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>Metal gear solid
>I’m only now figuring out that a girl I spent 8 years together with wanted me to propose to her a couple years back while we were on holiday. We split it off last year and are still good friends.

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>therapist yelled at you
What a cunt.

Sounds like an useful trait, that way you always know when you're undetected.

Ace Combat Zero
> I'm a very boring and uninteresting person

>tfw even your therapist thinks you're a beta ass bitch boy

A positive guy huh kek

Killer7
I suffer from crippling depression and anxiety. When I was a teenager I almost killed myself by trying to cut my wrists but I guess this doesn't hold much shock value anymore assuming that suicide just keeps getting more and more popular

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Pikmin 1
I only started fapping when I was 20 years old and I almost exclusively jerk off to hentai.

Team Fortress 2/Binding Of Isaac Rebirth
I got a financial domination fetish through the years of helping my parents pay for shit we need around the house, with the total they owe me now over $3,000. It was only this year they started being able to pay me back. Thankfully my financial domination fetish only costed me $200, so far.

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Dude get a grip on reality

!

For Honor
I cut myself all over my body, not to be edgy or anything, just because I like the way it feels

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>World of Tanks
>I am a Mormon. I am in a polygamous marriage with my 4 wifes. We have 5 kids.

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Just accept that you were shit in the past and actively try be the person you want to be. Theres no such thing as "I don't deserve it" bullshit. It's never too late to change if you're willing.

Ikaruga
I am actually 32 years old but I'm still in highschool, I have the same rare condition that Andy milonakis has that makes me not age. I'm loaded from crypto, and I'm constantly moving from place to place and making fake identities
For some reason I have a strange addiction to the highschool life

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>Dragon Quest 8
>I'm 26 years old, and ever since I was 15, the most important thing in my life has been writing smut stories. It's all I ever think about doing and all I look forward to. When I was nineteen I realized everything I'd ever wrote was terrible and that all of my fans were bound to enjoy it because it catered to their fetishes. Since I was twenty one, I developed a crippling form of what has to be OCD, where I am extremely uncomfortable with the layout of my writing no matter how it looks. Even if I write in white font on a white background so that it's invisible, I can't stand the way I know it looks. I haven't been able to finish even a single chapter in five years and yet I still obsessively write every night, deleting what I wrote last night, starting again, being unhappy with the literal sight of it, starting again, starting over, never advancing forward, over and over and over and over and over, and I know I will for the rest of my life. Sometimes after fapping, I'm able for a moment to feel a terrible sense of dread over the pointless of it all, but by the next morning the obsession is back as strong as ever.

Legend of Mana

Not really a "dark" secret, but the only thing worth noting I guess.

I was born without testicles. They did an exploratory surgery when I was younger and couldn't find anything. I'm entirely male otherwise, but nothings there in that aspect. I don't produce testosterone naturally as a result, which means I have to take artificial testosterone. I basically have no sexual drive at times and I've never been interested in really being with someone sexually, which I attribute to fucky hormones. It also means I'm sterile, which actually gets to me more than I let on to family that know. I'll probably adopt one day, but it's still a kind of lonely feeling knowing I won't have a biological kid.

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Persona 4
I am a heavily religious person and yet I am addicted to porn, and my favorite genre is ntr, its been like this for more than 10 years, I understand I am going to hell for this, but I cant stop

Surprised Persona 4 isn't your favorite game.

Also, kinda creepy user, but so long as you're not hurting anyone, you do you.

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Tomb Raider 4
I ain't reading any of that shit unless it has 5+ replies.

You get off of people owing you money?

Pokemon Platinum
I jack off to some disgusting stuff, stuff that my family might disown me

lol Grow a pair
Nah but seriously i hope you do well user

It's of him giving all his money to others. It looks like he developed it from having to give loads of money to his parents, even though they will pay it back to him. Exploring his fetish with people other than his parents, he's actually given up $200 so far never to get back.

Any thought towards going to a cognitive behavioral psychologist? CBT was fucking made for working through some of that shit, whether it's the OCD or simply accepting aspects of who you are. Writing that stuff isn't inherently bad and does, in a mental gymnastics kind of way, bring joy to a lot of people. And if it does serve as a form of self-care/doesn't hurt your ability to take care of yourself, there's hardly anything wrong with it.

