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Just wish I could muster up the courage to kill myself currently trying to kill myself smoking and drinking silly.
I'll pour one out for you user

i really feel bad for losers that are so fucking ugly they cant even touch a girl

Anyone else tired of being played for a fucking fool by biology with this carrot on a stick shit? People are way too trusting of themselves and what they supposedly "want". It's such an embarrassing way to live, zero dignity to it.

Thanks, but try not to do that user. Bad as it gets, there are still interesting things to see, experiance, and a chance for things to turn around. Personally I want to see where Final Fantasy goes in the next few decades (good or horrific), how VR evolves, and how the world politics change as my fellow braindead millenials step into rule of a doomed world. Shit's going to be fascinating.

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>20
>never finished secondary school (that's highschool)
>friendless for most of my life
>autistic
>spent two months in hospital for suicidal depression
>never even kissed a girl
>part black, which means not tanned enough to be exotic but too tanned to be considered local
>best job application is unironically Gamestop
At least you're not me, user

I still believe in pure one true love

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We'll stick around but don't delude yourself it's for the sake of new experiences. It's just a pathetic lack of will to deal with the alternative.

Not in my case. I have a genuine faith in the almighty. Maybe thats the difference. It grounds me and I don't feel like there is a rush to get to the ''better'. It'll come whether I'm ready or not, so I might as well see how the dice land while I'm here.

I used to be like you. But no, there is no such thing as love. There's the honeymoon period in the beginning when everything is wonderful and sweet and you have butterflies in your belly all day, and gradually that all washes away, her weird little quirks you once found cute starts to irritate you, that's about when the self loathing sets in, the sex isn't as exciting, you'd rather beat off rather than fucking her, and you just fall into this boring routine everyday, you're just two habitual creatures under one roof pretending everything is OK. Love doesn't exist, no matter how much you want it to be, it simply does not exist. The newness always fades and you just become habitual creatures, it's fucking miserable being alone, and it's equally miserable being with another person, that's the bitter cold truth my friends, nothing fills the void.

That's just not understanding what your motivations are built on. Faith has nothing to do with it. It's biological.
"Might as well" gives it away better than anything.

I suppose I could just be so depressed even the energy to be depressed escapes me? Honestly, I don't have the energy to care. I find that slightly amusing.

Could you be any more insecure

I'm so depressed that i dont feel shit in those scenes.

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Dude, stop hating yourself. She saw something in you. And you're certainly not worthless. What do you do? Do you work? Do you have hobbies beyond gaming?

Try and get yourself to the gym, lift some weights, do a boxing or BJJ class (bjj changed my life in tons of ways). Start meditation and read more. You're not worthless user, and you deserve love.

You have a very narrow range of experience and you're pretty cringey too.
apa.org/pubs/journals/releases/gpr13159.pdf

>aren't going to experience it
way to already give up i guess.

Fuck off, nihilist faggot. Been married for 7 years and still love my woman and fuck her regularly. Your experiences are not the norm for anybody but low-test gen-x'ers and millenials that over-indulge in porn while your wife goes unsatisfied. It's almost impressive that people like you are somehow dumber and more morally deranged than an incel.

>neckbeards
>experiencing it
not going to happen. it's pointless to have false hope.

I'm already fit user
I can't stand being not productive so I'm either in the gym or studying. Lifting used to help me initially but now it just doesn't. The only thing is if I miss a day it'll just make me feel even worse about myself.

And about hobbies I used to be on my high school basketball team and still go out to play routinely. And if you could consider drinking and smoking till the sun comes up as hobbies then I do that too. These things just don't help me anymore I'm just waiting to die.

which incel meme did you fall for. the 80/20? the chad one?

the one that incels are mentally ill people and despite their /fit/ appearance they're ultimately broken goods.

I'm actually pretty (according to girls at least) and in decent shape, so i'm good

>the sad fact is I'm a ruined human being who lowkey hates interacting with anyone
Same. I just hate most people. It might be nice to touch a girl, but at the same time I think I'd probably go crazy if I had to talk to one every day.

>a random hot, drunk college girl grabbed me on the street last saturday and told me i was cute before her friends dragged her off me and pulled her into a car
I will live off that for a few weeks I think

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Sounds like you're actually depressed, instead of just sad about your life being shit like most of the posers here.

yikes

Does it make a difference

Sure. If there's a specific reason you feel miserable, then you'll feel better if you just fix that thing.

Guess I'm depressed then

Lmao what a bitch. Nice muscles Billy

Yea Forums how do I get a gf if I don't have a job?

be charming, outgoing, and assertive.