How are you holding up, Yea Forums?

As more kids get on the internet and hear of this place it will continue to change to fit what the majority of users are like. If oldfags are outnumbered their culture will continue to dwindle. It's never going back to the way it was before.

FUCK OFF DOC MITCHELL
YOU SHOULD HAVE LET ME DIE ON THE DESERT

Got a Job. I'm on anti-depressants and anxiety meds right now, so I guess it's alright

I assume you're going alone. Don't bother trying to find companionship on /trv/

I'm spending my summer of graduation browsing Yea Forums at 4am. How do you think it's going?

Still in school. Trying to watch at least 5 episodes of anime a day instead of wasting those hours browsing the internet. I just finished Berserk.

Have a year of uni left, Job lined up with really good pay due to internship now but no gf or reason to go on. So i guess normal.

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Stay strong anons. I am rooting for you. Life is beautiful. You will be fine.

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Poster right above you. If I don't find someone by at least 26, I am offing myself and blaming the government in 32N by 64W for the cascading effect of shit they had on my life. But thanks man, I will try.

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Having a lot of friends and sex.
Thanks for the blogposting thread.

W-why? Don't you have self-respect not to lower your self to such a position? desu[spoiler/]

I'm ok, just watchin' anime and playin' games.

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I have been happy for most of the last few years, really happy. Life has been very good to me. Though, my luck is soon to run out. I am making no plans or efforts to avoid the horror to come.

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I think I'm broken inside, every interaction with other people is just me pretending. I'm too self aware, I won't give up but it's hard.

I stayed home today from volunteering because every bone in my limbs hurt, I'm slowly recovering.

Simple, I don't, not even on 4chin, the whole thing is working like shit for some reason and I just can't tell if is my old computer, my internet connection, or Yea Forums is actually working like shit for my country, who knows, and paying someone to do the job is not longer an option, nowadays nobody does a good job and most likely I will just give money to a guy to tell me to change of computer, I know that already, but there's no money, at the end all I have is to roll with what I have, which isn't much, and i'm not longer talking about computer problems.

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>have good job
>know I could have even better job
>can't motivate myself to get better job
I shouldn't complain but I hate myself so much I want to jump off a bridge.

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Been here with a friend for 3 weeks now, with /trv/ handholding and giving hints. Trip's been great.

I couldn't get it up while with a girl this afternoon
Worst experience of my life so far, fucking embarrassing.

Anons, post something cute to cheer me up, I need some comforting tonight

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You fucks told me making friends would make me happier, you lying sacks of shit, now I'm still miserable and have two people in the way of me killing myself.

W-why? Don't you have self-respect not to lower your self to such a position? desu[spoiler/]

Welcome to the club. Now let them fade into the distance because the only relationship you had with them was one sided and they dont care enough to respond to you anymore. Being lonely is paingul but the only true way to be.

>want to kill self
>don't want to make parents sad

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>tfw been telling myself I'd teach myself a few skills for the past 6 months
>unused art supplies and programming books rotting on shelf
fuck it guess I'll wait until my family gets fed up and kicks me out, motivation's too hard.
blogposting feels dirty desu

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Found out my ex got hit by a car a while back. She didn't get seriously though.

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>how are you holding up

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BokuBen threads keep getting deleted.

Ngl, feeling it over here too user. 242 days clean but idgaf. Addictions never subside.

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Keep it up user, eventually you'll meet people you care about and it won't feel like pretending, you just gotta put in the effort.

i'm on my last semester of college, and I hate my major and the thing I will be working on. I'd have hated any other career as well though, so at least I chose something that pays well. That doesn't change the fact that I have no real wish to live and I just keep on living in automatic

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Sometimes you just can't make a connection with certain people, but that doesn't mean there aren't people out there that'll accept you and have your back till the end, you just gotta keep searching.

still working the same 16hr a week just for food and gas money. still in basement. I don't see the big picture of where my life is going if anywhere at all. Dreams feel too big to ever come true.

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What major/career?