Take it from someone who is 6 months away from getting his PsyD in clinical psych. As much value in stating that fact on an anonymous imageboard I guess.

Shadow of the Colossus / FFIX

I went to a local massage parlor after a Yea Forums thread linked a massage parlor review site and the reviews for my place were saying there was a cute asian girl there giving happy endings When I went there it was an older lady instead. Still got the handy. Felt so fucking awkward.

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>lol Grow a pair

Made me chuckle, thanks user.

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that's weird. I can understand being addicted to the college lifestyle, but high school was just inferior in every way. also, what do you do when your high school friends ask to visit your house? do you just pretend your parents are never there, and don't have any signs of existing at all?

Fuck off Jonah

Nu Vegas
AJ is my waifu

what site

How old are we talking about

>a PsyD

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Darkest dungeon
i killed my worth for nothing uncle and i have no regrets over it

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I'd believe this if you said Ace Combat 5

Shit allows me to get licensure right out the gate with more focus on practice rather than research. Works for what I want to do in the future, sue me.

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From one student to another, what do you want to do?
What are you specializing in?

NieR
I've paid a camgirl to burn her pubes and cut herself on cam for me while I came

>Don't have any dark secrets

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Planescape Torment
I don't really feel guilt or regret, and there's nothing about myself that I would change. It's easy for me to shut off empathy for others. But I don't do anything bad or have the urge to do anything bad.

Even when I was in highschool, nobody ever asked to hang out with me

Megaman Battle Network 3
I crossdress and post pictures of myself publicly online.

I've tried practicing self cognitive behavioural therapy, and sometimes it works, but most of the time it doesn't. When I look at a line with only one word before a new paragraph, or I notice all the paragraphs happen to be the same size, and I try to tell myself to just not worry about it, it feels like I'm trying to pretend it's okay that I'm dying of cancer. It just wouldn't be true. I have wondered about going to seek help, but the two things putting me off are knowing that I'm seeking help to continue being degenerate, and that he might insist he needs to know exactly what I'm writing about to help me. Knowing that it's harmless does soothe me a little sometimes. Thanks for responding, I have no one to talk to about this.

how much

Ratchet and Clank.
I had a short term incestuous relationship with my younger cousin that involved my dog licking our balls.
When I came out as gay to my family I did it by asking my dad to compare cock sizes.

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$25 gets you a certain amount of tokens, and it lasted about 10 minutes

Mega Man X

The first Girl I ever had Sex with was killed right in front of me by California Elites and I swore to never come forward. I now avoid relationships at all cost.

>My therapist yelled at me when I told her all this
was it genuine anger or what? sounds like you need a different therapist.

Currently work with juvenile offenders in a general population unit. Used to work with juvenile sex offenders, but moved over to get differing experience while on practicum. My main goal is to go into corrections, whether that's adult or juvenile populations I don't really have a preference. Honestly, working with sex offenders felt like I could really do decent work, so I'd probably try to go back to that. Especially since not many people sign-up since they aren't comfortable dealing with that content, so it's nice job security.

Currently specializing in Dialectical Behavioral Therapy/Theory, but only because my school requires we buckle down on one modality. At the end of the day, a multi-modal style works best, with person-centered/emotion-focused rapport building as a base and some CBT/DBT interventions working well after. So yeah, I'll probably just do whatever works for each individual client in the future.

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Who won?

Care to elaborate?

I help my family all the time and I'm not a findom cuck like you
go get therapy

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Probably some cute "user-kun baka!!!" Not actually yelling.

Devil May Cry
My greatest wish in life is to start a cult devoted entirely to turning a beautiful young woman into an immortal, 200 foot tall goddess via transhumanism who will bring about a golden age through her unambiguously superior intelligence, strength and and near magical abilities

you don't realize how serious I am about this

Fallout New Vegas
I'm gay for Kurapika and have masturbated to the mental image of forcefully fucking him in the ass as his eyes glow red

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Shenmue
I'm in the early stages of transitioning

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>your dad's face

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Max Payne
I've been writing porn of vidya girls for the past couple of weeks and I can't bring myself to complete any story because I feel the urge to masturbate, cum, and go back to doing other things such as studying or vidya. As a result, all my stories are incomplete. I'm also very self conscious about my writing so I never shared any of my stories with anyone.

