Tamaoki Benkyo (author of Tokyo Akazukin, Blood the Last Vampire 2000, etc...

Tamaoki Benkyo (author of Tokyo Akazukin, Blood the Last Vampire 2000, etc.) just announced that he will commit suicide and then deleted his Twitter account, literally 10 minutes ago. Fuck, I should have screencapped his tweet (which I also reported)

I sent a report on MAGCOMI (where his latest manga Kurozukin is being serialized) but I don't know what else to do. Fuck Yea Forums what else can be done?

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comic.mag-garden.co.jp/support/
twitter.com/TamaokiBenkyoo
youtube.com/watch?v=V0teGCgVMTw
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Risperidone
ejje.weblio.jp/content/縁切寺
2chan.net/
twitter.com/SFWRedditImages

Tweet?

Holy shit. If he's about to off himself, what can really be done to stop him, though? It could be as quick and simple as a bullet to the head.

>not livestreaming it

loser

>Japan
>Bullet

>bullet to the head
Most people don't own a gun in Japan but yeah, he might jump off a roof or something.
He sounded serious too, he followed up the suicide announcement with an apology to the editors for leaving his manga incomplete before deleting the account, said something about donating the money he got to some charity.

>Tokyo Akazukin
Was that the one with the immortal loli who outsexed an incubus? Loved that one

Alright, that means that it's not as quick as that. If police can get to him before he ODs or jumps off a roof or some shit, then something can be done. How does a burger like me call the Japanese cops, though? He lives in Shinjuku, right?

Try calling the police if you can. I think it's 110 but I don't know if it's possible if you're not in Japan.

Imagine being this much of a busybody that you can't let people in another country live their own lives.

Did no one made a screencap? fuck!
he could be dead right now

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Thought it was MAEDAX from the thumbnail lol

>2019
>Not using the PRTSC key.

How the fuck did you get a job in IT anyway?

Why? His manga flopped?

Confirmed dialing 110 on my phone doesn't do shit. Is there urgent online stuff?
He's killing himself, bitch, he needs help

You can try 81110 but maybe it won't work.

Same here

I did as well.

>He's killing himself, bitch, he needs help
You need help. He's just going to meet his waifu Akazukin

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POSTING HERE BEFORE IT ALL GOES DOWN

"My parents said I'm sick and should die before them so I'm going to kill myself. Life means little to pre-war people

Goodbye everyone, thank you for your support all this time"

I tried calling MAGCOMI's support number but it didn't work. Send a message though.

Fields from top to bottom are:
Name
Email
Select the very last option on the dropdown ("Other")
Message - it can be in English

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Guess I should post the link to the support page:
comic.mag-garden.co.jp/support/

If anyone has direct contact info it would be them, since he's serialized on their site.

>My parents said I'm sick and should die before them
Ouch.

>parents discover you draw loli porn and tell you to die
Damn, what cruel bastards.

>no source

His parents have shit taste. Tokyo Akazukin was nice

It's true,fuck.
I feel so powerless,we need to do something before he offs himself!

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Does he do actual hentai or just manga with some hentai in it.

retard he deleted his account

He already deleted his account but some elevens have noticed and are trying to help.

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Are you fucking serious? Lolishitters deserve the rope, but that's beyond cruel.

You can try signaling the incident if you know Japanese. Replace the '0' with 81.

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Is he friends with any other artist? Can't someone tweet them?

>deleting twitter
>killing himself
did something happen to him in particular to have caused this or has he just suddenly did this out of nowhere?

I'm sure a bunch of burgers spamming them will get things done faster, surely japs haven't already alerted anyone relevant before you could get to this.

How many followers did he had? I'm sure nips must've noticed and are on the case already... right, guys?

There are some anons in japan, that would be easier.

But he seemed depressive to begin with so it may have been the last straw.

Well I was asking for ideas, some anons live in Japan as said so maybe they could call the cops easier than the rest of us.

Doesn't matter, the Bystander Effect can happen.

you nihilistic fuck,now that we can lend a hand,you're telling us it's useless?there are many people outside of the US that browse Yea Forums(nel)

see
Go fap to Tokyo Akazukin in his memory, to let his spirit know that his art and taste in lolis weren't meaningless.

Who cares.

Yeah I saw.
Imagine telling your kid to kill himself and pushing him over. what rotten motherfuckers.

Lets be honest, they have their own weeb boards with threads just like this one, and things are already in motion. What can be done is being done, and no one here is going to do any difference.

What the fuck is wrong with you.

>"My parents said I'm sick and should die before them
Jesus. My parents probably think the same thing, but they'd never say it out loud. Japs truly have no soul.

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He should kill his parents instead.

Honestly even if I were in Japan I'd just think someone just hacked his account. Who wants to deal with the hassle of calling the police only to find out it's fake?

I'll admit I don't know the author, but maybe piling all over this will send the message that people do give a shit about him and his work.

to make sure one talented nigga ain't killing himself

>Who wants to deal with the hassle of calling the police only to find out it's fake?
Better to scramble and find out it's fake rather than not scramble and find out he was for real.

why the fuck didn't you tell me about this guy earlier Yea Forums? This work looks really cool. How calm I'm only finding out about this guy when he's potentially moments away from death?

I believe in the good of man. I believe that there are people in Japan who will take action, who are more able than the people here. And I believe that no one here is going to make any difference aside from making themselves feel good or important.

haven't heard about him till now. his work looks cool though and it would be a shame if he died. Also there are clearly people here who care about him so it's the least one can do.

>people in Japan who will take action, who are more able than the people here. And I believe that no one here is going to make any difference
Some of the people here ARE in Japan, you homo. With luck they'll see this thread and pick up the phone.

Anyone tried calling over the police or seeing if they have a way to take occurrences virtually?

that's kinda surreal. i know my stepdad would probably do this considering he already bitches at me constantly for being neet staying in room all day, not sure about my mom but if she told me to off myself I probably would because I don't have any other people in the world who would be sad if i killed myself rn. Interesting to think about at least

post on 2ch

>pre-war people
What

How's 2ch reacting to this?

nigger no one cares about feeling good or important,there's his life at risk and we need to do everything to prevent his death+there are people in japan that browse this place,if you just wanna excuse yourself from helping,then you do you,but don't try to spread your bullshit like it's true

>"My parents said I'm sick and should die before them so I'm going to kill myself.
So why did his parents say this? What did he do? I mean they wouldn't just up an say this without any reason.

I assume he means people who grew up pre WW2

this, where's the thread? can't find it

I respect his decision. As a man he has the right to off himself if he is tired of living. Suicide seems pretty good these days ngl. Either way I hope he does what he truly wants and doesn't make a mistake.

It's kind of weird that it aint't he first time I hear that kind of shit from japan. The kid does hentai or porn or hangs out with the wrong people and the showa ass parents disown em or tell em to go die.

Don't even bother replying to him, some people just don't give a fuck.

Muh honorabu famiry name musto notto habu roricon offspringu

Different culture, different age (parents are showa)
Obviously this seems out of place to a coddled wh*toid with shelves full of participation trophies.

That place is massive and maybe I'm overlooking a few places but they don't seem to be discussing it yet. Will try making a thread.

Probably because he draws ero guro manga with lolis, though there may be other reasons.

user? If you wanna talk, we're here to listen. There are better solutions.

>his decision
not his, his parents' decision
>suicide is a pretty good choise these days
Do you understand the concept of death there pal? you realize that this ain't a reset button or a trip to heaven it's a no more you, period.

He's right, though. As frustrating as it might be, fans in Japan who saw the account go down probably notified everyone there is to notify before this thread was made.

yes, try making a thread there user. Unless they're degenerate shits they can help more than people here

>ero guro manga with lolis
99% of all mangakas do this though

Are there people from the 1910s, 1920s and 1930s alive? Sane and talking? And MEAN?

You're one of the only ones with the right idea here. Ignore the busybody moralists and keep doing you.

Twitter doesn't seem to be talking about it.

