Non-Fiction books to read with internet gf

I have an internet girlfriend. She was raped and molested when she was a kid and she doesn't value her body. We have become so close lately though. And we talk for hours every night before bed, falling asleep together.

I told her that we are gonna start reading books together so that we can grow. What are some books that we can both read that will strengthen our relationship?

I want them to be books that are non-fiction and will make her value her body more. Or just any book in general that will improve both of our lives.

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Post pics of her.

tell her I'm coming over to give her round 2

Lolita.

my diary desu

she sounds like a used up whore

I'll post pics of her if i get some real suggestions.

Friend, I honestly do not want to offend you, but for the sake of his and her own good, if you don’t see clear future opportunities for dating in real life, then you better not take this seriously. I rarely write here, but your words about talking before bedtime touched me and I had this experience, and it can be very traumatic. Wish you good

Is she fucking 14 user?

you'll do what you're told or you'll get the same as her.

I'm drawing a blank. I can't think of any good books that would improve a romantic relationship.

Here is the actual full story. Please let me know if there's any advice you can give me.

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is that gia paige?

The Bible, my friend. And perhaps some works of the female saints

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Please try to think of something.

I am already sharing verses with her, thanks!

If you're a Christian couple, then I recommend:

G. K. Chesterton - The Man Who Was Thursday
C. S. Lewis - The Screwtape Letters

what does she think of BLACKED.com?

Yes! I will read these with her. Perfect.

She isn't into black guys.

then she's gonna love me!

Now please post pics.

Here is a picture of my girl.

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Bloody hell, man, you are going to ruin your life if you keep it up. There will be no end to this, she will never suddenly become fine, no matter how much effort you put into this. I know you'd feel guilty and I know how love can twist your perception but stay the fuck away. In the absolute best scenario you two are going to produce some miserable children, and I don't mean "kinda depressed" miserable. If you really want to help her recover, keep talking to her, but forget about any sort of romantic relationship.

yeah I could see myself fucking that

that's a discord tranny

I agree with this. OP, you're in for a lot of pain.. I'm sorry for what she has been through and is still going through. But don't forget about your own happiness, okay?

I don't know anything about romance, but this sounds like a nightmare that will ultimately ruin your life. Get her to a therapist and study your ass off before it's too late.

You guys are probably right, I'm probably going to lose my life over this shit. But I can't help it, I love her.

As a wise man once said: based retard

Sheila Jeffreys - The Industrial Vagina

ask her if she'd consider fucking me?

You should join her on her farm and live the Varg life.

Wow. The fact that you have not attempted to contact the police over what is happening to her exposes you as an absolute piece of shit

She still loves her dad despite all this, so I'm going to be doing this my way. But yes, you're right, I am shit.

unless her dad is well-connected in the community, telling the police should get him taken out pretty quick
rurals love a good pedo hunt

My advice is stop that slowly and you will have ok memories and experience about that or that will and naturally end in couple years and you will get owful influence on youre life and god know what damage on psicological health and sexual/social life.

Fuck, my mind is telling me to stop.

But I've been praying to God so much, that he actually delivers her to be my wife, and through God that I can help her become a happy woman.

But I lack faith. And the more I listen to you guys, the more my faith wanes. I wish I could just meet her already and see for myself how we'd be.

It feels like it's too early for me to give up, since I haven't met her yet.

Most of us have been there. The thing is, there is no such thing as a good girl being trapped in trash social conditions her entire life, ready to blossom once saved. Virtue is not cultivated through emotional abuse, beatings and isolation. She will betray you in a most horrible way and you will be in a lot of pain regardless of what you decide. I only ask you to limit your commitment to avoid serious long-term consequences. Take care of yourself and you will eventually find love that is both fulfilling and worth the effort. You are deceiving yourself now.

My point that in youre case its anyway will end and youre will drop here, just believe. Question is only how long its take and haw much damage deal.

Why don't you meet her then?

I hope this is a larp. This is a very sad situation

a little life

I want to believe in your future together but life is cruel and deceiving

Protect yourself from harm, m8. STOP RIGHT NOW.

Unfortunately agree

Reminds me of old r9k. Getting a kind of bittersweet nostalgia from this thread.

plane tickets are pretty cheap user
at least compared to the emotional toll this is having on you
just go visit her and her family and see how it goes from there
there's too many ways it can go depending on her dad's attitude
the only way for you to make an informed decision is meeting the man yourself

You're a good guy, OP. She needs professional help though. No matter how much you want to save her, she's more broken than you can fix.
She should get in-patient treatment.

