW FIGHT THE POWAH

Spend the next few months trying to talking to the voices and see what happens.

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Who wouldn't? Well, people with relatively successful lives but those don't belong here.

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I wish I had a Kamina in my life

I wouldnt mind sucking dick for money. But its not legal, so there's a high chance I'd be cursed with an STD.
Its odd that Prostitution is illegal but porn isnt

Who /uselessdegree/ here?

Working an easy as fuck $12/hr job 30-35 hours a week and living at home really isn’t bad but I’m probably going to kill myself relatively soon if I can’t get a professional position somewhere within the next year.

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>it's (((odd)))

I think Allah should have forbid the internet while he was at it. Less we get another low IQ post like this

I passed 0 classes this exam period.

why are you both even putting up with that? just break it off already. would suggest you take measures to protect yourself in case she shows any bruises to police as well

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how old are you?

Why are you making pudding at 4 in the morning?

Animation here, I'm sub teaching but school's out so I gotta go back to pizza delivery in a few days

Fuck.

>mfw /Graphic designer/
>can't even make the most basic shit in Illustrator
>Last year of college

You tell me.

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He attac but also protec

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I shot myself in the foot with one class
I passed my astronomy course with a B by pure luck
Only have a 2.0 right now and it makes me worry that any decent Unis will think I'm a brainlet.

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Allay'all teenage and early-twenties fags need to just chill a few more years before doing anything drastic or stupid. You start looking at things differently past the age of 25-26, easier to find purpose or deal with purposelesness (if that's a word).

She insists that she will protect me from anything no matter what ever happens. That she will always deny deny deny and all that. I tried to break it off tonight and she begged and pleaded and made deals until it was acceptable.

Abusive relationships are the worst. I was in one and while we never fought physically the verbal abuse pretty much destroyed me mentally and it's something I'm still trying to recover from. I was pretty young too (16-19, 22 now) and only now I'm realizing how much it fucked me up.

Good luck user. This might not be what you want to hear but I suggest ending that relationship.

Digital, film and video production here.
Not looking very good for graduation. I’m in trouble

They're retards, mine insisted on pushing some crazy or psycho diagnosis on me so I stopped seeing her. Stupid fuckers.

Been fighting with my gf lately but I don't really care that much
Been playing dead wow private servers to fill the time
Light up the night

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Should've ditched while the gettin was good. I bailed after my first semester even though I 4.0d it. But I fucking hated it and all my foreign fuck-head teachers were dumber than I was so decided not to be a part of that bullshit, wasting my own money.
I realized this the first day when my dipshit Indian CS teacher couldn't even print "hello world" in java, took about 15 minutes for her to even figure it out.
I'm not gonna pay good money to be "taught" by retards.

I know you're rippin on me right now my lad but I have to agree with you still

26 years old. I've been away from Yea Forums for a few years now, probably three or so. I was a newfag around 2007, so too late to have any real cred.

Anyway, I'm glad this tradition lives. I'll make some chocolate pudding tomorrow night.

The fact my heart rate is 40

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Game design, but I have a data analyst job through non degree means.

Are you the neet housekeeping for a friend's friend?

My only purpose in life is to be with one person. That person understands me, he knows what I look like and actually likes it, and he puts up with my bullshit near constantly.
But it feels like I'll never be able to see him, as if God intends to take this away from me. I really do hate this.
I cant motivate myself to do anything else but think about him.

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23, graduated half a year ago. Parents are getting old, and friends are finding success.

>deal with purposelesness (if that's a word).
i'm in my mid 30s

you're full of shit

I’m usually a cynical dickhead but I really do hope all you anons find solace in what you’re trying to do. We’re all gonna make it guys don’t worry

no friends, just an autistic neet about to be kicked out

Fuck all these beta males, go for the double leg takedown

>Parents are getting old.

I wish I knew what that was like. I'm 18 and my mother is 34

and its probably going to be ok for a little while before you both are fighting again. you should have a calm discussion about why you both need to break up and just go through with it no matter what.

The thing is that the excuse I give myself is that I would rather pass them later with a better mark than right now and half ass them.
They keep piling though, I'm on my 4th year (out of 5), I'm gonna have to pull some weight next year.
There are no alternatives for me. My family is just middle class with no great savings and I'm already too deep to give up now.
EE btw

>about to be kicked out
What for?

neet brainlet here, should I start learning web dev or IT (IT as in helping dumb boomers)?

user, get some help. There are people out there who can help get you off that shit. Do it for yourself and anyone who cares about you; and I guarantee someone does.

thank you

i feel like this too but the person i think i'm supposed to be with either has no interest or i'm just super fuckin dense

i'll see her one day and find out for sure though

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Fuck her.

