What are you doing?

nah. you just have to realise something. you're more lucky than you think. you have a warm place to sleep with at least 1 person you care about.
just keep taking steps to do what you can to be more fortunate.

About to go on a run

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I can’t sleep.
Everyday is blending into the next. The future is bleaker than I could ever imagine. I can’t even force myself to look forward to anything. Playing video games makes me feel guilty, like I’m wasting my time, but if I’m not playing then I’m on Yea Forums wasting time here. I got no friends or a significant other, and I’m too much of a coward to end my life.
So, all in all, pretty ok.

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I'm a friendless virgin about to drop out of university and I played half life until 5 in the morning.

youtube.com/watch?v=gkLvpt9Z3fA

sitting here at 5am trying to figure out how to quit my job, I'm too autistic to quit so I keep showing up every week. I don't think I can do another day

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Why did you give up?

Actual drop out here. To this day I regret doing what I did. I literally threw my life off track, and practically signed my own
death warrant. So, I hope you know what you’re doing.

Just failed my second ironman try on Skyrim with mods...some mobs have one shot attacks and i never know which ones...fuckin sucks

this time it was an asshole with a spear riding a hog,last time it was a gang of vampires that drained my mana instantly so i couldnt do shit as a mage,then they punched me for a 1 hit k0

I was just learning how to mod RE2R. I put together this mish-mash of other mods and whitened her body skin in photoshop to match her head

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>just failed my second ironman
Holy based
>on Skyrim
Oh

I don't know man.
I've been in uni for three years and only passed a couple of classes. I've studied harder than I ever did in school, staying up all night, all that shit and still no results at all.
I don't know what to do next but I'm certainly not accomplishing anything by taking the same classes over and over again.

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sleeping

Taking a break from jerking off to Beat Blades Hakura. Honestly to much rape porn for one day.

Just google resignation letter, give it to your boss and say you're going to leave after X weeks or whatever the notice period is in your contract. Ask people you work with if they'd be okay if you used them as a reference when applying for a job and that's about it.

Getting ready to go to hospital

I was playing VR on my friend's Vive, had a good time. I need to torrent every VR game I can find.

I felt the same way about an office job. I don't ever want to work in an office again. Absolutely soul-crushing and boring.

you should be grateful that you have a job in the first place, I’d unironically much rather work again than live the boring NEET lifestyle.

Finished stick of truth and running through fractured but whole now. Damn fun games. Been enjoying it a lot. Besides that, got The Messenger, Octopath and Box Boy to go through.

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>no one replied with "making chocolate pudding for angelica at 4am in the morning"
this board has really fallen

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still higher than your IQ, apparently

based af

I just got rejected by a man who is 41 and instead of being told outright they flirted with another guy while I met with them at the end of their workshift.

I honestly didn't expect to do anything after the first date anyways, I just can't stand how spiteful it was

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I'm in the middle of scoring music for a play. Don't have time to sleep. I was given less than three weeks to complete the job. In the span of the last 24 hours I wrote and recorded nine separate cues.

Did anyone else also remember these "gamboy" threads being posted every night at 3 am and how they've been consistently spammed with furry porn? Good times

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that doesn't make any sense

Wow, he sounds like a real shit stain desu. Look's like you dodged a bullet, user.

i have no idea what i want to do for a living
i work at a grocery store in the 'mean time'
video games are my only real interest, but i cant see myself working at a developer. the industry's huge so maybe there's other non-directly related roles out there.

Trying to fall asleep before sunrise.

You know what really fucking sucks? When you're playing a game late at night and you suddenly notice it's 3 AM, so you stop playing, because you know you should go to sleep soon, but you're not quite tired enough to go to sleep, either. So you end up in this weird kind of limbo where you don't really feel like you're ready to stop playing the game but you also don't feel like you're ready to go to sleep, so you don't know what the fuck to do with yourself.

