Which book will push me into a descend towards madness?

Dude are you the same guy who posted months ago that the Idiot gave him a mental breakdown? If so, I'm the same user you replied to both times lol.

I think I asked it then, but I'll ask again: how'd you get past that shit man? Any books that can be a panacea to the pain caused by the Idiot?

I’m reading it right now. What is so triggering about the book?

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the collected CCRU writings are a good start, especially considering they're precisely engineered to convince you that everything you believe and think about the world is really just a cover story for some deeper, more entrenched conspiracy... which is ultimately say, conspiracies nested inside deeper conspiracies, each one more horrifically suspect and deranged than the next. You might not go crazy, but it can certainly justify the (anti)logic of insanity to a sane person.

R. Scott Bakker - The Neuropath

I think a lot of the 'triggering' has to do with who you are and what your mental state at the time of reading.

Personally, I saw myself as a 'positively good man', much like the prince, and I based my actions and beliefs on that spirit of being genuinely genuine and kind for a few years. This Jan, however, I was in great turbulence. Unemployed, moved countries by myself, goodbye to old life and friends, spinal and knee injuries, all that and my mind slowly weakened and the insecurity just creeped in about my entire self. And seeing what the prince experienced in The Idiot just hit like Airbus A380 full of bricks. It exacerbated my already unsettled condition. I couldn't stop doubting myself, I became mistrustful of friends and family, I thought much too much of what others might say about me. It honestly was too much to bear at times.

Dostoevsky created and unparalleled reading experience for me, but shame is that I've yet to fully recover.

Shit that’s what’s in reading right now boys , I’m at the failed sucide, I’ve found it relatively normal besides all the people tucking with the prince

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What if I don't know Russian?

Then you were the real The Idiot™ all along

for me CP had the same effect.
im interested though hlw was the idiot so traumatic for you and other user? i foumd it pretty nonoffensive

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Nihilistic nightmare inducing

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The writing itself is mostly not too great imo, but the ideas, man...

Sounds like you need to go over to /fit/ and let those faggots teach you to lift your way through your feels.

Anything written by pic related.

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I find when I read jung my thought's get a little crazy afterwards.

Plato makes me feel weird after reading and it didn't seem like he was even trying to throw people into abyssal hell. Aristotle makes me feel better afterward, but the former is more correct than the latter imo

The necronomicon

Artaud

Ted K.

>muh the protagonist is literally me syndrome

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Firstly know that you need to open the door to madness - this means you have to be in a prolonged state of stress, dissapointment and ennui.

When you get to this stage you are ripe for conversion and madness.

holy shit this is me

> Last seen on social media 5 years ago
> forgot how to cry and laugh

Ouch, right in the feelings.

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I wish I'd read it a year ago when I wanted to kill myself. Would have been so much crazier. At least I got IJ in during that time frame.

Unironically go outside. You need to get outside your own head, reading is the worst thing you can do.

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>Sounds like you need to go over to /fit/ and let those faggots teach you to lift your way through your feels.
/fit/ reporting in, now am buff but still depressed

where do you think i got the knee and spinal injuries

how did you get that picture of me?

After reading the Socratic dialogues I started kind of jokingly using a similar method with people I know; the result: nobody knows what the fuck they're doing, and much less why the fuck they're doing it, even myself. Now, I just can't trust in people, or myself, anymore.

Can you explain how is The Idiot such a heavy book? I already own a copy of it but I wasn't dare to read it yet because of its length.
I've recently finished C&P and Notes from the Underground (i loved them both and I could relate to the main characters very well) so I'm already a bit familiar with Dostoyevsky's philosophy.

Never read it but it seems like it's regarding the shattering of naive optimism.

Yea Forums canon books, probably for people who are already mad and just want to commiserate

> C&P
> Whatever
> Book of Disquiet
> My Twisted World
> Notes from Underground
> Kaczynski manifesto

>Kaczynski manifesto
It's unabomber manifesto