I’m not successful
I rely on others to survive
Even if both of those things were fixed, I don’t know if I’d even be happier
I don’t even think I’m capable of happiness

Id love to be your cum slut

I kissed my sister yesterday.

>Friend gets me in on a nice summer job that pays well, sounds fun, and sounded surefire
>The contact that was getting me through the paperwork stopped replying before I even got a background check
I'm not asking for the world. I just want to make money doing the only thing I'm good at.

I'm 27, so let me bitch, okay?.

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She's my goddamn mother.
And she looks about 10 years older than she actually is.

What you addicted to? I'm in the same boat only with booze, and bud to an extent.
been drinking almost a fifth a night for longer than I'd like to admit, while just non-stop playing vidya. It's been fun but it's fucking me up mentally and physically

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There was a blockbuster thread yesterday that made me sad about how times are changing but I as a person am not. Y'all can keep your social medias, zoomed ass fortnite battle royale games, MOBA esport overwatch garbo.

This is more common than you think, someone blowing smoke up their ass by claiming they can give you that job no problem until the actual person that does the hiring goes "what in the shit are you even talking about?" and they have to ghost you out of shame.

That girl is either gone or already taken with me user

Same boat user, when I was drunk and angry I deliberately yelled at my parents to stop giving me pity and how tired I was of living with them.
Granted they dont abuse me or anything, in fact they love me very much but the bird in me wants to leave the nest so fucking badly

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>She's my goddamn mother.
If that's a problem, why are you here?
>And she looks about 10 years older than she actually is.
Unfortunate.

trying very hard not to drink tonight, can't sleep, i don't know how people stay sober

I never got to talk to that girl I met two years ago in Florence ever again. Easily the biggest failure of my life, forgetting to get her number.

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t. 26 yo. You are full of shit.

Play Sutte Hakkun.

At least both of you fags yearn for human contact. I cannot see myself with a romantic partner ever, I'm just too autistic and prideful to actually go and invite someone out or admit feelings, that's why, even though I'm socially successful with many friends, I'll die alone and my neighbors are the ones to notice but only after 2-day stench.

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This was me a few days ago, so I didn't go, and now I'm out of a job. Whatever you need to do user, don't be like me.

I made it a goal to get /fit/ enough to test a princess carry on my older sister. And there hasn't been any progress because I barely go to the gym.

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I've already wasted my first 2 years of my 20s you fucking twat

I hate my office slavery, I wanna kill the manager. I wanna make sure it will be a close-casket funeral so his faggot baseball playing sons won't be seeing their faggot dad's corpse, if they do, they'll only see something gruesome
hell, I'd want to shoot out the whole office if this country had easier access to guns

I love them but it tears me up inside that they act and hope like I have some great potential when I know for fact I’m a failure and a disappointment. I don’t deserve their support, really.

I don't think this is so bad. It is worth establishing a regular human contact for companionship in the end of your life.

fine arts
been 2 months since I've done any art, something just hit my motivation/drive. Been feeling dead inside and I'm finding it hard to get back that creative drive. Probably has to do with expectations and where I wanted to be in terms of art.

Do you ever just think about how your parents had trouble with alcohol, your grandparents had trouble with alcohol, your cousins, your uncles, everyone in your family has an alcohol issue? And you're just petrified to take any substance that could be abused because you know you'll go down that spiral if you try.

>not being able to princess carrying your sister
Just on how many levels of DYEL are you?

You don't need to do big things, user. They'll be happy even if you just do your thing at your own pace. Just try and keep moving forward.

I'm 27 as well, m8. 28 in October.

Oh dont worry faggot, here in Murica your ass would get shot back, get another job you twat

sigh I know user. I really do envy my little sister sometimes

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Hey you have friends, some friend of your friend might take a liking of you.

God damn the new dbz animation has no soul

>he can safely lift fifty pounds!
>he thinks being unable to is uncommon!
L M A O

Yes but I didn't just think about trying it, I did and now I have a horrible problem already in my early 20s. Can't remember the last day I didn't get trashed.

>in b4 the Raziel one

Whether I can escape this hellhole of a website and move forward with my life and whether god will accept any of my deeds.

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we robots now

Art history

Retarded ass me didn’t figure out a bachelors wasn’t nearly enough for museum jobs, even assistant positions that pay $15/hr. Not smart, wealthy, or driven enough for grad school and I don’t want to go back for a field I have no interest in. Guess I’ll jump off a bridge.

what part of production are you interested in?

It's weird cuz I can carry her on my back no problem, but my bicep strength is ass and it's not like my sibling is a landwhale.

