Ya hanging in there Yea Forums?

I tried cleaning mold on my ceiling but found out later the ceiling most likely has asbestos and I exposed myself to it. I used a respirator and I cleaned up the mess but I might already be fucked. That ceiling has always been flaking since I was a kid but my parents always told me "it's fine". My throat hurts but can't tell if I'm just psyching myself out now.

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>Finishing university with top grade
>Have job lined up starting at £30+k
>Have fun gf
>Can play video games
>Still hate myself and everything about my personality, wondering why my gf is even with me
>Scared I've missed out on fun life experiences and meeting friends because I spent my time playing vidya
I've been better honestly.

I'm on my way to work right now to design kitchen for retards with too much money on their hands. What do you think?

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I feel the same, I really would hate to waste my life away but man its hard digging out of the hole once youre in there. Keep your head up man, never settle. Find something you can be passionate abt and go for it full steam

Please go see a doctor.

imagine being a fucking frogposter
lmaooo

I'm doing much better. Moved out of my mom's. Living on my own. Got a decent job. Chatting with potential girlfriend.

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Curently at my comfy office job. Listening to the radio, sorting out some papers and shitposting.
Have no hopes for the world tho. May it burn.

3dpd is not imprtant.

Boyfriend left me. (Am fag) so, not to swell frog poster.

It's 3:16 am and I'm in my basement because there's a tornado warning, wish me luck bros

What?

i wish i was in this stock photo
>put on these sweatpants
>now try not to get a boner as this hot girl in underwear reaches towards you with her tits in your face

desu kill yourself nigger pussy.

Got an exam in a few weeks. Doesn't interest me. Probably going to fail it and blow my chances at a future in it.

good luck!

Good luck, user. Of all the times to be in a basement, you've got the best reason.

feel like im getting worse, mostly my fault. I haven't cleaned my room and I've been wanting to for weeks.
plus my dads business is in financial danger and already don't have a direction in life with this crutch. trying to take the job seriously but I feel like I'm stuck
yes im a faggot

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lucky. all i have to look forward to is The Big One

I am saying...
FUCK WOMEN
FUCK NIGGERS
FUCK TRANNIES

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Doctor time!!!

I hate myself and want to die. Just when I thought life couldn't get any worse I keep fucking up more, but other than that things are pretty fucking horrible.

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steamcommunity.com/id/Tomoko
I can't sleep.

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Not everything in life is going to interest you, and that's okay. Sometimes you have to make bread.

About to hit some hard money times but I hope I saved up enough to get through.
Although my student loans suddenly sent me a message saying they are increasing my monthly payment even though I never missed payments ever and I need to ask them what the deal with that is.

Good luck. Whoop that tornados ass for me.

I probably will in the morning.
It pisses me off I spent years trying to get myself away from feeling suicidal only to find out I'm fucked in the end anyways. People with mesothelioma seem to only live for a year or 2 so I'll probably an hero before It gets worse.

>tfw agoraphobic and want job but can't leave house long enough to get one

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College classes are laying it on hard, so I’m more stressed than usual. Really sucks cause I’m trying to lose weight and I stress eat like a mofo. Also I have no time to play vidya but still do cause I’m dumb.

I just want to have a job and be done with college, this limbo of always having work sucks. At least in a 9-5 you’re done at 5

This pretty much except I don't want to try getting out of it anymore. If I feel that my life deteriorates to the point where it is unsustainable to continue as is, I'll probably end myself. Then I can say for sure I wasn't cut out for this.

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>agoraphobic
meme illness

You don’t need math to learn coding. Maybe get a degree.. but you can get a job without one

I want a girl to do shit for me though like my mom never did. Cook, clean, and duck my dick.

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I hate that my friendship group is slowly being consumed by weird politcal fringe people

Do you have a car? Make deliveries for Uber / Uber Eats or, if you've got it, Amazon FLEX.

I have no motivation in my academics. Nothing at school interests me, and I’m struggling because of it. I honestly don’t know what happened, I used to have a decent work ethic and a drive to do well. Now I just lay on my bed and lurk Yea Forums for hours. Don’t know how long I can keep this up

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I have no friends and I get NO pussy what the fuck do you think retard

I gave up weed, took up smoking stoges. Living at home sux and I barely play vidya anymore.

*s u c c

>can't do all 3 all by himself
Pathetic.

Yeah, but, I chose engineering, and it's pretty hard.

bulking up on black pills and saving up for that .45

Barely. Just got put back on depression meds after 10 years. I wake up every morning feeling like an old man because I have hip and joint problems even though I'm only 24, in serious pain rn, that's why I can't sleep. Don't give a shit about current studies because I feel directionless. Gf (male) refuses to stop being a leech but I can't separate myself yet due to financial crap. I dont want to kill myself, I want to be hit by an ice cream truck that falls from the heavens so at least I can go out without being an embarrassment to my family. I love you anons

tell that to my inability to leave the house nigger

>Do you have a car?
no

testing testing

Getting better
why?

