ITT:Supposedly Based thing you'll never do again

Who taught you to recognize semitic names at the 5yo?

It's hard.
This tought haunts me like the regret an omicidal maniac might feel.
I'm fucking done living, fuck it.

You know that if you feel so bad about it it's because you're a repressed faggot?

I have no clue, I love women.
Dudes were never my thing, not masculine dudes at least.
This is hell, I already feel sick.
Goddamn it.
It wasn't a problem before, it became only last month.
I would tell myself: "It was just a fetish, you were young what does it matter ?"-and go on living without a worry.

Then I decided to quit porn and it all went to shit.
I can't even look at people's faces anymore, that's how fucked I am.

I understand you are having a hard time with it, and maybe you are destined to spend your life with a women. But remember you have, in fact, masturbated to men. So you aren't straight. No ifs, ands, or cocks in butts, it's pretty clear. You might be bi with a heavy emphasis on woman, but you are not straight. Might never have been, you just know better. I hope this helps you.

I already knew that and doesn't help.
I could have lived my whole life without ever realizing it and be satified, in my ignorance like most people.
I blame porn and my lack of social life.
Now I'm stuckvin the limbo, attracted to women but able to get off to tranny porn.
This will kill me, because I know I'm a freak and a degenerate.

Don’t listen to that other fav of in this thread. I went through the same shit that you’re dealing with now, and I’m here to tell you that there is a way out. One needs only to carve out these degenerate tendencies to become free.

Starve the thoughts of their focus - for without pornographic sod no vile thoughts may grow

Embrace pain - for pain is the surest way to make the body adhere to the wishes of the mind. Whenever the thoughts come to you, embrace pain as a way to make your body recognize that these degenerate actions are unwelcomed by the mind

Substitute - Porn has corrupted your mind, but cutting it out entirely would leave a dangerous hole in your life. Replace the degeneracy with physically and/or mentally stimulating activities.

TLDR; Stop beating off so much, embrace pain as a way of making the flesh conform to the mind, and fill in the hole left behind by porn with other activities.

>I jerked off to trannies and now I feel bad
Blame yourself. "Oh no I'm at an uncomfortable middle! Why oh why isn't there a group of people who experience this, am I alone in this world? Oh what a terrible sin it is to know the depths of myself." Just become one of those Evangelicals that likes to get fucked if you wanna go down the repression route. Talk to a therapist if you wanna go down the well adjusted human route.

who cares?

Reading Infinite Jest

It probably was a full jewish graveyard or something along those lines, cause there's no way a 5 yo without special training can know which names are jewish in order to piss on them

I do.
What self worth and can a man like me have.
How can I judge someone else when I fell that low.
How can I marry a woman or have children when I did something like this.

I'd better just die

I walk around Durham uni campus with an Oxford hoodie to remind all the Oxbridge rejects of their failure

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good lord. just take the socialprogressivepill for a day, try it out. walk around considering yourself a kinsey 0.2, a incidentally bi person who will likely never sleep with a guy. do you think your eventual wife, or any reasonable person for that matter, cares?

there is nothing wrong with not being 100% hetero, and it doesn't need to effect your life in any way. you think because i am bi i behave like the gay people in movies? i am perfectly average and quite happy.

if you're porn addicted or something it's different obviously but you just sound quite mindfucked by a sexually controlled ideal that has never genuinely existed

fucked a cute trap

trans women are not masculine dudes, that's sort of the whole point. it's more gay to be attracted to Buck Angel than it is Bailey Jay

not him but my hatred for gays and especially trannies comes from the trannies themselves, I used to support them on the rational level you describe until we had them for a few years. you have drank the fucking kool aid if you think this is okay.

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You were into trannies because porn ficked up your brain. Just be glad it stopped there. Some people continue to degenerate and start liking non-white women or some equally disgusting beastiality shit, cannibalism and what not

No user, dont give up. You're not a bad person. You can find a loving wife and start a family, but hating yourself won't work. Recognize how dangerous porn was, start lifting, take walks in nature, read the bible.

based

I am 19 and have also recently seen the light of how the corrupted the fetish is. my zoomer senpai you are not alone

>senpai
Senpai* not Senpai wtf

oh