I can't take it anymore

>wanting to forget

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you suffer because of your own actions

lol

it's like playing game and saying nothing happens because you are still in first level

ISAAC

MAKE US WHOLE

Doom is always good for just turning your brain off and murder hordes of demons. It has some catharthic quallity to it.
I just blew a ton of money for a festival ticket and plan to an hero after I had a final blowout there myself. Until then I am gonna play Doom.

fallout 4

why do you always post here? tranny tier

doom 2016?

don't an hero user, keep fighting

Nah dude, the good old doom.
Just download GZDoom and you have enough mods/wads to keep you occupied until the heat death of the universe.

embrace the pain

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Fuck off.

Man, I sure got baited.
I did not need this new pain, why are you doing this?

you're not a K poster are you?

I just bought a 2m rope on amazon

I only hope my mother will be ok...

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No...

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I dont need that fuck you

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any RPG really
recently I played Stalker: Call of Chernobyl, it's a free mod to Call of Pripyat but you can launch it without the base game "-skip_reg" *cough*...
made me forget how much of a tard I am for a while

Post a pic of your ass and then I'll be your bf.

Always darkest before the dawn mate. Cancel the order

No, I dont even know what it means.
Heavily doubt it when she finds you dangling in your room. I hope you atleast found some remote place with something stable to fix the rope. And check the knot and height, you dont want to suffocate.

Don't do it senpai, think of all the kinos and ludos you haven't watched or played yet

Fuck off.

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Here you go, you fuck

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>tfw no claire gf

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Suicide is for cucks

Sword Art Online: Fatal Bullet. Unironically, user, go play it. People love you, even if they are across oceans and you’ll never see them.

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It's all so tiresome....

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>went to barber yesterday
>very cute, exactly my type
>smiles and asks what cut I want
>runs her warm hand several times through my hair while I'm talking
>can't help but close my eyes for a moment
>have a falling sensation in my stomach and get goosebumbs immediately
>try to not to stare at her and smell her perfume for the next 15 minutes

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I wont do it in my room.

somewhere like this with good view

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lmao pussyyyy

I can also recommend Sim City 4. With some comfy music and a blanket it is a wonderful game to just come down and watch as your city grows.
Always made me feel like my problems and I myself are incredibly small, which was by no means a bad thing when things really went south.

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The Suffering 1/2

Living out a life of depression and suffering is just stupid. You're just dragging it out.

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>Life is suffering
>You're just dragging in it out
This is why you're a failure.

>trannies pretend to be tomoko
Tomoko is more woman than you subhuman lmao

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I said "a life" of suffering, idiot. Learn how to read.

ENOUGH

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WHY :(

>Kissless, hugless, handholdless virgin turning 30 this year
>have zero friends and havent talked to a woman since high school
>fat, balding with no skills.
>will probably die starving and homeless by 35
S-someday bros

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Maybe in another life, if such a thing exists.

YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO LIVE FOR
LIKE UH.... STUFF

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That is a cute boy

exactly this happened to me too, user
>had to find a new hairdresser because i couldn't take it any longer

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how late is too late to go back to school Yea Forums
time is ticking here

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>finally got a gf
>she rarely shows any affection or does anything for me without request
>criticises everything with no positive support

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How old are you?

It gets literally more expensive with each passing year, so sooner rather than later.

Damn, sounds like she needs a cuddle.

>2/3 friends have a gf and I never hang out with them anymore
>last incel friend somehow landed a 5/10 gf yesterday
>I'm the last one
>3 years to go for wizardhood

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The first Nier

Some are just like that. Or she's just using you

See you on the other side, user

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thats not the question here

Silent Hill 1&2, American McGee's Alice

Oh lord do I know this feel:
>chill at friends place
>kinda bored because he is just lost in his phone most of the time and is dozing off
>decide to look around and see what his roommate is up to
>lives with a girl who is really weird but we always got along well
>she and a friend of hers are hanging around in her room
>invites me in
>tells me to sit down next to her on the bed
>we go through some old ass music clips from the 90s and chat
>she kinda leans on me after a while
>room is cold and I can literally feel the warmth projecting from her
>feels so heartwrenching that I stop in midsentence while telling some joke
>leave after a while without saying goodbye to my buddy because I am just running on autopilot while considering suicide

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Azur Lane

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Dump her.

is this the daily incel thread? roflmao

A 24oz Monster energy and 1000mg of St Johns Wort

For chronic depression it's obviously not something you should be doing every day, but if your depression is just the kind that comes in acute spells every once in awhile, this shuts it down quick.

