User!

I'M TAKING ALL YOUR WINE
ITALIAN WINE

What does Trip have against melons anyway

Oh my God, user... I'm so sorry.
I haven't gotten us drinks!

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Everyone, I have an announcement to make.
melon

MOOOOOOOODS!

Up yours, Trip

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I AM GENGHIS KHAN

the guy that made that killed himself

I AM GENGHIS KHAN

So did my best friend

>tfw Genghis Khan is no more
RIP ;-;

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sorry to hear that user
i dunno what to say but i hope everything is ok

Wait, what? really?

proof

yeah sadly
suicide after mental issues and a divorce and getting endless shit from kiwifarms if i remember right.

It's been over two months now, so the worst of the grief has passed, but it still depresses me a lot. I just feel bad that I hadn't talked to or seen him in a long while before he died, but I guess he was growing distant from everyone in his life.

Actually, the first time I played Facade was with him, we had a real laugh over it

what the fuck, that video was a legend
that's fucking gay
do you have any pictures or documentation? i can find a kiwifarms thread but every video on there is taken down
why would they harass a guy who went through a divorce? chris chans a cunt but whatd this guy do to deserve that

How long before Yea Forums completely forgets about this because the zoomers are taking over?

So did I.

They're both supposed to be unlikable asshats, right?

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It was for the lulz, user.

Butterfree song made me cry

Is this the age when people you sorta know start dying?

I don't like it.

trip is an asshole and grace is the same, maybe due to constant exposure to trip

Kiwi farms literally has cause suicides and injury and insanity on multiple cases.
Could some one sue them for these deaths?

there's lines you don't cross even for lulz
would you harass brendan frasier because of his alimony?

I wouldn't, but somebody out there will.
See St. Terry A. Davis.

Maybe it's hypocrisy speaking, but I feel like back when Yea Forums raided someone, they really did do it for the lulz. The bottom feeders at kiwifarms and lolcow seem to just mainly go for regular old mentally ill folks because they're easy targets, even if it's not really lulzy at all.

Fuck man, now I feel bad for not watching any of his recent videos even though they popped up on my subscription feed.

Does this even run on modern machines? Like 8-10?

>try to read the kiwifarms thread
>he literally posts in it and begs them to stop
Man this is painful

The irony is kiwifarms is mostly just sperglords and manchildren who never grew out of their edgy teenager phase and many are much more worthy of lolcow status and bullying than their actual targets are.

How do mentally ill freaks like Shmorky continue to live with themselves and just not end their suffering by frontflipping of a bridge? What the fuck drives them to keep sucking up oxygen?

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Yes.

>*smile turns into a grin*
>*pauses for 7-8 seconds without moving or saying a word*
>*shuts door in your face without saying a word*

trip.exe

>Posts old pictures of himself and tries to play it off like he's making peace with being made fun of
>Next post is image of his friend on discord talking about how he killed himself
>Faggots saying rip and f in the thread

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>someone posts a discord message officially showing his suicide
>they post a fucking killcount and gloat about it
i hate this planet.

it's a euphemism for tits

RIP Kazz

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Proof?

F

nobody deserves to die, user

I think if someone purposefully drives an innocent person to die, they deserve to be put down like a dog.

hanging in a homeless camp.

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i don't think so
i do they they deserve to be constantly reminded and punished for it, though

Actually, the part that pissed me off the most is them being two faced by saying things like "he should have gotten help, we warned him".

Are you implying people like that can feel guilt? Autistic people and sociopaths can't feel empathy or guilt. Reminding them would do no good.

If the relatives of the suicide victim can gather evidence to prove it, then yes. Like that cunt who went to jail after texting her soft-spined smooth-brained friend to kill himself.

then that's when you apply punishment in other areas
corporal, monetary, solitary confinement
whatever needs to be done, but death is always too far.

Everyone alive deserves a way out of this hell. We need to get to Balamb Garden.

The dev said that if both characters were portrayed as selfish assholes, the player would be less likely to notice if they ignored you or gave wierd answers. Pretty clever imo

that guy is a fucking sociopath

Is it really punishment if someone can't consciously understand that they're being punished, and why?