It literally cant hurt to try and help. Just shut the fuck up.

False. The vast majority of Japanese hate lolishitters and wish them dead. It's only because of (((MacArthur))) that their pedophilia is even remotely protected by the law.

>not his, his parents' decision
Honestly, that's just insulting to the guy, implying that he has no agency over his own life.

There are fans from Japan HERE,if we can reach someone who's from japan near him,we could save him,i know that one should pull-himself up from depression and all,but he's still in winter,we need to make him go forward 'till he does what he likes

This poor man, I really hope that he doesn’t go through with it, he needs help.

The day has come. it's time to flood 2 chan with english and bad hiragana asking to help out this poor soul.
WE CAN SAVE HIM 4 CHANNEL!

Nips are the most longlived race of humans on the planet - to the point where their equivalent of social security is a major burden due to the fact that they won't go to sleep.

But what I actually meant is that evolutionary biology is a pseudoscience and race does not exist.

The more calls they get the more they might take it seriously and not think it's a prank.

No threads about this on 2ch? 2chan?

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Could be his manga and lifestyle, but hey if ShindoL can show his fucking mom what he draws and she doesn't give a shit then the possibility is there it's something else entirely

See

Are you trying to be retarded? His paren't told him that he's worthless and should kill himself enough that he might actually do it. the nigga didn't decide he wants to quit living, he is trying desperately to please his disapproving sacks of shit of parents

>vast majority
Okay, this legitimately made me confused.

Preemptively pressing F

What's MacArthur got to do with this? Legit asking.

2chan is basically reddit at this point.

Boomers ruining everything yet again.

I assume failed suicide attempts are better handled in Japan than here in burgerland? I know a few people who ended up getting essentially banished to mental hospitals that cost way too much money and your record gets fucked so it's hard to live as a normal person onwards. ESPECIALLY if you're someone who does loli stuff where you'll get eternally shunned by everyone

>99% of all mangakas do ero guro
You do realize guro is gore right

>being this ignorant

Oh hey even the antiloli shitposter came here

you're mixing up your nipchans.

Talking is for people without resolve or that can be swayed. I'm good user.
>not his, his parents
It is his choice user if he truly only feels despair that is no way to live man, if that is how he truly feels nobody can change that. I hope whatever happens to him is ultimately his choice user.
>suicide is a pretty good choise these days
God I hope I just stop existing. Fuck having an afterlife.

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go back

It was always reddit

>second paragraph
user, don't make me fight you about this in this thread.

how big of a deal is this guy

>I assume failed suicide attempts are better handled in Japan
I wouldn't count on it, pretty sure failed suicide is dishonorabru

Oh hey look even a pedophile that hasn't been beaten to death with his own limbs came here.

that's not answering the question

I don't understand japanese law either. Most people who don't want to live in japan don't look into the legality of these things and japanese politics further than abe jokes

Just stop bothering with the textbook troll spouting about babby's first lessons on nihilism. If he wants to tell everyone that cares that they're a bunch of fags and dance them along on a string, let him.

Let the man kill himself in peace.

Just dont. Save it for a different thread

Dude is born in '73. 28 years between that and the end of the war. They could've been born in late 1930s or early 1940s.

2D has nothing to do with 3D retard

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Long story short, modern Japanese law was written by a fucking jewlover that sought to corrupt traditional morals.

I use my limbs to do the beating if you get my connotation.

>MAGCOMI's
Are you sure it's his publisher?

>"IT'S FICTION SO IT'S FINE"
Wrong. Can't yell fire in a crowded building, can't make threats even if you don't mean them, can't say you want to fuck children but then say 'just kidding'.

>allowing someone to follow their moral imperative is nihilism

The exact opposite. Leave the man alone.

> if that is how he truly feels nobody can change that
He can change himself still,i used to be a nihilistic fuck honestly,but the limited time that we have on this damned earth with no objective seemed like despair,so i've tried to find what i love doing and like,it's better to use the limited time that we have as best as we could,that is how i see it
>God I hope I just stop existing. Fuck having an afterlife.
Don't die yet user,depression is another challenge in life,you just need to pull yourself onwards,but the only one who can do it is you

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Stop pretending that you care about him. Also the opinion of his parents, it's more important than bunch of anonymous fags.

>muh "suicide is his choice"
The guy is clearly affected by outside factors (his parents), and who are you to talk for him as if you know him?

Fuck off if all you have to contribute is your bullshit rhetoric about your shitty outlook on life.

>says this while hanging out with people on an online messageboard

It's funny how the people who are the most chill with suicide are usually the biggest hypocrites themselves. You are trying to preach like it's a choice or like it's something any person would want as a part of hanging out with other people. your'e a hypocrite, if you don't want to help this man, leave.

Goddammit someone link the fucking 2ch thread right fucking now where is it

That's where his most recent manga is (was?) serialized, obviously his editor would have his personal contact info or at least be better placed to get in touch with the right people.

Niggers you don't understand,if he wanted to REALLY off himself,he wouldn't do a tweet,he would've just hanged himself straight forward,HE WANTS TO BE SAVED,that's why he tweeted first,fuck,lend a hand at least

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No user I'm not gonna kms yet. I'm just saying I understand him. Also the idea of a second life sound exhausting.

>people should be forced to live
Never reproduce, asshole.

See His parents are a much greater factor in his life than some gaijin pervert from halfway across the globe that pirates his work.
Most of the busybodies in this thread probably haven't even done that.

This

>literally retarded.
Anons want to fuck cartoon characters, it does not translate into anything in reality dumbass.

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Japanese are very polite this way.

>the nigga didn't decide he wants to quit living
But he did. He decided (as far as we know, but hopefully not) that pleasing his ignorant parents was more important than everything else in his life.

This got me thinking though, I should probably have a plan for if/when my loli stuff gets discovered

So explain all that 3DPD child porn on your computer? Or rather, explain it to the FBI when they arrive.

Here's your (You)

THIS
100%
niggas trying to argue that he wants and wants to kill himself. he just wants to make his parents happy and be with his fans and art.
We gotta help this kid

>suicide
I'm not judging him but he sounds like an actual idiot. Your work may not be as popular compared to other mangakas but isn't the whole point to have fun at your job?

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Kek, stay mad. Loli is here to stay despite your moralfag sensibilities.

You would deny somebody the right to do something that they chose that has no bearing on you personally because it goes against your believes. You are selfish. I don't want people to kill themselves but I understand why somebody would.

Here's your last (You) from me, use it well and responsibly, okay?

I'd make one if I knew how. I never really went on there much.

>not building your own guns
gays not welcome

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read A man who wants to die wait or talk or screams for help.

I blame Twitter.

Honestly if it was his own decision I'd say let him. But after seeing the post he's clearly devastated and killing himself because of his parents and not because he's tired of living.

Take this my friend it will help

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except they tried to ban loli only to fail because everyone there was against it. take your pol bogeyman back there

Come on user where's the 2ch thread.

Also this. he seeks attention because he want to be saved.

I know,that's why i've said that we need to use our time the best we can,Do the things that you like and love while you're young and energetic before your body ages to the point of forgetting and being weak

The man just needs some fucking help you shithead. People care about him even if his parents are shitty.

I hope he doesn't actuallly do it. Stay alive, please...

Loli is legal though. Save for some embarrasment, you wouldn't get Thadded to jail. Why even worry?

READ THE DAMN THREAD MANIGGI
>>>
He's not killing himself cause of competition. it's some bullshit with his parents.

People do announce their deaths on social media and indeed do kill themselves. Stop this, not everyone is a faker.

If you have income, invest so that you and your family can escape to the third world when censorship/policing becomes too overbearing in the angl*sphere.
If you're a NEET, just take matters into your own hands when you inevitably get caught by the dystopian hellstate.

I'm legitimately not trolling, Pretending you care about a mangaka you've never supported and probably haven't even read the works of makes you a useful idiot at best and an authoritarian censor at worst.

Will do.