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you just have to make some anime about that, and you'll have anough folllowers and virgin blood on your side

user that's a well-written post.

You should write about an existentialist novel about a character who is essentially you.

Super Mario World
I'm considered a fear demon by some groups.
I just like to giggle and smile alot, I think they're crazy.

lmao nigga just become a terrorist

>spoiler
Holy shit. What?

>California Elites
I don't know what that is...

Beatmania IIDX
When I was 10 I molested one of my female cousins whenever I was over at her house, and the guilt sometimes keeps me up at night

>FF7
I spent $300+ on dildos, lube , enema bulbs, and butt plugs last year. The costs were that high because I after I was done, I'd feel like shit/regret it and throw them away only to buy another "anal kit" a month or so later. I eventually put an end to it as a phase probably brought on by virginal frustration and curiosity born from an anal fetish, still only attracted to women.

MGS3

I have a good paying job, I live comfortably by myself, and I cant help but buy toy swords and guns online and larp around my house when im home alone, I get really into it to a point im sweating and panting.

Oh shit i remember you. Yeah you are that autist. Lmao you ruined your once chance at love.

>Half-Life series
>Only reason I don't own firearms despite loving them- shooting, the history of them, how they function etc, is that I know if I have one sitting in the room it'll make it way too tempting and easy to just blow my own brains out when I hit one of my inevitable lows.

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No one did. He called me a fag then punched a wall.

Fucking hell user that's fairly spot on.

*written, not wrote

gg

Any therapist that judges you for what you're writing is an ass. If it's self-care and helps you deal with shit, that's phenomenal. People don't have that often times. Person/Client-centered psychs tend to be a little less judgy, but yeah, that could be a risk, in which you're already stressed enough it sounds like.

I'd encourage seeking help, but you can only do your best which may not be reaching out right now. If you have those feelings when encountering difficulties writing, that's valid. Don't try to say, "Oh, I just need to get over it." Nah, that sucks and is legit. Working on the actual anxiety/stress response is more appropriate it sounds like. So maybe baby steps, play some music, get comfy, write a few words (or a single word), and just let it sit for a second. You can erase it, but just try to let it sit. Kind of like a marathon, you start by running maybe a block, till you can manage a mile and so on.

Also, maybe look up some mindfulness shit. 4/7/8 breathing, freeze and melt, shit like that. Most importantly, just take care of yourself. Nothing is gained by forcing yourself to hurt. Hope you get to a better place one day, or at least one you're happier in.

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You poor thing! I'm sure you had no lasting effect on her whatsoever

Hey, if what Tsukirep did worked, I'm sure yours could too.

this is only bad if you're ugly

>fetishes arent mental il-

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Iji
I have a crossdressing fetish and used to fap while in my mom's clothes. I haven't crosdressed in a while thoug[h, I've been wanting to do it again though for fun. I've been on a nofap streak recently, hope it can go longer./spoiler]

Bloodborne
I can no longer tell if I'm alone or lonely, and feel just slightly more and more like a failure with every day, despite everything. I'm haunted by never trying to get together with one of my oldest female friends, and resent myself for screwing everything up at every opportunity and pissing around from the fifth grade through the end of high school instead of trying anything with her.

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>immunity to nut shots
Pre based desu

I'm sure she's thankful you didn't

Bullshit.
Tell us more. Do they all genuinely love you? Do they like each other? Is it like a group of 5 really close friends always hanging out together, or more like 5 coworkers that secretly despise all the others and are there for their own, completely selfish reasons?
Not trying to put you down, but you're living the harem dream, and I want to know more.

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>San Andreas or Fallout 1
I have no dark secrets because having secrets of any kind make me feel extremely guilty and nags at me until I cave and confess, no matter how innocent or pointless it is. I scrutinise everything I do to ensure there's no possible negative scenario that could lead to me feeling guilty or responsible for

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DeS
I only have one true friend, and we never even physically met. I'm afraid I have feelings for him solely because he can deal with my bullshit and treats me nice. I'm constantly trying to convince myself that I love him for other reasons. Because of this, I just have bouts where I just want to drop him to get it over with knowing we will never end up together, I can't tell if he's serious about his intentions or he's just egging me on and keeping me deluded.