Autismos and sociopaths don't really understand the concept of being punished, it's like punishing an inanimate object.

that isn't how autism works you stupid fuck
t. diagnosed autist

NIGGER
FAGGOT
WATERMELON
KNIGHT
PORNOGRAPHY
CHINA

God I fucking hate kiwifarms, it's just a bunch of mentally ill incels sitting in their basement making fun of people that ironically are less awful people than they are, if any of you here are part of that cancerous website I suggest you immediately seek help for your sociopathy.

Remember when Yea Forums used to get pedophiles to commit suicide or they would expose them?

No dude, you think you know what guilt or remorse feels like, but you don't, you can't actually feel those things.
It's how colorblind people go their whole lives thinking that the muddy greenish brown they've been seeing their whole lives is actually red.

Sorry, but you're literally technically not a human. You think you are, because you've never experienced what being a human is like. But in truth you're just a bundle of stimulus-response mechanisms without a soul.

Day of the wall soon for you, genetic defect.

youtube.com/watch?v=eR6rZcKEg8Y

im scared

I only know about this game thanks to Kinomoose's video about it

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We need not only family of him,but the other familys of lol cows
Terrys family
Chris chans family
#shutdownthefarms
We can try to end kiwi farms bullshit
Kiwi farms does it because they want to be like the people in youtube documentaries who “le epic troll” lolcows.And then they take it farther then needed.Then when they literally mentally break and destroy them beyond rational thoughts they blame the person(usually already mentally ill)for the problems and use that to justify there actions;like how they do on the cwcki

he says as he makes no attempt to actually understand what autism is, maybe you're autistic yourself since you don't seem to grasp the concept of empathy.

the good times are really over

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That's a moderately sociopathic thing to say to somebody

Relax, it was obviously a satirical post.

Damn autists and and their inability to understand social cues, christ.

>Sorry, but you're literally technically not a human. You think you are, because you've never experienced what being a human is like. But in truth you're just a bundle of stimulus-response mechanisms without a soul.
i know you're probably being sarcastic but it still hurt to read this

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Well this thread sure killed my mood for today

Sorry man, I know how to get under a mentally ill guy's skin because I am one

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Get the fuck over if you whiny faggot, or ,better yet, kill yourself. You can go join the "friend" you abandoned.

>463147659
haha! very cool!

This thread took a hard turn, huh?
Have a thread theme/themes.
youtube.com/watch?v=1MfGBpnLz0g
youtube.com/watch?v=I5-KVHOTpxY

seek help
have sex
get off the internet

I've been in a bad place myself for awhile. I'm 27, and I have nothing in my life. I struggle really hard to do anything, even playing video games is difficult for me. I want to be remembered, but I can't get myself to do jack shit. It's really hard, I think about suicide daily.

Sometimes, every once so often I'd remember Kazz. His SF Rush video is something I've always bee nostalgic about, always make me laugh; I'm so nostalgic about old youtube. It really hurts now that someone I always liked, in my own detached way, is now gone by suicide.

Feels bad man.

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>one guy fucking responds with that faggy ass think emoji

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sequel when

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Yeah, same here. I just found out that the guy who made that funny San Francisco Rush video killed himself. Also found out there's a website dedicated to the harass of vulnerable people and how they contributed to this dude ending himself. Pretty shitty.

I don't know if it's very convincing to say, but I truly believe suicide is not the answer. You will find reasons that life is worth living

Suicide is simply an answer. There are many out there but suicide will definitely solve all current and future problems you'll have.

> suicide is not the answer. You will find reasons that life is worth living
why do you have to lie to us

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what the fuck, Kazz killed himself?!

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I wish I had the talent to be as evil as you

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>You will find reasons that life is worth living
I wish man, I've been hearing that for ten years now. Still no change.

It's not a talent my man, I achieved this impressive skill thanks to years of hard work through self loathing

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Fucking same. God I hate that site.

