How are you holding up Yea Forums?

Amazing.
I was in a rut a year ago, but I dragged myself to therapy. Now I'm the happiest I've been my whole life. Seriously recommend it.

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>nice old guy saves my life
>rob him blind
I do this everytime

Feelin' fine.

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>All right this will be the run
>I will go evil and enslave this wasteland
>I will join the legion
>I will side with the fiends and kill the NCR
>I will partake in every evil option i possibly can
>but most importantly
>i am going to use and abuse every single person i ever come across
>start up game
>see that smug fucking doctor's smile
>Do a very good karma independent run for the seventeenth fucking time

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A bit drunk, a little coked out, but doing good. Ask me anything, I just wanna ease my night out now.

dying

this but ncr all the time, feel horrible even attempting to do a ceasars legion quest.

i really, really dont want to get my hair cut
i FUCKING hate getting my hair cut

some fucking faggot kid smashed my driver's side window, fuck zoomers

Damn brother, I feel you. It was kinda my fault because I had my car parked for a few days, but someone smashed out my driver's side front AND passenger window a few weeks ago. There goes 350 dosh.

you got a mod list user?

What mods?

Sleep pattern is fucked and been a neet for like almost two years now I don’t like it

I'm feelin pretty well doc, I've just spent the day cleaning my house and I feel pretty good about myself, Just wondering what i'm meant to do to hold myself over for the next couple of days or untill I find a job

I need to see a psychiatrist. I've been getting really bad mood swings lately

Hey Doc I gotta visit you again some time since The Outer Worlds was delayed on PC by 1 year.
Prepare some of those Med-X and Stimpacks just for me.

who is that ?

Why are you like this?

Just a reminder lads, he's released it
nexusmods.com/newvegas/mods/66686

I drink alot, I like to socialize with friends at the bar. I'm always down to chill and have a good time.

Woke up in the middle of the night.
Last times that happened I had to go to the ER. Popped a xanex to calm down and am browsing 4chin until it kicks in.

Two bears high fiving.

After going on a long ass jaunt Of mainly dialogue based quests, ill quick save and just shit on every nigger in the vicinity, then quick load as to not negatively affect my game.

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I'm lonely.

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Show off your character Yea Forums

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Something's broken doc

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If we do not find dry land soon, I will have to feast on your succulent noggin

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I'm 23 and have never had a job. The thought of going into soul-crushing wageslave retail work or becoming a corporate drone fills me with the bleakest despair and makes me want to kill myself. What am I going to do, bros? It's started keeping me up at night. How am I going to avoid the rat race? I'm not obese and I don't have autism.

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same desu

i spend most of the day just trying to numb the pain.

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Find some physical work, keeping your body active helps against that soulcrushing feeling
I was also 23 when I got my first job a year and a half ago

>wanting a quick throw grenade mod
>not wanting to proudly display you're the fucking maniac running around with nothing but 60 dynamite sticks and a nice big mug of psycho
user, you're completely valid in your choice of gameplay elements as thats probably a very convienent addition to your playstyle

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Best not forget to take this, should get you back on track.

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>everyone in this thread

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Get a job nigger.
Listen to some Jordan Peterson, most jobs are what you make of them.

If you live alone and live a bit ascetically, you can even live with only a part time job.

looks like some frontal lobe damage

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I'm not the guy you're quoting, but I was in a similar situation, and I did get a physical job. It didn't stop my mental state from getting worse.

Feeling kinda shit. Was in a doctoral program for the past 3 years or so, in which the program just shut down because the business-side owners basically skimmed money off student loans before handing them over. So now I gotta eat a fuck huge loan to continue in another program that won't take all of my credits/internship hours (and going back into the tedium of further education), or get the loan forgiveness by nullifying all of the credits I received over the years, resetting all progress back to zero. Probably going to do the loan forgiveness, but I've been a student for my entire life and blitzed through school at a young age instead of working. So, as pathetic as it sounds, I'm terrified of entering into the field and possibly finding out I'm just incompetent, being turned down at interviews because I'm an anxious fuck, or just feeling like a failure in my own self-perception.

I just feel stuck right now. I know what I need to do and how to go about it, but I'm terrified of actually taking such a simple step forward at risk of failing. And this feeling makes me feel even more incompetent about my ability to be a goddamn adult.

I just feel like I had a plan and a path before, and now I just have to reset and conduct myself in a way that isn't as if I've been a socially awkward dependent for my entire life. I just wish I wasn't so terrified of failure. So yeah, fucking blog post but whatever. Shit's fucky right now, hope you guys are doing better.

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Depends on how shit the work is and how much you think about it though
Going to the gym yourself is a better alternative, but most people here are too lazy to do it.

>Listen to some Jordan Peterson, most jobs are what you make of them.
That's just what the rich fuckers on top tell people so that they won't revolt.

I just want a good game to play. I keep hoping a modern AA or AAA games will be good but they're all just shit. Only indie games are worth playing now and they take forever to come out. At least I have Kenshi.

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you're not wrong

thanks doc

>Depends on how shit the work is
It wasn't bad, actually. I stocked the shelves at a store. Pretty easy work, and the managers were pretty hands-off and mostly left people alone.

