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Unironically going to do it soon. There is an abandoned house next to my place, going to light up some charcoal and end it on one of the small rooms.
You got any plans?

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Get this toxic blackpill shit out of my board. You bring others down to your misery by spreading this defeatist propaganda.

VNN is pretty appropriate for this thread considering the guy behind it is suicidal

faggot

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A DMC THREAD DIED FOR THIS

Amen to that post.

>not being a Christ-Like Bloomer

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The truth is that the current economic system doesn’t work with the population we have. Free market economics only works with small populations that are homogeneous and trade works only when nations are at equilibrium both militarily and population wise. What I’m saying is that we are overpopulated and that is the cause of every ill that most of us have, too many people, too few opportunities of career advancement, shit primary and secondary schooling system that creates under achievers, ice cold fake individualism and technology that makes us more lonely, and on and on.

We should be realistically at around 3 billion people max, ie the population of the 40’s to early 50’s. These problems will continue unless we completely change to a never before seen economic systrm that works with mega populations or a completely system collapse and mass dying off to start a new cycle.

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I wish I could sit in my room and do nothing.
Fucking wage slavery, the only thing I want more than to die is to kill.

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Things don’t get better after you go outside though.

I seriously just want to end it. Probably won’t make it to 2020 desu.

Its good to have a gun, buy if you are leaving then use the mask.

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just do it. the worlds overpopulated anyway.

LostAllHope Wiki: lostallhope.com/suicide-methods
Suicide Faq: archive.fo/YErG8
A Practical Guide to Suicide: archive.fo/jceEo
Suffocation Guide: web.archive.org/web/20160224111455/https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Suffocation
ASM Suicide Reference: archive.fo/DP8eg
Collection of suicide books: euthanasiaandsuicide.blogspot.com/
ASH textfile: archive.fo/R3gTg
List of Successful Suicides and Their Methods: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicides_in_the_21st_century

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I don’t smoke (maybe less than a dozen times in 24years of being on this earth), barely drink (only for occassions), work out at least once a week (used to work out everyday) still feel like shit.

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I'm so ugly I don't want to leave my room. There's no point in life as an ugly person.

cringe

>Kill self
>Endure untold number of bullshit reincarnations before next chance at humanity

If you've given up on a normal life you might as well pursue liberation. What have you got to lose?
Take the plunge. Throw yourself to the wolves.

I'd kill myself years ago but I feel like I have an obligation to kill someone to make it less likely that someone in the future will live a life like mine.
Probably won't do it before my time limit, but it's still the reason I'm alive.

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>can't get a guns
>can't find a tall building with access to roof
>can't get explosives
>afraid of fucking up with the train one

How the fuck do i meet people?

>what is rope

I don't want to choke to death

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i was a neet for 4 years, i wanted to kill myself but i was too ashamed to do so, so i got a job and im saving up money now, as i feel like once i have a couple ten thousand saved up i can leave that behind for my parents and then pull the trigger freely without being afraid, i have been working for 5 months now and i have been social as hell, nothing changes, im pretty sure my brain is really fucked up (constant thoughts that dont go away and it feels like my brain is burning constantly)

im pretty sure i wont have the balls to do it when i have enough money tho

i'm too cowardly to live AND too cowardly to die

Search for carotid compression. I tried that and it was working until I manually stopped it because I was just testing it.

the gas that dentist use is painless.

You need a good drop for proper hanging.
Otherwise you'll just choke and suffocation is a bitch.

>feels like my brain is burning constantly
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idk just some edgy mental thing, just the thought about not being here anymore and not having to try anymore sounds so freeing yet there is still that lust for life, it just feels like my brain is constantly telling me to just do it

If your thoughts are the problem, you can try meditation. Something like paying attention to your breath. It's all about breaking the habit of letting your consciousness latch on to your thoughts, which you can't control, and learning that you're actually free to direct conscious attention anywhere you like.
The more you feed attention to your mind, the noisier it gets. If you learn how to concentrate on other things for sustained periods of time, the automatic mental chatter will gradually subside. It's a huge relief to not be at the mercy of your thoughts

Funnily enough this is like me. Used to do nothing day in and day out wondering what was the point in being alive. Now I have a job and my own house and instead I just want to kill people. This life thing is rigged

well that's the hard truth with depression it will never get better, people tell you to go to the gym or get a hobby so you can stay occupied

I never got people who say "my brain is doing x".
I'm schizoid so I perceive "segmentation" of personality, body and all that jazz significantly more than normies, but I can't see the brain as anything but that thing that runs me.exe.

>it just never gets better, does it

It only ever gets worse. You're not the protagonist, everybody is somebody else's background character that you might pay attention to for a fraction of a second before you stop existing to them.

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Learn to live without them and you'll no longer care, thus, you are no longer afraid of being yourself and not caring what other people think. It may piss some people off, but it'll also attract people who could be your buds or gf for life.

Personal experience btw, wont happen over night of course but you'll get there if you really want to be there. Putting yourself first brings easy living.

Very educational

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Real bloomers don't put others down