>all the incels
maybe it won’t work out, but why not try. everyone deserves to be happy, so try and make her happy, and maybe she will make you happy. even if it goes to shit, you’ll never forgive yourself if you don’t try. also convince her to bring justice to her horrible family

kek

For those who think it's a LARP, just had this convo with her in the last 30 mins or so.

I have made a major breakthrough with her in the last 2 days, I've gotten her to apply for jobs, and have helped her to come up with answers for interview questions. I'm really proud of all the progress she's made.

Can anyone analyze our relationship? Is it weird?

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Fuck that hurt.

I don't have the money to meet her at the moment. It all went to school.

That's bittersweet, thank you.

I can't visit her and her family, she'd have to sneak off because apparently her dad would shoot me.

Thank you. I'll do my best to help her when she comes out here by getting her professional help.

holy fuck you are both 18 at most and being as melodramatic as possible. I actually just had flashbacks to highschool

I know youre not going to listen but here goes. Some dude's fucking her already and from my POV, she wont fuck you. She has low self esteem it seems and will only be romantically involved with guys who give her the emotional rollercoaster she wants to continue her victim narrative

I bet she's a bloke

I'm 27, and she's 21. We just act like fucking retards.

She sends me nudes etc if I ask for them, and she does whatever I ask her to do for me on cam. (But I don't ask often, because I don't really get off to it, nor do I care about it).

No we call on the pohne and video caht etc.

nice picture that's ruined by her big ass gage in her ear. Ugly. Trashy. Can make even an 11/10 girl into a 2/10.

this person types more like a dude than you do, also they're enjoying wallowing in their pity a bit much (victim narrative stuff other poster mentioned, wonder how evident it is in your typical communication) to take them too seriously. maybe reminds me of how i used to type online to get people's attention more.

>Do you realize how dangerous that is.
hmmmmm is she that strange to be worried about such a thing or just doesn't want you coming over finding shit out

man good luck dude, doubtful that this turns out well but i know you have to try

I think you're right to an extent. There's definitely something she's not telling me.

OP is an irredeemable faggot "dating" a literal discord tranny, the only thing worse than him is this joke of a poster:

>I'll do my best to help her when she comes out here by getting her professional help.
Sounds good. Even though this relationship is risky, it CAN work out. But only if she's willing to work through her trauma, and you don't sacrifice yourself.
Wishing you good luck, and I hope both of you will be happy.

She told me explicitly what happened to her, I think she is willing to work through it. Thank you, this single post has lifted my spirits.

btw guys, I'm still looking for book recs for the both of us. I have the screwtape letters here.

I would recommend reading up on gastroesophageal reflux, just so you knew how trivial the treatment is and how far it is from a "medical enigma".

If you can't let her go, then realise this: she is mentally ill. She needs help. There is nothing you can do. Any delusion you maintain otherwise will only hurt her and could very well cost her life.
If you actually care about her, get her help.

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I've taken a ton of meds for it, 3 different PPIs, sucrafate to coat my esophagus, and even FDA black box meds like reglan to get my digestive track to keep the food down. I was on a 6month dier of 800 calories, eating only white fish and veggies, occasionally a scoop of rice. I would still reflux all the way to my throat.

i don't know what the fuck is going on.

>nose piercing
She asked for it.

There is still plenty of shit that has to be done in this case, cycling PPIs is not how you are supposed to approach it. See a doctor, do the tests, let him solve that problem before you actually have to deal with something serious.
>even FDA black box meds like reglan
hue

I'm going to get her help, even if I have to pay for it myself. I'll be getting a job soon.

I had an endoscopy done, and the scope showed nothing. Just gastritis, esophagitis, and duenditis or whatever that bottom part of the stomach is called. It's been over a year and I still reflux.

Took any antibiotics?

I took amoxycillin because I was coughing from acid going into my lungs, and docs thought it was bacteria, so he gave me antibiotics, but shit got worse from there.

I was in a similar situation some years ago, though not to the extremes that you describe here. don't make this girl the centerpiece of your life - this is good advice in general but especially when dealing with the psychologically unwell. she might eventually start doing things that are hurtful, like pushing you away or ghosting you completely. I understand the instinct to protect and care for people you love, but this could end badly for you if you start believing this girl is the only reason you have to live. the fact that she would be showing herself self-harming and threatening suicide to you makes me very wary of this girl's compassion for you, she must know how it makes you feel and does it anyway. the point I'm trying to make is; if this relationship ends one way or another, don't let it eat you up.