Imaginin this bitchass wearing a suit and Kireis voice and saying "yorokobe shounen kill yourself" lmao

So you're literally insane and delusional. Or do you actually think you're some epic troll?

So you made it up

What if he were reincarnated as a loli?

>One day all the posts on Yea Forums you've made will be released to your friends/family

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Oh. Well I suppose we can't help really help him on that aspect.

You're aware that it was legal all over until the late 20th century, right? And that countries where it's legal experience lower rates of actual abuse?

exactly
a cry for help

No, you are selfish for talking in that mans voice.
If he wanted to die he wouldn't have tweeted out his troubles.
You are a cunt and a hypocrite.
piss off

>tips fedora

>be Kirei
>"I cannot let Angra Mainyu die before it is born"
>Angra shows up one VN later anyway and rapes his daughter
This guy is stupider than Kirei, though

>that wood furniture

Nip craftsmanship and attention to detail at work

You've got a real shitty attitude. Coming in here to score points on people who want to help someone is pretty fucking low.

>If he wanted to die he wouldn't have tweeted out his troubles.
>Never heard of a suicide note.
We're in the digital age my dude.

We can. this whole thread is to raise awareness and to get anyone who can to report to the authorities. upthread there is a place where you can contact the japanese authorities and try to help him, just spreading this thread around or even bumping it is good enough though.

someone is needing help and you're all quarelling over things. Never change, 4channel

Where do you live? Anyway, just encrypt your shit.

>futaba is reddit
???

This got me thinking, we should send llolifags into high offices.
That way, if they don't want to get fucked themselves, they'll stop writing shitty laws for once

Incorrect, I'm a christcuck and a stoic.
Keep firing shots into the dark, though.

I'm not trying to score points, I'm trying to show busybodies such as yourself how virtue signaling doesn't help anyone.

I hope you don't kill yourself user. Unless you want to.

>The guy is clearly affected by outside factors
lol, that's why most suicides are made.

>all these edge masters in this thread
Fuck you fags there's nothing wrong with trying to save a mans life

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Wrong,if they didn't wanted to be saved,they would've just carried with their problems and hanged themselves,imagine being so depressive and in the hole that you can't thing straight,you feel weak and powerless,trying to find a way to escape this state,you WANT to get out of there,HE'S SCREAMING FOR HELP

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it isn't always about being a faker, it's a last line thrown out for someone to stop them because they can't stop themselves, they are not in their right mind. I don't think user is implying this case is a "faker".

Imagine being a salesfag and assuming that lack of sales can drive someone to suicide. Maybe you're the one who should try it.
I hope this doesn't end up as bad as it looks but I doubt that just preventing him from suicide without curing his depression and giving his parents a slap will solve anything.

Holy shit his account is back up.
twitter.com/TamaokiBenkyoo

I don't know what the fuck that is in the photo but apparently he gave an emergency call to his physician and took some medicine just in case. He's starting to calm down and apologizes for alarming everyone.

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I see. Has anyone actually managed to successfully called the police over Nippon? I assume you can't unless you know where his location is and you speak fluent nip.

There is literally no meaning to what you're doing other than you gleaming personal satisfaction out of being a shithead to people. Fuck off.

Well at least I know you're going hell.

I foresee that this is just attention whoring.

I'm currently sustaining myself money wise by doing computer stuff and I have 0 education and not very much to my name so if I get kicked out (which wouldn't be unlikely considering I have a younger sister and my stepdad is a nutcase) then I'd have nowhere to live, no way to make money and my only possessions I have are my pc, my clothes and my bed so I wouldn't have much to sell
Yea taking matters into my own hands would probably be what I end up doing, only thing that keeps me going is not upsetting my mom now that my dog died the other day. If she ended up hating me then I wouldn't have much
US, only way parents would really find out is if I ended up slipping up. Besides that I don't care too much about anything
sorry for blogposting

>I'm a Christcuck
More like Christcuck(false), considering wasting God's most precious gift is considered terrible by even the more lenient divisions and considered an outright sin by the likes of the Catholics. Your attempts at falseflagging are shit.
>t. Christian

Are you disputing literal facts? Like, I can link you news articles on people that did that stuff. Wth

I hope someone can reach out to him before it's too late

good

no, there's a single loser who's trying to say he's choosing death. most of everyone else is trying to spread information and get contact with authorities.

Edgelords BTFO. Now you can keep being a cancer to society elsewhere.

>Having to explain to your parents that liking traps and futa isn't gay

What do you expect? Everyone to drop what they're doing every time someone needs help? Hell this guy wouldn't even get the time of day if he wasn't famous. There's a limit to what most people can do. Doesn't mean they wouldn't do something if they could.

Thats good. Hope he can conquer his demons.

NAISU, hopefully he understands the value of his own life. Don't let your parents dictate what you should do.

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Are you kidding me

That sounds really bad. I hope he gets help in time.

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>christcuck
>telling people not to waste time trying to save someone from suicide which is instant no salvation
does not compute

He also says his throat still hurts from the hanging attempt.
Says he logged back into his account to prevent others from hijacking it or whatever...

Cheers

Actual Christian here, get bent
Shitting on people who want to help somebody who's in such despair is the absolute antithesis of God's teachings

what a drama queen.

What if he doesn't want any help?
Fucking normalfags.

what a relief

F

>hanging attempt
That's awful, fuck

WE DID IT 4 CHANNEL
YATTA DESU NE!

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Big pharma wins again

I guess I'll read pirate his manga now then

If he didn't want help he wouldn't have tweeted about it you nigger.

There's nothing right about it, either.

All's well that ends well.

Projection.

Never compromise on the things that matter to you.

C*tholics are esoteric satanists.
Direct me to a verse in which it is a sin to not interfere with a heathen's desire to take his own life.

Has he killed himself yet

Holy shit, thank goodness. Blessed Sunday. Thanks for sharing the good news.

Reminds me of that one oneshot where someone wanted to suicide and people around him are encouraging him to not do it.

Except there's one faggot here

Were you guys really talking about 2ch and not 2chan/futaba? What happened?

good that he's calming down
I know the Japanese have this whole with shame and going to see a therapist or physician is bad for you and your family's image, but fuck it man get some help
if he was that close to the edge, just get the help then

Deflection.

I wish government mandated suicide was a thing.

>Fuck you fags there's nothing wrong with trying to save a mans life
You won't accomplish nothing, retard. You don't care about him and he doesn't care about you.

Big pharma is the reason the dude wanted to off himself in the first place...

>Wanting to save a man makes you a normalfag
Stop trying to fit in by being edgy you stupid fag

So he did try it, the rope probably broke but the still felt his life escaping him

Like a lot of 'suicide attempts'. That doesn't mean you should stand idly and do nothing.

>tfw mods weren't being fags, they were trying to help us by banning c*nnyposting

Facts?You are arguing against simple human behavior in modern society,associating a little percentage of people who kill themselves right after tweeting,there's people who can be saved who are on the hole still

>his throat still hurts from the hanging attempt
Holy fucking shit, user, if you're playing with us, you're a sick piece of shit. That's awful if true.

OUR COLLECTIVE THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS REACHED HIM IN TIME!

I agree that suicide is his choice, but I also agree that a hastily decided suicide is a bad choice. It looks like he just decided to kill himself because he found out his parents despise him so that feels hasty enough for me, if he doesn't manage to cool his head off before ending it that's going to be a stupid as fuck idea so people are right in trying to interfere.

4 channel
we saved a human life
I'm proud of us Yea Forums

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Already is
It's called Income tax

What the fuck are Asian parent stereotypes true? That's beyond insane.

>Do you understand the concept of death there pal? you realize that this ain't a reset button or a trip to heaven it's a no more you, period.
oh well that settles that never-ending multiple millennium long debate about the nature of death, why didn;t you tell us sooner

OP here, I guess that means he's out of danger now. Sorry to post a meta thread everyone and thanks for showing the will to help. For all I know someone in Japan was lurking ITT and made a call. Or maybe no one here helped but the guy is safe and that's what matters.