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Thank you. It's actually an exciting though to write something that's not just a vehicle for ridiculous sex scenes, because I've never done that and have no idea if I'm capable of it. Writing smut is dangerous because when people praise it they're actually just celebrating their own choice of sexual content categories, and there'll never be any criticism because anyone not interested already has your story filtered. Hugely swells the ego until you realize what's happening, if you ever even do. Not relying on sex scenes is really frightening to me, I have no idea how to actually tell a story or make it interesting without the promise of smut.

You do realize the church could excommunicate you for polygamy, right?
>t. Mormon

FF10

I wish I could be a cute girl so I could wear a wedding dress

Assuming american, how do you make new identities when most school systems track kids by their Social Security?
Do you just make them up?

warhammer dawn of war

i accidently smothered a kitten after leaving a blanket over it not noticing it while i was moving a blanket before school

Oh, fuck off

Kingdom Hearts 2.
My body can't produce testosterone, but I can fix it taking hormones periodically. The thing is, I stoped taking it for some months and I endured pretty well, but now I'm starting to lose sexual interest and this is driving me crazy. Being assexual is great, but not after you already had taken the testosterone redpill.

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Greentext as much as you safely can

Do you know how hard it is for girls to have male friends? He was a good guy for respecting their boundaries

>Do you know how hard it is for girls to have male friends?
Nearly as hard as it is for girls to have female friends.

The binding of isaac

>I'm pretty sure that i'm a socipath and i love toying around with people just to see how far i can go with them.

>To name a few; sold drugs to people in rehab, forced an ex to have anal then gaslighted her for months until finally convincing everyone else she was crazy and delusional, broken up several relationships just to see if i could, used to shoot birds/other critters from my window with an air rifle for hours while growing up, pissed in a cup and gave it to a special-ed kid as "apple juice".

I could probably write a book on the stuff i've done in the latest year alone.

i cant enlgish what say

>California Elites

user, what.

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Have male friends who don't creep on them*

Same but just nice femanon clothes hannah?

Is this from the new lego movie?
I am now interested.

Thanks a lot user, I've read everything you posted and will try your techniques. Even if you never gave any advice, just having something know about my problem is soothing me.

Sucks man. I stepped on one coming out of the kitchen. It was just 6 weeks old. I'll never forget that sound.

Mother 3
>I once bullied someone to suicide

theres not much to greentext about
just imagine this guy, the very definition of loser
45 and still lived wth his parents,motherfucker was a certified wizard, once my gramps died he had nowhere to go, so we took him in and let him stay in a room
Everyday he would comeback with a lot of bottles and down them all in one night
No job, no friends and nothing to look foward to
one night he drinks more than usual and starts blaiming my mother for "Taking his brother away form them and ruining the family"
i hear the screeams and i go downstairs to check
As soon as i take the last step he punches my mother and i lost control
i chimped out on the fucker, and just kept punching, after a while he must have died but i didnt realised
We just buried him on the back it's not like anyone would miss him

holy shit, have you seen a doctor or something?

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Pikmin 2 / Monster Rancher 4

I wrote a story around a guy getting kidnapped and raped by a 7 foot tall serial killer woman initially as a laugh on /trash/, with an emphasis on him being horrified by it all. It was well received and made me finish to the end, where he escapes and has his four rape-born kids dumped at his front door a year later for him to raise alone. I'm still working on the sequel, but I'm juggling working on a commission someone wanted of literally the same idea, just with the 7 foot tall rapist woman winning thru stockholm syndrome.

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That's why he's sworn not to come forward

TF2
>Huge exhibitionist fetish which started when I was 15, still regularly jack off in alleyways and other public areas

Because of the law, I am legally married to my first wife, my other wifes and I were married with the help of a friend that is close to a bishop that is sympathetic to us. We do love each other and we all spend time together. Our income put together, is close to $450K, which has allowed us privileges for us and the kids.

Aeon of Strife Stylee Fortress Assault Game Going On Two Sides Icefrog Edition

I touched my brothers when we were 14 and 11 respectively

>dark secret

A true sociopath wouldn't use it as an excuse, you're just a shitty person user

>New Vegas
I pee sitting down

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at least you were respectful about it

>pissed in a cup and gave it to a special-ed kid as "apple juice".