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This reminds me of talking to scene girls on Myspace circa 2005-6. There's no way you're 27. I see this being an abusive relationship from the get-go

HAHAHAHAHAHA you guys are falling for this? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, fucking hell man, Yea Forums really has gone to shit, fuck you all

she must suck all the air of the room for her

oi shitpost and chill calm down aiigh

did she ever get revenge on the guy who did it and if not and she asked you to perform the revenge would you do it

You fucked up OP

Have to agree.
Whats worrying is the cutting, she sounds like she wont forget her trauma easily, and, to some extent, likes to hear your sympathy.
Of course it probably makes her sad to hear you sad, pale, (etc), but there is probably some amount of happiness in knowing someone sees her suffering and sheds a tear.

That's dangerous. That's the kind of thing where if you become too dependent on it, you'll try to kill yourself just to feel that proof of care and love.

Maybe therapy can fix it...

Also the idiot is a good book, lmao.

serious bruh moment

I've read this entire thread. All I can say is this: be the hero if you absolutely must, but you must never fuck her. Let go of that right now. You should/must never be a romantic partner to her.

When even butterfly knows

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This (x1000)

Seriously, what she has going on is extremely difficult even for a top psychiatrist to help safely, and you don't have close to even a tenth of their knowledge on what is good or bad "under the hood". You could, very well, be doing some serious damage to her. In-fact I'm 100% convinced you are. I suspect a bit of borderline or extreme co-dependency or at least very manipulative behavior that you aren't aware of based on the "attempting" suicide and cutting in front of you. whether she knows it or not, this is a tactic to make you concerned about her. This could come from a power-hungry place or a scared and genuine place. I would bet just about everything I have on the fact that if you were not there to tell or there were no camera, she would not have taken these actions. Whatever it is, it is reassuring to her that there is someone who gives a shit about her, and a common way for people to do that is to force others to be concerned for them. A lot more people than you would think utilize concern as a way to keep a relationship alive, and probably an equal number use it to establish one. Now this isn't always intentional, most people don't even know they're doing it, and it does not make them evil or anything like that. It's evolutionary, honestly, who passes down their genes: someone who, feeling suicidal, keeps it within, or the person who draws attention to them self and tries to create (or sometimes force) a community. The one that tries to deal with it within them self is much more likely to die.

I worked as a peer support specialist and sponser for people who self-harm and these people often get to the place they reach because they at that moment do not have the specific community that they want, whether it be relationship, friends, whatever. When depressed and contemplating suicide, there there is literally only one way for your relationship to work. She has to become aware of the unintentional (or intentional, if intentional, it's not sociopathic or evil or anything, I need to stress this, she likely literally can't help it at this point), see that you care and love her the exact same amount knowing this, she sees that that behavior doesn't actually make you check in on her more or whatever, she starts to realize that she doesn't need to do it. You may never get her to admit she took those pills with manipulative intent, if you try to get her to, it could have the opposite effect. I'll tell you this, after what she's been through, if she was going kill herself, she would've. What she wants now is not death but some form of stable, continuous care. Likely the only way she knows how to get this is by behavior that encourages concern. Don't show her that you're constantly worried about her, it shows that most of the attention you pay to her is rooted in concern, which goes back to encourage the concern-creating behavior. Change your approach or drop her. I'm out of space. best of luck, user

AHGGGGHHH, I want to fucking sniff her fucking panties, ARGHHH, hold her neck whilst throat fucking her, penis in, wet, penis out, covered in phlegm and spit, ARGHHHH, fucking have her suffocate me with her thighs whilst I bury my nose and tongue in her vagina, ARGHHHHH, AHHHHH

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Shut up

does it have to be non-fiction?

The fault in our stars, or any John green book. Great books to read as a couple

Bro, all she wants is attention, she needs it. She will keep doing this shit forever, your health and life will be fuel for it. Convince her to get professional help, support her through it. Or cut ties and leave her to her fate, or to endless other men really. Honestly you're a bit of a cuck to be dragged along by a girl like this, she knows full well what she's doing, she doesn't care about you, you are a plaything. She will manipulate, betray, and abuse you forever. You need to change the situation or cut ties. A book isn't going to do much and living together will be worse (for you).

yeah she is cute

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you're wasting your life, please let go

OP are you the one getting sick ?
I too feel sick every morning and later in the evening, refluxing and all.
Does it depend on something that bothers you or is a legit illness ?