>Yes.
it runs well enough but the visuals are p fucked

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So when are we doxxing kiwifarms

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Just have the reason I have, user: Vidya.
Vidya doesn't make the pain go away, or anything. It's not a distraction, or a solution. But I like vidya. Every time I buy/pirate/etc a new game I've heard little about and go into completely blind, I get a new experience. Whether that experience is good or bad isn't ever really knowing when I pick a game up, but I always appreciate the time spent with them. I hate almost everything else. I hate looking for jobs. I hate working. I hate how I look, the burden I feel I put on my family, the fact that I'm a total degenerate fuck who hasn't felt sexual attraction to a human being in the past seven years, the lack of social sense which have more or less lead to everyone I've tried to interact with offline despise me.
But I still really, really love vidya, and if I killed myself, I wouldn't get to play any more vidya. So I just try to think about what vidya I want to play, what I liked about the vidya I have played, and what I disliked about the vidya I dropped.
That's how it works for me, anyways. Everyone has their own answer to why they want to live, I think, even if that answer is something as simple as "I'm afraid to die".

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Despite what autists out there tell you, thinking they know shit, time actually does heal all wounds. Some may take more time than others, but they all eventually go away. I've been through some heavy psychological sagas and I managed to recover. It's literally all just a phase.
But yes, suicide IS one of the options

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some guy already doxxed the owner. Turns out his whole family is made of pedophiles. IDK New Zealand will probably blow them up or some shit.

Is this recent? Is NZ actually taking action? I don't want a shithole like that to live.

we don't
can't get away with it here anymore
we're (presumably) old
people will "moralfag" whine
moon has already had the site shutdown and the only reason it didn't stay that way was because it was "yellow journalism" when he got doxxed
fucker still deserves to get hit by a bus

not your personal army, liberal

VERY poor bait.

>tfw life is not bad at all
>get a little depressed here and there, but nothing too serious
>mfw parents expect me to be some sort of genius
>mfw studying horrifies me
>mfw can't focus for shit
>dumbest motherfucker you'll ever see
>mfw in college and I have no fucking idea what I'm doing
help

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Melons

I lost reading this because it pretty much sums up my life. I'm not in college though.

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if your feefees get hurt that easily by Internet autistics then seek help

>describing yourself

I don't like video games

>No U posting
crawl back over to resetera I'm sure they miss you

It took me more than 10 years to feel good, but I got there. I felt the same way you did, and said the same things, and felt that nobody really did understand what it felt like. But I do understand, and it sucks, but there's a chance things will come together for you in some way, and it's worth it to keep trying.

>came into the thread for comfy facade posting
>got this

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Could have been a good post if you had been able to resist memeing

Then that just means your answer is different, user.

I only feel rage
Jesus Christ, Kiwifarms was a mistake

I hope I'm as strong as you and are able to keep trying.

Modern shitposters don't have even the slightest sense of humor. They couldn't tell a joke to save their lives, so all they can do is refer to templates.

take it slow, attend your classes, study what you can. A lot of people get blindsided by the workload in college, they got processes set up to help with it

>This entire fucking thread
Jesus Christ, guys. Seek help. Please

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I did. That's why I have to take meds everyday

Holy shit. I want NL to fucking knock me out cold.

It's ok. I wasn't mentally strong either. I only didn't go through with killing myself because I was afraid it would be my parents that found me. The easiest way to stay alive is to just keep coming up with reasons not to kill yourself, and to delay it. Find things you enjoy in real life too. If there's nothing there, try taking up a hobby, or anything to occupy your time and mind. Just keep yourself busy, and give yourself goals to work towards, even if they're just spending time with your friends or playing some video games. That's what worked for me at least. I'd also recommend seeing a therapist or psychiatrist, but nobody can force you to do that if you really don't want to

maybe the next facade thread will be comfy and not this.

Facade threads will never be the same after Kazz's death, user.

But you are on Bane

same here but i just want to get a gf before killing myself, i want to experience love, it hurts way too much to know that i will probably die without ever knowing the gentle touch of a woman.

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i'm about to go to bed so i don't wanna make some bigass post or engage in a long discussion but

please don't commit suicide
i cared about her so much and now she's gone
it took so long just to convince myself it wasn't my fault
please don't inflict this on anyone

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but i already have threads dedicated to my weekly dose of depressionposting
these were supposed to be comfy

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Same
and I lurk there

Bane?

>it's an NPC tries to hijack thread to advertise some zoomer eceleb thread

dont worry user
As grim as it sounds im waiting for my family to bite the dust first, even though im pretty sure they don't like me much.

