I'm sorry to post this here. I really am. But my mother wasn't waking up from her sleep...

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This will be the hardest thing you'll ever experience. It'll be okay, man.. The only big shift you'll have to make is living for yourself instead. My father's going through dementia and it's tough looking at the person I used to sit down next to and play Mario with going through this hell and lashing out at everyone around him. He's really scared.

I know when you see your mom again she's gonna be really scared, too. She might be your everything, but she's still a person. Try to have a brave face and treat her like you always do. No kid gloves. No tears.

No crying til the end.

>lying like this
I feel bad for your mother pastaposter

My brother told me she's ok outside of her memory loss from recent events. I hope she can continue as usual and just forgot this recent stuff, but I doubt it will be that easy. Regardless, I will never shitpost again. I hope her memory from future events normalizes. She's everything I have.

I've seen this stuff happen to my grandma. Fuck man. She's constantly asking questions and forgetting the answers. She just stays there, daydreaming and remembering old stuff. I feel like a part of my mother died tonight. Fuck dude. I had the last conversation with her while she was 100%. I feel so bad. Nothing in my life could have prepared me for this. Nothing.

Alzheimers fucking sucks dude. But you're gonna make it. It's what your mama would've wanted.

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I know the feeling. My aunty recently had a stroke and it turns out she had a tumour on her brainstem. The tumour's slowly gotten worse and she doesn't even know where she is anymore. She lives between an imaginary timeline in her head and the real world.

Diseases which attack the brain are pure evil. They destroy who a person is.

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my mother was a piece of shit who made me into a moody rage filled underachieving piece of shit for all those mental, emotional and physical abuse i had to endure while my father just watched it happen. I hope she fucking dies so that i can start to change myself.

It's a strange idea for me to care for my parents. Hope your mother is okay OP.

Okay but I need to know your main to figure out your based and redpilled status.

When stuff calms down tell her you love her, then make her proud.

I will. I will try my best to make sure she's never stressed out again. Fuck.

Try to stay strong, user.

My mom lost her mom this way, though not in the flip of a second like you described.

Should've posted this in the advice board. Godspeed user, wishing the best for both of you.

Hopefully this cat makes you feel a bit better.

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I'll ask there tomorrow or when I'm calmer. Thanks for telling me. I didn't even remember that board existed. I told my siblings to ask the doctor for advice too. I hope she can recover from this.

Yeah. When I saw my grandma, I was devastated, but tried my best to hide it from my mother. A person losing their memories like that... It's still your relative, but man, it feels hollow. I don't know how to put it. You can only really understand it when you've gone through it I think.

Also thanks for everyone with the encouraging messages. I wish you all the best too. I'm sorry for posting this depressing thread. I had nowhere else to go.

>Every single person that has ever interacted with you in any capacity is going to die one day
>Every person that has posted on Yea Forums is going to die eventually
>Every person that has walked past you in the store will be dead at some point
Not a single soul lives on from World War 1. I honestly don't even want to live forever, dying in my time along side all the other similar minded people is ideal. Why would I want to live forever when everyone around me from my time would be long dead?

Sorry about your mom OP, brain rot is probably some of the worst shit ever up there with cancer. Just stay strong, we're all human and it's okay to just cry like a bitch it's not a sign of weakness. Try to get closer to some spiritual stuff, look into religion and stuff like that because it can make you feel a lot better. That's literally why it was created, to make people feel not shit because it's really peaceful to know that you're gonna be fine in the after life and so is everyone you care about as long as you do good in life.

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OP, I...I'm sorry. This is the only way that can help.

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I fucking hate my mom

>mother suffers massive health problem
>lol better post on Yea Forums

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if u need anyone to talk with my discord is
AL#7772

Is your mom hot?

Thank you. I'm a mess right now. I've never used Discord but I might send you a message over the next few days depending on many things. Honestly, I don't know how I'll be feeling tomorrow or the day after, so i can't say for sure. But even if I never send you a message, know that I really appreciate it. Thank you.

be happy that you still have / have had a great relationship with your mother

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It's easy to be at peace with death when you're not actively dying.