It never happened before, lately I've been very frustrated and depressed.
And it usually coincides with a particular thought that bothers me.

>girl (male)

She has severe anxiety and can't communicate but she went and got a nose piercing. This is so obviously fake. Either OP is making it up, she is making shit up, "she" is making shit up or you're both making shit up. That other guy was right, this is so melodramatic it's sickening. You'll never meet this person.

you type like the worst kind of faggot, it took me half the picture to realize who is who

so you're the one who says he'll be driving across the country to see her, right? if so, there's something seriously wrong, i'm afraid. there's nothing dangerous about an 8h drive, she just doesn't want you to see her.

oh, and she's already preparing for ghosting you
>I'd probably disappear for a while.
you've fucked up OP i'm sorry

You got them mixed up. OP is the one saying he will disappear, and she's the one saying she will drive to him.

Here's the hard truth:
You do not love her, you love the idea of saving someone lost heroically.

That's it. Call authorities who can get her actual help and forget about her.

>You don't deserve to suffer
>Yeah I do.

lmao dude

Get away from this basket case while you can.

Seeing your replies, I can absolutely guarantee you without an inkling of a doubt that as soon as she gets better she will dump your faggot ass without even bothering to minimize damage. She'll just be fucking niggers and will drop it like "oh lol btw"
Sorry.

a friend of mine was in a relationship with a borderline girl, he has evil traits now that he did not have before. I would never, ever consider a relationship with a girl with "psychological problems" etc. knowing that it will manifest in my own personality due spending so much time together an aligning with the other person.
For your own mental clarity stop the contact, you can't save other people is spot on

kek

ITT: Incels try to discourage OP because no one loves them and they're jelly

What kind of "evil traits" does he have now? Curious, because I've been in a relationship with a borderline person myself. And it definitely changed how I act with people now.

I'm not that guy. I was in a relationship with a borderline girl and while I don't have any 'evil' traits the major effect it had on me was the total annihilation of my charisma and extrovert leanings. I used to be able to speak and command a room. Now, while I don't think I'm less confident, I prefer to just shrink.

this
i'm some sort of shit, and most people i ditch tend to be less emotionally affected people

Plays mindgames, does not see when he fucks up, has "problems" that are easily fixable, if you tell him how he will tell you "thats how i am".
General "bitchy" attitude.
However he recovered because he almost lost contact to most of his longtime, very loyal friends due to this behavior. He also says he is sure it fucked him up trust wise, because he has a way harder time trusting his new girl now (borderline girl cheated on him all the time, made him responsible for it etc. etc.)
a mixture of emotional reasoning and the refusal to accept hard, unpleasurable truths.
Abusing his "problems" (muh depression) to be in the spotlight also comes to mind, just hijacking conversations with this victim attitude, pay me attention because i need help. I have also observed that he sometimes just wants to have a dispute because it will energize him.
putting unrealistic expectations on others and when i told him to fuck off, he tells me how he was there for me 5 years ago.

It wont change who you are in your core personality, however i can spend my time way better than becoming my worst self, i noticed changes in myself after some time hanging out with a bulimic girl (who told me she thinks she has a borderline personality which i can confirm)

>the idiot by dostojevsky
>thirst for love by mishima

now post her before i do you know what

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Hol up, who's who? Is she the one who's considering driving across the country?

Yes. And he's the one who is sick.

Sounds like it, but it's still confusing. I thought he had already planned to drive to her, why does she talk about her doing that instead suddenly?

Did she sit on his face?

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Could be a decent plot for a book. Basically demolishing the idea of a sensitive and introverted guy being saved from mundane life by the sudden appearance of a woman; instead showing the realities of abuse, helplessness, obsession and loneliness. I'm quite fascinated by you, user. Wish I could meet you in person and observe the twists and turns of your mind.

Remember there’s no such thing as a relationship where only one person has issues, and do keep in mind that the girl needs help, professional help, and that you’re probably not thinking clearly. I do wish all the best for both of you, whatever ends up happening; after all, what’s life without crazy fantasies? Like becoming an international assassin or a renowned artist. Just remember actions have consequences.

Also, listening to anonymous people in the internet is probably a bad idea.