He draws guro loli, would your parents support you?

Wew.

Based.

I hope none of you kill yourselves. Unless you want to.

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>just another attention whore
See retards.

sounds just like Yea Forums

>C*tholics are esoteric satanists.
Again, get bent
I don't agree with Catholic teachings, but they seem about as Christian to me as any other Christian
>Direct me to a verse in which it is a sin to not interfere with a heathen's desire to take his own life.
I wouldn't be able to tell you, but I want you to show me a verse that says it's fine and dandy to kill youself, you Westboro Baptist fuck.

This nigga needs to travel outside of Japan

oh good. never heard of the guy, who is on the other side of the world after all, but it's relieving news. good for him reaching out to his medical professional.

I'm quite proud of you,4channel,first time i see some shit done here after the blueboard gayshit

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It's not a cry for help. He wanted to say "Fuck You" to his parents before he went.

>or maybe no one here helped
make me laugh honestly

>this thread

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I guess that's it then. All's well what ends well.

He should really get on stronger meds though.

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Maybe in some years, but not right now.

>just attention whoring
Good thing it was

Catholicism literally teaches and encourages going out of your way to help and support others outside of your own religion. I've even been to Mass many times teaching this exact sentiment. Actually learn about the religion you claim to be practicing you fraud.

>emergency call to his physician and took some medicine just in case
was it thorazine

You're not funny, if you wanted feedback

>suicide booth
i need this

>ITS NOTHING
gay thread

4channel saves the day
cheers brothas

Sounds like luck was the only thing that saved him.

We did it reddit!!

Glad he's ok. But hopefully he can see a psychiatrist soon. I know Japan sees mental illness as shameful but he really needs helps and I hope he can get it.

Epic... Simply epic....

You don't need an excuse to do it faggot, just go ahead and jump.

CUTE Ayra

>Live their lives
Well I mean...

What a drama queen. Might as well announce yourself as gay and/or trans just for the likes and attention. Sheeesh.

If people want to off themselves, as long as it doesn't involve running into high speed traffic or shit like that, then let them do it you fucks.

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How do you know? It could very well have ended poorly. As it is, his throat's injured.

>You won't accomplish nothing, retard.
You don't know that you stupid fuck. How does it feel living your life so negatively that you won't try to lend a helping hand just because
>lel he doesn't care about you
Fuck you and all the edgelords in this thread

The lack of self-awareness with that user is astounding.

Here's the translated screenshot for anyone who's not following since the acc is locked.

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youtube.com/watch?v=V0teGCgVMTw

Why is everyone complaining about Yea Forums being mean and quarreling over bullshit?
This is just tame shit. Yea Forums can't even bully retarded crossboarding baitshitters and just roll over and die instead of either goreposting or loliposting
Somefags mowed down a church and everyone comes over to suck his dick. Why would they give a shit about sudoku?

There was this one jap guy on /int/ I think who tried to kill himself by train but he fucked up and only lost his legs. He says that he's never been happier since he doesn't have to deal with all the pressure and can just survive with the medbux

>left to right

/djt/ or /jp/, 助けて

>Somefags mowed down a church and everyone comes over to suck his dick
Back to faggot

Looking at his story, honestly quite likely that he sorta stopped himself and that we didn't do shit, but that doesn't matter. What matters is that he's okay, and that next time shit like this happens, we can try doing something about it. Better to try than not. Thanks for your concern, OP.
Now, to laugh at the BTFO edgelord shitter some more.

>Somefags mowed down a church and everyone comes over to suck his dick. Why would they give a shit about sudoku?
Cause this is Yea Forums not /pol/.

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A Japanese guro eromangaka is likely not a Christian. There's no need to police his lifestyle, you heavy-handed moralist.
Mercy and compassion can be shown by letting someone make their own choices and not bearing your foreign concepts of morality upon them.
Not sure why you're lecturing me on Christianity when you seem like a run-of-the-mill secular humanist anyway.

I am not a Catholic, nor do I care what goes on in gilded halls of Satan.

What's astounding is that you cannnot comprehend that suicide is a personal choice, regardless of its status as a legal crime or a sin in dogma.

not that guy, but if it gave them a nice check maybe.

Pretty much everyone who survives some crazy suicide attempt likea train or jumping off a bridge always say how they regretted it the moment it happened and thanked it forever that they survived.

The only people sucking his dick are /pol/ shitters

Thank god Yea Forums isn't fucking /pol/.

Imagine being this much of an edgelord

Took pills and tried to hang himself it sounds like?

Guys made a personal choice to stay alive. You can stop pretending to be retarded now.

The difference is that people actually like this guy. If this thread was about some twitter e-celeb you can be sure it would be full of the usual DO IT FAGGOT you'd expect from Yea Forums.

Stop replying to the bait, people. Thread's over, anyway.

Parents would just love it if I had a job honestly. Unemployment and the lack of wanting to have a literal shit job is why many people commit suicide.

There are too many people on planet Earth anyways.

This

It's a suppository, isn't it.

" took medicine for the emergency contact with the doctor" ( 2 minutes later)
sounds like that's the medicine after not the pills.

based gravediggaz poster

>Yea Forums gives a shit about Yea Forums
Wow, who'da thunk it?

>you won't try to lend a helping hand just because
I would just if just somehow would change something. Family is very important, much more than a hypocrite on an anonymous board. It's not about being edgy, it's about the situation that led to the decision. You don't know the whole story, stop trying to dissuade someone if you know nothing about him.

You're not wrong. People are only patting each other's backs because it's a mangaka.

Everyone would be celebrating if it was any of the hundreds of literal who e-celebs doing it.

>even with a heads-up 4channel was able to do nothing to save this man and the only reason he is alive is because he changed his mind

I googled the katakana + JP105 --> Janssen Pharma and what seems like risperdal (Risperidone).
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Risperidone

>There's no need to police his lifestyle
o
>you heavy-handed moralist
i
>not bearing your foreign concepts of morality
am
>Not sure why you're lecturing me on Christianity when you seem like a run-of-the-mill secular humanist anyway
laffin
It's funny because I seem to understand more about your religion than you do, assuming you're not a fedora-tipping falseflagger who just wants to make Christians look bad. Wouldn't even be surprised, considering airy tripe like "nor do I care what goes on in gilded halls of Satan". You're a hoot

are you trolling

And it's OUR personal choice to intervene. Suck on that. Also, you really like to talk about that Satan guy as much as you hate him. Tsundere much?

Start supporting his work Yea Forums. Even a little would do.

Antypsychotic.

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I don't. I'm glad I'm alive now since I'm improving in a lot of things I care but honestly, I wish I succeeded.

Suicide is a personal choice, but from what I understand this particular attempt is done in the heat of the moment. There's nothing wrong in stopping that so the guy can get a chance to calm down first and actually weigh his options. If he still goes forward with it, then so be it. No stranger can alter his opinion at that point.

if he really wanted to off himself he would have just walked down to the train station and jumped on the tracks. posting about it on twitter is an invitation for people to intervene. you don't have to if you're autistic enough not to feel compelled, but don't expect others to be the same.

>Risperidone
fuck, i was on this before it it made my mood worse, i hope it works out for him

Anybody thinking of compiling a summery of what happened here and sending it to him? could be nice to see people care about him like that after a suicide attempt even if it's in another language.

Ironically niggas dead. :(

Oh thought he was saying he took some first aid med for overdosing

That's probably what he took after the hanging/asphyxiation attempt failed

>Let people live their lives
>Suicide
>Live their lives
I mean.

Lay off the fake support too much when this happens again Yea Forums. Sometimes overzealous insincerity can set off people harder than indifference. Happened to an uncle of mine once anyway.

>Somefags mowed down a church and everyone comes over to suck his dick
edgelords and /pol/shitters. if I recall everyone else were in panic mode calling for /pol/'s deletion

>gilded halls of Satan
Fuckin hell that caught me off guard. Good bait.

so... He just wanted attention

>left to right

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I see
it appears to be this:

Yea Forums's been slow as fuck these past few days, this is sadly the only interesting thread all weekend. I don't agree or disagree with any of you fucks.

