>embarrassing scene comes up in anime
>pause
>bury my face in the pillow
>swing my legs until the second-hand embarrassment goes away
>remember I'm a 30y/o neckbeard
>resume
Embarrassing scene comes up in anime
>embarrassing scene comes up in anime
>drop the anime
You should also squee "hazukashii, hazukashii" for maximum enjoyment.
>embarrassing scene comes up in anime
>jerk off
>Embarqssing scene comes up
>Stand up and pace back and forth
>Sit back down and resume watching
>Embarassing scene comes up
>pause, alt tab, and shitpost on Yea Forums
Fuck you, stop being me.
>scene comes up
>pause, alt tab, and shitpost on Yea Forums
Fuck ADHD
Are all wizards this moe?
>Embarrassing scene comes up
>skip it
i seriously can't stand that shit.
>Powering though any and all anime, regardless
>embarrassing scene comes up in anime
>pause and look away until the second-hand embarrassment goes away
>resume
>pause
>resume
>pause
>resume
>pause
>leave room and make a sandwich
>return
>stare at paused screen for a minute
>close video
>delete watamote
>read manga instead
how absurd is this image going to get?
>embarassing scene comes up
>don't give a shit because I know no one is going to know I watched it, so I just tolerate it until the next scene
I'll admit though, taking the escapist pill was hard and hurt at first. No one can easily rip themselves from the mentality of being a member of society.
>No one can easily rip themselves from the mentality of being a member of society.
Never having that mentality in the first place really helps.
That's not even pushing it anymore user, I saw one with two more torsos and a head emerging from the crotch.
It's hard to do that when from birth we're conditioned to that mentality. Even a friendless bullied loser like me had to really struggle to accept that I could live a life that society frowns upon if I really wanted to. Of course that's all ancient history now, I would not shed a tear if humanity was eradicated.
I thought I was the one autistic enough to do it. I also hit my palm or the wall
One of the reasons I rather read NTR than vanilla. I absolutely cant relate to MCs happy relationship, it makes me feel like shit.
Me on the far right
Same, reading hyper-lovedydovey romance makes me uncomfortable and anxious. It's easier to submerge myself in hatred and lust.
>No one can easily rip themselves from the mentality of being a member of society.
Only literal drones develop a mentality like that in the first place, though.
Guess you are not a psychopath/autist then. I mean literal, not meme, one that is forced to learn to fake empathy by that oh so empathetic society.
>scene happens
>react outloud not in my native language
>respond to character
Well I'm bald and ugly and nearly 30 so its easier to self insert.
>dumb scene comes up in an anime
>pause
>alt+i
>pound out a shitpost
>resume watching
>come back to thread after i'm done
>10+ (You)s
>see pic of moot
>crtl w
I'm a diagnosed autist, actually. I just wanted to be happy so desperately that forsaking the possibility that I would find happiness and acceptance in society was hard as a young adult. But you have to become a pathological liar to even interact with people in society if you're autistic. You basically have to learn to act out your emotions like a script for people to even accept you as a human. It sucks, because everything you do or say is just for show, even if the way you really feel is what you are attempting to portray, you have to kill your true self and make a facade of "emotion". Were I true to myself, I would not smile, or raise my voice in excitement, or even remark at all when I feel emotion. Everything U do or say is a lie and to tell the truth is just as fabricated and fake as to tell a lie. Thus I became an infallible liar, and thus distanced myself from humanity by never revealing my true nature and knowing that everything I do or say is a facade to better work with others. And so, realizing that I was not meant for their society, I gave up on trying to fit in and realzied I should just pursue my own interests, as society would never share mine. You see, it wasn't society that I felt I had let down, it was myself. I don't give a shit about society, and I never really did.
>cringe scene comes up
>close tab
>i'll resume that tomorrow
>I'm a diagnosed autist
Stopped reading there, no wonder you posted a wall of text