fuck

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Based
Almost same but I'm not handholdless though. And I will take over the shitty cleaning company from my mom because the alternative is burgerflipping and I'd rather be pathetic by myself than to be pathetic on display at McDrive

>just running on autopilot while considering suicide
user, if you still feel something when a cute girl warms you up, there's still hope. Thinks can still get better
believe me when I say that things can get worse and not even a cute girl's embrace can make you feel alive

I really can't take it anymore, my depression has gotten so bad that I just sleep most of the time and miss lots of work to the point where the only reason I haven't been fired is because my boss is like my family at this point. I used to use weed to relieve my symptoms but even after taking several breaks, it's like the stuff just doesn't really affect me anymore to give the temporary relief I need to be able to tolerate this shitty reality.
It's not even like I'm unhappy because of my circumstances, there's just nothing I really fucking want on this planet. I've even tried relationships with both girls and men and I still felt empty on the inside and had to pretend to have any sort of feelings. I had one successful relationship that lasted 8 years, but he was probably the only person I'll ever be capable of loving, so that option feels like it's out the window too. My current relationship feels like there is just no chemistry or communication.

Also I'm blogposting because you made this terrible thread, enjoy.

Leave, as soon as you can, get out of that shit man

Ah shit.

FREDERIC

Normalfag get out

>crush found a new bf

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All my family members that were actually family are dead. They're all dead user. I'm just existing now too user.

>>chill at friends place

I've been thinking about trying the wort. Do you take it once daily?

>thinks I'm a normie because I have relationships
3 out of the 4 guys I dated came from Yea Forums, my ex that I lasted 8 years with and destroyed my life over I even met on a random thread on Yea Forums back in like 2011.

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She's either testing you because she thinkis you're not man enough or she's just a complete bitch. Try to see what happens when you pull away from her.

My mom did that to me once and it was the most comforting thing I've ever felt in my life.

Why didn't you marry the person you loved of 8 years?

I had a pretty abusive relationship with most of my family growing up so I know how it feels to be alienated and alone. I still have my grandmother though. She's probably going to pass soon and I'll be in the same boat as you. I really advise you to try to find some kind of relationship for yourself to give your life a sense of purpose and context again. I'll try to cherish what time I have left with my grandmother.

Amazon doesn't do helium tanks anymore, do they?

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wow they still do, at least in my country

Too thin.

They're diluted with oxygen now

DELET!

...

You know it too, don't you? The nubmness, the darkness and the void.

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Yikes.

There aren't any. You have to let it burn you alive for years. You will eventually develop a thick skin that will help you deal. It won't be ignored though, not for anything.

Fuck that. No amount of cuddling or sex will make up for the humiliation of seeing me "dance"

Hypothetically speaking, let's say I have a shitton of aspirin for some unrelated reasons. How many boxes (20 tablets a box, 500mg each tablet) should I need to take to be an hero?

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I fucking hate these videos. FUCK YOU for posting one, FUCK WHOEVER made them and FUCK SOCIETY and BIOLOGY for guilt tripping and shamming me for not having a gf

fuck and I was having a nice evening

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I saw a webm of some guy strangling himself and it was fairly gross. All the fake footage of people hanging themselves while using a chest strap as weight doesn't really show it much justice, you actually look like you're struggling and your entire head turns purple. Just make yourself bleed out or something. Proper hangings are supposed to break your neck, not suffocate you, so if you plan to die by strangling you're not going to have much of an easy time with it as you might think.

It was a long distance relationship that continued to have failed plans year after year. We'd already been engaged to be married and I visited him once in 2012 but that was about it. I would've broke it off, but I ended up going through a bout of severe depression because of the state of the relationship. We ended up staying together and trying to make it work and he also financially supported me for almost 4k worth of rent over the years so it just got increasingly more complicated until eventually I couldn't take it anymore and just mentally snapped and started having psychotic episodes and getting institutionalized temporarily once every year or so for the last 3 years. I guess after a certain point, he just couldn't handle it anymore and left me after I left him and started dating some tranny while in a highly delusional state. The relationship lasted a whole 3 weeks and when I snapped out my disassociated state and realized I had nothing in common with the person and didn't really even know why I was talking to them. It was already too late by the time I went back to him. Though he cheated on me too for an entire year, so it's not like he's fucking innocent either.