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>Tokyo Akazukin, Blood the Last Vampire 2000

Who? What? Who even cares?

>I need to know someones life story just to save them
Nah fuck you if I see someone trying to jump off a bridge I'm lending a helping hand. You don't need a reason to save someones life whether that be family or a complete stranger.

I'm not an edgelord.
Go back and read my posts in the thread.

I'm happy he chose not to kill himself. You should read my posts instead of being an outraged moralist. I don't revel in death. I just find moralists crying over someone on the other side of the planet expressing a desire to off himself to be utterly disingenuous.

Sure, context is important. You're more than welcome to try to reach out if that's your moral imperative. It's his choice at the end of the day though.

The person would be alive when they make the choice, would they not?

Based funposter

Someone with a brain.

Glad you like it, but I was being roughly 3:1 sincere:facetious in that post.

You did nothing user. The man made his choice. Good for him. Like I said before I don't want people to kill themselves but I understand why somebody would.

I'm glad he's alive. He's lucky to have survived his own suicide attempt, and I hope he gets a new outlook on life and prioritizes what makes him happy instead of relying on his parents approval for happiness. But nothing anyone did here actually made any difference.

>border shrine in Kyoto
I think the moon said "tie-severing" shrine, which probably means he's going to spiritually sever ties with his asshole parents

Cheers
hypocrites edgelords hanging around others pretending like hanging around others and living is a chore.
The mans alive so it's all well and goo though. today was a good day.

How do you know it was insincere? Oh right, you don't.

Tokyo Akazukin was nice. Looks like he's starting a new manga based on it too this year

No
he deleted the tweet where he said he would kill himself and he pulled his account back up
this is the aftermath.

Has anyone here contemplated suicide at some point in his/her life? I have. But I didn't do it because it's too much of a hassle, and I don't want to be in-debt to the people alive, family and friends that's going to be carrying/hauling my fat ass to the grave.

If nothing else, hopefully his editor keeps a closer eye on him and treats him nicer.

If no one did anything of importance in this thread, what does that make what you did?

>unironically replying
Based fake christcuck edgetard. 10/10 would fall for it again.

I haven't done it yet because my mother is still alive.

>he doesn't know the Blood series
Fuck off newfag

>why don't you off yourselves if you dislike living so much
I would, but if I had that kind of initiative, I'd probably enjoy living more in the first place.

that does make sense.
If you want I can provide the twitter translation that's available instead of the chrome translator since I have access to his twitter.

Have tried, was saved by a pure stroke of luck, still came close to doing it multiple times after that. But yeah family/friends guilt shit helps to keep one going.

>thread is about a mangaka wanting to commit suicide
>why don't YOU kill YOURSELVES?
What a way to move the goalpost, retard.

Imagine not knowing about Tokyo Akazukin. Dumb shounenposter

Go for it

I had suicidal ideations because of my meds, they stopped once my psychiatrist told me to stop taking them.
Looking back, the meds helped me go through the initial harder part of the treatment, nowadays I'm just taking sleeping pills.

Yes. I haven't done it because I haven't paid off a cremation service. Hopefully once I get a job I can!

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I know it was insincere because my uncle literally left a letter. He was like the black sheep of the family that no one gave a fuck about but suddenly everyone wanted to chime in when he called my dad late in the night about how he felt.

Equally unimportant.

Those who attempt suicide once will attempt it again.

Lately yes, but I must consider things in my environment before doing so.

Fucking this, I don't want to make suffer because of me.

no no no
He's telling kys to the people who told the mangaka to pull through with killing himself.
don't you twist things ma'nigga.

Yup, but there's a point in your life when you realized that you're just nothing more than an overpriviledged gated community retard who was just dissatified with everything in life.
Once you realized that all your suffering was cause by this shitty world and its shitty inhabitants, you just lost all the motivation to sudoku and use it for revenge instead.
The old saying that you either die in glory that leaving behind a miserable meaningless life. But ehh, it's just a thinly weiled excuse to become Hitler. That's all

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I had to reply to you to make the two secular humanists lecturing me on how I'm a bad Christian feel the shame they deserve to feel by not being graced with a response.
That being said, you're a pretty great poster and I'm glad you're here.
See you around, cutie.

I think I read somewhere that most people who survive their attempt never try it agian

I was talking about the thread.

Genuinely contemplated? Not really, haven't been that close to doing it. A lot of the time I'm sad and feel like I wanna die i distract myself with games, anime, hentai, etc. and my emo mood usually passes until I'm just mellow sad. There's also the whole "my mom would be sad" thing. I probably wouldn't hesitate too much if something huge were to boil over like what happened to this guy but you never know. Not something I like thinking about too much and definitely not something I'd like to experience

I'd say even more unimportant or worse.

Pretty much this Children should outlive their parents. I don't want to leave the last few years of my mom's life with the looming thoughts of my suicide. I just feel so fucking tired.

We need to send him a healing loli to make his life better and worth living.

Here's another (You) since you seem desperate enough to reply for it

>You won't make a change so you shouldn't try to do anything!
I feel bad for all the edgelords in here. It's a sad life you fags live.

Every day bud. I'm on sertraline and seeing a therapist, but neither make the feeling go away. The only reason I haven't is because my mom would probably never recover after losing two husbands, her mother, her father, and then also her son.

Thought about it so much I can't take it seriously anymore.

>more than an overpriviledged gated community retard who was just dissatified with everything in life.
Must be nice.

If it makes you feel any better I think you're all bad christians for being on Yea Forums.

Who are you quoting?

"I took the medicine for an emergency when I contacted my doctor. I'm just a little calm. I'm sorry to fuss you. I may not be able to answer you very much because my neck is sore."

End of tweet 1

"Because it is likely to be hijacked when I erase an account, I only re-login for the time being. I'm sorry, but I'm going to go to the border-cutting shrine in Kyoto soon."


Hmnnn
it's not much different...

Here's the actual text if anyone can translate japanese:
Tweet 1: 主治医に緊急連絡していざという時のための薬を服用しました。少しだけ落ち着いております。お騒がせしてすみませんでした。いましめた首が痛いのであまりご返答できないかもしれません

Tweet 2: アカウントを消すと乗っ取られてしまう可能性も高いので とりあえず再ログインだけはしました。申し訳ありません近いうち 京都の縁切り神社に行ってこようと思います

Yea,almost burnt out my home,saved by my brother though

>You don't need a reason to save someones life whether that be family or a complete stranger.
Well technically no, but I'm talking about his mindset, you can save him in that moment, but he'll do it anyway later. You have to change the real motive for his suicide, and most likely his motive is out of your reach. That's why I'm saying that is useless.

Can't say I do. But most of my friends have

He's pretty much right. If you have an internet connection, you're not that bad off.

Attempted but failed, obviously. Even though I'm still pretty unhappy with my life in general I haven't tried it again since things are "okay" now. There was just TOO much shit going on at the time and it really overwhelmed me, that's the only reason.
Afterwards I was just happy I actually attempted to and wasn't scared to do so.
But as a lot of anons are saying here, I actually think about my mother whenever I feel strong urges to do shit, she's been through hard stuff and I don't wanna make things worse.

You'd say so, yes. Because you want to feel like what you did mattered. I'm glad he's not dead, but I wasn't wrong.

Has wnyone given up on commiting sudoku in Minecraft due to their oversized backlog?

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Never. Also I never want it on anyone, so it saddens me to see so many anons feel that way at one point in their life.

>He's telling kys to the people who told the mangaka to pull through with killing himself.
I don't want to kill myself, he just assumed that, and I don't care about that guy either, should I be a hypocrite then?, and pretend to care about him?

