Ok Yea Forums the suicidal thoughts are kicking in again after almost a year of being gone

Ok Yea Forums the suicidal thoughts are kicking in again after almost a year of being gone
I feared this.
What can I do

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Play more dmc

What's the main reason for your suicidal thinking user?

Hop into a video game and play it like mad, new file or getting to 100%, until you pass out.

Yeah, I want to get the platinum trophy, but after that I kinda fear that everything will feel empty

Where's your motivation?

Talk it out with someone

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A lot of reasons I guess, my best friend and I don't talk anymore, I'm not a very sociable person, I mean, I got friends, but kinda feel that no one really cares for me, I just got my degree and I don't know what to do with my life

i live with them everyday, living in a third world shithole with no way to get out and having no money to do anything but buy the very minimum amount of food to survive gets to you, i wish there was a way to assure i would die when i attempt suicide but im scared that i will end up living somehow and that would just make things a hell of a lot worse for me, i wish i knew how to get hold of a gun and just blow my brains out

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This game was really the only thing I was looking forward to, I really love it, can't stop playing it since it came out, it was worth the 10 year wait

I feel you m8
Same here, 3rd world country, and the salaries are a fucking joke, I thought of emigrating to Canada and start a new life, but I don't have the balls

U wont get to play dmc6 if u kill urself

painkillers, or better yet seek professional help. Im in the same spot

I wish i can help user, but i'm just as lost as you are.

Time to find love op don't be shy and give it your all. You should also find a professional.

ALL OF THESE THOUGHTS RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD

You cant love anyone if dont love yourself, and being suicidal implies having no ambitions.

Porn makes me feel like shit

You still need to play xenoverse 3 and blue reflection 2

Buy one day and night in the fine hotel in the safe part of your town, browse some net/read a book/etc. in the lobby area till you are borred then go for a walk during night see how does it do for your mood to be someone else, someone who is just passing by your life

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