>zoomer eceleb
motherfucker get your shitty meme words out of here what 'zoomer' was watching a facade video in 2009 by someone with 5,000 subs

Mario after building up speed for 12 hours

I shall keep myself alive until I'm truly alone

Don't really follow kiwifarms but I'm glad they're still doxxing people because it makes for really interesting drama despite being about a guy with less than 10k youtube subs. Without people with their mindset like them we would never have gotten Chris-chan. I'd even argue that the hilarious fallout of the #metoo movement would never have happened if people didn't love this kind of drama.

I'd gladly get rid of my knowledge of chris chan to stop random innocent people with mental issues from killing themselves due to a bunch of kiwifarm edgelords.

it’s not about losing someone
it’s that someone who had so much to give the world is gone
you might not think you have anything to give the world but you do and i want you to try to see it
i’m sure you’ve tried before but keep trying

Go to the profile of any user and see their posting styles, then compare it to the god awful shitposts you see here often. They are almost the same.

That's what I've been doing. Meds seemingly don't work for me. They either have no effect or make me worse. It kills me.

Thanks user, I appreciate it. My problem is I have trouble devoting myself to anything. I try real hard but I fail most of the time.

I try seeing a shrink here and there but usually they end up recommending doing the same things. Aka do something, aka get out of the house. I would if I could, but I just can't do it as much as I wish I could.

Are you implying that Chris-chan was not a random innocent with mental issues? I hope this isn't the part where you tell me he totally deserved it because he made crayon comics about how being gay is icky. People who justified themselves with that were only fooling themselves anyway.

cowe

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imagine having to live day-to-day life with reading comprehension this poor

>tfw have a friend with depression who seems to get more suicidal each day
>try to talk to him every day but he barely leaves home and ignores pretty much all messages
I really wish i could help him more, he's a really nice dude who didn't deserve what happened to him.

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no u

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>kiwifarms
say no more user

I just wanted to read a funny late night Facade thread, and now I’m sad.
I hope you anons are alright.

wtf NL is actually big now?

>try to talk to him every day but he barely leaves home and ignores pretty much all messages
you just made me realize that i'm a shitty person. it's been almost 7 months since i talked with my friends.

>went months not talking to friends
>completely ghosted a few and i still dont fully know why
>told my friends i was going on a vacation out of the country for an excuse to not talk to them its been a couple months since
what is wrong with me

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you don't have to end your life, user. save up some money, go to a mountain and learn how to ski or something. become an adrenaline junkie because the chances of dying while doing stuff in that category are significantly higher so if you don't end up wanting to keep living, you'll eventually get a win/win moment (i.e. you die basejumping or something)

tl'dr unless kys is the only thing that will ever make you happy, try to do fun stuff that might kill you.

trippe

Hey, to everyone out there suffering from depression and suicidal thoughts, I'm gonna share something my therapist said to me that really helped me with mine.

>user, you don't actually want to die, you just want to stop living your life

Meaning you need a change of some kind, and you feel trapped so death feels like the easiest solution. What you need to do is take stock of your situation, and see what you can change about yourself. Start small. Set goals. Maybe you will end up in an entirely different place from where you are and who you are now, and that's okay.

Depression is all about closing yourself off from the world. It's about isolating yourself from people. You need to fight back against that. Go somewhere new. Pick up a new hobby. Read a book from a genre you're not usually interested in.

It'll get better man, you just have to hang in there. The way you are now is NOT the way you will always be. Life is transatory by nature. Things are always changing. Learn to embrace it. Fight stagnation and sedation.

Depression.

>meds don't work
that means your mental health is fine and nothing is """wrong""". you're just fucking lazy. your shrink is too nice to tell you that.
>just can't do it as much as I wish I could.
what's keeping you, bro? you want to talk about it?

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that's what my therapist i had a few years ago told me but i feel fine i think

>go 3 months without talking to my friends
>send a message to them in new years eve
>they ask what happenned and why i disapeared
>tell them its nothing and won't happen again
>still haven't talked to them since january
i feel you user

HOW IS YOUR SEX?