Tweet 1
>I made an emergency call to my physician and took medicine just in case. Have calmed down a little. I'm sorry for the alarm. My neck still hurts from the strangling so I may not be able to reply much

Tweet 2
>There was a high chance deleting the account would allow it to be hijacked, so I logged back in. My apologies. I plan to go to a tie-severing shrine in Kyoto soon

one nigga from our time is gonna live to 200 cause he wants to finish his backlog, but more anime keeps being made.

Sometimes a suicide happens in the heat of the moment, or because you took way too much medicine or alcohol. Assuming that it's an informed choice and you should let the guy kill himself is retarded.

Nobody is forcing you to type on this thread. if you really don't like it you can hide it. you are going out of your way to say bad things to people who are trying to save a life.

>due to their oversized backlog?
Not directly, but the reasoning goes that as long as I can still experience new things that can make me feel something, then I can probably keep at it. And my backlog is among things I have yet to experience.

I can't relate to not wanting to kill myself because it would trouble my mom. I considered it when I was younger but I think I didn't do it because I wanted to accomplish at least one thing I set out to. I just want to enjoy what I enjoy for as long as I can. If at some point I finally feel what I was missing then I think i'd be ok with saying fuck this gay earth for the last time.

Once in a while I think about not wanting to live anymore but don't make any plans or serious attempts to kill myself. I'm kinda glad I don't own a gun so I can't commit impulse suicide

>Nobody posted the Sailor Moon "But you didn't do anything!" image in response.

a) thank you, kind user
b) so it seems like the first one was pretty clear.
for the second one. a tie- severing shrine. an user above in the thread suggested he is trying to sever tie with his parents. could that be it?

Only like half of the people he quoted actually wanted the guy to kill himself. He's a hypocrite.

This is the best suicide prevention measure.
Bar none

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Why dont you turn that critical eye onto yourself you gigantic faggot. Who is really the shitty person here?

>I plan to go to a tie-severing shrine in Kyoto soon
This is actually cute and way more wholesome.

You also have the choice not to post in the thread if you don't care about the topic. But instead you chose to come here and tell everyone that you don't care.

To be fair I started to go on Yea Forums during my edgy atheist days in high school, and it's a sinful part of my life that's difficult to excise.
Like most oldfags, I've mostly replaced my addiction to the site with tighter knit offchans and communities, only opting to come to 4/a/ for current chapter/episode discussion and the occasional meta-thread where I can try to impart my wisdom onto newfriends.
I thought this was a MAEDAX thread from the thumbnail.

You're not that user, don't pretend to be him.
Satenposting predates (You)s as a vernacular.

It's still his choice, and his responsibility.
In a hypothetical scenario where mind-altering substances are at play, taking those is also a choice.

You can kill yourself with pills or blades as quickly and irreversibly as you can with a gun.

I want to die every day, but im not gonna kill myself over it.

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I'm just tired user. Life is tiring me out in ways I can't even possibly describe to a shrink. My father is already dead and my sister, who I painstakingly supported in his stead so that she can get a nice job and family, is more than ready to take care of our mom with her husband and two kids.

The only distractions that still keep me going is predominantly Yea Forums, /tg/, and this silly hobby of mine that's given me way too many smiles to count. Can't society let people who've given more than enough back be selfish for one final time in their life?

I just want to sleep.

Yeah you're right he might do it later when no one is looking but what if all he needed was a helping hand? I know not everyone can be saved but goddamn it I'll still try sometimes people just need a little bit of help when they're down on their luck.

Her nose in the bottom left looks like a mouth and makes this image 10x funnier.

there's a hide thread option in 4 channel dot com.
If you don't care about the guy you can choose to hide it. if you come here and start debating life and death and saying it's his choice for killing himself you are being a prick and deserve being called out.

>My apologies. I plan to go to a tie-severing shrine in Kyoto soon
Feels good to read this.

Sort of? I'm too scared of death. It's not like I really really considered it. It was just really lonely moments and wondering "Would anyone really miss me?"

Probably.
ejje.weblio.jp/content/縁切寺

People use it when they're getting a divorce, or breaking up, etc. 縁 (en) in this context means "tie" or "bond"

THAtS" THE SPIRIT!

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Do what you think is just, user.
If you're on the fence, why not get a family of your own to support? That would give you a reason not to.

Imagine being cursed to be immortal as long until you finish your backlog.

Checked

>Sometimes a suicide happens in the heat of the moment
Reminds me of this
Implying my attempt to cross-link posts from different boards will work

>just find people to be dependent on you, that totally wont make you feel more miserable

Literally everyone has contemplated suicide. It's something everyone thinks about. It's that massive gap you have to leap that's the real divider, that gap that seems impossible to cross ("That'll never be me") until suddenly you blink and find yourself on the other side one day.

What if you kill yourself, but find out that afterlife is pretty fucking boring?

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I see. Thanks for the context.
Good. Lets hope they never get to push him over the edge again.

autisimbucks saves lives

Quads of truth

>Assuming that it's an informed choice and you should let the guy kill himself is retarded.
Well good to know that you know more about his life and how he feels than him, you know, more than a grown adult man. Better tell him how he should act, wise one.

I just know I will die after my parents are gone, there's really no point on staying alive after that, so 20 years to go for me, maybe less.

Both of us are likely shitty people. Do you donate excess wealth? Do you volunteer on a regular basis? Would you give up your comfy life to go help people in a third world country? Why haven't you already?

But you reacted to a famous person, so I guess you're the good one here.

You can't die unless you believe in either of these.
Otherwise you're just doing something for nothing at all

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At least it would make things better.

Call KyoAni. If they post that they will adapt his life work into anime, surely he`ll not have any reason to die anymore.

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>that gif
Open the door
Get on the floor
Everyone do the dinosaur

Deserve being called out, sure. But there's a difference between that and telling someone to kill themselves. It's hypocrisy, pure and simple.

>You also have the choice not to post in the thread if you don't care about the topic
Yeah, that's free speech. Do you have a problem with it?

That's not what I said. I said do it if you want to, but if you want another tether to keep you on the fence, do as you said I said.

This user is correct. There's nothing unique or quirky about suicidal thoughts. Even the most vapid normalfag has a passing thought when some trivial social qualm enters their normalsphere.

Everything tires me out. It's hard to explain but every waking day whenever my mind is unoccupied that dreadful feeling of exhaustion comes over me. It's why I jerk off so much during the night or do overtime when I can because it means when I go home, lay on my bed, and close my eyes. I immediately go to sleep.

It's a skewed sense of obligation to not trouble other people with my garbage. Which is of course extremely hypocritical I understand since killing myself would probably hurt my imouto the most. And like I said, hedonistic self-indulgence would just tire me out even more like some sort of pleasant distraction.

In retrospect, the only thing that's probably still stopping me is my mother. Parents really shouldn't see their children die before them. I genuinely do believe that and I don't want to make her last few years on this planet be uncomfortable because of the looming shadow of my suicide. It's fucked but there's a deep sadness inside me that wants that lovely 84 year old to pass on so I can follow soon after as well.

send the fucking d-mail already ahggg homura do somethinggg

If it were Uziga Waita, he`d kill his parents instead and eat them.

>still replying
I get it, you're an edgelord that never outgrew his shitty teenage phase. You can grow up now, but I guess I can't force you since that should be a "personal choice" too, huh?

Pretty much once or twice every month. Have only attempted it once, but no one knows I did.
I don't do it because my family doesn't deserve to go through that. Mostly my little sister, as I believe my parents would have an easier time dealing with it thanks to their siblings and friends. She also has friends, but we get along so well I'm afraid it would break her heart.

OH ! showed that faggot, I bet he will kill himself before you

You know, I really hope your love for your mother gives you the chance to find something else to love along the way that keeps you going.

I was a soldier, so I'm willing to guess I know much more about sacrifice then you, friendo. If I ever had excess wealth I would definitely donate some of it, why not?

>But you reacted to a famous person, so I guess you're the good one here.
Trying to get attention for this person who wanted to hurt himself in the heat of the moment is certainly better than callously using this thread for (You)s, faggot. I knew people who killed themselves after coming home from deployment so even if what I can do to help is basically meaningless i'm still going to do it. This is the last reply you're getting out of me, you worthless shithead.