That's what? 25 kilograms? Lift moar

>going back to college
>you're the oldest one of your class
sheit

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I stayed up all night tonight, but for the first time in doing this, I feel a quiet, tired kind of contentment with everything

I'm far from being a huge success or anything but I'm employed, seeking my own apartment, not addicted to drugs or booze, have a good family and friends that like me, and I've even been chatting up cute fat girl who shares a lot of interests with me and is generally pretty chill

I don't feel as alone as I used to, and even when the depression does bloom up and make my day/week shit, I bounce back much quicker than I did a few years ago

I think we're gonna be okay bros, even if we stumble a lot along the way

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I was taught by my parents to properly drink. It's the underlying issues that can make the right amount of drinks turn into literal nightmare fuel.
With that said if I dont have my personal demons bothering me I'm an alright person and I dont usually go overboard.

beep boop bop bop u r a f a g e t

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School Rumble forever!! College Rumble wheeen?

NPC?

I broke the cycle and got hooked on weed instead, like a retard. Instead of dying of liver chyrrosis like a Chad I'll live to be 80 and not remember my own name or address.

Yeah, well, I’m either impatient or waiting for the inevitable because I don’t ever see anything changing. Everything I’ve tried thus far has been a failure. I care about my well being and hygiene less and less every week. Its retarded, but I’m bitter they love me so much because killing myself would hurt them so terribly, I just want to die and be forgotten.

I'm just too far gone to make romantic relationships work, user. All the frustrations of teen age and years spent by myself learning new shit and working out to keep the creeping depression at bay made me unable to relate to other people, it's kind alright though, I've accepted it. It doesn't make it less shitty though.

I've been working on my channel since 2017 and feel uncertain about my place online. I worry I missed the boat on getting big. I have several thousand subs but feel like I'm just a speck of nothing. I sincerely want Yea Forums to consider me /ourguy/ but don't want to shill.

The same worry happens with acting. I am concerned because I don't live in the right place and am not quite ready to move. I know I'm good but I haven't met the person who can put me in the roles I was born to play yet.

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I couldn't get it up tonight when I finally had my chance with the girl I've been looking for. It's sure good to be home rn

I wonder if I'm still range banned

If I were you I probably would’ve killed my self, I’ve never been able to get it up for anybody

Two years to wizardry and no ambition for anything but vidya and general basement dwelling. Don't feel depressed but nothing feels important beyond helping my sickly aging parents who continue to support my ass. Wish I could just win the lottery so I could support them and my minimalist lifestyle without the day to day BS of job searching, college fuckery, and the grind of wage slavery. My dad may come into money from a few different avenues some time from now but it ranges from lawsuits being resolved to an inheritance from his father.

I had given up all hope on gaming. All my franchises had died. AAA is shoveling an endless pile of slop out for the masses.

But this week I learned the Barkley 2 demo came out for backers, and got a copy. It will be public soon. There is still light and hope, bros. Stop the search for vidya from the industry, and look to independent studios.

damn son

how will you recover

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The spoilered part makes this post the saddest ITT
I genuinely hope things get better for you user

based architect

F, grandpa.

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it's 4am eastern time only, ok centralfag?

you're not

I dont even care anymore, just go back and play the good shit

I’ve been through this user
It never recovers
You just have to let it die before it gets worse because it will

>the tfw no gf people in this thread
pathetic, focus on actually accomplishing things in your life and then think about that.

Life seems to go nowhere and it just has nowhere to go. Feels like I'm at the point where I just exist until I die, because the shit I strive for clearly doesn't want me because I'm not good enough for it, and no matter how I try I'll never get there. The futility of it all is really kicking in is all.

I usually have chocolate pudding in the house for the occasion.
fond memories of eating chocolate pudding with a high school friend at 4 in the morning, fuck that was so long ago.

A '91er, eh? I'm a '92 myself. Hope life's treating you well, but if it was you probably wouldn't be here.

Don't give up is what I want to say but I'm feeling cynical. Have some backup plans but still go for it.

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maybe you're jerking off too much, non ironically

YouTube has gotten to the point with advertisers, algorithms, and Google in general that trying to make it on the platform will be met with chances only rivaled by gambling millions of dollars. You'll also be on the shit-end of a bunch of punching downwards, as the hierarchy is established enough so that smaller channels have less of a chance of "making it". Give it up unless you make content for yourself, that you genuinely enjoy.