>Fuck, my mind is telling me to stop.
>But I've been praying to God so much, that he actually delivers her to be my wife, and through God that I can help her become a happy woman.
>But I lack faith. And the more I listen to you guys, the more my faith wanes. I wish I could just meet her already and see for myself how we'd be.
>It feels like it's too early for me to give up, since I haven't met her yet.
Lol

Heres a pic since OP is a bitch

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She is certainly not the centerpiece in my life, but she's taking up space in it. If she pushes me away and ghosts me for some other guy then so be it, but I honestly doubt she would. Thank for your words though, I won't let it eat me up. I can live without her, I know it, but for now I have to try to be with her.

She talks to an italian guy (all online too) who supposedly says he's gonna kill the people that hurt her, but I know he's just using her. She's known this guy for 5 years, so that's why I know she's capable of maintaining long term online relationships with people.

But she tells me secret things that she's never told anyone else, including that guy, because I open her up like a book.

Yes, you're right, but lately I've noticed when I turn things on myself, she stops instantly and worries about me. So when she tells me that she wants to hurt herself, I tell her that she'd be hurting me and she calms down, things aren't as fucked up as they used to be. I really see progress in her.

I know you're right, but it's gonna be hard.

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Wow this is fucking breakthrough knowledge to me. I wish I could send you a transcript of my texts with her and get some feedback from you. Thank you so much user, I'm going to screencap this and remember this always.

Just give me what you have. So far it looks like we will be reading Screwtape letters.

I already know she cares about me. But I do feel I'm getting dragged along on some ride.

I think it's stress related, but also the fact that I'm unhealthy. Go onto healingwell forums and chat there for good help wish you luck.

She can to an extent, but not very much.

It's like a 48hr drive.

I love her, and for that reason I want to save her, but yes I do want to be a hero.

lol

post more of your chats
let's see if we can analyze your relationship

im in red and white, shes white, sorry for the mix up.

I was planning to drive to her, but in the past 4 days or so I been talking to her and I have been helping her to try to get a job, and now she's super motivated to work so she can buy a car and meet me.

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hahahhahhahahhahahahhahaha damn if this was imgur id upvote you

>nose piercing
OH NO NO NO NO NO

I wouldn't even rape her

You might want to start here: youtube.com/watch?v=AIKgRtmbIkM

NOBODY CARES
NOT YOUR BLOG
FUCK OFF

This guy fucks with Op's gf

Luckily both her and op will get beaten up by the dad.

even before than op

kek

Try baclofen.

Don't listen to this guy.

Hey user, I'm her dad. I will fuck her tonight again and if you ever approach my house I will fucking shoot you in the face.

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I teared up reading this, there is nothing more powerful than love, affirming your love will make you hurt, and denying it will make you hurt as well. I think you should do the best you can with this love, just try.

Dude shes going to fucking ruin your life. Listen to all these anons and get it in your head: you cant fix people like this. She will literally string you along and next thing you know youll have spent ten years in living hell, having accomplished nothing. Call the police on her, drop that bitch, and start lifting fucking weights.

I have been in a very similiar situation and I have to say that you are making a mistake, you cannot save her. The years of abuse have taken a toll on her and she most definetly has problems with forming basic connections with human beings. I know how you feel, she is perfect in her own way, you haven't felt like that before and your soul is filled to the brim with emotion. Yet you aren't omnipotent and you cannot change her, think about the worst things that you can see on r9k and then quadruple it and you will see your broken angel. Call the cops and cut contact with her. It won't be easy, maybe it won't be even possible for you to do this right now but just know that you aren't the one that has suffered this fate before.

She will have to leave the goats behind. There will be a lot of misery about that, but your duty here is to be a man. She's an adult, so the police can't do anything if you take her. You will need the expenses necessary to cover a rental car for the trip there and back, if you do not own a car. I suggest bringing a gun with you, if you own one. Arrange to meet her slightly down the road, out of view of the house. Tell her to bring her birth certificate, her social security card, and whatever money she has, with two changes of clothes and a week's worth of socks and underwear. Tell her to use the bathroom before leaving, and bring a 1 liter water bottle for her and some food with protein and fat in it for her. If she has her own laptop, she can bring that, too. She will need to leave any sort of cell phone behind.

When you are transporting her back to where you live, treat her as you would treat a child soldier - no loud noises, remain calm. Don't stop at any gas stations or places with security cameras until you're out of the state; get one or two large jerrycans for gasoline and put them in the trunk of the car. Until you're across the border, use those to refuel.