We're very alike in our outlook.
Sorry for assuming that shitposter was you.
Keep on keeping on, I guess. You're a lot older than me so I figure it would be out of place for me to lecture you.

>I know not everyone can be saved but goddamn it I'll still try sometimes people just need a little bit of help when they're down on their luck.
That might have the opposite result. There's a lot of hypocrytical people who do that just to satisfy their ego. I'm not saying that you're one of those, but I've met many of them, so it's difficult for me to change my mind.

I hope you find something that makes you happy soon, user.

brave, I should do the same

I feel you user.

Stay strong anons. My OP might reads like a joke, but it is true. I thought about offing myself plenty of times, started when my body starts to break down. When I start having gout attacks and kidney stones. I still have em today. Everyday is a pain. Even waking up is a pain. It really worsen when I think back about my life, about how little I've done and achieved. Comparing to how much my parents have sacrificed their lives,money and time raising me. I just thought how much of a useless piece of shit I must've been to their eyes. I just don't want to burden and embarrass them even more. I'll just tough it out for now, through the pain both physically and mentally. And try to change my life and my fat ass as little as I can slowly. Sorry for blogposting. Mods can close thread now. There's no more to discuss here ITT.

If you do I won't judge you user!
He has 4 years to beat me to it.

Responsibility is one hell of a drug. I have a family member who loves me a lot and needs my support, so I have to be a pillar of strength for them. And wouldn't you know, 'fake it till you make it' actually works.

One of the tragic irony about either still having a family and having a family of your own is the stress over their expectation about you.
When the day of the rope arrives, you can either hope that either your departure won't upset them as much as your shitty commitment to being a decent human bean in life, or your withdrawal from suicide could somehow relief them from the suffering of seeing your miserable face everyday.
You're not perfect. That doesn't mean you always have to push yourself so hard into becoming something you were never meant to be in the first place.
If society tells you otherwise, society can go fuck itself

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I've just been scrolling through the thread while cracking up thinking of some user with anime-level japanese and terrible accent trying to get the message across the nip police, anyways I'm glad the guy didn't off himself.

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Cheers
Sometimes it's BS, but sometimes doing something for someone you love feels like nothing else.

twitter.com/TamaokiBenkyoo

Not deleted liar, it's protected as it was been for months.

Tbh my reason for staying alive is to prove all these faggots wrong.

Read the thread nigga.

>deleted his Twitter account
it not deleted just not accessible to non followers as it has been for a long time

You know what.
that's some funny imagery.
KONOCHIWA
WATASHI JERRY JOHNSON
TAMTOKI HARAKIRI DESU
ONEGAI DASKETE!

If you know his area, you can contact the local Japanese police.

>used to have hopes in life, everything is shit but hey at least one day im going to escape from this, things are going to change i know!
>suddenly despersonalization disorder and possibly schizophrenia at only 20 years old
gg life, you won.

>MAGCOMI

The Japanese publisher likely has a Phone Number and not just an email.

Calling

It's okay he's all good and well now
He says his neck hurts but he's taking some medicine and talked to a doctor, as well as brought back his twitter.

He deleted it and then undeleted it

Heh. Unironically the only thing that's still keeping me going aside from my mother and this hobby is a silly little shallow promise I made with an user back in New Years.

I don't know if we'll see each other again in the r/a/dio and mogra threads for 2020 but it's something to look forward to. But yeah, when my mother dies I can finally bow out of life in satisfaction.

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MAGCOMI serializes a lot of Japanese authors, right?

And those Japanese authors likely have twitter accounts?

Maybe you should spam all the authors that work for MAGCOMI who have twitter accounts and those authors likely have their manga editors on speed dial.

He's alive it's all good
Thanks for caring

There are people on /jp/ and /int/ who probably live in Japan.

I don't know if /jp/ will care about some Japanese manga artist about to kill himself.

Set yourself a goal to be something special enough for someone that 4 chan would make a concerned thread about you that'll hit bump within an hour.

Japanese police have so much free time that a team can be assembled just to find out who is stealing bikes in the area.

I WANT TO BE RAILED EVERYDAY TOO
FUCK YOU

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I'll just kill myself again.

What would your Mother say if you told her that?

It's already over. He took some medication and he is fine.
see:

Someone told me 2ch doesn't exist anymore.

As of October 2017, 2channel has rebranded itself as 5channel

Hiro changed it from 2ch to 5ch.

He dead yet ??

She'd frown in immense dissatisfaction. But thankfully she never needs to know and that's all that matters.

Hiro changed 2ch to 5ch.

No joke. The wikipedia page for 2ch says so.

2chan.net/
here you go

Well Fuck, I guess this is goodbye for real
Sayonara

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he's alive and stepped away from the rope, took some pills from the doc.

STILL CALL THE JAPANESE POLICE.

THIS GUY MIGHT STILL ATTEMPT TO COMMIT SUICIDE AGAIN. HE IS MENTALLY UNSTABLE.

Don't believe what he is saying. For all we know, someone needs to break his door and restrain him.

That's Futaba, which is different from 2channel (now known as 5channel)

source for that ?

He went to the doc and he's taking pills now so he'll probably be fine

user what thread are you reading

>letting Nyaa getting hit by karma affect your life
Just hop onto the next site.

He needs to go to hospital. The attempted hanging failure might have caused blood clots in his neck, meaning he can still actually die.

He is not past the danger zone at all.

Also, taking pills in this situation is actually a bad thing.

The emergency doctors at the hospital won't know which drugs he took before being admitted if he is unwilling to disclose which drugs he takes.

He is honestly gonna be a pain in the ass for the emergency people.

I'm not an emergency tech myself but for situations involve patient taking unknown drugs, what is the protocol?

Will Charcoal have to be used since Charcoal is super absorbing in the body?

here also further after that in the response we figure out exactly what the tweets meant with a translator. apparently the second tweet means he's breaking ties with his parents

why did this of all things shake me so much, I've seen full webms of people being brutally killed but I've been anxious this entire thread hoping this guy I don't even know doesn't die.

See

Okay now you're just taking this shit too far.

The translator's words:

" he called his physician and got these pills"

The first thing he did was call a doctor. he seeked medical help. he is in the clear

He is also severing ties with the people who pushed him over the edge for good.

Could be charcoal pills, making him throw up, gastric cleaning, induced fever, etc.

thank god. Nothing makes me more upset than hearing about the actions of shitty parents. It's your own fucking flesh and blood

>imblying i don't talk with my family in the same tone as i shitpost here

FUCKING KEK

my mom died last year and now i have no family, a few friends but mostly just me, I'm quite positive if I were to die it wouldn't impact anyone too greatly
my life isn't going too bad, i have a part time job now to support myself and I just got a job working in japan coming up next year which I'm pretty excited for
but i still think about suicide sometimes, life hasn't been so good to me. i think it's probably better to live for now though.
i think the main reason is I want to do something that would be painless if i did want to kill myself and that's not exactly easy

make your life your own you dumbass. i'm in a similar situation and I've resolved that the last thing I want is to die alone. i want to live to start a family, even if life's shit I want to bring something good in the world, you should too user

>waaaaaah I'm gonna kill myself but not really pls say you like me waaaaaah
fucking attention whores should be gassed

You're very unlikely to get your shit back, that's for certain.

At least you have a job, I have nothing.

are we sure he's not just being an attentionwhore, people who intend to suicide usually just do it, not post on twitter and then lock their twitter

at this point I really don't mind if I don't. I'm terrified about the potential consequences it could have on me though. I'm a student and I'm a couple of months away from doing my year abroad and 2 years from getting my dream job, if I can't progress thanks to this incident I think I might off myself, as much as I hate the idea

It's cartoons so it's fine.
it's understandable that 4 chan doesn't allow it, but nobody goes to jail for loli stuff.. The reason they pursue CP is cause it's actual kids being hurt is the reasoning but your guess is as good as mine.