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Depression isn't about feeling sad. Depression is a physical condition of the brain that results in a collection of mental, psychological and motivational dysfunctions, many of which can result in *feeling* sad, but that's not the cause, in the same way that sneezing is not the cause of having allergies.
If you're doing self-destructive things, like cutting yourself off from friends, and you have no idea why, that's your brain working against you. That's depression.
Go see a new therapist. Make some behavioral changes. Get better, user

Please tell me some comfy game to play, I need something to escape my feeling right now.

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>See attractive female
>Say "oh man" showing that you're obviously attracted to her
>Try walking after her, presumably to introduce yourself and try asking her out
>WHOA NOT COOL MAN
Seriously, what the fuck did Gillette mean by this? We have no way of knowing what the dudes intentions were, and yet he's meant to be a monster?

how comfy are we talking?
any specific genre?

Any genre is fine to me, as long it comfy and give me good feeling

Terraria.

Okami's a pretty comfy game
Stardew Valley Animal Crossing and Harvest Moon are good too.
Sims City/Rollercoaster Tycoon, I hear Cities Skylines is pretty comfy
and Viva Pinata

have sex

8/baph/ did that and so did 8/cow/. It doesn't matter because Josh knows he's a faggot, and so does his entire family.

How do you response to this, btw? Serious asking.

just give a "hi it's been so long" or something

>Go see a new therapist. Make some behavioral changes. Get better, user
but that feels wrong in my head
the self destructive tendencies make me feel satisfied

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And then?
*awkward silence*

Kiss him, call him a fucking faggot for kissing men, then go back to the elevator.

That's the part where they say another thing and then you have a conversation. if they don't say anything back it's okay because eventually they'll do something to avoid the awkward silence

>this entire thread

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Wow this thread is full of fucking alright people. we're all going to be ok in the end anons. i love you all

Fuck off.

Thanks, you absolute cocksucker. We're anonymous, we mean nothing to you.

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>implying we haven't played games together before
>implying we haven't deeply discussed things together, laughed together, jerked off together... and forged a bond in the process
it's okay, user. I still like you.

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>there's lines you don't cross even for lulz
some people have different lines than you or i. what we might find disgusting and disheartening, they find hilarious.

It's not the idea of KNOWING someone, it's the idea of being like you. We post here, we probably laugh at the same shitty memes, hate on the political shit, get annoyed at the latest wojak. Not everyone's an angry person like you.

I like you as well user. that picture speaks to me. I'm into star trek recently, and Roddenberry's utopian future is something I would kill for, he was so optimistic about it. if only we stop segregating and fighting

If all you ever do is ignoring your feelings, they will never be absolved and you'll never be happy

>tfw I'd never even consider killing myself
Reading, gaming, watching shows and meeting with family is enough to satisfy me

>that ending where trip leaves and you fuck grace

don't gloat about it, faggot

I want to fuck his wife.

Who even is that fag and what does he have to do with Facade

holy fuck Yea Forums is full of pussies now

youtube.com/watch?v=glHAMY2dI0Q

Well now I feel like a gigantic pile of crap.
I knew kazz for a bit, he hit me up on steam once because someone had shown him my stupid old youtube videos and he thought they were funny.
I never really tried to talk to him or play games with him because I liked his stuff and I'm terrified of anyone I admire even a little bit, now I both wish I had and am glad I didn't, because I'd be more broken up if I really knew the guy.
What a world.

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I once participated in that sort of shit (didn't kill anyone though)
Then I grew up, developed a conscious, and realized the people who I looked up to wouldn't approve of it

alternatively, the majority of Yea Forums grew up or things weren't nearly as edgy as you remember.

>this whole fucking thread
Okay I think this thread is over.... you all gotta leave. OP made a fine thread but this is just NOT working out. We'll be fine.... YOU just have to GO.

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Why are we all still fucking here

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What are you gonna do, kill yourself? :^) Don't actually do it

shut up newfag. Yea Forums was always edgy, poking retards with a stick to kill themselves or make idiots of themselves, and raiding. ever since fappening this place is full of cringey redditors who want to cry about e-bullying on Yea Forums of all places. i wish you newfags and your shitty newfag memes would all neck yourselves.

I'm planning on ending it soon. My first attempt didn't work out so I need a better plan.

How can you write this post without feeling like a subhuman piece of trash? Are you 15 years old faggot?