Back from my run. Let’s watch the sunrise :)

I've been through a bunch of girlfriends and seen my fair share of people, but now I'm just sick of it all and I want to spend my life alone. Thing is, I'm young, never had a job before and I'm absolutely clueless about everything. How do I go about living as far from people as possible? Any user here know how to lay low?

Fucked up and got some bagels for breakfast, feeling bloated like shit now.
Might succumb and maybe an instagram profile, apparently that's the only way to meet women nowadays
Gonna go get drunk tonight with a buddy

Life could be worse

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good job dude

Staying in college when you don't even know what the hell you're there for is just a waste of time and money.

Losing in Mordhau.

Your parents wanted the best for you when they said go to bed at 9

Just got fired from my job for the first time ever. So drowning my sorrows with porn and Slay the Spire

I'm with a girl now, everytime we share a moment my heart start beating in an absurd way that I believe is not normal since it makes me tired as hell afterwards.
This is why I avoid liking someone, it must be some kind of medical condition.

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>you should be grateful that you have a job in the first place
Bullshit like this is how the elites keep us fighting amongst ourselves instead of turning on our real enemies - the rich fuckers hoarding everything for themselves.

Go to a doctor you fool.

She is sucking your life outta ya , nothing serious

We did get Raziel, though:

Sounds like you got yourself a succubus user, run away and consult a priest

At least you have your mom you whiney faggot

>our real enemies - the rich fuckers hoarding everything for themselves.
Yeah we should just take their money that they earned and distribute it equally among everyone, like communists.
Actually, no, fuck that. How bout you stop being a slug and acquire ambition. Maybe you can become a rich fucker yourself

getting ready for wagecucking

Why were you fired

bruh what did you do

yes. I wonder what happened to them?

Called my boss the n-word with a hard R.

>they earned
lol

I don't fucking know anymore

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>that they earned
Hahahahaha, do you have any idea of how much the system is set up to fuck you and benefit these people?

No one living the hikikomori life here? Too bad.

Don’t bring internet to real life dumbass

Fucking, I know it's self destructive and ultimately fucking selfish and stupid but I can't get out of this mindset. only I don't drink because I don't want to fully become my deadbeat dad

I haven't talked to any of my friends, though at this point I don't think they think of me as a friend anymore, in months. I just can't deal with it anymore.
Maybe it's time to buy that rope.

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I work nights. This is basically just the end of my weekend.
I'm still just as miserable as when I was NEET, 5 years ago.

RIP

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I WANT TO FUCKING SCREAM FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
SHIT

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Filtered by the real world, nice

I'm pretty much the same as you. I lived in complete isolation for 4 years until my house got foreclosed. I don't really know what kind of advice you're looking for. You just wake up, eat sleep and shit and then do the same thing day in and day out. If you're committed to never leaving your house you can high ubers to get your groceries for you these days.

Eating a can of refried beans with hot sauce and two slices of american cheese in it. I need to go to the grocery store but I just keep getting fast food instead.

fuck i cant write shit down without thinking real hard about it then deleting it and re-writing what im trying to say just to give up and lurk so you know what?
Fuck it just fuck everything who cares.

Should be getting to sleep as I have a driver's test tomorrow(or later today I guess) but I just can't for one reason or another. Just one more step towards getting my shit together and getting a life, assuming I pass.

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This is the most normie shit i have ever read on here

I've given up

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Waking up my precious little sister for school

years later and it's still word filtered

Isn't that the nice thing about imageboards though? I can completely fuck up my post or say retarded half thought out things and by next thread nobody fucking knows who I am or that I made that mistake anymore.

I care user. Keep trying :)

Gonna reach 77.5 KG for bench today bros

>need to fix sleep schedule
>can't get myself to stay up because my left thigh keeps feeling uncomfortable from sitting
>this only happens with my left thigh and only when i try to stay up through the night when my sleep schedule is fucked

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Change your major. Anyway, you haven't been in college for three years with that record. You would've been dismissed ages ago, unless you're going to a shitty online "college". If that's the case, you should definitely drop out and just enroll in your local university/junior college/community college.