I had a brain tumor scare and realized life is just a cycle, people die constantly every day of all age groups. I needed to find peace because I was eating my self alive and destroying my stomach, I almost got an ulcer from the anxiety I had.

Listen here bucko I'm really sorry to hear that, I really am, but right now, you need to start thinking about the life ahead of you. You need to spend as much time with your mom instead of being on Yea Forums. Shitpost or no shitpost, I hope everything for you goes okay, and I want only the best for your family. But if worse comes to worse, you need to keep moving on, not for yourself, but for your mother who took the time and raised you to who you are today. I hope the best of luck to you user, and dont listen to the underage shittters who like being edgy.

Not that living what you thought would be your last months in anxiety would have been any better, but it just feels like a defense mechanism. I've always told myself I don't care about death or dying because it's unavoidable, but I have a feeling once it's looming I'll change my tune pretty quickly.

kek

I hope you are OK user, I want to give you a hug.

Boo

My condolences, user. Remember that you are not defined by your family members, and recall the strong individual whom your mother (and father) bred you to be. Ignore the negative points/self-talk that may arise in response to this thought -- you were rasied to be SOMEBODY, and now, should your mother not recover, that is the person you must become, and sooner rather than later. This will not be an easy process for you, re-individuation in the wake of a grand and tragic loss... But, I believe in you. Your mother would believe in you. Your family and friends believe in you. Your entire life has built up to this time - for better, for worse - and now, you must be strong. Channel your inner strength, feel your blood coursing through your veins, take a deep breath, clench your diaphragm, scream into a pillow if you must -- but do not fear. Grieve for the person you might lose, but remember this essential fact: today, you are not losing yourself. Tomorrow, you will wake up the same as you always have before. Perhaps this is to be a new phase in your life... But it is your life all the same. Your incredible, worthy, valuable life. Your nurtured life. You are going to be okay. Everything is going to be okay. Remember the lessons you have learned. Hold onto yourself through the tumult of the days and weeks ahead. Be strong. Be proud. Be grateful. Grieve, as you must. Cry, when you must. Feel, that which you must. And know, deep in your heart, that all of that which you feel is YOU, incredible you.

Godspeed.

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lmao faggot eurocuck

I'm still here. My mother is in the hospital with my father and my sister, waiting for exam results. My brother went to his home (he doesn't live with us anymore). He says she's fine but not remembering this stroke or whatever she had. Says she understand she's in the hospital because something happened. I think he said she's ok to ease my pain, but I hope to God she really is.

I don't really have any other updates to give and I don't even know what to say. I'm just grateful for the kind words, it's more than what I expected. But I'll be here either way. I have nowhere to go.

Did you forget to reply to a post OP?

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There's a few posts I don't know what to reply with. I'm sorry if you're one of the posters. I appreciate all the kind words. If I was feeling better I'd try to reply to them but I'm too tired, physically and mentally. I'm sorry.

This isn't Yea Forums or reddit and this isn't your personal blog. Get the fuck out attention whore.

She's still alive. That's what matters, a lot of worse things can happen

I don't want my mommy to get older Yea Forums

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>>Every person that has walked past you in the store will be dead at some point
How the hell did this post fuck me up. I understood in the past few years that "oh that person is 21, that means they had 21years of unique experiences like me"...but the thought of "hey that women stocking the eggs, they're dying in Xyears," is strange.

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I'm really terrified about what will happen to my mother if she dies or gets stick.
That's why I'm working so hard to fix my mental problems and get a job so I can move out. I feel for you OP. I know some people who have partially recovered from a stroke so I hope it is just that and she can be semi-normal again.

my mum wakes up at night sometimes and is still dreaming while being conscious, so she thinks I'm like some neighbour living next door overstepping my bounds going into her room to see why she's talking loudly about saving her cat from catnappers or some shit. pretty funny and in the morning she remembers none of it

There are fates worse than death.

tldr
no one cares fag
eat a dick gaylord

I had Sepsis and low blood pressure and almost died but i didn't, im glad i can keep posting with you anons.
this isn't vidya OP

I care

I don't give a single fuck if they die broski.

