Ive got multiple mental disorders that make sitting still and focusing, and reading comprehension impossible.
I need noise and something to enhance my reading experience, but at the same time If its too much noise I get distracted by it.
What sort of music do you use to read?
Im currently trying to read Meditations, and I AM interested in the book but I just cant focus.
Maybe develope some self-discipline? There's a clear line between mental disorders and trashy behavior.
Im reading meditations. I think im in a good place so to speak, regardless of my circumstances.
i see what you (((mean))).
Mental disorders CAUSE "trashy behavior". And in my circumstances My "trashy" behavior will not end, but still regardless of my circumstances, as I said, I am trying to focus and I cant DO that with the shit in my head.
Get one thing clear, (((YOU))) are a NOT the cause of my frustration, just a side effect.
I use Vyvanse and mostly listen to audio books unless it's something like a programming book.
Behavior can be modified. Mental disorder is only the manifestation of results from poor behavior. Your mind is moldable. Fix it.
>tfw was prescribed vyvanse but had to stop taking it because would do nothing but re dose and jerk off for 3 days with no sleep
How nice it must be to not have any mental illness. Im not even gonna use mental illness as an example as to why you're wrong.
I suffer from multiple physical disabilities, do you think that my behaviors are not dictated by the effect of those things on my body and how I must deal with them? I choose not to walk, because when I walk my legs begin to hurt severely. I have to wipe my ass endlessly because my asshole spits out liquid shits. I drop things and trip over myself because arthritis and a vascular disorder in my legs respectively. Guess Ill just someone magically STOP doing all those things because "just be yourself bro". Go fuck yourself.
The cause is just as valid as the effect. and if the effect causes behaviors to be "less than desirable" then thats the part that makes it difficult to do anything else. My behaviors that are caused by mental illness can be explained very easily, but since you seem to think I can just wish my shit away you must be a privileged and Lucky mother fucker. You dont know the depth of my suffering. Literally go fuck yourself, again. Though I do agree with you that behavior CAN be altered greatly. But if you're retarded, you're always gonna be a retard. Some things like mental illness do not change. And the effects from their presence also will not leave no matter what you do.
My psyche wont put me on an SSRI for some Fucking reason. I need it desperately, but something about my bi-polar he says it wont be effective or some shit. Not referring to you, but I guess THAT is just another example of cause and effect. My psychiatrists behavior will not change due to the circumstances that HE faces in dealing with ME personally. He doesnt even understand the depth of my personal and deep sufferings.
Again, Fuck Yourself.
bullshit coping. if reading is impossible for you then why are you trying to read in the first place? My mom has polio and she doesn't go around sports boards asking for advice on how to run a mile, then wallows in self pity on how much life would be better if she could walk.
Life sucks for you, we get it, I'm not downplaying your illnesses, but maybe try and do something more in line with your current aptitudes.
How many posts have you made in the last two days?
There’s normal chan banter and then there’s being a snot nosed faggot. You’re a snot nosed faggot. Fuck off