How do fellow litizens deal with the overwhelming desire to harm and kill others?

Never liked the way Achilles feet looked in this painting. Too crude. They appear malformed from years of tight dress shoes -- certainly not the condition one would expect the feet of a Homeric hero to be in. His toes look like those an idiot high school sports captain.

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Terrible analysis

Correct me then.

I just fantasize about the act of murder, this is usually enough for me. Never fails to bring a smile to my face.

>They appear malformed
They do not.
There’s clearly something wrong with your feet

meditate
overcome your psychosis

Butterfly confirmed for having cramped inward-bending toes from wearing high heels that are too small for xer.

The problem I had is why are his genitals so small? They should be at least the size of his fist, that's normal right? Or do I just need to check my privilege?

He's a grower, not a shower.

Masturbating stretches out your dick (not good)

I don't mean the penis though I mean mostly the scrotum. As far as I know your scrotum doesn't enlarge when you masturbate unless you have a serious medical condition.

Also in ancient Greece a small penis size was revered in pretty much the same way that large cock size is revered in our modern society. The reason being that small penises cause much less anal trauma.

So greeks liked small dicks because they were pederasts?

having a big dick and balls only became regarded as desirable in modern times where women's tastes dictate the order of society

I don't think so, northern europeans saw big dick as desirable. But then they weren't homos.

>northern europeans
>weren't homos

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They fucked men but that wasn't gay it was just a way of showing who was boss. And anal tearing made it better because by making the man bleed during anal sex you showed that he bled like a woman and was therefore less of a man. That's not gay, it's based (and fashy).

smoke weed

I'd rather smoke jews

by killing duh

The only thing I smoke is fools like you on the basketball court.

stop shooting people on the basketball court tyrone, or you'll end up in criminal court next time

We have male-oriented entertainment for a reason. Take up a sport or something.

Join the military. Don't let them know you're a murder hungry maniac. Get sent overseas. Kill innocent women and children, possibly rape them. Clap while a bald eagle sheds a single tear for your sacrifice.

I do not wear high heels, xir.

I have a genuine tendency for homicidal ideation, likely a result of my borderline personality disorder. I fantasize about killing people, read about serial killers, contemplate extravagant homicidal plans, etc. I probably wouldn't ever go through with any of it though. Probably. There are various small things I do to cause others suffering which sate my urges. If I can inconvenience or harm someone in a slight way, I will, at any chance, not usually out of spite; I just take pleasure in the suffering of others. It's one of the only things I can take genuine pleasure in. It's difficult. I have little regard for my own life or those of others. I do little dangerous things like crossing the street without looking and mild reckless driving. I often contemplate suicide but am hesitant out of my own uncertainties about reality. I suppose to answer your question, I don't exact;y know how to cope with it. I used to cut myself, but I don't even hate myself anymore. I just hate the world, not the world itself, my world. I wish that I didn't exist and no one existed who knows of me, and then I would be free, because other people have always constrained me and I disdain their very presence, even knowing that they're thinking about me. Reading doesn't help, at least philosophy; it just further rationalizes my own worldview. It's clear that nothing matters, that there's no real reason why I shouldn't kill someone; saying otherwise is just cope. Escapist fiction of various mediums is really the only thing that slightly helps me. I'm not a good writer, and being conscious of the process of creating the story kinda ruins it.

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i like anal trauma tho