>people in this thread are actually proud of """"""""""""""""saving"""""""""""""" someone who never would've killed himself anyway
make sure to like and subscribe to his twitter and buy his manga, or he will try to """"""""""kill"""""""""""""" himself again. Retards.

Please add a few more quotes, I still didn't get your point

I won't die Unless I Payback the CIAguy for Fuckin me life and happyness
Haruhi S3 WHEN?

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I don't think I'll go to jail but I'm terrified that I'll get into legal trouble that'll prevent me from ever working again or some shit. I've worked for years to try and get to where i am so I can't think of anything worse than that right now.

Live and let die? Well I'm fine with that generally but he did post his intent to a public forum it's not like people are actively interjecting. If he really wanted to do it he would've just offed himself and been done with it I say twitter posts are fair game.

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it's not right to stand by when there's something you can potentially do to save someone. we're all human
what happened to you?

Don't forget your fedora on your way out.

Good luck user.
I don't think loli, especially so little will matter, but I still wish you luck.
Don't worry man. As long as you had some sweet tentacle porn, futa, and big titty milf in the mix they won't notice.

what happened¿?

im taking a fucking plane right now someone find his adress im fucking saving him

Like the other user said, jail is unlikely, but they'll take any chance to fine you because they know you'll pay rather than try to argue for having sexualized cartoon children on your computer. It happened to my brother when the cops took his computer on an unrelated investigation.

What are they doing with Santa?
You bastard

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it was mostly just normal shit, big hentai tits and ass and the lot with loli being like under 10 pics out of 200 or so at most. still I can't help but be paranoid, I stayed up all night and reading this thread got me anxious as hell remembering this.
thank you though user for your reassurance, it's been driving me nuts to not have anyone to talk about this to.
PC/laptop got taken thanks to family being investigated, I had a few hentai loli pics on my devices that were taken and haven't gotten word from the police in over 2 months. just been panicky a bit about the legal repercussions
so at worst you think it'll just be a fine? I'll pay up anything as long as it means I can still continue with my degree

I doubt he truly wants to die is the issue, and that it’s moreso just the influence of his parents pushing him to do it.
Also see a therapist if you aren’t already

>so at worst you think it'll just be a fine?
Yeah, it'll most likely be alright. If they do find something you'll probably get a letter saying "hey pay us this" and that'll be the end of it. Maybe they'll watchlist you, but I'm almost certain that you'll have no other consequences. I wish you luck in pursuing your degree user.

You'll probably be totally fine
Also remember. If you get questioned by the police about hentai be confident. it's art and you are an appreciator of this art
also 500th post

waiting until mom kicks it, she's 65 and smokes several packs a week so anytime now.

Why yes of course, every night before I sleep. Its mostly because of feeling worthless compared to my siblings who got a job unlike me, 2 years after graduating from college and still not have a job. What makes it complicated is I don't want to get a job, but I need to as a way to validate myself that its all right to me to be with my family. I dread the day that my parents will finally snap at me tell me that I'm useless piece of shit who don't know what to do in his life. Perhaps when it happens, I'll finally have a solid reason to end my miserable life once and for all.
Even now I still think what do I really want to become in my life.

i don't know if it's the lack of sleep but i'm tearing up from relief. thank you anons, i'm studying to teach in japan someday. i'll come back and translate as many doujins as i can for you all someday i promise.

Our boy Tamaoki is alive and well
He's contacted the doctor, got pills, and planning to break contact with his parents who pushed him over the edge
Thanks for everyone who cared and helped out.
A special thanks to anyone who reached out and contacted the authorities as well as helped us figure out what's going on.

Remember somebody cares about you.

Goodnight pleyas.

you're still young user, you've got your whole life ahead of you. explore the things you like and find your passions and see what path you can take from there. I believe in you.

>depersonalization disorder
I've had it since high school. Let's hang in there, user.

Nice! Glad we could help out! You got nothing to worry about. The cops will compliment your excellent taste in hentai, you would be able to finish your degree, move to japan, teach, and translate all the doujins!

Goodluck and godspeed
May we one day meet again

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Please seek some help. People aren’t meant to live how they do now, it’s getting to the point where we need a support system. If you don’t want to talk to family or friends, it’s okay to get a professional.

I hope all of you empathetic/struggling anons live a happy life no matter how hard things turn out to be. We're all going to make it someday

Thought about it. Got very close on one occasion. Was sitting in my living room watching TV with my pops, started crying thinking “this might be the last time I ever hangout with my dad” as every night I was more strongly contemplating hanging myself or jumping off a bridge. Ended up not doing it (obviously) I got back with my toxic ex, after a couple months I realized how shitty my life was with her and worked on bettering myself and doing what makes me happy, not caring what others think of me. And I don’t think my dad has much in his life, I don’t want to take away one of his only 2 sons. My dogs and niece wouldn’t understand why I was no longer around either. I was 19 at the time

Shut up faggot. Why don't hero yourself instead?

This is what someone from my programming short course classmate tells me. I sucked on programming yet I take it just because I finished CS 2 years ago. Now I tried doing some tutorials for it afterwards, but I still don't feel anything like passion on it.
I really wish to explore more things but I'm afraid of hurting my possibilities for getting a job further.

amen cheers

If that ever happens to me I pity the poor forensic data tech who has to sort through about ten drives with many terabytes of anime/manga, doujin, and random images, not including online storage services including seedbox. I'd piss myself thinking about how much it would cost to do a reasonably complete inventory.

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If you don't feel passionate towards it it isn't too late to change subject user. My best pal is 27 and heads and shoulders older than the class because he'd switched degree three times and finally felt happy with the one he took now.
you're still young, it's best to take your time to find yourself now so you don't spend the rest of your life regretting that you've taken the wrong path.

Perhaps I should evaluate myself further. Its an endless question for me ever since I got out of college. Thanks for /adv/ user.

You're going through the most confusing years of your life right now, user. It's easy to get lost. Just don't fall into despair, it's not all gloom at all. You've got endless roads ahead, so take your time to think about what road you really want to take. Life can be great, just do your best to think about what you really want and I'm sure you'll get there.
i'm rooting for you!

I remember jerking off to Tokyo Red Hood when I was 15 years old. God bless this guy, he gave me some good fetishes like wanting to hurt little girls. People like him deserve to live long and happy lives.

amen
also nice

You're for censorship? Not gonna lie that's pretty cringe bro....

As long as you didn't have any real child porn and are in the US, you're fine. The law banning drawings is on shaky legal ground, and prosecutors have been only been using ti to add on charges to force plea deals, since it'll likely get overturned if someone was actually convicted on it.

Love you Yea Forums

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Same
This was a good thread
we saved a man today

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Never thought this shithole of all places would restore a bit of my faith in people, thank you guys.

As for the pain/physical issues a year ago I discovered I had a massive amount of gall stones. Leading up to this for about two years and in retrospection my entire life I had increasingly intense episodes of hideous pain culminating into 3 day long bouts of crippling pain with CONSTANT vomiting I wasn't able to take any fluids in 2 days (with all the vomiting I was nearly dead from dehydration alone when I arrived at the ER). Thankfully I finally got a cat scan/ultrasound ect and the horribly infected gallbladder was discovered and promptly removed, I've since been able to get back into shape and I haven't had a single episode. My point is you aren't alone in respect to the physical agony ailments, and to tell you WHATEVER your reason for not going to the ER and getting the surgeries/treatments you need FORGET them and go to the ER. I had endless excesses to tough it out and not go to the hospital for years while it was getting worse and once I finally did it I realize how stupid I was, if it's about money fuck that worry about that after. Most of the time if you don't have an income your state will pay for the entire thing, and if not you can pay 1 dollar a month for the rest of your life and they can't say shit (or trash your credit) because it a medical bill.

My advice for what it's worth get well physically and the mental health will follow.

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Don't kill yourselves, Yea Forums. There are nice things sometimes.

Yes please, if you see me push me like your life depended on it and not mine

So why do you still live, user?