What's holding your suicide?

Friends.

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Hope.

These games are keeping me alive and so is my shilling of them.

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this but unironically
when i realized how much i liked having friends in my life i cried like fuck

There's always one game on the horizon that keeps me going, unironically

my desire to see america destroyed and /pol/tards being executed in the street

Antidepressants

Life

I like living, death is so final.

/pol/tards growing up and quitting the whole "retard" business would be enough for me tbqh

Lack of access to a guaranteed death. I don't want to end up in a worse situation.

Also, there's no chance of getting better when you're dead.

dilate

being white and having money

this but with the g*rmans

M&B bannerlord

It's haraam

but they increase suicide rates

I can’t die before I play Metroid Prime 4.

hrt

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not wanting to hurt my family and crippling existential dread surrounding the concept of death.

mommy will be sad

Every time i see the appearances of SJWs and the way they larp their fake morals and virtue signaling, i feel better about myself because i haven't stooped as low as these people for self-assurance. This is keeping me alive.

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>not wanting to hurt family
lol cuck

Practically speaking, my immediate family, but even though I've been depressed for years, I just kind of got apathetic to even that and it's not so bad. So long as I get my degree and a job, even if I don't really enjoy life, it'll still be good or easy enough to coast by.

Frogposters, next Pokémon games, my wife/family

Yes, they are sorted by priority

can someone post the fat tranny wojak pls

the tv show?

Honk honk

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My family.
Killing myself would be selfish and self centered.

Hope, I dont have much to live for but I'm hoping that I get better at art.

i get it! it's a clown world because everyone else is haha XD wacky and insane, except me! I'm the only free-thinking intelligent person in this world!

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Upcoming race war

Look up the economics literature of any economics school and read that shit on the side. Biggest mistake of artfags is that they don't couple it with economics education.

nothing, it's the one always calming thought, the solace in life i have

Interested to see how fucked up the world gets. The media on both sides is so doom and gloom that I'm curious what it'll actually be like in 2050

I smile with glee when I see some former commie/nazi getting a job, getting married etc. and throwing away their idealistically retarded rhetoric when they enter real life
Shows how gullible and pliable sheep can be

>said this in 2016

When I look at trannies, I realize that I'm not that bad.

resetera

employment and early retirement

cringe

HOW DO I GET A JOB

>reddit filename
what did he mean by this

Not being a tranny.

sh-shut up it's still going to happen

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having sex

Why are you so obsessed with like 0.001% of the population ?

Normally I just love life, but I'm tapering off my benzo prescription and I feel so bad.

I'm having bouts of disassociation and it's so bad.

I hope I heal soon bros, dunno how long I can take this.

youtu.be/SC0YtBARjZg

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imagine being THIS triggered by a superiour country

Holy shit, it's hilarious. You're poo in loos, right?

I genuinely don't know

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happiness. having an actual goal to work towards for years and people that support you are all you need to be happy.

The coming revolution

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Living rent free in your head
I can't even imagine being such a pathetic loser that I would obsess over the fact that somewhere on the internet there are people who don't like blacks and jews. Oh no, people don't like the things that I like, I must talk about them 24/7.

Hope

>taking benzos to begin with
You did this to yourself normalfag, get fucked.

you dont

why the fuck is there a whole month dedicated to faggotry. don't they have a day like everybody else already?

>pepeposting

/pol/ is literally a containment board for edgy teenagers.

>Oh no, people don't like the things that I like, I must talk about them 24/7.
so /pol/ then?

youtu.be/cHfCQinU2IU

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My gf, she lost her parents and she been living with me and my family for 5 years now, i constantly think to off myself but she would be lost so i guess another day

Despite all of the shittiness, I still enjoy life.

t. John Hank Smith Jr

the dune movie

I have bad anxiety, I'm taking CBD Oil for that now and it helps a lot.

But tucking benzo are the worst man.

I already tried commiting suicide once, Had a shotgun ready and everything, Sister came in and stopped and was crying, didn't want to see me die, as she was trying to take the gun from me, it fired and the bullet ended up ricocheting into her heart.

Family

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good luck user, if you need help seek it with those you trust irl so you can get through this

The problem is more that they invade the boards I browse with their garbage memes. If they stayed contained, that'd be swell and I wouldn't mind them.

>What's holding your suicide?
My friends, and this site. Not even joking.

>wake up
>realize I'm still alive and didn't die in my sleep

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>mods delete video game threads while leaving this shit up
why do these cunt mods even exist?

kino

No access to guns where I live

What is the least painful way to die?

Kill all niggers

I've felt like killing myself almost every night for the last 5 years. I wish I did it then.

Who will play this guy and his sister in the biopic?

im not suicidal
im a degenerate sad sack, so i should be, but despite all that im not
at least thats a positive for me (i think)

Morbid curiosity

ChainLink hitting 1k EOY

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Thanks friend.

Have a job

Ol' Bill doesn't look so good

>hot girl being sad

Why is this a trend? They have nothing to cry about

No fast or painless way of doing it.

thanks user, ill check one out, any recommendations?

I might be a man someday

That's a made up story but a guy used to live on my street and in the 80s he shot his ex girlfriend dead from a bush with a shotgun, shot her friend in the leg then tried to turn the gun on himself. He flinched as he pulled the trigger and blew the left side of his face off. I used to just see him going to the store to get beer, one time he asked me and my friends if we could help him look for a small puppy he had lost, we all knew who he was so we said no, then 10 minutes later we seen him casually headed back for his house with beers and suspiciously no dog or care in the world for it anymore. I think he tried to lure us.

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youtu.be/J0vUBlcGelI

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i befriended a nigger at the start of uni since he was in one of my english classes and ever since then he's forced me to keep going out to social events with him. unironically might've been the only one stopping me from being a NEET all year then killing myself

what is this clown meme? i went on a 2 month vacation without Yea Forums

things that never happened

>boss gives me a week off from wageslaving
>spend most of the day sleeping
>more and more tired because I sleep too much and eat so little
>week ends with me only sleeping and pissing

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watching this place get cucked

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Maybe something cool wiill happen

Like Ridley and K.Rool getting in Smash

I spent 10k on BTC when it was at $20,000. I refuse to die until it goes back up again.

You first, faggot.

I'm not a fucking bitch, so I don't need or want to kill myself

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this isn't video game related. get lost

youtu.be/xL9DoIsZAu0

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fucking this desu I know a girl who is hot has a bf gets 2000 every four months just for going to college but is le depressed :(((

Max regen

Still waiting for Vanilla wow + bannerlord

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it's a combination of npc and pepe, i.e. "le whole world is le wacky and cuhraaaayzy, but not us, we're the only smart thinkers!"

It's the final form for autists that have never had anyone genuinely interested in them. You look at every single one and it's always a socially awkward dude that never gets any attention. That is also the majority of people that post here.
They're afraid its going to happen to them. Even worse, they're afraid transitioning will start to make sense in their head.

virtual reality
if it fails again i'm outie though

Just waiting for an opportunity to take a clownworld poster with me

Parents

Okay fine, i didn't try to kill myself, the truth is I was masturbating, sister came in, caught me and asked me what I was doing, she ended up watching me masturbate, the bullet that hit her heart was just a metaphor for my semen landing on her face.

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