It's literally because I fucked my sexuality by trying to be a trap

God has punished you

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I've got fetishes, what can I say

But I'm trying to fix it damnit

based

>Can't get it up
>"I was trying to be a trap"
You've succeeded mate

Been addicted to those creepy south East Asian monkey channel where they film monkeys being abused/hurt/dying/etc on YouTube. They always have titles like Pity Handicapped Monkey Million Tears Heartbreak.

At first I started watching the vids to laugh at the titles and descriptions. Then after a while I began enjoying watching monkeys suffer, especially the babies, is there something wrong with me? I get so angry when I see a baby monkey I just want to gut them alive.

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Hahahahahhaha

wats dat

Welp, guess now we know what sissy hypno does to someone gullible.

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dude what the fuck

Exactly as planned.

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you still making threads on /an/ dude?

I hate them so much.

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...yes
There is something fucking wrong with you

>forced yourself to become a /softboi/ and tried to revert
Bruh

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wtf

I did this a few times with hallmates in college. None of them were in on it being a Yea Forums thing, though. Showed them the Rugrats episode and just went with it. Fun times.

Vidya Backlog is too long, even when cutting shit out. I just want to play some Video Games but I barely do now, If I do I get close to the end then just stop playing. Also some Sleeping problems I've had forever but that's not real cumbersome

this is what the discord faggots want

posts like this are what drives them to pursue their nefarious deeds

you have to stop this, and all of you others need to wake up and fight it

Haha that makes me feel worse about myself because I do the exact same thing you do but with human beings. I literally masturbate to people dying, specifically women. Rekt threads on /gif/ are my masturbation material and I'm past the point of concern. Fuck my life, bro.

HAHAHAHAHA YOU REAP WHAT YOU SOW, FAGGOT

orcbolg pls

Anyone else here do shit in every subject at school but english?

21 now, got no friends and live with my parents in the outback. I'd like to work but no one in my area is hiring and im so fucking sick of being the only one under 50 here.

is it worth it to just live in my car and try to find work in the city.

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why do you fgs type like this?

HAHA fuck. I remember seeing some of those videos as well. The fucking comments are so bizarre. They all talk like they're bloodlusted, voicing how happy they are that the monkeys are getting killed. Like what the fuck bro.

I fucking love late night Yea Forums

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what a turn of events

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maybe the commenters are people from wherever those places are, I hear monkeys are a pretty big problem in places like brazil, and no I don't mean the HUEs themselves

I hate myself

My friends are getting into harder drugs, and i'm scared.
The only good thing for me to do is separate them from my life, but i'll have no friends left.

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congratulations, ya played yourself

Cheated on my girlfriend five years ago.
Still with the other girl. Life is good, but this regret haunts me every single day. I deserve nothing I have.

We've been having problems with my gamer gf and I can't take it anymore. It doesn't work and I'll tell her tomorrow
I haven't killed myself because I don't have the balls to do it, but I'm almost there

Like what drugs? Horse? Crack? Speed? We need specifics nigga.

I got swimmer's ear and it's making sleep impossible

bye bye friends

>if it was you probably wouldn't be here.
Don't worry, I'm good. I work nights and weekends, Monday is my Saturday. Everybody IRL is at work so there's nowhere else for me to be.

I've panicked and wasted around 300$ for PEP therapy to ensure I won't catch the bug from the hooker, even tho I used condom and had no scratches/blood mix anywhere close around that time.
God, I am so fucking pathetic.

Define harder drugs

>psych added on another medication and I feel much better but at the same time still feel unsatisfied with my life
If I could actually figure out a major I'd probably feel a lot better. It fucking sucks royal cock when the stuff you actually would enjoy pays like dogshit and the stuff you don't enjoy is the stuff that actually makes money. They say money doesn't buy happiness but I can't imagine myself being happy struggling on a daily basis to make ends meet

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You have to pay the price of your deeds, I know I am

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Rekt

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They started doing something called dabs, it's fucking crazy. They use a torch to melt metal and then hit some sap looking shit, it's some hardcore looking shit like crack or something

used to be just weed and dabs, now they're doing cocaine, mushrooms, xanax. just saw them today and they'd told me they'd taken lsd. they've expressed interest in others but i cant remember them all. i only drink alcohol myself

>want to sleep at normal time
>can't because I'm a retard
>finally make myself to go bed at 5am+
>can't sleep because fucking birds

I'm just sitting here scrolling through this thread and listening to the silver surfer theme on repeat, why am I this way?

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Just visit the fluffybooru abuse section

if we made a Yea Forums city somewhere remote where no one else bothered us, would it be fun?

could we be friends working together to make homes out of cargo crates?

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lmao

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Ah, they'll be dead by next weekend then. might as well say your farewells

Do you have a bachelors degree? If not, get a major in education take a 4 week TEFL course and take your pick of any non English speaking country. English teachers are in demand in Asia so if you’re a weeb with an Asian fetish it’s the easiest way to leave your shitty life.

