Play games that simulate a social life where I have friends and everyone loves me

>Play games that simulate a social life where I have friends and everyone loves me
>game ends
>alone again

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Play SecondLife.
You can simulate having a social life with some of the worst degenerates the human race has to offer.
Then you'll feel better about being alone.

>Have fulfilling childhood with lots of friends
>Everyone goes off in their own direction after highschool
>Meet up occassionally with some of them but drift apart more and more, maybe see each other once a year at most but have less and less in common with one another
>Finally stop meeting up all together

Better off being sad about a game ending, it hurts less

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You'll always have your favorite streamer who'll give you a shoutout if you donate enough money

Always made me feel a little sad when I ran out of missions for GTA-SA, because all of the characters I had met would no longer talk to me.

>grow up with not many friends
>get to high school make friends fairly easy and able to keep them the entire length of highschool
>Never get a gf but never had problems talking to girls at any age since I grew up around females.

>play persona 4 and find it annoying as fuck that I don't have to work or try hard to make friends and that everyone just loves me for no reason

>play persona 3 FES and enjoy not being the centre of attention and actually having to work to make friends with these people.

>play persona 5 and genuinely want to help Mishima get hooked up because I know I could have ended up like him and want him to succeed so bad.

I'm OP and I bullied Mishima mercilessly, I thouhght he was a little snake who tried to leech off you, then take credit for what you done then tried to turn on you.

I'm at that point of loneliness that my subconscious is purposely inserting newly fabricated memories during my sleep of me having friends and a fun life even though i'm fully aware i haven't and still dont.

It's the same IRL. You either get born into a family or you don't have one. So you either make one and/or you make friends. Then you grow old and die if not something else killing you before that.

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Jesus fuck this hit me

Also my subconscious mind is purposely purging bad memories of my life by forcing me to involuntarily jerk and recoil like i got a deep paper cut or a small burn everytime i remember things from my childhood. I'm probably slowly turning schizo.

> grow up with a nuclear family
> supportive older extended relative mentor me to be a masculine and responsible male
> well-liked and relatively popular in school
> date and (eventually marry) my high-school sweet heart
> still periodically keep in touch with my lads from uni
> get hired as a creative director for a AAA vidya studio
> leave company on good terms to strike out on my own self-publishing endeavor
> successfully operate my own business through several well received games
> still play vidya but mostly with my kids

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>wake up covered in sweat
>it was all a dream

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FPBP
That is what i use Yea Forums for

No you are just realizing that the world is literally hell and that everything that you have ever been told by your parents, teachers, or anyone in a position of authority was a fucking lie and on top of all that they propagate that lie to keep themselves in a position of power that is slightly above you. Not to mention they gatekeep the knowledge that you desperately need to make a difference in your own life behind enriching themselves. Make sense?

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Delete dis plox

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HAha fuck that GAY shit
What are some games where you're alone and you couldn't give a single F U C K?
I know of Antichamber and Factorio (with biters off). What are some others?

Wait, your brain can make false memories?
That sounds pretty serious. How do I check my own memories for false ones? So far as I know, everything I've remembered happening has actually happened at some point, but of course I'd think that.

>finish an amazing game
>feel empty and question my life

I just have nightmares now. Multiple nightmares every night. Reliving every bad experience, every anxiety, every dead pet, over and over. I just want to move on.

You know that /pol/ meme about being here forever. That wasn't figurative. We are all stuck here forever.

the world is what you make of it. if you remain passive your entire life and do what you are told like a sheep you will lose. if you eat sheep for breakfast and are a wolf you will win.

Deeper in childhood more chances to have fake memories, and it's kinda normal, but again it's individually

VRchat is for you!

Still better than my brain's daily bombardment me of random memories thru my whole life over and over again, sure it help to adapt to bad memories but oh boy it's so tiresome

Look buddy, i was raised to be nice by a mother who loved meth and alcohol and fucked black guys after she divorced my dad when she got her inheritance. I was beaten whenever i fought back either mentally or physically. I am not a wolf and i have never been. The majority of people are not wolfs. Eventually i'll just go crazy and go on a killing spree if the world doesn't end beforehand. That is just the way it is.

i dont like the simpsons very much

>Play game
>Know in the back of my mind that i'm ignoring my problems and everything's falling apart
>Can't focus on the game at all
>Stop playing
>Pace up and down hallway for want of anything better to do
>Unable to decide on what I want out of life
>Unable to commit to making any changes in my life because it all feels equally pointless
>Only thing to look forward to is sleep
>Fantasize about dying peacefully in sleep

I don't even have an excuse for this bullshit. I had supportive parents and a good upbringing. But I chose to isolate myself and do nothing but play vidya all day; parents thought nothing of it because I still got good grades. Then I got burnt out on vidya and had nothing else in life. No social skills, no friends, no skills, no hobbies, nothing.

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And this here is the saddest person in this whole thread.

A man who scared of light is truly a tragedy