Medicine. And no, my parents didn't force me or anything. I'm a lazy cunt that hates studying and working in general, so I thought that if I will hate anywork I do regardless of what I choose, at least I'll choose something with relatively nice salary

Eh I hate that they're there but I've already got a permanent guilty conscience I probably shouldn't make it worse by doing that again. I'll keep going until they get sick of me, should be a couple of months at most. If it's not by then I'll fuck up in some way to make them leave.
If anything it's useful to use them to play some co-op vidya I never got the chance to play.

Why does you being with someone dictate whether you are happy? Also 26 is very young for love. How hard are you searching?

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How was it?

Feeling shittyx want to drop out of college and I've been drinking too much recently, hope shit will get better next semester

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quit my "comfy" town job after only 4 years. The place was a toxic nightmare and i couldn't do it anymore.

Now i have no idea what to do. I have an associates in liberal arts which i stopped pursuing because i landed the town job in the first place.
I'm up shit creak without a paddle.

a year or so left of uni but left with this haunting feeling of not being able to find a summer job/internship is foreshadowing for after uni
also decided to take a japanese class in the fall and starting to regret it but cant go back on it
looking forward to christmas already so i can spend it with Yea Forumsnons
nothing out of the usual

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Started a new job 3 months ago after recovering from burning out after 10 years in various high stress jobs. This job is shaping up to be another high stress zero-sum game, I keep making the same mistakes over and over with no end in sight. The only joy I have been getting is re-watching old anime.

I finally got a decent job that pays the bills and puts food on the table. Still no gf but I've started going to the gym and eating healthier. Have some friends I go out to eat with time to time.

I guess I'm finally doing better in life but I don't feel accomplished at all. I don't feel sad or proud, just kinda a "meh" feeling.

>No job
>No friends
>No gf
>Pretty much sick of vidya, a hobby I've been obsessed with for my entire life
At least I still have anime and manga.

massive cold, painful coughs, dvt, ac is busted. Not going to make it much long, I wish I could have seen haruhi s3 with yall.

You're not alone user.
just don't let yourself stagnate for too long. It will be harder to dig you"re self out
I'm taking community college courses to try and raise myself. It ain't too impressive, but fuck its better than nothing

You're absolutely on the right path user. Just keep on that path and the GF will come eventually

Got a good job, own a house, have 2 cars and a motorcycle, no gf.
I've had many opportunities to get a gf but in the back of my head I have a feeling I'll lose everything I enjoy going down that path.

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I'm not doing good anons, help

Just moved to a new town and got an extra bookshelf so I can buy more picture books made for gook kids.
No gf though...

>just fapped to a soc user's gf
honestly idk bros

did you say something about pumping out gook kids?
we running out of vending machines give us many babies

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Women are meant to lift your lusts.
No Abe my country also has declining birth rates you can't have any

I've lost so much motivation to do anything that I shaved my ass and pubes just so I can fill the time and not do what I wanted to.
6 months of procrastination

Live on my own, as a wizard. Now shooting for archwizard status.

damn and i thought 3 months was bad

I met a couple from /soc/ and watched them have sex while jerking off.

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I lost my love interest because i don't like her, he likes other dude, and he is not a Chad, so i decided instead of cry starting boxing, thank you user, for your care

Technically it's almost a year of procrastination if you count the point that I had a job as an excuse too.

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>got a new chill job
>made some friends at uni that are into /tg/ stuff
>finally broke up with my gf after months of being on a shitty relationship
>going in a trip to Japan in a few months with my best friend
I'm pretty happy with myself to be honest

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Thank you for the reply user, to be honest, i cried but i learned something important, there will be always one person that loves you and cares about you, and if there is nobody, don't worry my friend, you are welcome to be my homie even if i don't know who are you, i truly like this place

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NEETing it up, while waiting for my crypto to moon.

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>waiting for my crypto to moon.
user...

Your response would be appropriate half a year ago, user.

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I'm tearing up over here behind my keyboard. I didn't know such kindness was possible over here in Yea Forums

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My dick doesn't work anymore. I think it's given up the will to live. It lasted longer than I did, I guess.

Advice to all anons: do not degenerate down the fetish hole, it's a dead end.

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Before I just wanted to kill myself, now after watching Dagashi Kashi I want to kill myself with Nerds Rope

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that is a lesson unfortunately that has to be learned the hard way

Imagine the ants on your corpse.