>wait for Wow Classic
>make a Warrior
>do a lot of instances
>add every healer in you're friend list
>get a GF

your favorite game you love

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don't do it goemon

This is happening to most humans user. In reality or souls are in the process of leaving this planet, it will collapse soon anyway.

Fuck off with your pussyboi ops.

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honestly not a bad idea

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a lot, I don't think you'd be able to take enough in time for your stomach to not have some kind of adverse reaction and make you vomit them out. That's why sleeping pills are preferred, some people die just by taking 5 or 6.

OD on pills (especially weak ones) is a pretty bad idea, excruciating pain and it can potentially take a long time

Instead of just posting photos of the incel man, I downloaded this Tinder thing and it's full of cute girls. I'm just waiting for these fine lasses I "liked" to get back to me. You guys should try it.

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>28yo KV
>ugly and don't relate to 99% of people I meet
>within the past week, while inebriated, reached the threshold of understanding how some people get shitfaced then become an hero
>have always been a coward for the entirety of my life but maybe that is slowly being expelled?
THE TIME MAY BE SOON, FRIENDS
REMEMBER THAT SUFFERING IS THE ONLY CONSTANT IN LIFE

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kill yourself.

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That doesn't help ugly anons. Leave

No, I will not dance with you, I don't have any soul left in me and even if I did, what more would it be than a temporary delusion of happiness?

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How do fuck do you even start a relationship let alone meet up with someone from Yea Forums and Yea Forums of all places?

>I'm just waiting for these fine lasses I "liked" to get back to me. You guys should try it.
Have fun waiting

lmao never works I tried it for two weeks got like 20 likes but no matches

That's really shitty that he cheated on you. Did you find out during or after the relationship and how?

I'm sorry for everything you've been through.

Take St. John's wart with any drug that contains Dextromethorphan. It will cause you to become very confused and eventually comatose. It's the least painful

I don't know, it just sort've happened.First one was just random interaction to play a game. My current Yea Forums relationship was the simpliest. I just went onto the /trash/ /gfur/ zeemaps and added everyone in georgia and pretended to be interested in like 8 people at once until one of them stuck.

He's a fag they are degenerate. GL finding a girl like that. Pro tippy you won't

Don't do it, man. If you are feeling an heroing, call 1 eight hundred 273-8255 (suicide hotline).
>our system thinks your post is spam
Fuck off, spambot.

During.

Very low. But you can kill yourself with just a single pack of paracetamol so just get one of those. Thanks, science!

I just imagine this while a voice tells me I did a great job when going to sleep after a soul crushing day of work
abandon all delusions of sanity and become whole once again. you're here forever anyways

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>long distance """relationship"""
Lmao, I almost took you seriously when you said 8 years "successful" relationship
You've never had any relationships, retard

So he can get the cops called on him for being sad, which is illegal

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There's ugly girls on there too, don't worry.

fuck everything

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I ONLY EVER FELT THIS ONCE
WHY
WHY DO YOU REMIND ME

I just wish I had a gf to love and cuddle with
If only I weren't so autistic.

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Shit usually never works. Most people end up vomitting that shit up and wake up completely destroyed. Best scenario is death after horrible pain, worst scenario is ending in a hospital after aforementioned pain or simply waking up feeling like absolute shit. Might even get the bonus of turning into a potato or cripple.
I just see it like that, suicide is a method to finally escape all the pain. the chance of maximizing that pain for a long time when ODing on pills is simply too high for comfort.
If you do it, make sure that it works.

IT WAS SUPPOSED TO MY YEAR

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>I'm just waiting for these fine lasses I "liked" to get back to me
hahahahahahaha

This

>ugly guys that know there ugly ask themselves why they're still single while chasing pretty girls that are out of their league.
It's pathetic really

that's not a gf that's a mommy

The worst part is that nobody cares
I'm dead inside and nobody cares

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Could it be a mommy gf?

>ugly guys chasing stacy meme
Real life isn't a 90s cartoon.

Jesus, she gets thiccer and thiccer

>tfw I will never experience this but I have accepted my fate

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The only thing that eases the pain is making friends

Super Daryl Deluxe

i fucking wish

>tfw no Lady gf

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Looking forward to your story on some /r9k/ thread. Guys with no experience always get fucked over on those sites.

I've been with more girls than I have guys. Sorry you can't just enjoy a nice hole and warm body.

Neither is yours, retard. Start chasing girls that are on the same level as you in terms of looks and stop whining about being ugly and undatable on 4channel.