>and how much you think about it
I don't really know what you mean by that, but my job didn't require a lot of thought. Take the stuff out, put it on the shelf, go back and get more stuff, repeat.

But really you can easily make do with just texture replacers for the most part, FNV is groovy like that.

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A respectable lifestyle i commend you on it, both beat project Nevada

I'm not, going to lie I feel pretty bad.

>this will never happen
Not too great doc , im not sure if Mr Jack Daniel's can help me anymore , can you ?

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Hey im in a similar situation too, i'm in my last year of university and I really don't want to go into work, I saw how a job and a family ruined my father's life, I don't want to go through the same shit. But then again what's the alternative, I hate doing nothing all day but I don't know what I want to do.

That is of course assuming I will get work, what with having absolutely nothing to my name except my education, which isn't that impressive on top of that.
I can't ever see myself being happy in the real world, but i'm not happy the now either

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>hurrdurr let's be miserable, that'll show those rich people!
You're resentful and possibly retarded.

Not him but same job, endured it for 11 months and fucked off, i was getting pretty fit, i won't lie about that, but i was the only one doing all the kind of beverage and it was killing my bones, we also had to be quick as fuck and my team was made of dipshits, always had to help them too after i was done, it got worse with time and couldn't handle it anymore, 700 bucks per month wasn't worth it for all the shit we were getting, good luck to me getting a job anytime soon now.

FUCK YOU FUCKYOU THAT'S NOT HOW THIS WORKS

>hurrdurr let's be miserable
More like "Let's realize we're getting fucked over and agitate for change instead of bending over and taking it and begging for more."

>its a "you think everyone is just putting up with you and secretly hates you" episode
>its a "all your acomplishments are meaningless, someone else could have done it better" episode

Why can't I just be happy

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Reminder, you blackpilled kids.

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fucking normie

This but everyone really does hate me and I have no accomplishments.

This but that's fine because i'm being realistic but that's not fine because it's shit

Really? Why

See I didn't get much out of therapy except coming to terms with the fact that my dad was a degenerate alcoholic bastard who is mostly responsible for my innate distrust and hatred of people.

I mean I know that now, but im still miserable.

Why don't you accomplish something then?

"Cum hoc ergo propter hoc"

Those habits are the outcome of depression, not the reason, you meme shitting retard.

He is though

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Overnights in a factory user, good money, easy way back into the workforce.

>hurrdurr having a shit life with shitty habits doesn't lead you to be dissatisfied with your life
You're retarded.

is obviously reductionist, but it's pretty much true. Having shit food, shit sleeping habit, nothing meaningful in life and deregulated hormones will fuck you up.

You just want to keep masturbating like a teenager, admit it.

>Those habits are the outcome of depression, not the reason, you meme shitting retard.
False, you chose to do all that shit.

No, no he's right, there's a labor shortage right now that's only gonna get worse due to the baby boomers retiring, most places just want a body there to do the work, so you have the upper hand in negotiations.

>Those habits are the outcome of depression
So you mean that once you "gain" depression, you don't control yourself?
You don't choose to buy and eat shit?
You don't choose to not exercise?
You don't choose to masturbate again?
You don't choose to drink alcohol?

You're just pathetic, man.

As Nietzsche said:
>It's escapism! Can't you see? It's not healthy!

"Depressed" kids are fucking triggered by this image every time, they desperately want to believe that they are "sick" and that it's not their fault.

>i'm depressed, i can't do nothing about it!

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>most places just want a body there to do the work
Most places that just need bodies are replacing human bodies with robot bodies. The others want bodies that will work for slave wages. You don't have the upper hand in a race to the bottom.

>Most places that just need bodies are replacing human bodies with robot bodies
Sure, user.
I just see robots everywhere now.

No one is working, I just see fucking robots.
I haven't seen a single human in a week.

Keep telling yourself that.

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Let me guess, your therapist was a lady with daddy issues

>I have identified the cause but haven't worked on it
You did half the job, user. Your therapist sucked, you need to solve the issue now.

Work on it. It can be done, most people do it.

Bump

Nice arguments oh wait there were none fuck off

That's not what I said at all

That's not what I said either, is everyone here grasping for straws or retarded from the get go ?

It's like arguing with kids that try to play adults

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Do you think the thread deserves a bump?
Whiny kids complaining about how their easy lives are shitty and judgemental adults telling them to get their shit together?

depressed as shit. thought about killing myself yesterday. this keeps coming back.

>is everyone here grasping for straws or retarded from the get go ?
Is this your first day here, phoneposter?

What are you doing to better yourself and the situation?

going to therapy next month. i've been putting this off for years

You have low self-control because you were probably over-protected while growing up, and you hide your weakness behind a "sickness".

That's sad, man.

>haha nope not what I said verbatim so you can't beat me in this online argument checkmate kiddos
Shut the fuck up tard.

Nipton and that smug little snake Vulpes Inculta.telling me how he and his people killed everyone in town is usually the point I go "FUCK LEGION WITH A RIPPER SWORD!". Last game Inculta didn't make it out of town and his brains are now scattered around the town.

That's good. You did one step that you hadn't done before.

Keep walking, one step at a time. You'll end up somewhere.
The only way to get somewhere good is to start walking, and eventually you'll get there.

Don't stop.

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Sorry i killed ya doc , you attacked me first