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You know what's harder? Slinging boxes at the local Amazon wage-cage facility for $12 an hour, 10 hours a day.

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kind've
working odd seasonal jobs for a bit of money but it isn't enough
full time jobs are hard to get, my speech impediment that's slowly turning me mute isn't helping either

I'd probably just blow my brains out before that, desu.

I do all right now besides the last one. Lel

i feel ya. my family was poisoned by chinese laminate flooring. it left my father with leukemia and for the past couple years my health seems to be fluctuating. have a lot of anxiety and i'm waiting on the results from some tests i took last week. been struggling to get through the nights. counting the minutes at some points.

Any gaming forums that has no political bullshit and race b8 threads? I’m getting tired of 4chans shitposting and don’t want to use resetshit or Reddit

I still won't kill myself, i already got lucky for life, i won't waste my luck. but i'm starting to get fucked in the head, not talking about my problems to anyone beside some anons probably is the cause, but i don't want my family and friends to abandon me...

I could still retry again to draw or code, but it probably will lead to nothing, dyspraxia suck a lot, shit ruined my life, can't do any fast job because i'm just way too clumsy because of it and have a shitty short term memory.
the force part is that i am creative, i often create story, characters, lore, everything in my head, i create over the years and complete the lore in my head to crate the perfect story in case i achieve something.
i have everything...except the tools and the talents.

A degree in what? in France you can't really learn coding like that, if you are shit at numbers then you are more or less fucked unless you learn by yourself...

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Talk about video games or fuck off.

Oh, if only you could talk to your future self. I said the same when I was circling the drain, "Oh Richard, you'll just blow your fucking head off before you have to tell mom and dad their son's coming back from college without a degree." Yup, I remember playing it all out in my head between bouts of alcohol and day-long sessions on the computer, locked in my pleasant little apartment room.

It never happened. You're not going to blow your brains out, you don't have mental illness - not the kind that will make you blow your brains out, at least. This idea you're going to "end it" before that critical moment of utter menial mediocrity is never going to come. Don't fantasize about quitting, fantasize about whatever comes after study.

The world is so much worse for people who take the "easy" way out.

Visiting this forum gets depressing every day more and more.
>hop in Yea Forums to have some fun
>no interesting threads on first 3 pages
>no interesting threads on catalog
>no interesting threads on catalog later that day
>create thread
>it days with 2 replies from myself

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Shut up faggot

I mean the worst part, not the force part.
sorry, got a brainfart.

Git gud.

Yeah. Life is going great. Tonight is a bit shit though. Decided to take a break from God Eater 3 and now I can’t sleep at all. Gotta work a 12 hour shift tomorrow

Games just kinda suck these days, honestly.

Then learn yourself

It's kind hard without any proper shit, i don't know where to start.

You got depressed man.

Not as comfy as swinging from a noose

I'm 30 years old and my family's kinda well-off so I never had to work, didn't even finish college
I want to start working now, even just as a waiter or something
Very sure I'm gonna get assblasted during interviews because I don't have a good excuse for just sitting on my ass the past decade, wtf do I do

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Try writing. It's pretty easy. Just put down the words on paper and make it look nice later.

Don’t be a fukin waiter idiot. Just apply for a job stocking shelves somewhere

Being a NEET sucks, I want to improve but I’m just so scared and lazy, also I’m getting bored of browsing Yea Forums in general because it’s basically the same shitty threads everyday.

In a way, thinking about suicide is a coping mechanism. It makes us think we're not entirely powerless. There is always that one last fuck you to the world nobody can take from us. Thinking we may commit suicide is honestly empowering if anything. It's when you realize not even that will happen when shit becomes really sad.

Sorry to here about your family, Hope your test results don't turn up anything serious.
I don't get how shit like this is still a thing. We have robots, the internet, found the god particle, gone to the moon, and have drones on Mars, but we have deadly shit like this in a lot of our homes? It Feels like this would've only happened in the 19th century but here we are.

Just make up some excuse about having to take care of a family member for health reasons and just mention how hard it is for new blood to get a job nowadays because everyone wants experience. Grocery stores or call centers are pretty much your best bet for a decent starting point. Fuck fast food.

> Go to the doctor for depression.
> Talk to the doctor for a bit. Nice to speak to somebody.
> Offer me anti-depressants if I want them.
> Arrange to speak to me in a couple weeks.
> This goes on for a bit. Eventually tell me to just stay on the pills, and we don't need any more appointments.
> On pills for over a year.
> Lows are less extreme. Still just kinda depressed and unmotivated in life.

day 2 noporn bros

Try therapy man. It helps a lot of people.

Yeah I'm a terrible waiter, I just got fired last week for wrecking some plates, didn't even last 2 weeks on that job

>make up some excuse about having to take care of a family member for health reasons
That just might actually work, gonna try that out
Call center's pretty boring but I guess that's my best bet

Every single one of my friends I have are either assholes or they're legitimately fucking crazy. Is this normal? Do I just have really bad luck?