These are the Thanatos' lyrics most would know from the Eva albums:
>Now its time, I fear to tell I've been holding it back so long
>But something strange deep inside of me is happening
>I feel unlike I've ever felt
>And its making me scared
>That I may not be what I think I am
>What of us?
>What do I say?
>Are we both from a different world?
>'Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you
>I couldn't face my life without you
>And I'm so afraid there's nothing to comfort us
>What am I, if I can't be yours?
>I don't sleep, don't feel a thing
>And my senses have all but gone
>Can't even cry from the pain can't shed a tear now
>I realise we're not the same and it's making me sad
>'Cos we can't fulfill our dream in this life
>So I must let us break free I can never be what you need
>If there was a way through the hurt then
>I would find it I'd take the blows, yes I would fight it
>But this is the one impossible dream to live
>What am I, if I can't be yours?
Then there's the usually unsung outro:
>When something that you se your heart on
>Just melts away before your eyes
>When everything you ever wished for
>Slowly dies
>And I can’t help but wonder why we even try
>To fight for something you believe in
>A battle neither lost nor won
>It leaves you feelin’ tired, emotional and overcome
>And I can’t help but wonder why we even try
>I feel so alone and overcome
I don't think it's in any Eva disc, but there's a version of it one one of the Shiro's Songbook albums. Only managed to find a chopped up version in youtube for you to check out:
Pt1: youtube.com/watch?v=0uP_aAEhE0s
Pt2: youtube.com/watch?v=viIYvvUkU5g
Pt3: youtube.com/watch?v=zW5cCQI2WFk (it's got a funk section that I kinda hate)
Pt4: youtube.com/watch?v=lGZg0-cU-7o (The rarely heard lyrics)
There's a cover of it too from some youtuber if you want to hear a non-chopped up version:
youtube.com/watch?v=IGtQe6Mbyfw