Just graduated uni, 5 or 6 weeks into the job search. Shit gpa, no internships in engineering so no one is hiring me. Parents drive me up the wall somedays, my mom is an ultra conservative Dad is at least bearable. Worst thing is the feeling of worthlessness, like I got that fucking degree for nothing and I’m deteriorating every day I spend without a job.

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Yea my sleep schedule is fucked too, mainly because I abuse stimulants though. So many of my friends have asked how I’m still alive

Stop being a pussy and go and get a graduate job even if its mind numbingly boring or not in your chosen subject.

Just woke up. I spent the whole night blasting diarrhea through my asshole and now my asscheeks are a good 5 cm apart and my anus burns like I shat napalm. My stomach is grumbling as if hellions were feasting in it and the few actual hours of sleep I got were mostly useless. I got an exam tomorrow morning so I'm studying and can't afford a nap.

Shilling for a German company, good wage great perks.

Playing Crypt of the Necrodancer, browsing this hellsite and laughing over the fact that I got warned for the first time from some Sonyfag reporting me a few days ago.

I’m putting out several apps everyday man but I just don’t offer much towards my industry compared to my peers. Only thing I got going for me is my 5 years retail experience and the play I produced in uni plus some technical skills like Microsoft office, autocad, inventor, etc. and my degree in industrial distribution engineering.

2.5 gpa with no internships just wont cut it for a post grad job these days.

A tale that is almost as old as time itself.
When stagnation hits critical mass and its effects trickle from the top all the way to the bottom everything will become fire.

making a 5x5

eating a shitty breakfast before going to work
stayed up too late and slept like shit, weird dreams
fuck monday

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do you mind sharing the thicc claire mod?
is there like a nexus for remake2?

same here; fuck starting the week on ~4 hours of sleep

are the commies seriously trying to subvert 4am threads now? is nothing sacred to you fuckers?

Are these real subtitles because I want to watch this now

Trying to learn how to draw but I keep getting distracted and I'm usually tired after work. I've never realised how hard it is to break routines this had been going on for months now it's making me feel a bit shit.

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Just getting ready for the weekend for ctr so me and my daughter can enjoy some bonding since I'll have her for the weekend and she is into those type of games

Even if you plebs had your little revolution, You would be killing mostly jews if you are going by wealth statistics, Don't forget who owns most of the banks and media outlets on the planet.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
FUCKING FUUUUCK
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Effectively nothing.
Just got done playing some vidya, going to make tea, lurk a bit, then go to bed. Then do the same thing tomorrow.
I regret nothing and want to die.

Dude some of these rich faggots and corporations have so much money they could burn 99% of it and still be ungodly rich

Maybe I'll become a priest or join the Peace Corps...

About to leave for work, staring at a stack of video games I wanted to play this weekend, but instead spent Friday, Saturday, and Sunday on Yea Forums and watching videos on the internet and eating cold pizza.

ge

Making waffles and talking to my imaginary friends.

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:)

Just now i went back with my new guy and beat that vampire gank as a summoner,they got fuckin raped

Dealing with my mind playing tricks on me telling me to kill myself and to be happy off and on. What's the whole point of anything anymore? I don't know maybe i need to start running or something

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gimme that mod list user

plz

Im sleepy, im going to bed, goodbye

listening to an album
youtube.com/watch?v=3CZ9yxBmtUA

Sweet dreams

Just got done streaming, runs were shit. Might make eggs and go jack off and sleep. idk

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Posting from work because a coworker borrowed my Sand Star sandraker and I'm waiting for him to get back to me so I can continue work.

What were you running?

