>22 year old mixed-raced virgin
>Trying to escape into Xenogears
>It's working for now, but barely, hate playing the game itself
Video games and movies used to be my life, but my brain kept developing and now i can't even escape from reality.
This is terrible.
Get a job.
it gets worse every day. i'm 32, so i've been doing it for ten years longer than you. it doesn't get better. if you attempt to kill yourself, you'll see how scary and difficult it is to die. there's literally no escape. smoke cigarettes, eat badly, do unsafe things, drive badly, and keep hoping something comes along to snuff out the last flicker of that once brightly burning candle you call your self.
>it doesn't get better.
Objectively false. Some people get their shit together, some don't.
this is a coping mechanism you use to tell yourself you matter, or things matter. they don't, but it is honestly better to trick yourself like that than to accept the reality, which is what i stated before.
Wah. Boohoo.
I can't understand why people pay to give their DNA to these companies to find out mostly useless info.
Also just play actually good games idiot.
Art consumption should be treated like a workout, not a drug. The problem is that your brain stopped developing.
Get a standing desk. Problem solved.
28 year old here, you've perfectly described where I'm at. I suppose it's good to know that I don't have to worry about anything changing!
Fucking disgusting mongrel
>giving your genetic information to the jews
why
* tips fedora
>East Asian and Native American lumped together
Can confirm
>be me
>27
>have a decent job, living with gf, should be happy
>miserable every day, find no joy whatsoever in gaming anymore, can’t find any new hobbies I enjoy. Just want to play games, but don’t get the same joy out of games that I used to
>all that’s left is to just go to work every day to a job I hate
>wish I could just stay home all day, but realize that I’d just be bored and depressed because I have no hobbies
>no interest in having kids
>life literally has no meaning for me anymore
Idk what to do anymore bros. I get no joy from anything anymore, I don’t see how it’s possible to be even more depressed now than when I was a NEET living at home.
>Yuromutt
people who enjoy video games primarily as a means of escapism are pathetic
Caring why random strangers play video games is pathetic?
I don't remember posting in this thread...
>proud of being Irish
Lmfao you are literally the monkey of Europe
This is a coping mechanism to avoid having to put in the hard work required to turn your life around and to avoid responsibility for your own personal failures by blaming them all on the universe.
>I have a family, I'm worth something!
Is there a bigger meme out there?
>drive badly to off yourself
>because I am a miserable piece of shit, you, the now involved other driver + passenger, should get hurt along with me
BOY I SURE LOVE HOW MUCH IDENTITY POLITICS HAS ENRICHED THIS SITE
It used to be an extremely pleasurable thing back when I was 13-14.
I would sit and play fallout 3 for 700 hours, but now I can't play fallout 4 without uninstalling it.
It just feels like it's over for me.
>I would sit and play fallout 3 for 700 hours, but now I can't play fallout 4 without uninstalling it.
sounds like you finally got some fucking taste then, Fallout is a trash series
In truth, they have nothing to escape into, as they lack consciousness in the first place. It's just an attempt to distract them from their unpleasant hormonal shifts.
Edgy
It's all true.
My IQ is only 132. That's mentally retarded in real life.
>tfw I'm a mixed Slav-Jap
Feels weird.
>Will be 29 this years
>Not a virgin since 17
>Playing games sine I was 4 years old
>Still love games
I'm laughing at you, losers.
95-110 - normal
110-125 - smart
126-149 - autistic NEET
150+ - genius
based
get a fucking job you NEET
First thing you can do for yourself is just fucking stop.
Ah, so the whole topic was bait. No wonder the OP didn't respond.
15 Points is a standard deviation,(this means there needs to be a difference of at least 15 points of IQ for there to be noticeable differences in cognitive ability and function) the average is insectoid tier. An IQ of at least 145 is necessary for any kind of agency in a person.
the rate of outliers are all that matters. The fact that most woman clump together around the racial average is why they are all retarded.
>95 - normal
For non-white, non-jew or non-asian
White blue collar workers who make $20-$40 an hour have an average IQ of about 90.
That's not what standard deviation means.
Fuck off retard
so you are 23% victim
Give up gaming and find something else. I go trail running everyday. It's a million times better than playing vidya. That might not be it for you, but there's something out there you might really like. It might be way out out of your usual circles of exposure, so don't be afraid to really dig around.
Also stop browsing Yea Forums, reddit, FB etc. other social media unless it's actually connecting you with people you know and care about. Places like this turn you into a cynical bitter asshole because you're surrounded by cynical bitter assholes. The scope of my world used to be video games and reading about how I was "being oppressed by SJW" kept me angry. Now I don't care for video games at all beyond the occasional bit of fun, all that anger just vanished away.
If you're fortunate enough to be posting on the internet chances are you aren't living in some shithole third world country where you have to pick through garbage to survive. You have a chance to live a pretty good life.
It won't happen over night and it won't happen just because you read this post. It's a slow process but you have to stick with it. Rid yourself of junk food media/games. Find books or shows that challenge your way of thinking. Personal growth is hard but is your only way out of where you are.
>But user what are you doing here
I know, but I like to swing by Yea Forums and see how you guys are doing. It's getting late here in the EST so I'm going to go to bed instead of staying up for Stu. You should go to bed too user, no more threads, close all those tabs and just shut it down. Getting a good night's rest is really important for improving your quality of life.
Fucking end it Bros. I missed out fucking a massive tittied teen girl when I was in highschool and even 10 years later I want to fuck a big tittied teen girl. I should just end it.
>About to turn 22 in a few weeks.
>Finally finishing up Torna DLC.
>Got my ancestry results back recently, because I felt like wasting money.
>I'm 59% Scottish from my mom, 41% Congo African from my dad.
And fuck you yes I main demoknight.
Not reading your wall of text,tranny
Only attentionwhores fail their suicide """attempts”””. Protip : you don't wanna get across the street, you want to go down, that's where all the cool kids go. Or fellate a gun, either way.
Fuck off, incel.
We are literally unironically being oppressed by the tranny menace though.
I was a neet from 22-26 and I turned it around after finally getting into school program. Now I make 6 figures working at a level 1 trauma center.
>coping mechanisms are bad
You're not alone
Same age same shit
It may just be the inner crazy talking but I feel like these companies will save your DNA and along with the DNA they test from babies growing in the mothers womb to create a microchip and insert it and have a race of microchipped since birth peoplebut the microchipp is inside the DNA and who knows what they could do instakill you or develop a "disease" that a made up cure fixes that gives the FDA more money or even a kind of m
31.2% bri'ish
14.4% n/w european
5.7% broadly european
= 51.3% pure Aryan steppe lord. You made it bro.