Thanks user, I've caught myself reading more and more questionable doujins in the past months. Will go back to my yuri.

I just got laid last week,i've been working out for half a year.I am finishing college and I will be going clubbing with gf for the whole summer.
In autumn I will start job hunting and try to replace this degenerate hobby with reading and actual cinematografy.

Stop having sex.

I used to suck all the nerds off the rope.

Its nothing special once you get it,especially in the beggining when you suck.I regret so much that I spent my teen years with video games....fuck that was such a waste of time.

not like you missed out on anything because of it.

Oh… you know… had to get rabies shots…

I understand user, i waste much time in videogames, but even so i get a lot of friends thanks to that, and they still being my friend, live the present and try your best

>Its nothing special once you get it
That's the fucking point, which raises the question why even brag about it? Did your life revolve around being a virgin?

Anime girls aren't doing it for me anymore, I want to hold hands with a real human being.

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glownigger

Have been getting kinda tired of Vidya so I bought a really nice guitar and been playing it for some time. Really fun and I feel it helped me boost up my productivity for some reason

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Imagine the ants crawling up the urethra.

I've been worse. But I screwed up on Sunday and turned down hanging out with my dad because I was anxious about going to whatever bar/venue he hand in mind.

My feelings about them have gotten pretty complicated. I love them and want them to be happy. But I can barely take care of myself and only make them worry. They want me around and they want to help. But I feel too ashamed of myself to look them in the eye half the time. And I'm having a hard time differentiating what I think they feel with my own feelings that I might be projecting on them. I'd like for them to feel like they're important to me. But I've always been really distant. And in practice, I've always prioritized my own fragility over them just as I have this fathers day.

I flaked on mother's day too. I couldn't get the thought out of my head that I'd end up just being a pathetic sadsack and fouling up whatever nice dinner my family was going to have. But it's just as well that I probably caused them grief by bailing out.

You sick pervert…

Have you always hated it?
Just hated it the least?
Or did you used to like it, but college drained all joy out of it?

Feeling “meh” is marginally better than feeling numb, nothing, and/or empty so hey that’s progress!

Decent enough I guess. Pretty much done with my bachelors degree, finished my thesis and there's only 1 more lecture I need to do and I'm already attending some master lectures
Finished therapy not too long ago and got over the worst part of my depression, though I'm still dealing with the remnants
Mostly content with everything else, I have a couple of frens and even though some of them live 1h+ away by car they came over for my birthday, which made me happy
No gf but there aren't many women in my field, I don't go out of my way to interact with people I don't know so that's not really surprising but most of the time it doesn't bother me too much
Been meaning to go to the gym, I've been paying for a membership since the start of the year and went regularly for a couple of weeks but got sidetracked with thesis work and never went since then, it's hard to find the motivation

Every day im more convinced that im schizo, btw i miss high school

As alone as ever, but I've been steady in my working out and learning Japanese so I'm somewhat fulfilled.

Tell us your situation user?

That government seems to be in ocean user

Quit my job. Got a good chunk of change though so I'm good for now. Goddamnit I don't wanna find a new one. Working suuuuuuucks.

>hard to find the motivation
Get some discipline and you won't need motivation.

How much did you save up?

I have an IT exam in two hours and I'm really fucking stressed even though I know I can easily pass it.
I also started playing guitar my friend gave me a few years ago. It's not even branded and probably costed like 80 dollars, sounds like shit but it's fun.
My goal is to learn how to play Fuwa Fuwa Time this year.
Don't give up user, I'm sure you can find happiness. And don't even think about making yourself taller.

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Got a part-time job, going back to college in september for a different major, very scared desu

>Moving in with gf soon and letting her pay everything because I'm a useless NEET
I guess it's alright, just not how I expected everything to turn out.

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Hello, fellow magic practitioner.
Slowly restoring my health. Also thinking about changing my job to the gamedev one, even if it means a severe salary cut.
I've thought that it's just a dream of the young boy, but this thought is still burning in my head, year after year. It's one of the very few things which I still actually want.
I think I should at least try.

Image being this much of a fag