Did i fuck up?

ALL YOU HAD TO DO WAS FOLLOW THE TRAIN!

>I thought i played too much just now
As wrong as possible too. Can't think this is normal to digest. There's years. I'm always trying to be calm. I try to predict shit. This was a 70% probability to fail out of how wack it is to both ends. And to me it is super new.
I know how little has been said. Even more so. Just terrified of starting. I have a good memory.
Remember last time i won?
I felt like garbage. But you must've felt worse. I said you'll win next time anyway. Not sure what happened
What happened? Why so shit then? I was garbage

ILL HAVE

What fucking train
What are you ever talking about
I'll blow whatever fucking train bighead is fucking on
Fuck your memes i'm completely alienated from every fucking joke
All i see is accumulating more lossdebt and i'm not dven sure still ehat tge fucking point is since it just told me it means shit
Nothing means shit
It never fucking did

You chubby motherfucker.

Yeah, Big Smoke.
Eating all those number 9s really added to your weight.

>All i see is accumulating more lossdebt and i'm not dven sure still ehat tge fucking point is
Was supposed to be a joke. But i fucking feel so not fun to play against. I always did that. It never fucking changed

I wear double layered lol

Does the pope shit in the woods?

>Nothing means shit
>It never fucking did
Fuck. It's too unreal.

I MADE IT, CJ! I'M A SUCCESS! I CAN'T BE TOUCHED! I don't give a FUCK! FUCK the whole world!

Why would i be angry?
If you mean me.

Why twist this shit towards me. You've got nothing better to do when i feel this low

You killed Pulaski and now this fat fuck? There's no stopping in you.

Bots and autism

Thanks dude. This one was always a funny one. Just reminds me of fun shit. Fuck

What? Do you even speak human? Seriously. Tedious as fuck

Your implying memes were always garbage desu

It's like wishing a copy paste script was working
It never does
It's garbage

You motherfucking piece of shit gang-banging cocksucker.

lie down user. If you still feel the same 8 hours from now, never get back up.

>this fucking thread

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take your medication big smoke

WHEN WILL JANNIES BLACKLIST THIS AUTISTIC AVATARFAG ATTENTION WHORE

0 soul hence why does it exist if not for a negative views stream
Cannot say i ever got shit to go on except wishing you had my hand or some garbage
That one wasnt alone either. I'm never alone and i'm not stupid to that fact.

How can you tell me i should feel sorry?
Do you want me to tell you i've been crying lmao

You killed a mans mother smoke and not just any mans mother, your childhood friends mother who you all grew up around and took care of you guys.

All I wanna ask you is, was it worth?

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Again, if you consider me reacting too strong. say something already then. I can't help reacting.
It's the most hurtful thing. And i don't feel like getting angry.

What? What do you expect to get out of that copypaste exactly?

>angry
Well not angry
But a fuckload of not too good. Angry at myself if anything. I don't even know why.

What are you on about even
Compared to me?
Seriously, you expect me to take shit well and all that
I am paranoid because you keep reminding me how fucking far off i am

I dont want tonfucking play
Like your some second rate bitch
Because i got deleted
Why arent yoj getting that

>Like your some second rate bitch
Even you being online fucks with my who i should be talking to at all
Who the fuck do you want me to be talking to
And how
And why
All i know its as forced as it could be

None of them are alone either so what's the point even
Its like i keep have to ask that to myself again

I'm not overreacting am i?

It's not bait. I want to say i manage better than expected. Am i overreacting?

YOU PICKED THE WRONG THREAD, FOO'

I don't consider myself doing it. As predicted of me to say.

what the fuck is even going on?

Why did you delete me this time? Did i come off as too cucktier? Was it still too soon? I don't feel like playing on my whim really.

Sorry irl i'd grab my dick and dmx shuffle
But i mean between serious opinions
Between suitheads for 5 seconds so to speak

Through text
You gotta think about how cucktier you come off actively
I'm never in a hammer on mood thinking about it being not cool.

Its unhealthy to not let people chill. Was my angle of approach.

You have no idea what i struggle with
Even i dont
Do you fucking mind if i say i trust you but still don't. But ffs talk shit about me already
Naturally
Stop sitting and loading up
Probe me
Have fun
I need to know what level we're on

>I need to know what level we're on
Avoid focusing on me sucking today. I mean more paranoid and i'm not sure hos else
Manipulative
Because i insistnon talking to user
Etc
Something

There's plenty of wrongs and i never took offense to being told i suck.
Do you have any idea how far off i am from getting to that.
Fuck narcissism
Where's the rest

>Avoid focusing on me sucking today
I mean dont
But let it be meaningless filler
Dont stsrt with that fuck you

You better fucking enjoy sekiro
I wanted to icebreak with that first
But i didnt want to dmx tier scare you
Since to me it sounded lighthearted

I know what it takes to make the gane enjoyab
To quote the crackdog
I've been doing it for 19 yeahs
Wanna fight me
Fight these tears

>Since to me it sounded lighthearted
It's still supposed to be lmao. Enjoy fuckikg sekiro instead of blaying fgs with me. Ffs. Its just me in the dark but ffs i'm not stupid

>Its just me in the dark but ffs i'm not stupid
Remember when yoj felt cucked regarding dota
It feels the fucking same
I'm going to get fucked over but i'm not sure why lmao
Ffs enjoy sekiro
I'm fucking sorry i make you feel stressed out being on. I'm so fucking unsure what you want me to start with
I go by i'm stuck to english still

>i'm not stupid
Being a burden is the one thing i cant afford. Seeing someone turn it off knowing i know who it is makes me feel stressed out as shit
I decreed it dopelooking already
Do it
Play it

>I wanted to icebreak with that first
Well without fucking
That just snuck in honestly all things considered lmao...

I'm not stupid. Just really anxious.

TWO NUMBA NINESS

>Just really anxious.
3 days ago i almost passed out from watching a netflix show
My brother insisted on showing a hd cgi monster fight thingy for a couple of minutes
And my brain felt like exploding over realizing how far behind i am in a lot. Had to leave over my eyesight going Black in the end
That was one of the wierdest things happening to me so far. Seeing something that new.
Not sure what to make of it. It was surreal. Not even watching a show for a couple of minutes is easy to me appearently
Now i know that. But that's not all that'd surprisingly hard to me
I'm not acting anything lmao

>Not even watching a show for a couple of minutes is easy to me appearently
It was forced
Like i was like sure a couple of minutes. It was specific reasons to it. I'm too much of a pussy to handle gore and get reminded of not being impressed at the same time
It was hd as shit in that regard
But i wasn't impressed
Think it was that combo that made it so unbearable while thinking about what too soon is
It is genuinenly fucking hard. Don't mistake it.

>It is genuinenly fucking hard. Don't mistake it.
It's natural but sad for me to act like this right