>m-muh Yea Forums safespace

>m-muh free reign to not be called out for being an edgy retard

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at least fuck some whores in a 3rd world country with whatever resources you have left

been considering.
dying doesn't sound too bad desu

so this is what the youth are like

What the fuck. I subbed to him ages ago because of that video then unsubbed a couple years ago because the account was mostly dead and I forgot why I even subbed in the first place.
Now I'm remember how much I laughed at his content back in the day. Fucking hell.
Why was he even a target on kiwifarms to begin with? He barely gets any views. He has 5k subs for christ sake. Why fuck with him. Did he have a huge internet presence or some shit?

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hang yourself instead faggot

My schizo is developing just like my dad's did. I'd rather die than deal with that again. I've already pushed away my dream girl so I can do it. I have no need for sex at this point.

>That feel when only really live to play games and internet drama/griefing streams
>Not really trying to live life to the fullest, don't care about doing so
>Not some uber depressed faggot
>If I was in a situation where I knew I was going to die I'd come to grips with it real quick and probably do some legendary shit because the limited time would prevent any real retribution for my actions.
Niggas better PRAY I don't get told I got a month to live

I've been here since this shitty website started. I can't believe how soft actual mods and that shitty gookmoot have made this place

How is it manifesting for you? I'm scared that I'm going down the same path but I'm too afraid to reach out for help or admit it to anybody.

>I've been here since 2003
>and I've been a fucking loser who posts on Yea Forums ever since
It's nice that your group home let's you use the internet.

He didn't. Some prick just decided it would be funny to post him there, since he would obviously react because he was unstable and probably schizophrenic. I remember watching some of his real life streams. He had family problems and would periodically go homeless. Fucking shame, he seemed like a really kind guy, just not all there in the head.

>Posts after the suicide is announced celebrating like they did something beneficial.
>Claims Total Biscuit was all them too for extra dick stroking points because "WE ARE DA CANCER XDDD"

I never been to this place and I've seen all I need to know.

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Paranoia at this stage. Audible and slight visual hallucination when I fuck up my sleep too much. If I keep following the path my dad took eventually disorted worldview, inability to understand speech, memory loss, confusion, etc.

>le punching down meme

None of this was true. Even before that stupid chanology shit posters at worst doxxed and harassed pedophiles and animal murderers. Go ahead and take a time machine back to 2007, shit's incredibly tame besides the OCCASIONAL gore and pedo threads only on Yea Forums which were taken down when any mod was actually active. But great work falling for a Fox News sensationalist news story from 2009.

Wtf is kiwifarms?
Sounds very Reddit from what ive been hearing itt

We should all kill ourselves

Where's the sequel where we can actually cuck Trip

God forbid someone express a shred of sincerity. Get over yourself you loser idiot faggot nigger bitch

I've always been somewhat paranoid, but the last few years, I've started to notice movement out of the corners of my eyes, like black shapes scurrying or flying by. I try to replicate it when it happens, thinking it's just a stray lock of hair or something, but I usually can't. I guess I really can't keep my head in the sand on this.
Thanks user.

They wanna uncover the next chris chan. They themselves are gigantic retards who live with their parents (their admin literally lives with his criminal mother lol).

It's the exact opposite of reddit

hownew.ru

>teenchatcenter raids
gods where has the time gone

dont do it without me

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Depression is a horrible thing.

For those of you who are under it's influence, know that there is help out there. You just need to reach out.

Not necessarily indicative. Those things happen to everyone. It's usually a trick od lighting and your brain's tendancy to search for movement. Paranoia is also fairly common in people, and unless you suffer from exaggerated paranoia (gangstalking, conspiracies centered on you, etc.) you likely don't have it above a slightly above average level. It's more like dreaming while awake. You'd know.

I still get emails from the dozens of kidzworld accounts I made to raid with Yea Forums

They are trying to find a faggy sperg to make fun of? The whole le internet community bandong together thing serms reddit even if it is malicious.

26 year old here, I don't have much going on in my life beyond working my low wage job and live with my sick parents.
I did however pick up art earlier this year, it's weird. I feel like I've found something I have a burning passion for and I hope to get really good down the line, I'm sure you might discover something too

>"I want all of this over with, and I want you to ignore me for the rest of your lives."
>No.