A few years ago I was pretty much a workaholic for my personal projects. I sacrificed my social life and every relationship I could get because I believed in the "work hard, make sacrifices and you'll accomplish your dreams"
I finished those projects and there were no rewards. Since then I've been finding it difficult to focus on a new project for more than 5 seconds.
Why bother even trying when this whole "follow your dreams" thing might as well be a glorified joke.
>Oh yeah, follow your dreams, listen to the celebrity saying that. That celebrity was just a kid with a dream, like you!
I don't even want fame or anything of the sort. I'd just want to be able to work on my projects in peace while getting just enough money to not worry about a roof over my head or not having to starve myself for a few days to afford food at the end of the week.

no way someone can be this retarded

slowly dying on the inside

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as someone whose thought about joining the brotherhood, its a big decision, but its a worthwhile sacrifice. there are a lot of shitty priests (dickheads/pedos) and everytime a good and holy priest is added we get a little closer to heaven on earth. the world seriously needs more good priests to guide the youth

Living with my gf of 5 years, gearing up to apply for grad school. Everyone keeps saying I have a good shot at Harvard or MIT’s PhD programs but I still feel like a half baked retard. Wish me luck Yea Forums

someone please end the suffering

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fuck off normalfag

Are we going to make it?

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Getting off work. Nightshift sucks but good money. About to start getting my house built.

Reading a suicide forum. Not entirely sure why

I bet I play more vidya than 80% of this board, barring the autists cranking thousands of hours into gmod and assfaggots, I’m shocked my life is relatively normal

>woke up 7 am yesterday, stayed until midnight at work
>woke up at 7, think work will end at 6
>nope, suddenly have to do midnight shift once more by relocating to the other store
>exams a shit in uni but family needs it
>40 bucks for yesterday makes sure we all eat something
We all do it for one reason or another user. Im doing it for the Ohana and Ill make it. Find what makes you go and wake up and youl make it too.

>when you realize it's been australians making 4AM threads all these years

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i used to laugh at this guy
now i've become him

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Fractured is not nearly as good as Stick. The DLC's unironically were better then the main game.

The thing is he was future you who tried to warn and change your life

the curvy claire (thicc) mod, gothic mod and lace mods are all on nexus separate. I can't upload this combination yet because I can't figure out a way to make it so the goth head doesn't overwrite all heads for all her costumes. I have to hex edit some bullshit and tell the game where to look for the files but it isn't working. Also her hair is half brown instead of full black.
Needs work

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Me again. Couldn't get to sleep. Sun's been out for about three hours. My sleep schedule is going to be all fucked up again, which means I'll get more depressed.

Trying to get back into digital drawing. It's a major pain in the dick trying to draw while looking at a monitor rather than my hand but I'm slowly getting back into the swing of things. I'm also doing a full renegade run of ME1.

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Fix your sleep schedule, my dudes. I haven't been ill in a year and a bunch of my weird skin spots I used to have went away because I fixed my sleeping schedule. Irony is I work nights so its fucked up do begin with but I autistically pay attention to sleep at least 6-7 hours and if I don't match this quota for two days straight I take power naps. It really helps your attitude as well.

if you kill herself you'll miss out on all the retarded stuff that could happen

Havent left my street in 6 years, no friends no job no anything. I just sit inside and wait for death to come

Sleep well, drink plenty of water. My overall attitude has improved so much since I finally fixed my shitty sleep schedule. Far less headaches.

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I sleep 5-6 in the evening, wake up on alarm. Any more and I have trouble falling asleep.

I am. I'd say I spend 95% of my time in my room. Something really, really fucking bad happened to me as a teenager, and I never recovered from it, nor did my mind ever leave adolescence. Even if I wanted to go out and have friends and stuff, I couldn't. My physical age and my mental age don't match, which means I wouldn't fit in with teenagers or adults. I wouldn't be welcome anywhere. I have fucking nowhere to go, and I have an unresolvable identity crisis. It's a fucking nightmare.

Fuck that. If I had a succubus, I'd want her to make me her slave.

Clean up your room, Bucko

Same here, had multiple trauma events in my late teens and its been ten years and im still fucked from it no matter what i try