Confess

South American? brasil?
anyway great taste my man
youtu.be/-J0H5ah1G7A

Don't give up user, there's gotta be some way.

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not worth it user
even throwing your life away with hard drugs is better, just get some keesh and splurge on some baby powder or shrooms or SOMETHING
u only get one shot, are you gonna take it, or just let it slip?

I fucking hate all of you faggots so probably not

If we shoot frogposters at the border I might reconsider.

truck driving. play audio books, play vidya, watch youtube/twitch, shitpost, sit on your ass, but get paid 15$ an hour+. declining industry self automated trucks wont be around for years.

is it really a good idea to teach english in a foreign country if i can't speak that countries language?

>silver surfer theme
was in that Tim thread too. Also spend a day without sleep and without using any kind of electrical device after 9 pm.

>can't sleep because fucking birds
Good to know this isn't just me. Fuck birds.

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Sorry I'm a red blooded american at the proper 4am timezone for this 4am thread. I guess I should be happy I don't live somewhere like Brazil but it probably wouldn't matter anyway.

Thanks doc.

We're all a bunch of broken souls on here user

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It would be filled with schizos conspiring against inexistent globalists, attention whoring sluts, attention whoring sluts (male), annoyign normaltards, subhuman cunts who only want to make everyone else feel worse.
There would surely be a few cool weirdos, but they'd be pretty boring IRL.

In Asia the language barrier is a bitch so prolly not.

I just did, man. I dumped my faithful, loving gf for another girl. The girl I did it for is now my faithful, loving gf, but it's been years and I still want to just jump off a fucking bridge from the guilt. I hurt somebody who deserves happiness. I hurt somebody who would never dream of doing anything so remotely cruel.

Always said growing up I could never forgive a cheater.

Some jap schools prefer people who can't speak Japanese to force the students to speak English the whole time

They want you to only speak English. They pay native speakers to teach English.

That sounds interesting. Links?

The key is to sleep in the basement where you can't hear the birds, bro

>Why
>Neet
Well it's probably something about no job or neet bux.

don't know any tim thread, I just saw it on youtube while I was listening to the cheetahmen theme

>red blooded american at the proper 4am timezone for this 4am thread.
Forgot to post a bald eagle image, Springsteen.

I would keep as many weapons close to me as possible.
Sorry but real life rules are different than Internet rules, and I dont trust any of you faggots

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Search Pity Monkey on YouTube and enter the rabbit hole.

Why the fuck I even have that Master of Law degree if i have no social skills whatsoever and my autistic persona can't be a public speaker.

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well have this american man at least

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Parents gonna kick you out? I'm sure you can try talking to them and get a job, user. Don't an hero please.

Maybe you should go and platonically try to make amends with your first gf

Was there a reason you cheated on her

they gave you paper to write on instead of people to talk to

Law is an non-degree. People only take it when they don't know what else to take. Just move on with your life and forget it exists.

Yeah, but what about representing clients in court or talking to them about the case?
I won't be fucking able to handle it...

Where do you live

Gotta leave for work in the hour where all my co workers shit talk each other but the minute everyones in the building everyone pretends to be best friends.Seeing how backstabbing most of them are i stay quiet most of the day and make sure my work is always 100%.Because of this this they have now found new friendship in hating me since i refuse to take sides.Ive been holding it together for a year but god dam its getting tiring.
Also while coming home from work last week at a red light i completely blanked and felt like i was miles away and let the brakes go rolling into traffic but caught myself at the last second while the other lane was beeping like crazy.Im gonna hold it together till August and take a week off near my birthday.

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if it makes you feel better I have to have a degree to even have the major airlines look at my application because apparently 1500+ hours of flight time wasn't enough

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Any ideas what to do if I'm 29?

Wizard apprentice but I feel the same way. No big ambitions like being rich or famous, but I'm still studying engineering to hopefully support my folks one day. Aside from that, as long as I can live a quiet, comfy life doing my own thing I'm satisfied.

Sucks for you, pilot-user. ;/

are you a euro?

So, I got fired from my job at Specs last week. I fucked up, we have a regular who comes in EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. He came in on Thursday, obviously drunk, he said he wasn't, so I did that test cops do with drunk drivers. He was wasted. I called hin out on it and said "You're an alcoholic. You're gonna kill yourself if you keep drinking as much as you do." He called corporate and I got fired. What's the likelyhood of me finding another job after that?

you aren't cute so no

What the fuck were you thinking holy shit this is hilarious.