And of course, the trendy faggot has a Projared theme going on now with his account.

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Yes, they're the same type of person who makes threads about youtubers all day. And often their autism leads them to not understand anything that's actually being said.

>its halfway through 2019 already
>ive been here for 12 fucking years

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Thanks

I'm trying to find info on his suicide but don't see anything

see

I'm like legit angry now reading this kiwifarm shit

Boku no Google

What is kiwifarms?

what matters is that we're having fun right

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Read the thread faggot

Man thats sad. I also remember when he'd facecam he looked perpetually depressed but I didn't think much of it at the time. Its a shame he wasn't able to get help when he needed it.
At least he will stay in peoples memories for his funny videos. When the average kiwifarms autist kills themselves nobody will remember them for anything.

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What was the point of fucking with someone who's barely even notable and has already hit rock bottom? I don't get it.
Never even heard about this guy until I saw this thread but it's fucking depressing.

some people really enjoy punching down, same tier of people that probably find animal abuse videos funny

Very true. I still revisit his channel from time to time, dude had a good sense of humor imo. His corruption videos are still funny as shit to me.
youtube.com/watch?v=_wp5MDSI1PY

i dont get it. my tired brain makes me think you worded that weird.

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it isn't hard you're just stupid
the ai is very limited
the characters are assholes
when the ai fails to find correct answers it makes the characters look like assholes because they're blowing you off

nah you just worded it like a sperg. pretty clever in my opinion

i didnt make that post

They want all men to worship women instead of treating them like equals. It's pretty fucked up.

How is it that lolcow can contain their autism to just documenting fucked up people who deserve scrutiny, while kiwiniggers go out of their way to fuck random people up for no reason.

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I have an older brother with severe schizophrenia who posts on facebook to the tiny amount of people that ignore his posts about how he invented magic, fantasy authors stole his ideas and stole his money, and islam supports him and terror attacks happen because the system treats him badly and won't give him justice and also there have been multiple attempts on his life.

My worst nightmare is that kiwiniggers find him and start to fuck with him and he gets even worse than he already is

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Imagine spending an absurd amount of energy obsessing over someone like Chrischan. Philosophizing about him, writing about how much you hate him day in and day out. Chrischan is their wicker man that they've had lit for years and years so they have to find other "lolcows" to add to the fire. But it's not because they find it funny, it's because they are antisocial autists with immense sociopathic tendencies. I lurked there to find users who seemed obsessively overly attached in their hatred of Chris Chan, one of them explaining that as an autistic person themselves they curse Chris Chan due to the image he gives to people with autism followed by some sad long drawn out fantasy they describe in detail where they can't wait until his mother is gone and Chris Chan becomes homeless. It's some real wacky shit.

the irony is that people on Yea Forums are whining about kiwi farmers as if user would never go after (mentally ill) people for the smallest things, say shia lebeouf

user is not one person
kiwifarms is a site dedicated to doxxing

yeah what this guy said

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yeah and kf isn't a hivemind either
>The Kiwi Farms is about eccentric individuals and communities on the Internet. We call them lolcows because they can be milked for amusement or laughs
reading is hard

>interacting

uh, gross. sign up for the dating app sweetie so i can swipe you away.

Kiwifarms is a site dedicated to doxxing and harassment. They can spin it any way they want, and you can argue about whether X individual deserves it, but that's what it is.

where can i pray this game

life's a bitch but if you've reached the point where you don't care if you die then why not try and live life to its fullest? if anything goes wrong you can always fall back on suicide, but there's no reason not to try and experience as much as you can before doing it. like why not try going to some kind of nerd convention, play sports, get a new hobby, travel around the world (it's really not that expensive if you do your research), etc. there's so much in this world that it'd be a shame to decide it's not the place for you when you've only experienced a fraction of what it can offer

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keep focused on the end goal user. there are so many people like you who make it through to the end.

I know that feel. I've been raped and ever since i wasn't the same

Fuck you user that gif scared the shit out of me but I can relate and we both gotta make it.
Set your goals high and try to find something that you can dedicate your time to and not feel like it's a waste.

Lol

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