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dont forget to grind/destroy his bones after several years later. a teacher of mine got caught after he did his abusive father in similar fashion. local scout kids found the bones

I feel a little better now. We're still friends, so I have that.

no shame in doing that if you're multitasking

>criticises you for "using big words"
>writes like a fucking gawker "author"
>handwriting of a 15 year old girl
you dodged a bullet, op

Yeah i've been to a couple but i just can't stop lying or having my mask on, these things i do are more often than not involountary, they just reflexively happen and when i realise what i'm doing i just keep going with it and start having fun. I know I should feel bad about it but honestly it just satisfies me so much how i can just breeze through life using other people to my every whim.

Melee/S3K

When I was 12/13 I showed my brother that I could suck my own dick. I'm not quite as flexible as back then but I can still do it. Maybe if I took yoga or something I could be that flexible again.

he is still buried on the backyard, but we own the house, there's no way that we would let anyone have it
Still seems like a good idea, will bring the shovel out tomorrow and see if i can do something about it

That's your secret? Weaksauce, user
I have three same fetish

>Deus Ex
>Stuck a lego piece in my nose because I was bored and took it an hour to get it out without my parents knowing

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morrowind
I almost exclusively fap to /ss/

TF2
I can't say it, even here. Might kill myself at some point because of it.

Got so much shit for that one since i was a kid and tried pinning it on another kid in class but the damn retard could verbalize and point well enough to make the teachers understand what i'd done

DoTA 2

My most taboo fetish includes women being fucked by horses. Something else I found myself watching frequently was SFM of girls getting knotted. Specifically Jaina Proudmoore. I never found furry / anthro appealing but I like the idea of having a bulge on my dick at the lower half of the shaft so I can and then stretch them out further when i push in far enough.I realize that im far too gone for anything to be normal again but I've accepted it. It's basically the only thing outside of the "normal" shit I'd watch. I'd never watch real dogs fucking real girls. Thats nasty.

nothing wrong with that user

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Oh come on user it can't be that bad

OK, that made me life but by elites I mean people with money, power and influence in this state. Directly.

Brood war
i can suck my own pp too
also when I was in grade school me and my friend touched tips in a Burger King bathroom on a dare lmao

I wouldn't worry about it, unless their intentions is real life meetup, dating, or something along those lines. If their intent is to be your friend then they most likely are your friend. It is surprising how nice people are, especially over the internet.

rank and lane and mains?
have you tried xenophilia? It sounds like you like abdominal bulges, extreme insertion and the other. Be careful of the slippery slope my dude,it's coming for your ass

laugh*
I am on low sleep today
The scene still affects me today since both rape and death where involved. I periodically have nightmares about and have for the last27 years. Will get good sleep for a few months then the dreams hit and I go through bouts of insomnia

fucking tame son

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Rayman, PS1.

Abandoned private car park. Told him to climb into the open manhole. Small disgusting sewer room with a slimy ladder. Barred off passages so it's a narrow space. Told him to go all the way down to the bottom. Pushed heavy metal manhole lid back into place. Climbed back out of the abandoned car park. Was nearly twenty years ago. Completely dodged the fiasco about his missing status and presumed kidnapping, we weren't even friends, I just asked him to follow me one day. Didn't even know who he was. Made this all up. Make up a lot of stories on Yea Forums, phoneposting right now.

>We do love each other and we all spend time together.
That's incredibly wholesome, user. I'm actually really incredibly happy right now for you- it's great knowing that somehow, somewhere, such an impossible dream like that could work not only for you, but all of your wives involved and they're all pretty happy.
You treasure them and that for as long as you can, okay?

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Metal Gear Solid 3
I keep having nightmares and the inability to sleep because of my crippling existential crisis'. I'm less afraid of dying personally and more the implications of a godless cosmos. Or the horror of an eternal afterlife where you can never escape. It's genuinely ruining my life and I'm realising why Friedrich went so crazy.

Are you okay, retard?

>if you're multitasking

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>spoiler
You should write a book

I haven't seen this thread in a while holy shit

>phoneposting right now.

stopped reading here

Thanks.It feels nice telling people about it since we cannot go and tell others about it.