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thats because your OP
fuck off with your dumb gay blog post faggot

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edgy

low effort, but I'm not taking the risk

>thinking user's will genuinely give you good advice or support.
get fucked idiot

Why move out? Get a job and be with your folks.

What is this exactly? My dad died from this and to this day I still dont understand what happened.

I eventually want to end up getting a gf, etc. but I feel like that will never happen if I'm a 27 year old living at home.

Buy me Mordehau and I'll play it with you.

If your senpai can afford to go to a doctor you can afford a $26 redpilled based alpha male friend for life.

steamcommunity.com/id/swolebenji

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I have a gf and live at home. Folks dont really know about it.

kys retard

Imagine being this faggot trying to take advantage of a grieving man.

zoomer

post your discord and I will send you pictures of my thighs to cheer you up~

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Some people actually only have Yea Forums or 4chen that can be regarded as human interaction.
t. not-robot

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not him, post pics anyways

I think $26 is a good deal for a life long vidya friend.

Should've replied to those posts, user

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YO DUDE THAT'S FUCKING EPIC AND EDGY BRO HIGH FIVE HAHA YEAH WHO'S A FUCKIN DOOOOMER!?

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imagine being this fucking miserable lmao

kill yourself

kys retard

Based

VIDEO GAMES

The fuck it is!!!

:(

I had a similar experience past july.
Worst week of my fucking life.

My father woke me up saturday morning, 3 am or so. Said mother isnt responding to anything
Go in there and see her just lying in bed.
She was only able to move the eyes and partially her left arm.
She couldnt talk either.
Called ambulance and 15 min later they arrived.
Went to hospital and they said she has a brain stroke or whatever called in english.
They were unable to do anything there because it requires a specialist which is 20 mins away in another hospital.
Went with ambulance there.
After some fucking hours we were allowed to see our mother.
She was still there not able to do anything. The doc said they fixed the issue but she could remain in this state forever.
Some hours later she got another stroke. After a new operation she was able to partially speak and move again.

Shes still alive and im so fucking happy. She still has trouble saying my name or talking in general. And her right arm is very weak. She has therapies every week and has gotten better.
I cried like a fucking baby during that shit man
I always loved my mom but once you start to feel like youre going to lose her, it feels like the world is falling apart.
I wish the best for your mom op

Kill yourself autistic mad samefag

I wish you and your mother the best as well. I hope both our mothers can recover.

I've been there m8. Don't worry, could be nothing serious. The Doctors will tell.

Also I'm so thankful my father tried waking her up and that my sister was home as well. My father didn't call for me, and I only went there when I heard my sister despairing (my bedroom is kind of far from my parents', so I didn't hear my father calling out to her). She was really weak when we woke her up, I had to lift her sitting and prevent her from falling asleep. It scares me to think what could've happened if she didn't wake up then or went back to sleep. I don't even know how I'm gonna be able to sleep now after this.

Yeah I remember being 14 too.

I've had similar scares with my father OP. What you don't realize if you haven't dealt with conditions that can have neurological repercussions is that a stroke or Alzheimer aren't the only explanation for memory loss and/or general confusion. You did right by having her taken to a doctor, but realize it may be something permanent and it also can be transitory. Don't suffer in anticipation

sorry to hear that, op. i've been there with my dad. unfortunately, he never left the hospital after his stroke. he fought for a while but he never recovered his ability to speak or walk, and then a heart attack took the rest of his life.

anyway, all i can say is i hope you don't have to go through that. but if you have to, you'll survive it. it'll be tough, but it's possible to continue on.

yeah i remember dicking your mother too

Cope

Sorry for your loss

hold on user, everything is going to be alright.