Once you've crossed the border, get her a nice pair of shoes that she can easily walk around in, take her with you into gas stations to use the restroom, and tell her to pick out the kind of chocolate she likes. Get her juice, too. Do not leave her alone.

Your cover story is that you are eloping. Say you are getting her out of a bad situation. Do not elaborate. Bring one of your own hoodies for her to wear over her clothes - something soft, oversized and warm, and make sure you treat her with careful delicacy in public. The worst thing that could happen to you at this point is that the people who see you together assume you were the one beating her. They will view you with suspicion because of her injuries. Bring a first aid kit with a lot of band-aids in it. If she has recent cuts, treat them and put bandaids on them. Warn her if it's going to sting. Tell her "there, all better" and kiss her knuckles once you finish.

Move her into the place where you're currently living and give her the bed. Sleep on the couch, or on a fold-out bed, until or unless she explicitly asks you to sleep next to her.

Don't go beyond kissing. You're dealing with a feral creature you've adopted, so you need to teach her what intimacy looks like. Kiss her forehead goodnight, hug her, cuddle her, but restrain yourself. The first three months of freedom are going to be hell on her. After that, up until the six month mark, she'll be learning how to live like a human being that is loved. You're going to have to wait for her to request sexual intimacy from you herself, in her right mind, consistently over a week or to with no mood swings, PMS, or possible attempts to trade you her body for basic positive attention/food she wants/etc. Ruined children don't understand sexual morality... tbc

Very astute of you to realise this as if it wasn't already obvious the moment someone (a tripfag, no less) came on Yea Forums to ask about advice involving their raped gf

She will not understand that that's "wrong". For at least the first six months, if she seems to be trying to initiate sex, very gently stop her and ask her if there's something she wants. If she can't answer that question, ask her if there's something wrong. Repeatedly drill into her head that sex is something people do because they love each other and want to make each other feel good. Give her other ways to make you "feel good" that she can use to demonstrate that feeling, like making you a cup of tea, or playing music she thinks you'll like, and so on.

You will want to show her the whole world immediately, now that she's a free creature, but it'll be overwhelming and shocking for her. Gradually introduce her to pleasant things in civilization once a week or so, like going to the bookstore together, or going out for ice cream, or visiting a zoo. For the first three weeks or so, just take her grocery shopping with you.

Your water bill, electricity bill, and the money you spend on food will go up a little. It's unfortunate that you're a broke ass student. You don't have the financial resources to actually whisk her away to paradise, so you're going to have to be prepared to make do. Get her a cheap burner phone she can use. If you're in student housing, you can get away with a lot by bullying your way through, possibly having her sign up for a simple class.

Student loans are an ass rape without the courtesy of a handjob, but as long as you can keep your scholarship, this will make things easier for you both. You don't need to provide her with the Ritz. Sparkling apple juice, fairy lights, instant noodles, and a sane and clean environment where no one can hurt her will be paradise enough. Don't panic when you talk to her about money, but be sensible and realistic about what you can accomplish and invite her to help you think of ways to be practical.

Tell your parents and grandparents you've met the girl of your dreams and shamelessly extort money from them. Tell your female relatives thar if they disrespect her in any way they'll be dead to you, and only after that ask them for advice or to offer her friendship and warmth. Tell the dean of students that you failed your classes last semester because your fianceé's father was trying to kill her, and insist on having the Fs withdrawn from your record. Bully them.

Don't actually start talking to her seriously about marriage until you've made it a year out, do something nice for the three and sixth month anniversary of her rescue, and good fucking luck.

Let her read whatever sort of fantasy and science fiction she wants, as long as it isn't degenerate.

And make up your mind, right now, whether you're going to find your balls and ride this out with her for the long haul or whether you're just another romantic, spineless child kidding himself. She needs you to be a man amongst men, and for you to have the strength to hold her up when she collapses into chaos. Start with the Greeks.

Yeah, yeah, you whiny little child. Some people do things with their lives. Go read Notes from Underground again and have a wank over your own powerlessness.

I didn't bother reading the rest of the thread after the post I replied to, so tweak the details as you like. Cheers, OP.

>not raping the crazy out of her
OP is literally begging to be cucked

>You're a whiny child for pointing out that nobody with more than a quarter of a brain goes to Yea Forums for advice about their raped gf

Have sex, gullible incel.